growing up

I can't tell you how I feel right now.From the moment he saw the knife piercing Gu Yuan's body, Ling Chao was in a daze.From anger to heartache to guilt to self-blame, he never stopped worrying all the way, until the nurse told him that Gu Yuan's life was not in danger, he slowly recovered.

But now, Gu Yuan on the stretcher has his eyes tightly closed, and someone beside him is holding oxygen, his abdomen is covered under a blue sterile sheet, and he can't see the wound clearly.

He and Zhang Yun followed the car to the ward, until Gu Yuan was settled down and lay on the bed, Ling Chao stood at a corner of the ward and did not dare to move forward.

Everything in the hospital is dominated by white tones, appearing indifferent and dull.

Gu Yuan is now not only wearing a respirator, but also has a lot of tubes connected to various instruments.

The nurse confessed that tonight Gu Yuan's various data will be strictly observed. The anesthetic on his body will gradually dissipate in a few hours, but it is not certain whether he will wake up.

But don't worry, this is also a normal phenomenon, and you will definitely wake up tomorrow.

The single room he opened for Gu Yuan was not too big, and the supporting facilities were quite complete.There is a separate bathroom and a bed specially reserved for escorts.

It was past eight o'clock in the evening, and after tossing and tossing for two or three hours, Ling Chao finally remembered that Gu Qingqing was still at home.

"Aunt Zhang, why don't you go back first. I'll just watch in the hospital." Ling Chao still stood in the corner and said softly.

Zhang Yun pulled the corner of the quilt for Gu Yuan, and when he heard Ling Chao speak, he raised his hand and looked at the time.When they went out before, they were not ready to cook, and Qingqing called in the middle, and she was fooled by her, and asked her to eat some bread mats at home to pad her stomach.

It was indeed getting late now, and she didn't feel relieved that Qingqing was at home alone if she didn't go back.

She looked at Ling Chao who hadn't moved since she came in, and knew that she was waiting in the hospital now, so she thought about it and said, "Then I'll go out and buy you some food first?"

"No need, I'm not hungry," Ling Chao shook his head, "You go back quickly. Don't rush to talk to Qingqing about this, the two brothers and sisters have a good relationship, I'm afraid that Qingqing is worried too much, so I say Gu Yuan You call and say that you are staying with me today. We will tell Qingqing after Gu Yuan wakes up, it will be better than her seeing Gu Yuan like this."

"En." Zhang Yun replied.

She thought to herself, Ling Chao is still a steady child, even this helped her think of it.He cried like that before, probably because he was too worried about Xiao Yuan.She was relieved to hand it over to Ling Chao in the hospital. Based on her observations, the child cared about Xiao Yuan very much.

"You still have to eat, and you are not feeling well in your current body," Zhang Yun stood up, "I'll go back first, Qingqing hasn't eaten yet, I'll come back after I settle Qingqing down. I have to bring a change of clothes for Xiaoyuan clothing."

Gu Yuan has just finished the operation, his previous clothes have been taken off, and he still has a catheter inserted, so he can't wear clothes for the time being.But always wear it after two days.

Ling Chao knew that Zhang Yun couldn't just go back with peace of mind, so he acquiesced to her arrangement.

Zhang Yun left, and Ling Chao was the only one left in the ward besides Gu Yuan who was lying down.

The inpatient department on this floor is for single occupants, and even the corridors are extremely quiet.Except for the occasional sound of the instrument, the whole room was extremely silent.

His body, which had been standing in the corner for a long time without moving, was a little numb. He tried to move, and felt the pain in his body. At this time, Ling Chao felt a little bit conscious.

He shuffled, and moved gently and slowly towards the hospital bed.Every step I took, the pain in my heart deepened.When he finally reached the bedside, the tears in his eyes had already blurred to the point where he couldn't see Gu Yuan's face clearly.

He bit his lips tightly, trying not to let the sobs in his throat overflow his mouth, and when he closed his eyelids, two lines of tears flowed down his cheeks to his chin, and dripped on the dusty skirt.

Then it disappears again, leaving only a small water stain that has been soaked down.

With one knee brittle, his trembling hands slowly held Gu Yuan's palm that was not dripped.Looking up, it was Gu Yuan's white and straight jawline.

A white mist formed and dissipated on the oxygen mask, just blocking Gu Yuan's eyes.The person who was smiling at him not long ago is now lying here like this.

He lowered his head, saw the stains on his hands, and immediately let go of Gu Yuan.Fortunately, the blood has dried and solidified, so it won't stain Gu Yuan's clean fingers.

Ling Chao propped himself up on the bed and went to the bathroom to clean himself up.The mirror on the washstand was facing him, the person inside had messy hair, red and swollen eyes, and the clothes on his body were even more dilapidated.

Fortunately, Aunt Zhang will come over again in a while, and he has to go back and change clothes.Otherwise, when Gu Yuan woke up and saw him like this, he would be worried again.

Cheer up, Ling Chao, he said silently in his heart.

Zhang Yun came very quickly, Ling Chao didn't ask her how she told Qingqing when she went back, and Qingqing didn't come with her, which means she solved it.

Zhang Yun brought Ling Chao a portion of fried rice, and watched him ask him to eat it.

Ling Chao had no choice but to take a few mouthfuls, and stopped moving after only a third.

Zhang Yun didn't force it, at least he ate some, which was better than not eating at all.

"Aunt Zhang, I'll come here to change you when I go back and change my clothes. Qingqing can't leave her at home at night." Ling Chao packed up the leftover fried rice and told Zhang Yun.

"Well," Zhang Yun nodded, "Do you have any medicine at home? I need to take care of my injuries after taking a bath."

