fatal attraction

does she love me

Kong Yitang only felt trembling all over. She read the informal letter several times back and forth, and finally hugged it to her heart. After a few seconds, she threw herself on the bed, picked up the mobile phone and called the assistant. "Book a plane ticket for me!! The kind that's right now!"

Am I torturing myself for a month or two?

She really cares about me.

We didn't break up, did we?

what is she doing now?

Kong Yitang picked up the mobile phone to call Ying Zhao, she memorized Ying Zhao's number by heart, and only halfway through typing did she realize that the other party didn't seem to know her number at all.

The decision to go on a business trip was sudden, and she repeatedly told Chai Ying not to tell Ying Zhao her itinerary, but she was found out in the end.

The appearance of this gift made her feel that her reason was too silly.

How could I walk away without a word?

While she was changing her clothes, her mobile phone was on the speakerphone, and it took a long time for someone to pick it up after beeping.

But it wasn't Ying Zhao's voice, it was Jiang Doudou's.

"Hello? Hello."

"it's me."

The signal was not very good, Jiang Doudou fed for a long time, and after Kong Yitang couldn't bear to give up his name, Jiang Doudou said, "President Tang?!!!"

"Is she there?"

"Ah? Sister Ying?" Jiang Doudou is still on the set, and the scenes here are all set up. It feels like the 80s of the last century. Ying Zhao is filming in the front, so there is no way to take over.

"She's filming."

Jiang Doudou said in a low voice.

"Oh...Okay, let me know when work is over and I'll call back."

"Call me directly..." Jiang Doudou muttered in a low voice, and when she was about to hang up, Kong Yitang said, "Tell me first, and I will call again. Don't tell her that I have called!"

What's wrong with you, she hasn't been seen for more than a month, and she thought you two had broken up, which made her terrified.

"Okay, okay, I see."

After Jiang Doudou hung up the phone, he looked at Ying Zhao who was filming.

Although it is a scene from the 80s of the last century, it is not very rustic because it is a red-light district. At night, when the group performance arrives, it will be crowded with people, and it will look very lively, with a film-like texture.

Gu Zhengchuan was not there again, and Ying Zhao had been in the team for several days, and it was Jiang Doudou and another assistant who were there.

This drama was accepted by Ying Zhao. Her contract is different from other artists signed by the company. It is very loose. It doesn't matter if she accepts the endorsement and accepts the drama. Even breaking the contract does not require liquidated damages. This is what Jiang Doudou learned later.

Sure enough, the relationship is unusual.

It's very difficult to talk about love seriously.

Is it true love? Sister Ying will look better and better, and when the time comes, she will earn more and more money and go directly to the unfettered company without compensation. President Tang doesn't seem worried.

They are now in a southern city, which is not very famous, but has a large population. According to the era of the script, it was just in its infancy, with a large influx of foreign population, and it was very lively at any time.

But because the director is not well-known and the funds are not very sufficient, the crew is very screwed up.

The cast members are all newcomers, or amateurs, who are not well-known, and have no hot spots. This director has no capital, just graduated from university, usually looks easy to talk, and is very serious when he is filming. One can live. The shots were also reshot several times.He is picky about facial expressions or lighting. He is a sensibility. When asked why he shouted cards, he himself said that it felt wrong, but it was a bit vague to say where to change.

Ying Zhao is the protagonist, and she spends most of her time in front of the camera, and she is not angry when the director picks and chooses.

The salary is very low, and the accommodation is not good, so it was Gu Zhengchuan who changed it.Both Jiang Doudou and Xiaoyang felt that Ying Zhao was really at a loss for making this film. After all, it took a long time. It is estimated that once this film is completed, she will have to enter another drama cooperating with the actress without stopping. There is homework to be done for that drama More, they were all a little worried that Ying Zhao would be tired.

But when I mentioned this to Ying Zhao, the other party just smiled. Although Gu Zhengchuan usually didn't lose his temper, he was quite scary when he was serious. He was afraid that he would spray venom, so Jiang Doudou didn't ask much.

It had been several days. She observed from the sidelines and found that although it was hard work, Ying Zhao seemed very happy.

She was really happy.

