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The Lin family is a teacher's family. Both parents teach in the same high school. The mother leads the college entrance examination class all the year round, and the father is the grade director, so there is not much time to spend with the two children.Before Lin Fei was in junior high school, Lin's mother took a lot of time to raise her, but Lin Ying didn't have this kind of treatment. She was brought up by Lin Fei.Lin Fei has been obedient and sensible since she was a child, and sometimes she can even be described as very well-behaved.Not long ago, Lin's mother counted Lin Fei's unconventional things from childhood to adulthood, and she could count them on one hand.On the one hand, she is proud that the child she gave birth to is really outstanding, on the other hand, she feels that she seems to be abnormally outstanding, and sometimes she secretly hopes that Lin Fei will do something extraordinary.It's a pity that Lin Fei "disappointed" her. Her eldest daughter not only behaved herself, but also brought up her younger daughter to behave, and even more.The behavior and character of the two daughters are exactly the same, and if we want to really find out some differences, it is only Lin Ying who is deeper than her sister when she was that age.

Mother Lin sometimes worries that if the two children encounter the same major event one day, it may be unfavorable for them to make a decision.But when I think about it, the big things in life seem to be studies, career, marriage, life and death, and it is unlikely that the two of them will collide, so I feel at ease. Besides, it is better to be too disciplined than too unruly.

Speaking of Lin Ying before her sophomore year of high school, Lin's mother really didn't have to worry.The two have been in harmony, talking and chatting for more than ten years, and their intimacy is enviable to other sisters of the same age.

The change happened when the autumn semester of Lin Ying's sophomore year in high school just ended. At that time, Lin Fei was dispatched by the company to study and work abroad for more than half a year and had just returned.In fact, the over-frequent video calls and calls between the two of them in the past six months have begun to show signs, but they don't want to think about it, and only attribute it to the deep love between sisters.And the long distance and the sound and picture separated by two screens did not make this hanging emotion successfully deteriorate.

Lin Fei didn't tell his family beforehand when he returned home.The temperature was very low that night, there was sleet falling outside, and she was afraid of the cold, so when she got home she looked a little embarrassed—she was wearing a thick down jacket, and the thin short leather boots on her feet were icy cold from the rain and snow.Lin Ying heard the door open and came out of the living room, and she saw her with purple lips and gritted teeth, so she ran over to pick up the suitcase in her hand, changed her shoes, and poured a glass of boiling water very quickly He pulled her into his room to blow on the air conditioner, while he ran to the bathroom to put hot water on.

Putting hot water on and getting pajamas ready, Lin Ying went back to the room and asked Lin Fei to take off her clothes to take a bath.Lin Fei obediently took off her coat and went to the bathroom.Lin Ying spread an electric blanket on her bed, and put a hot water bottle on the bedside.

After tidying up, Lin Fei went back to Lin Ying's room with her wet hair on her head, handed her the hair dryer naturally, and sat on the edge of the bed.

Lin Ying took the hair dryer, plugged it in, and stood in front of Lin Fei to dry her hair.

Everything is as usual.

"I miss you so much." Lin Fei hugged Lin Ying's waist suddenly but very naturally, buried her face in her stomach and said aggrievedly.

After speaking, both of them were taken aback, the atmosphere of the room suddenly changed, Lin Ying heard her heartbeat suddenly changed, and Lin Fei heard the two of them.Lin Fei let go of her hand, raised her head slightly, and met Lin Ying's gaze on her.Both of them have sensitive and delicate personalities, and the feelings shown in each other's eyes are not hidden at this time. What this means, the two of them tacitly understand.

The hair dryer made Lin Fei's hair messy. The messy hair blocked the sight of the two of them and interrupted the ambiguity at the moment.Both of them shifted their gaze in the blink of an eye, silently and deliberately.

After that, both of them pretended nothing happened, chatted about some topics dryly, and then went to bed.Although both of them had a lot of thoughts that night, at least they fell asleep relying on self-comfort to pass the night.

The next morning, Lin Ying woke up. As usual, she had one arm on Lin Fei's shoulder, one leg on her leg, and half of her body was on top of her.She was confused for a while, then panicked, and then calmed down.She gently moved her hands, feet and half of her body away, ready to get up, but was hugged by Lin Fei, who was half asleep and half awake.

"Sister." She called tentatively.

The other party subconsciously hummed twice and hugged her even tighter, apparently still asleep.She didn't move, she didn't move, she finally tensed up, closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.

Lin Fei's breath was warm and soft, hitting Lin Ying's collarbone.Lin Ying opened her eyes, lowered her chin, and saw the swirl of hair on the top of Lin Fei's head. The aroma of shampoo in her hair was a little stronger because of her closeness. He put his hair up and stroked it lightly.

