if i could love you

On Sunday, Wen Jiaoer put on an off-white turtleneck sweater and a brown plaid preppy A-line skirt with a pair of black tights inside.When putting on makeup, Wen Jiaoer deliberately put on a little more blush to make her look cute and cute. Even the lipstick she chose was Chanel Capel Youth Cherry Blossom Pink.

After arriving in the practice room, Wen Jiaoer found out that not only Li Li but also some other students were in the practice room today, and she felt a little disappointed.

"Jiaoer, you are here!" The other students greeted her warmly after seeing her.

"Yeah. Are you coming to rehearse too?" Jiaoer asked politely.

"That's right! The other rehearsal rooms are occupied by senior seniors, so this is the only one left." The classmate's tone was full of complaints.

Li Li stood aside and remained silent.She was wearing a black tight-fitting sweater today, with a pair of dark blue high-waisted wide-leg jeans underneath. Her long hair was loosely scattered, and she showed a lazy temperament similar to a cat.

"Li Li, can we start?" Jiao Er asked.

"Yes. It's fine." Li Li replied.

"Let's watch Jiao Er and Li Li's rehearsal! Also study hard!" A classmate suddenly suggested.

After hearing this, other students also agreed.

"We're not ready yet, let's stop watching, shall we?" Wen Jiaoer felt a little flustered when he thought of being "watched".When filming in the past, wasn't there all the staff around, and occasionally there were curious people.She couldn't tell what there was to be nervous about.

"Jiaoer, why are you so modest?" The students joked.

Wen Jiaoer was speechless for a while, and looked at Li Li with eyes asking for help.

"We're really not ready yet, why don't we show it to everyone when we're almost ready?" Li Li used a questioning sentence, but his tone was firm.

The students were also interested, so they went to rehearse their homework.Wen Jiaoer and Li Li also started today's rehearsal.

As Wen Jiaoer spoke his lines, he could still notice the curious eyes cast by his classmates.This is not surprising, after all, everyone will be more or less curious about how Wen Jiaoer, who is already a professional actor, rehearses plays.Feeling other people's eyes, Wen Jiaoer couldn't help being a little distracted.Li Li seemed to have noticed something, and when he embraced her, he whispered in her ear, "Concentrate on it, and don't worry about others."

Wen Jiaoer blushed instantly.

After several rounds of rehearsal, most of the students were a little tired.I don't know who proposed to drink the milk tea from the milk tea shop next to the cafeteria, and the students responded one after another.Wen Jiaoer volunteered to help everyone buy milk tea. The students felt a little embarrassed to ask the big star to buy milk tea, so they all declined.Wen Jiaoer didn't think it was a big deal, how could there be so much attention among classmates, she said it's okay, and one foot had already stepped out of the door.

"Do you know the way? I'll go with you!" Li Li, who was resting on the floor, stood up from the ground.

"Well, good." Jiao Er stopped walking when she heard this, and waited for Li Li to follow.

The two walked on the road, neither having anything to say.Jiaoer couldn't help looking at Li Li. Li Li probably only put on foundation and lipstick today, he didn't seem to wear eye makeup.

Li Li seemed to notice Wen Jiaoer's gaze, and turned to look at Wen Jiaoer.Wen Jiaoer quickly turned his head away and looked ahead.

After buying milk tea, the two walked on the road and still had nothing to say.Jiao Er felt that the atmosphere was a bit dry, so he actively searched for topics.

"Li Li, why did you take the Pingcheng Drama Academy?" After Jiao'er finished speaking, the atmosphere suddenly became more dry.Why do you take the test, do you still need to ask? Of course it is to become an actor!Idiot question!Jiaoer scolded herself silently in her heart.

Li Li didn't seem to care much, he still looked at the road ahead and said, "I just came here to take the exam, I didn't expect to pass the exam, so I came here!"

This answer was beyond Wen Jiaoer's expectation, "I took the exam casually", "I didn't expect to pass the exam", "I just came to pass", these sentences are very shocking even if they don't fit together!Just like she said when she introduced herself, "It's not that high, just 598 points".

"Then do you want to be an actor in the future?" Jiao Er asked, she felt that she would not be shocked by what Li Li said again.

"I don't know! Act if you have the chance, forget it if you don't have the chance!" When Li Li said this, there was no wave in his eyes, and his tone was casual, as if he was not talking about her future, but other people's affairs.

For the first time, Wen Jiaoer knew that not everyone was full of enthusiasm and joy when talking about their future.

In the last round of rehearsal, the students couldn't help watching Wen Jiaoer and Li Li's rehearsal.Although Wen Jiaoer was reluctant, it was hard to refuse.

When Wen Jiaoer stared at Li Li and said the first line, he fell into the bottomless lake in her eyes.In Li Li's eyes, there is no frenzy and anxiety of young people falling in love, but Wen Jiaoer is fascinated by the coldness and loneliness in her eyes.Wen Jiaoer devotes herself to the play, she is the heroine who is crazy about love, her pretended indifference, her rage after being exposed, her shock after learning the truth, and her surging excitement are all overwhelmed by Wen Jiaoer. Er performed vividly and vividly.

After the play ended, Wen Jiaoer was still a little overwhelmed, and stood there in a daze.It wasn't until she heard the applause from the onlookers that she came back to her senses.

"Jiao Er, your acting was really good just now!" Li Li's eyes showed appreciation.

"Jiaoer, you are really amazing!"

"Seeing you, I know what an actor is!"

"Really amazing!"

Jiaoer felt a little embarrassed by the compliments from his classmates.To be honest, this kind of state is rarely seen in Jiaoer's acting for many years.That kind of wholehearted devotion made her feel refreshed as if she had opened up the two channels of Ren and Du.