Because of this, she thinks she likes it very much. When she first clicked on this script from her private mailbox, she couldn't take her eyes off it.

The director's surname is Teng, and his name is Teng Ke.Just graduated from university, young but quite talented, a high-quality student with a tutor in the film academy, his filming standard is not bad, but this time he has to choose this kind of script, others think it is too vulgar, and he probably can't make money. I just fought to the end, and in the end I ran around to collect money by myself, but it was really difficult for him to hire an actor, after all, there was not much money in total.

The actress he first fell in love with was very popular in the film industry, and she was a bit old. A friend went to the theater to watch a play, and ran into Ying Zhao who was having a segment with Dean Hu in the practice room.

He didn't see the content of the foreign clips at all, but could only see Ying Zhao's demeanor.

In fact, the current circle is a bit green and yellow, the rest of the previous generation’s Xiying, the rest of them are getting older, they are on variety show interviews, guest appearances in TV dramas, and the main characters are basically every part, while the younger generations are young, but superficial and focused There are very few performers, and most of them are for the sake of popularity and making money. Those who act with intention, if they are a little better, will be blown into the conscience of the industry, but if you look closely, it's just like that, it's just not relying on the character design.

He also paid a visit to those who were really considered actors. Those who didn't have enough time, those who didn't like the salary, and some who were restricted by the company, couldn't agree.

In the end, he accidentally went astray in this theater, but he saw the candidate.

Ying Zhao made her debut again, and her popularity is rising. Xin Zhao has a lot of resources, but she didn't pick anything. It looks like meat and vegetables, but if you look closely, there is nothing. Her dramas are all popular. Although they are accompanied by traffic, at least Word of mouth is still there.

Not many movies are played, and it can be seen that the output is being controlled.

Looking at her choices, she is an actor, but she is also a celebrity, maintaining a balance, and she has not been rigidly disdainful of variety shows or traffic dramas because of the restraint of actors, and she has always accepted it.

And every show plays out differently.

He found Dean Hu through his teacher, and finally got to Ying Zhao's private mailbox.

Ambitious people also have self-confidence, and he finally moved Ying Zhao.

Ying Zhao showed her liking for the script when we met. She is a very comfortable person, and the deep eye sockets did not make her look difficult to get along with. On the contrary, she has an unusual style. After reading the script, I showed the screenwriter's respect. When I heard that the crew was not funded enough and the conditions were not good, I didn't respond.

Ying Zhao is more than 30 years old this year, but she can't tell from her face, and her steady temperament makes people feel that it is impossible to guess her specific age. On the contrary, because of this inability to guess, she becomes even more curious.

After finalizing, he immediately arranged to start the machine.

This is a movie with a small audience since its name, "Moon River", the heroine's surname is Jin, also called Moon, because the fine water in front of the house is called Moon River, and her family named her Moon.

The family members who can name their daughter so casually are not very educated. Farmers rely on that meager income every year. This is a small town that is not rich. Young people have gone out to work, and so has Jin Yue. She went In the newly developed city, there are too many young people and too many trendy things in the city. Together with her, she left the not-so-rich hometown behind. She started working in a garment factory with her fellow villagers and liked to go to the night market. , the kind of night market where plastic paper is spread on the ground, covered with bright gold ornaments, or cheap clothes, and the air is filled with the smell of food.

The street lights are warm yellow, the streets are crowded with stalls, people come and go, she is carrying something to eat, watching while eating, and trying to wear the earrings she likes, but she doesn’t buy them, compared to buying these , she wants to eat more.

Stinky tofu is delicious, so are rice rolls, milk tea is also delicious, Danzi noodles, pineapple cakes, green onion pancakes, iron plate tofu, chicken wings with rice...

She has been greedy since she was a child and loves to eat, but there are not so many delicious foods at home.Now that the salary is not high, I can’t eat too many kinds of snacks every day, the same every day, no more.

A fellow villager who lives in the same area said that she spends money recklessly and doesn’t know how to send some back home, but she doesn’t think much about it. She is 17 years old and is already an adult, and her family can’t control her, she can do whatever she likes.