It's also good that time stays in the moment.Lin Ying turned around, thinking.

When Lin Fei woke up, she found herself clinging to Lin Ying's body. She was stunned for a moment and then was shocked. Then she pretended to be calm, looked up and saw that Lin Ying was still awake, breathed a sigh of relief, retracted her arms and legs and got up.After she got up and left the room, Lin Ying also breathed a sigh of relief, moved her numb side, and took a tissue from the bedside to wipe the sweat from her palms.

Will the habit formed over the years be changed because of the phrase "missing you"?Lin Fei didn't want that, and neither did Lin Ying.

The next time, Lin Ying was on winter vacation, and because Lin Fei had been abroad for so long and the Chinese New Year was approaching, she also received special approval from her superiors for a three-week holiday, so the two of them stayed together almost every day except occasional invitations from classmates and friends. together.In order to avoid further embarrassment, Lin Fei no longer slept with Lin Ying except for sleeping, and instead let the relationship develop in the direction it wanted to develop at other times.Lin Ying also acquiesced and obeyed her approach.

The emotion that had been deliberately ignored for more than half a year was let loose with the indulgence of the two.

However, after all, there is the relationship of sisters-"same sex", "incest", Lin Fei is even more faced with the psychological pressure of biased parenting of his underage sister.Sometimes she couldn't even look directly at Lin Ying, and she felt extremely guilty about the involuntary fantasy of Lin Ying's body.In those days, she often tossed and turned in the middle of the night, whether it was desire or sin, or a deeper desire was caused by sin, she didn't know how to stop her longing for the body she was familiar with on the bed next to the partition wall .Lin Ying is not much better than Lin Fei. Although she is still young, she is not good at associating intimate images, and she does not have the pressure brought by being an older person, but at the same time her ability to bear is much weaker.So the two of them were tormented.They don't know which of the pain and joy of getting along with each other prevails, but they just can't bear to destroy the family relationship because of this, let alone restrain their emotions when facing each other every day.

This relationship of "love beyond family" continued after Lin Fei went to work and Lin Ying started school because of the inability of the two of them.Although the two had the idea of ​​using this opportunity to reduce contact and cool down their relationship, they didn't know that this would increase their relationship. Although they didn't express anything when they were together at night and on weekends, they knew it well.

"Another female student in our class is in love." Mother Lin suddenly said when the family sat around for dinner on a Friday night at the end of April.

"Which class are you in?" Father Lin asked jokingly.It is not uncommon for high school students to fall in love nowadays. As a class teacher, as long as the students don't toss about things that are too much, they usually open their eyes and close their eyes.

"Oh. Seriously, his partner is in the sixth class next door, her cousin."

"Cousin?" Father Lin was taken aback.

Lin Fei and Lin Ying were also shocked.

"Their parents found out by themselves. They came to the school yesterday and today to find me and the head teacher of the sixth class to find solutions. The two children grew up together, and their relationship is very deep. I can't say. Well, they are both sensible and good at learning. The college entrance examination is coming soon, and it is really difficult to deal with it.”

Father Lin bit his chopsticks and frowned and nodded.

Lin Ying looked at Lin Fei, who was lowering his head, not knowing what to think.

"Speaking of it—" Mother Lin picked up a chopstick of green vegetables and put it down again, "Two boys in Teacher Zhang's class are talking."

"What? Someone to talk to?" Lin's father was very surprised, "What's the matter! Teacher Zhang doesn't care?"

"Hey," Lin's mother said in a relieved tone, "It's less than two months before the college entrance examination, how can I care about it. Besides, the two children are ignorant, and when they graduate and grow up, they will naturally know that something is wrong. , what is the point of Mr. Zhang going to ask for this bad fruit now."

"Tsk." Father Lin frowned and was still dissatisfied, but after all, he acquiesced to her words.

Lin Ying bit her chopsticks, suddenly lost her appetite, and casually put the rest of the rice in the bowl into her mouth, left the table and went back to her room.Lin Fei also found a reason to escape from the restaurant.

Not long after, Lin Ying applied to live on campus, and Lin Fei often chose to work overtime during holidays.In the following summer vacation, Lin Ying applied for the college entrance examination summer camp, and Lin Fei applied for a three-month field trip to the countryside in mid-December.

The two made a choice.When they had to get along with each other, they also became very restrained and even polite, only pretending a little in front of their parents, relatives and friends.

In this way, it can be regarded as fulfilling the hope of the two of them to "cool down the relationship" by default.