in the month you disappeared

"Come on, please, I'm really bothering you."

Wu Jin's hoarse voice came from the receiver, and the door lock clicked open.Zheng Xi opened the door and walked into the apartment building.

Dust had already fallen on the door frame on the first floor, a corner of the word "Fu" fell off, and the blood-red couplets turned pale.

Every time Zheng Xi stepped on a step, there was a creaking echo in the corridor-like the slight sound of bones hitting the ground-she was wearing a pair of wooden sandals.

The door was ajar, Zheng Xi knocked, and when he heard Wu Jin's voice, he pushed the door open and entered.

Wu Jin lay on the bed, his face blushing.

"It's easy to catch a cold this season, you must have turned the air conditioner too low."

Zheng Xi reached out to touch Wu Jin's forehead, suddenly felt reckless, and withdrew his hand again, "Did you take your temperature?"

"Well, it used to be like this too. Every time I cover a few more layers of quilt, it will be fine if I sweat after sleeping."

"You must have no appetite right now. I brought the ingredients and made you some appetizers."

"Did you always take care of Lu Jun like this before?" Wu Jin said with his eyes closed.

Zheng Xi was silent for a while, "She...she thinks being sick is a shameful thing, but isn't birth, old age, sickness and death all normal?"

"Yeah, birth, old age, sickness and death...it's normal, what if she suddenly died in front of you one day?"

A moment of dead silence.

Wu Jin coughed and said, "I'm sorry, I lost my temper."

"I... I'm going to the kitchen."

Suddenly there was a slight pain on the finger, Zheng Xi looked down, and a thin blood-red gash slowly expanded.

She accidentally wrote the word "death" on the chopping board. The blood-red characters looked creepy.

To die suddenly... in front of you...

Then let her die with her...

Zheng Xi came to his senses, washed away the blood on the cutting board with water, and continued to chop vegetables as if nothing had happened.

"Wu Jin, it's time to eat! Have some warm soup first."

Wu Jin grabbed the spoon, and the spoon slipped from his hand.

"I'm sorry... I don't seem to have any strength in my hand." Wu Jin said awkwardly.

Zheng Xi silently picked up the spoon and changed it again.

"Drink."

Wu Jin opened his mouth, swallowed the soup, and smacked his lips unsatisfied.

"I just said that, you should pour mercury into me, right?" The corners of her mouth curled up, as if it was a self-deprecating joke, but there was no smile in her eyes.

"Really? I only put some rat poison." Zheng Xi said slowly after taking a spoonful.

Wu Jin coughed a few times suddenly, but the soup had already been eaten.

"Vicious woman!! You really want to poison me to death!"

"Yeah, are you still drinking?"

"Drink! Why don't you drink it? Since it's poison, one sip or two...wouldn't they all be dead?" Wu Jin's eyes looked far away, looking a little lonely.

"Wu Jin."

"Ok?"

"What is your relationship with...?"

Wu Jin froze for a moment, then looked at her suspiciously, "With whom?"

"... 沄洇."

"Why do you ask that suddenly?" Wu Jin said with a smile.

Zheng Xi lowered her head, as if she had used a lot of strength, "Under the bowl in the cupboard, there are photo stickers of me and... Yunyun, what is your relationship with... her? Why is there a picture of her?! "

Wu Jin took a long breath.

"What do you think?"

Her eyes seemed to hide nothing, but they were bottomless.

"Xiao Xi."

Zheng Xi's heart beat violently again, just like the one before seeing Wu Jin for the first time.

"you……"

"If you really hate me that much, quickly finish feeding the rat poison and send me to heaven." Wu Jin said in a relaxed tone without a smile on his face.

Zheng Xi cleaned the store with a vacuum cleaner.

"It seems that the clerk is very careless." The woman's voice sounded from the door, "I didn't find any place after sweeping and sweeping."

Zheng Xi looked up.

"You won't blush when you see me?" Song Yutong took off his sunglasses, revealing a pair of charming eyes, and said mockingly, "It seems that your interview skills are not perfect, you don't know I have a cleanliness, right? There is your saliva in that cup of coffee , Washing your face with saliva, it’s really not a good memory.”

Zheng Xi said with a cold face, "How can a clean freak seduce someone else's partner?"

Song Yutong chuckled, "That's not coffee, but a shrew?"

"I'm sorry, this store specializes in fashion, and I don't have a full-time chat with you. If you need it, go out and walk on the street."

"Wu Jin said that the service attitude of this store is very good, I think it's because she has a very good temper..."

Song Yutong said coolly, making a gesture to leave.

"and many more!"

……

"Are you Wu Jin's friend?"

Song Yutong smiled, "What? I'm upset that I knew her earlier than you?"

Zheng Xi's mind was confused for a moment, suddenly something seemed to be smashed, but it still seemed to exist well.

She didn't seem to hear what Song Yutong said, and said, "She... how could she make friends with someone like you?!"

"Oh? It sounds like you know her pretty well."

"We..." Zheng Xi choked on his throat.

"What are you?" Song Yutong's eyes were full of surprise.

"Look around," Zheng Xi changed his tone, "I won't disturb you."

"Freak..."

Zheng Xi unfolded the diary.

"Lu Jun, that person named Wu Jin asked me today, if you died in front of me... I was shocked, hehe.

It's almost ten days since you left me, how are you?

I washed all the clothes you left today and hung them on the balcony.In this way, when I come back, I won’t be empty. You see, I miss you so much, do you miss me?It's still the same as before... that way I will never be lonely, and I will never be without someone to accompany me...

There are still 20 days, I really hope this day will pass faster. "

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