Even though she loves to eat, she still likes to try on those earrings, because she always tries them on and refuses to buy them, and the vendors at the stalls recognize her, and when she tries them on later, they tease her: "If you don't buy it, you are not allowed to try it! "

Jin Yue is usually not talkative, but that doesn't mean she has a bad temper, "What's wrong! Did I say I won't buy it?"

A teenage girl looks fresh without makeup. Her eyes are not the kind of big eyes. When she roars, her face turns red, like a child.

The man who set up the stall looked 27 and [-], and he was quite handsome. It was too hot, and the other stall men were all shirtless, but he was the only one who was wearing a vest and selling things for little girls.

"Then why don't you buy one?"

When the man smiled, Jin Yue felt that she was looked down upon, but she was really reluctant to buy it, so she could only put down the earrings in resentment.

Among the crowd rubbing shoulders, the people who came with her did not know where they went.

She stood in a daze for a while, and was almost knocked to the side lamppost.

But it's all like this, and I still don't forget to put the last bite of sun cakes in my mouth.

The man was amused by her, gave her a hand, and stuffed the earrings that Jin Yue had just tried on into the other's palm.

"I see you off, today is Mid-Autumn Festival."

Jin Yue came here almost every day, no matter how ugly she was, it was memorable, not to mention she was pretty, "Your friend seemed to be at the shoe store just now."

The girl stared blankly at the earrings, "Aren't you going home for Mid-Autumn Festival?"

"Everyone is not going home."

The man smiled, his complexion was quite dark, "Let's go, little girl, I won't find you later."

"My name is Moon."

"what?"

"I am the golden moon!"

Jin Yue didn't know why she had to give her name, but the man mistakenly thought that she liked Yue Yue's earrings, so he took the earrings from her palm and exchanged them for a pair.

"There is no gold, but silver is beautiful."

……

The first half is full of sleepy and fresh girlish feelings, while the second half is full of ups and downs, decadence and ups and downs.

Because the filming is not based on the direction of the plot, many people are always a little confused when they are filming for the first time.

Ying Zhao's appearance is still the image of a middle-aged woman at the end of the script. The weather is very hot, and the south is even hotter. It is easy to take off her makeup and touch it up several times.

"What's wrong? Someone called me?"

"No, I'll give it to you first, I'll go to the bathroom first."

Jiang Doudou's words were flawless, Ying Zhao saw her running away in a hurry, and looked at Xiaoyang who knew about it, but she was not as thick-skinned as Jiang Doudou, so she raised her forehead and said, "Are you hungry?" ?”

"Have you delivered lunch?"

Ying Zhao smiled, "It's getting dark, ah, I'm so tired, I ate a lot, and I'm hungry again, I can't go on like this, I guess I have to vomit blood and lose weight."

She is actually quite good at joking, but one of the two assistants is passing by and the other is not. Jiang Doudou will definitely pick up the quarrel here, but Xiaoyang is here, and she just said "I'll get you a box lunch."

Ying Zhao sighed, and sat down to rest.

According to the director's progress, it may take a long time.

Her mind was still full of plots, but she was actually quite dizzy.

The set was still used at night, and all the people coming and going were staff members. The director was filming before watching it, and he was speaking to another actor.

She sits in a chair to let go, but it's hard, her mind is full of golden moons, tragic characters, unlike, but not comic characters, but small roles are fine.

Zoom in and become the protagonist, there are many trivial things.

From adolescence to middle age, this journey is too long.

Although it is not a day-to-day life, thinking about it is like thinking about it for half a lifetime. Acting is easy to say, and it is simple. The emotions are in place, and the lines will come out naturally after memorizing the lines.But it's hard to say, yes, it's similar to a screenwriter. Although someone writes a character and appears on the scene for a few minutes, he has already lived the character's life.

Family environment, growth process, relationship experience...

Acting is the same, many things cannot be given in the script, so I have to supplement by myself.

Acting like this, it seems that I have another experience of others.

The heavy one is even longer.

She was lost in thought.

In the end, it was pulled back by the ringtone of the mobile phone.

She didn't even look at it, so she just picked it up——

"Hi, I'm Ying Zhao."

There is the sound of breathing.

She laughed when she heard it.

"my darling?"

The author has something to say:

Mr. Tang (chest raised): It's me!