growing up

This night Ling Chao didn't close his eyes, even though he was already exhausted yesterday.A string in his head tugged at him, keeping him from feeling tired and in pain.

Ling Chao thought it was an auditory hallucination, otherwise how could he hear Qingqing's voice here so early in the morning?

But then Zhang Yun's voice also came: "Qingqing, slow down, don't run."

Ling Chao turned off the switch of the faucet, didn't even have time to dry his hands, and hurried to the door of the bathroom.In front of Gu Yuan's hospital bed, a small figure proved that he heard correctly.

Zhang Yun, who had just stepped through the door, met Ling Chao's gaze, with both helplessness and worry in his eyes.She was holding a basket of steamed stuffed buns and a bag of soy milk in her hand, seeing that Gu Qingqing was already squatting beside the bed, fortunately she didn't seem particularly excited, so she felt relieved.

Zhang Yun raised his hand and extended it to Ling Chao: "Here, I brought it for you."

Ling Chao walked two steps to her, took the breakfast, and pointed to Gu Qingqing with questioning eyes.

Zhang Yun shrugged his shoulders, but did not answer.He walked over and sat by the bed, and squeezed Gu Qingqing's hand.

Qingqing was wearing a white thick woolen coat, and the one-piece hat was still covering her head. She was lying on the side of the bed and seemed to be one with the hospital bed.

In this weather, most people can't wear such thick clothes anymore.Qingqing has a different constitution, afraid of the cold but unable to resist the cold.

She raised her head, and the circles around her eyes were already red.Seeing Ling Chaoshi who was also walking over, for some reason, all the tears that he had been holding back burst out suddenly.The originally sweet baby voice also changed at this time: "Brother Ling Chao, how did it become like this?"

Ling Chao didn't know what to tell her.He knew that it was impossible to keep this matter hidden forever. Both Gu Yuan and Qingqing were people who wanted to go home every day. The two-day holiday was fine, so he could make up a reason to say that Gu Yuan was with him.But what about after school?It is impossible for Gu Yuan to be discharged from the hospital in a short time.

He only hoped that Gu Yuan was awake when Gu Qingqing knew about it.

But now, Gu Yuan is still awake.

"When will brother wake up?" Qingqing asked again before waiting for an answer.

"Soon, the doctor said he would wake up in the morning." Ling Chao answered truthfully.

"Then he was seriously injured?" Gu Qingqing asked again.

"This..." Ling Chao didn't know what to say.

Seeing Ling Chao like this, Zhang Yun could only answer quickly: "Qingqing is fine, the doctor has already said that brother is not in danger and will recover soon."

"Really?" Gu Qingqing wiped away her tears and asked in a nasal voice.

"Really," Zhang Yun touched her face, took off the hat and patted her on the back, "Brother will wake up in a while, don't worry, okay? Otherwise, you will knock him down when he wakes up." I'll be anxious too."

"I will control my emotions." Gu Qingqing turned to look at Gu Yuan. Fortunately, his respirator had been removed when the doctor came in the morning. Although his face was pale, it was not as serious as it looked yesterday.

"Then you stay here for a while, can I go out with your brother Ling Chao?" Zhang Yun asked Qingqing to sit on the chair next to her.

"Well," Gu Qingqing nodded, "Don't worry, I will watch over my brother."

"Let's go," Zhang Yun saw that Gu Qingqing was really fine, and said to Ling Chao, "Let's go sit outside for a while."

There are several people walking in the corridor, nurses pushing carts, family members carrying breakfast.Everyone was silent, only the sound of footsteps echoed in the air.

They sat down on the chairs at the door. Ling Chao thought that Zhang Yun was going to ask about the situation last night, and was about to explain everything to her in detail, so he sent a single voice, but was interrupted by Zhang Yun waving his hand. .

"Eat breakfast first, and we'll talk about it after we have something to eat."

"Oh, okay." Ling Chao swallowed the words before, and could only nod.

The steamed stuffed bun smelled delicious, but when it was eaten, it had no taste at all, and there was even a hint of bitterness.

Ling Chao reluctantly ate two, took another sip of soy milk to moisten his throat, and couldn't eat any more.

He put the rest of the food on the chair on the other side, and told Zhang Yun about Gu Yuan's situation last night, including what the doctor said in the morning, and then looked at the ground in front of him in a daze. daze.

"Aren't you sleeping?" Zhang Yun next to him didn't say a word, and asked him suddenly after a while.

Ling Chao lowered his head and shook: "I can't sleep."

"Don't blame yourself so much," Zhang Yun said, "Why don't you go back to sleep first."

How could Ling Chao not blame himself?He blamed himself all night.

"I'm not sleepy," Ling Chao said, "I want to wait for him to wake up."

Zhang Yun looked at Ling Chao. From yesterday to now, her heart has changed a lot.

When she first heard what happened, she cared about Ling Chao.But now, she began to believe that the love between these two children might really exist at their age.

"How did Qingqing know?" Ling Chao asked Zhang Yun.