In the next few days, they had classes and had no time to rehearse. Wen Jiaoer took the short drama fragments given by the teacher and rehearsed silently in his heart.After class on Wednesday afternoon, because the inspection was due the next day, she and Li Li found time to rehearse several times.

In the performance class on Thursday morning, the inspection came as scheduled.Because Wen Jiaoer and Li Li got the drama segment 3, they performed in the third group.Near the end of the second set of performances, Wen Jiaoer said to Li Li, "I'm a little nervous!"

"Just follow the state during the rehearsal, you performed really well, don't be nervous!" Li Li comforted her.

"Are you nervous? Li Li." Wen Jiaoer asked.

"Well, a little bit." Li Li replied frankly.

"Then we both have to work hard!" Wen Jiaoer went to shake Li Li's hand while talking.Her hands were thin and cold.The daily intimacy between girls, but when it comes to Jiaoer, there are some other careful thoughts.While chatting, the second group had finished performing, and Jiao Er suppressed the little throbbing in her heart and put herself into the state.

Jiaoer came according to his usual rehearsal state, and the result was as expected, nothing to be surprised about.The acting class teacher said, "No wonder I didn't come to class for a month, okay, I have seen what a small drama is today!" Jiaoer felt that the teacher's words did not sound like a compliment to himself, but rather like silently complaining about his own strength. Star status enjoys privileges.

"Li Li is also very good, and he was not suppressed by Jiaoer. It's just that he is still a little green, it's okay, it's already very good after he just learned acting. Generally speaking, I am very satisfied with your group!" Acting class The teacher continued.

During these few rehearsals with Li Li, Wen Jiaoer could feel that Li Li was a very smart person, and she learned things really quickly.She would ask Jiaoer for her opinion during rehearsal, and then quickly incorporate her opinion into the next performance.This kind of learning ability made Jiaoer amazed.Except that Li Li's cold temperament does not match the passionate and manic hero in the play, the rest of Li Li's performance is very good.And in the following years, Li Li's cold temperament was brought into every role she played, so that the characters she played had her strong personal color.

After class, Jiao Er returned to the nanny's car, ready to go home, but saw Simon sitting in the car.

"When did you come here?" Jiaoer remembered that Simon was on vacation these days.

"Look at how our old drama exam is going?" Seeing Jiaoer's relaxed and happy expression when he got into the car, Simon knew that she should have done well in the exam, and his nervous mood just now relaxed.

"It's okay, it's pretty good." Jiaoer's almond eyes completed the crescent moon.

"It's not very good, it's very good!" The assistant next to him couldn't help but interjected.

"Really?" Simon asked.

"Yes, just after class, I was waiting for Jiao Er outside, and I heard her classmates kept praising her!" said the assistant.

"Is the emotional drama not stuck?" Simon still couldn't help asking.

"Maybe it's a girl who is playing the opposite role! I'm not so nervous." Jiaoer looked out the window with a guilty conscience.

"It's okay, take your time. It's not nervous to act with girls now, but when you get used to it, you won't be nervous to act with boys." Simon said.

Jiao Er nodded, did not speak, and continued to look out the window.

When I got home and turned on my phone, I found out that the WeChat group in the class was chatting about going out to sing K on Friday night, probably to celebrate the end of the quiz.Someone specifically hit her and asked her if she would go.This seems to be Wen Jiaoer's first encounter with group activities since he was a child, so of course he will go!She didn't even think about it, so she replied, "Of course!" Afterwards, everyone began to discuss which one to go to, and Jiaoer occasionally made some suggestions.Everyone you say to each other, but you just can't see the person Jiaoer wants to see.Will she not go? !

Jiao Er immediately clicked on Li Li's chat box, typed "Will you go to sing K in class tomorrow?" in the chat box, thought for a while, and then pressed delete.

"I worked hard on the exam today! Have a good rest tonight!" Then Jiao Er added a smiley face and clicked send.

Not long after, Li Li replied to her, "Thank you, you too, take a good rest."

After seeing it, Jiaoer quickly asked, "Tomorrow, we will sing K in the class at night, will you go?"

"Go", Li Li replied in seconds.

Jiao Er, who was sitting on the sofa, saw the news, and lightly thumped the sofa, with the corners of his mouth curled up.However, Ms. Wen was engrossed in the TV series and noticed something strange about her daughter.

On Friday night, Jiaoer wore a wine-red sweater and a long black accordion pleated skirt.The eye shadow is also deliberately pearlescent, and the lipstick is the grapefruit color that suits me best.She arrived early at the KTV where she had an appointment with her classmates.By the time everyone had arrived, Jiaoer still didn't see Li Li's figure.

Won't you stop coming?Jiao Er was thinking in her heart, when Li Li pushed the door open and came in.

"Did I come a little late?" Li Li had an apologetic smile on her face. She was wearing a navy blue sweater today, and a pair of black suit wide-leg pants underneath.Her hair was tied in a low bun behind her head, just like when they met on the first day of school, and two strands of hair hung down on both sides of her forehead.Today Li Liyou seriously put on eye makeup, the eye shadow seems to be earth-based, the light in the private room is a bit dim, Jiaoer can't see clearly.

"Yes, yes, yes. Those who come late have a drink!" The male classmate who was making trouble joked with her.

"What, don't bring such a thing! Why are you still drinking?!" The female classmate yelled.

Just as the boys and girls were arguing, Li Li took the opportunity to escape to the sofa in the corner of the box, and sat there with his chin resting on his chin to watch them play.She didn't know that someone on the other side was also looking at her in a daze.After a while, she seemed to notice something, and turned to look at Wen Jiaoer's side.Wen Jiaoer was caught peeping, so he waved to Li Li in embarrassment.Li Li also nodded as a greeting.

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