in the month you disappeared

It was nearly five o'clock when I walked around, and I sent Yun Yun back home, so I slipped back.

Seeing how old my cousin was tormented by a bunch of homework (in fact, I was bored), I helped him with his English papers.Unexpectedly, my English, which was only in the first grade of junior high school, beat me to the ground as a high school student. What independent nominative case and nested clauses, seeing abcd being simple and empty, I couldn’t do it for a long time, so I had to give up; I had no choice but to see him pitiful, and I I changed the Chinese paper to do it.Fortunately, grandma came back in time, so I put down my pen and moved a small stool to break beans with grandma. It was much easier to deal with the problem than Lao Shizi.

He snapped it off nimbly in his hand, but he was still a little worried in his mind.

Boasting that Haikou is going to be a tutor for Lu Jun, and now he can't even handle the junior high school questions, and then he won't be ashamed to throw it in the Mariana Trench—ah!I almost forgot, I haven't bought paint for her yet.

I took out my phone and sent her a text message, and she called me back shortly after.

"I just came out of the bar, what are you doing?"

I heard her tone was a bit tired, so I said immediately, "No, I just care about you, have you eaten yet?"

"not yet."

"Then you plan to go home for dinner?" I don't know where her home is yet.

"I'm going back to school," she said after a pause, "I'll hang up if you're fine."

"Wait, wait, don't go back to school, come to my house for dinner!"

She was silent for a long time before returning to me, "Are your parents at home?"

I laughed dryly, "Why are you nervous, my grandma's house, don't worry, come here, oh, you don't know the place yet, so just wait at the bar and I'll go find you."

She hummed.

I said to my grandma, "Grandma, my classmate is coming to dinner tonight, I'm going to pick her up."

"Is it a male classmate or a female classmate?" Both grandma and cousin looked at me with smiles, ah, it seems that gossip is the common destiny of men, women and children.

"Female! Same! Learn!"

The disappointed expression can be more obvious!I silently looked at the withered peach blossom tree on the wall again. Every spring, it meticulously made me allergic, but I didn't see it making me feel lucky.

Lu Jun was squatting under the tree outside the bar, not knowing why.

I went over to take a look, and she was holding a twig in her hand, and she was drawing something on the flat soil.

Seeing me coming, Lu Jun threw the branch, and I leaned over to see, it was actually a little doll, chubby—"Hey! You drew...it wasn't me?!"

Lu Juan stood aside and said, "It seems that my drawing looks quite similar."

She was laughing so hideously.

"I kindly rescued you from the lonely dormitory. It's really good for a good person. Great painter, you, you can go back by yourself!" I turned my head and left.

"Then I'm going back to school!" Her voice sounded really "lonely", and immediately made me feel like "a boundless falling tree".

"Hey, I'm just kidding! Don't go away." I quickly turned back, only to see her standing motionless behind me, this insidious and cunning freak who loves to play tricks on others! ——I must have owed her in my previous life.

When my cousin saw Lu Jun, his jaw almost dropped, he hesitated for a long time, and when he received my slash, he immediately shut up, but his eyes were still wide open.

However, Lu Jun's restrained and shy look was really rare in a hundred years.

With a loud voice, Grandpa warmly asked Lu Jun to eat more vegetables; she was unprepared, and with a shake of her hand, the vegetables fell from the chopsticks to the table, which made her so happy.

Everyone was silent for a second, all laughing wildly.

The cousin knelt on the stool to pick up the vegetables, and said flatteringly, "Grandpa, you are so full of spirit! You are always strong!" The flattery slapped the horse's leg. The ghost screamed endlessly.

"You are old and strong! Your grandfather and I are still young, and our pride is still there!"

Uncle smiled, "Dad, I've learned a lot of idioms recently."

Doesn't that mean the same thing?Huang Zhong was laughed at, holding a treasured sword in his hand to strengthen his appearance, what is the difference between the four characters of being old and strong? !The cousin was beaten so badly - wronged!I was choked hard, and Lu Juan couldn't stand the cough, so he patted me on the back while laughing.

With a black line, it seems that grandpa is quite good at playing tricks, at least the atmosphere is lively!Lively atmosphere!

After eating, Lu Jun bid farewell to his grandparents.

I said, "It's getting so dark, don't go back to school, just live here."

When grandparents heard this, they wanted to keep Lu Jun.

Lu Jun said that she had something very important to go back to school, so my uncle drove Lu Jun back to school, and I also went with him.

"There are no classes on weekends, what's the important thing?"

"I'm going back to the studio to draw." She shook the key in her hand.

"It's so late, you're alone, are you safe?" Although the school's security office is still on duty on weekends, the school is so big and there are residential buildings inside.

Lu Jun curled his lips, "Worried? Then you stay with me."

I finally went home to sleep on the bed at home on the weekend, how to roll and roll, how is it possible!

"Hehe, you can beat two by one, and besides, what's the matter, is it different for one person to call 110 and two people to call?!"

She kicked away a small stone under her feet vigorously, "Oh, then what are you worried about?"

I heheed, and pretended to be angry, "Don't friends care about each other? How dare you think I'm a dick?!"

Lu Jun reached out to knock on me, but I dodged it. She looked into the distance and said, "How many words are sincere when you speak? Zheng Xi, why do I... I kind of miss you when you were young. What about the character of the lungs?"

"So you always thought I was hypocritical?!"

"You...yes, I don't want to be a fake friend with you!" She avoided my sight, her tone was cold and sharp.

My heart felt as if it had been bitten by a crab, and it hurt so badly, "Speak clearly!"

She sighed, and said lightly, "Forget it, chicken and duck, you go back."

I grabbed her sleeves, raised my face, and said loudly, "Lu Jun, tell me clearly, I treat you as a sincere friend, do you think I'm hypocritical?! What else should I do? Tell me! "

After I finished speaking, I was confused by the intensity of my tone.

Lu Jun was surprised to see something bright in my eyes, and suddenly the sparkle overflowed, passing my cheek like a shooting star.In front of her, my underdeveloped lacrimal glands collapsed easily. It has been like this since I was a child. After many years, it has not changed a little bit.

She stretched out her hand, and put her whole palm against my cheek. I thought she was going to wipe my tears, but when I turned my head to shake off her hand, Lu Jun's other hand came up and firmly held my head.

I must have been crying.

Lu Jun actually lowered her proud head, and the tip of her straight nose scratched my cheek sideways, itching; then, a strange, trembling feeling attacked my whole body from my lips.The sharp but extremely soft touch that hit people's senses, emotions and reason directly made my tears uncontrollable—tears were salty and spread in our mouths.There is a kind of wonderful and secret thing, which gradually emerges from the bottom of my heart, as if it broke through the ground because of the nourishment of these tears.

My eyes widened, and I saw her sacrificially devout face as her eyelashes drooped.

She hugged me so tightly that it almost strangled my ribs.

It wasn't until I hiccupped from crying that Lu Jun let me go.

Her voice was very dry, "I'm sorry...I always make you cry...I...I was just joking."

She stood facing me until the phone in my pocket kept ringing, then she turned and left silently.

It turned out to be a joke. The blood that was rushing to my face a moment ago was flowing backwards instantly. I wiped away my tears and hiccupped while laughing. I must have laughed ugly at the time because the muscles on my face lost coordination.

Until now, I can understand why I felt uncomfortable because of her kiss and her words at that time. Even when Yun Xuan left me, I never felt so painful.The former is like a piece of something that grows deep in the heart. Only when it hurts when it is peeled off, do you know its existence; while the latter is like getting something that does not belong to you, take care of it carefully, and already know the possibility of losing it.

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