"I don't know if the twins have telepathy." Speaking of this, Zhang Yun seemed to smile. "Yesterday, she probably believed what I made up when I went back for the first time. But when I went out again, she probably heard it. Wait. When I went back, she sat in the living room and waited for me. She said that the phones were turned off after calling both of you. She always had an uncomfortable feeling in her heart. She said that my brother would never turn off the phone, and would tell her even if the battery was about to run out. One sound. Besides, both of you are at home, and the mobile phone will definitely be charged when it runs out of battery. She is also very sensitive to smell the smell of the hospital on me. Said that Xiao Yuan is in the hospital, nothing serious, and promised her to bring her over to see her this morning before going to bed."

It was only then that Ling Chao remembered that he hadn't looked at his phone all night, and he hadn't even taken out the charger that was specially packed in his bag.It seems that the phone automatically shuts off when it runs out of power.

Zhang Yun sighed, and said helplessly: "She will know about this sooner or later, that's fine. Qingqing has been very strong these years, and she is very open about her physical condition. Sometimes when her family is sad, she will go away with a smile." Comfort. Maybe we are too sensitive and want to protect her so much that we forget that she is actually 16 years old."

Ling Chao has always envied Gu Yuan and Gu Qingqing, who can have a sibling who grew up with him by his side.He himself is an only child, and his parents will give him the best materials, but it is difficult to accompany him for a long time.

"Qingqing's disease," Ling Chao looked up at Zhang Yun, "Is there really no way to completely cure it?"

"Yes," Zhang Yun said, "Actually, it's a miracle that she can survive till now."

Ling Chao was very sad. From the first time he knew about Qingqing's illness, he was thinking that maybe with the development of time, medical technology will improve.At that time, Qingqing's illness will be healed.

"What about the big hospitals in other places?" Ling Chao asked again.

"There is no cure for this disease in the whole world," Zhang Yun said. "The doctor in charge of Qingqing is an expert in the heart field. He praised Qingqing's miracle now. Besides, Qingqing can't afford to fly, long-distance train and The car can't handle it either. What our family can do for her now is try to make her happy and relax."

Ling Chao lowered his head again, and continued to stare at a certain place in a daze.

"Okay, let's not talk about her, did you stop eating earlier?" Zhang Yun patted him on the back.

"Well, I don't want to eat it. It doesn't taste good." Ling Chao said.

"That's fine," Zhang Yun didn't persuade, "Go, let's go in."

Gu Yuan woke up at around nine o'clock in the morning.

He struggled slightly to open his eyelids a little, the strong light made him a little uncomfortable, and there was only white in front of his eyes.It took him a while to focus.

There was a large group of unfamiliar faces around him—it was the medical staff who Ling Chao found him awake and called.

The doctor did a brief examination and said, "The young man is still in good physical condition, and there seems to be no major problem now." He explained again what he said to Ling Chao in the morning, and left the ward to his family members.

Zhang Yun and Gu Qingqing occupied one side, and Ling Chao stood at the end of the bed.

He was so excited just now, although he knew that Gu Yuan would wake up in the morning, but at this time, he still felt tens of thousands of sighs in his heart.

Thank goodness, Gu Yuan woke up!

Zhang Yun asked a few words of concern, but Gu Yuan was able to answer them softly.Gu Yuan also wanted to laugh when Qingqing wanted to cry and pretended to laugh, but the wound on his stomach didn't allow him to laugh.In the end, he could only slowly raise his hand to touch Qingqing's head.

Only Ling Chao, after the excitement at the beginning, was silent.

He looked at Gu Yuan, and Gu Yuan also looked at him.

Ling Chao didn't notice when Zhang Yun and Qingqing went out.Now, all he can think about is Gu Yuan's frail appearance with his eyes open.

"Brother Chao." Gu Yuan called him.

His throat, which has not been in the water for a long time, is particularly dry, coupled with the weakness of the body, the voice he speaks is particularly hoarse.

"Come here." Gu Yuan said again.

Ling Chao finally moved, his tightly clenched lips wrapped around his clenched teeth, and his slightly frowned brows knit together.

He tried his best not to let the tears flow out, he didn't want Gu Yuan to see him cry.

The corners of his mouth finally pulled out a little, but Ling Chao knew that if he was given a mirror now, he would definitely see a face uglier than crying.

The distance was less than two meters, and it was extremely difficult for Ling Chao to walk.Every step I take, I feel more and more heartache.

Obviously Gu Yuan is safe and well, but why is he still so sad?

When he walked to Gu Yuan's side, he knelt on the head of the bed with one knee, and after interlocking Gu Yuan's ten fingers, he kissed the back of his hand lightly, then put this hand on his face, and looked at Gu Yuan. , Thousands of words left only one sentence: "I'm sorry, why are you so stupid?"

Gu Yuan had a smile on his face, which was much more sincere than Ling Chao's barely forced smile.

His voice was still soft and rusty, but every word hit Ling Chao's deep heart.

He said: "Because, I am willing!"

The author has something to say:

Yuan'er finally woke up, her mother hugged her head and cried

The author who has no manuscripts in the busy period at the beginning of the month is dying.Who told you to waste the manuscript in the first two months?

Should! ! !

Convinced, I even chose the wrong release date, alzheimer's disease is ahead of time~~

I just discovered this point, let’s post it together with today’s