"Yes," Ling Chao said, "It's okay, I was always injured in training before."

Zhang Yun didn't know what training Ling Chao was talking about, but he didn't want to study it, so he beckoned him to go back.

After leaving the hospital, the street lights outside were dimmed a lot, and the temperature dropped a lot compared to the daytime.

Ling Chao didn't notice it, his home was very close to the hospital, and he could get there in a few minutes by running.He didn't care about the pain on his body, he just ran home as fast as he could.

The security guard at the door was familiar with Ling Chao. Seeing his appearance, he was surprised for a second, and when he was about to ask what was going on, Ling Chao had already run in from him.

After taking a shower, Ling Chao saw the injuries on his body clearly in the mirror.Hours passed, and the places where the sticks had been struck had turned a little purple.

Those people really hit hard. Although they didn't throw their heads, they hit their bodies with all their strength.

No part of the arms, ribs, legs, or back that hurts when I move it is intact.

Ling Chao only sprayed the spray on his body, pinched it, but it was just a flesh wound, so he didn't want to worry about it. He put on his clothes, changed his bag, put his wallet, mobile phone charger and so on, and went back to the hospital. hospital.

Night was accompanied by Ling Chao, and Zhang Yun finally stayed for a while or left. After all, there must be a daughter in the family who also needs to be taken care of.

Ling Chao sent Zhang Yun out, and after changing his dirty clothes, he looked fine, except for his slightly swollen eyes, he was no different from his usual appearance.

"Ling Chao, I've worked hard on you tonight. The nurse here will come to check the room every half an hour. You are also injured yourself. Rest as much as you can." Zhang Yunben said he should hire a nurse, but Ling Chao strongly Stop it, just say that he will accompany you.

"It's okay, don't worry, I'll call you if there's anything you need. Go back, it's getting late." Ling Chao said.

"That's okay, I don't worry about Qingqing being alone, I can only take care of one end." Zhang Yun said helplessly.

After sending Zhang Yun away again, Ling Chao returned to the ward.

It was almost midnight, and Gu Yuan's anesthetic would wear off in a few hours.Such a deep wound, I don't know how painful it will be.

Gu Yuanhai is a pain-tolerant person, ordinary pain seems to be nothing to him.But this time it's different, it's a knife wound, it's probably the first time he's encountered it in all the fights he's been in so long.

The nurse came in to make rounds, and saw Ling Chao was the last one staying on the bed.

After recording all the data, she adjusted the drip speed again, and said to Ling Chao: "Little handsome guy, pay attention to this, it's almost over, remember to call me."

Ling Chao nodded.

"You are so kind to your brother. Seeing that you are not very old, you actually stayed with me at night." The nurse said with a smile.

Ling Chao didn't explain the name, but said: "My sister is not in good health and needs someone to take care of her."

"Can you hire a nurse? Our hospital has a lot of old nurses who cooperate." The nurse knew that the family conditions of the people who could live in a single room were not bad, and besides, Ling Chao's clothes made him look like he was not short of money.

"I want to take care of him myself." Ling Chao replied politely.

It may be a big burden for ordinary families to hire a nurse in the hospital, but this family is not the type that cannot afford it.It seems that the relationship between the brothers is indeed very good.

The nurse stopped talking and taught Ling Chao how to change the urine bag before going out.

It was late at night outside the window, and it was pitch black, but the lights in the room were brightly lit.

It was impossible for Ling Chao to fall asleep.

He pulled up a chair and sat opposite the drip, he could see it when he raised his eyes, and then he seemed to be in a trance, only looking at Gu Yuan's sleeping face.

The drip was changed two more times before it stopped, and the reserved needle was pinned on the back of Gu Yuan's thin hand.The nurse said that the anesthetic should soon wear off, and even if he didn't wake up at night, he would still feel a little uncomfortable.

Ling Chao didn't dare to move his eyes, for fear of missing it.He prayed over and over again in his heart, hoping that Gu Yuan could wake up soon.

But the prayer didn't get a response, and Gu Yuan fell asleep in the end that night.It's just that at four or five o'clock in the morning, there was a barely visible frown on his brow.

Ling Chao didn't even sit on the chair, and lay down on the edge of the bed, resting his forehead on Gu Yuan's, tossing and turning lightly, stroking the top of his head with his hands again and again.

It was finally dawn, and the attending doctor came to make rounds, followed by several interns and nurses.A group of people surrounded Gu Yuan, lifted the quilt, checked the wound, and treated it.

This was also the first time Ling Chao saw Gu Yuan's wounds with his own eyes.

All night, he didn't dare to take a look by himself.

□□'s body has the same bruises as her own.As for the lower abdomen, a waterproof sticker was pasted in the middle of a large piece of disinfectant.

The doctor peeled off the adhesive tape, revealing a three to four centimeter long wound, and the traces of sutures were particularly conspicuous.

Ling Chao glanced at it and quickly averted his gaze, not daring to look any further.The fingers in the clenched fist began to turn white.

After the examination, the doctor said: "The situation is still very good. I should be able to wake up this morning, but I can't eat yet. The knife didn't seriously hurt the internal organs, and it also touched the intestines. I will do a few more tests in the afternoon and wait until the evening. Make some porridge for the patient to drink, and I will decide whether to add food after seeing the reaction."

Ling Chao wrote down the doctor's words and thanked him again and again.

As soon as the doctor left, Ling Chao replaced a urine bag and was washing his hands in the bathroom when the door outside was opened again.

"Brother." This is Gu Qingqing's voice.

The author has something to say:

I hope Yuan'er wakes up soon.

Shout from my mother~~~