fatal attraction

Why would someone choose to have a crush?

Kong Yitang didn't quite understand it before. When she was in school, there were also girls who spent two or three years to complete a vigorous crush on themselves. In the end, it ended with a long love affair with the person they crushed on. They had no complaints or regrets. Say something like "It's great to like him."

What's the point.

Everyone was afraid of her in high school, and the girls' clique had nothing to do with her anyway, but it still made its way to her occasionally.

Hearing what she said, Chai Ying, who had been motivated to lose weight since high school, was speechless for a long time before she could utter a few words: "You don't understand."

I don't understand.

She couldn't figure out whether it was really happy to spend a lot of time liking and hiding her thoughts with all her heart.

So she scoffed at that feeling, thinking it might as well be straightforward.

If it works, that's best, if it doesn't, forget it.

Anyway, there are so many people in the world, so many good-looking people, and many people with good conditions, why hang them on a tree?

But after watching one after another of the videos she collected over the years, she suddenly felt that she was also having an obscure crush for so many years.

Like those girls she looks down on, she spends a lot of time liking it, and thinks it is a particularly meaningful thing, and she also tries her best to hide it, and she doesn't even nod when she meets her in the occasion, so she just understates it One glance is over, but it will take longer to recall this glance, analyze the dress, analyze the breath, and analyze the other party's current mood.

Really happy.

super super.

But not now.

Once the mood of the secret love turned positive, it became insatiable. It was no longer the satisfaction of being happy when you hid behind the back and looked at it, but the desire to drag the other party out to kiss through the screen.

Her initial self-conceived pure feelings have been catalyzed by the two years of getting along, and have become an irreversible desire. Until now, looking at the full private messages, there is no such thing as "she is so good, the whole world should like it." The feeling of ", but "you are not allowed to look at her, only I can" is bad.

Kong Yitang read the private letters one by one. During this period of time, she worked without panting, so that she had a long time to spare.

Many people came here to ask for the full video. This post started seven years ago and ended the year before last. Nearly a thousand floors are all Ying Zhao.

And more and more people are asking.

She is annoyed.

Dodging for such a long time is completely useless, and now she even feels that she is too stupid to write a letter to Ying Zhao.

Too childish?

The more she thought about it, the more irritable she felt, so she simply closed the page, intending to watch a movie to decompress, but it turned out that the homepage of the video site was the variety show that Ying Zhao participated in.

The place went in by a strange coincidence.

I finished watching it by accident.

Ying Zhao is so cool when he rides a bike, it hasn't changed in so many years.

At that time, there was a long street at the entrance of the junior high school. She left school late, and occasionally saw Qiao Hanyin sitting behind Ying Zhao's bicycle. The downhill was so long that her clothes and the corners of Qiao Hanyin's skirt were blown by the wind. When she got up, Qiao Hanyin was sitting on her side, pressing her skirt with her hands, and her schoolbag was hanging on Ying Zhao's handlebar.

I envy her to death.

She was carrying her schoolbag, but she could only limp and walk home.

As for Qiao Hanyin, Ying Zhao treated her so well, but she still hated it at school, and envied her parents who drove to pick her up.

After so many years, on the screen, Ying Zhao was riding a borrowed sophomore, and the person sitting behind was no longer Qiao Hanyin, but the one named Zhou Yashan.

But it didn't go downhill anymore. They rode for a short distance and finally ran in the alley.

It's good to be able to run.

She has no chance anyway.

Before she really touched Ying Zhao, the other person in her impression was already a very gentle person.

That kind of tenderness is unique to those who care, and she is always polite to others, and she wants to protect all aspects in the face of slander, and her every move is her desire.

After being together, that inherent label is broken and becomes a more complete existence.

Ying Zhao is not rigid at all, she is actually quite humorous.Gag jokes with friends, don't mind meat and vegetables, like small animals, see cats on the side of the road, can't walk, and have to sigh with the lame dog at home when they go home.I can cook a lot of delicious dishes, but I don’t know why I don’t know how to make desserts. They are all dark dishes.Every time I failed, I was very frustrated, holding the plate and leaning over to hug her, with my chin resting on her shoulder, shaking so much that people thought she was crying, but turned out to be smiling.

"My God, how could I fail like this, hahaha, I really... Oh baby, you are too thin, my chin is red from you."

Her voice was also very nice, especially when she said baby, it was obviously not in a solemn tone, but it was full of love, and she almost thought that the other party really loved her.

This kind of beauty is too much, so while she is complacent, she also feels that it was stolen, and it will not last long after all.

The perfection in her imagination was too perfect. The person standing in front of her had many faults, but they were not flaws. She still felt sweet when she thought about it.

Ying Zhao is a little obsessive-compulsive, and if one chocolate box is not neatly eaten, she has to eat a row, but she is afraid that she will get fat, so she insists on letting Kong Yitang eat a row.

When walking the dog, she always forgets to bring the dog leash, and when she is at the bottom of the community, she calls pitifully to ask her to go downstairs to deliver it. After that, she doesn't need to watch any more videos, and just walk the dog together.

Probably because of his low education, Ying Zhao is always learning.

She also got up very early when she was resting, and I didn't see her sleeping late. She woke up in the morning and read the words many times, imitating the demeanor and the accent of specific characters, over and over again.

Knowing that Kong Yitang likes dolls, Ying Zhao occasionally plays with her.

However, Tang always spends money on finished products, so Ying Zhao is free to try.

So when he saw that Qiao Hanyin's name was drawn by Ying Zhao in the variety show, Kong Yitang turned pale.

Ying Zhao's hands are so dexterous, she can play with clay very well, and she can be very good at self-study.Although the dough figurine is a new species, it is still taught by a master. With such a strong comprehension, how could it be possible to make it differently.

In the next second, Zhou Yashan stepped forward and volunteered.

Kong Yitang breathed a sigh of relief, Qiao Hanyin glanced at Ying Zhao in the camera, and then disappeared in a flash.

But that look still made her unhappy.

I don't allow you to see her mood like that.

It's obvious that you have already broken up completely, why do you still look at her with that bitch look!

what!

What do you want!

To win sympathy, I still want Ying Zhao to win you, so that you can take advantage of it and get yourself a small face for nothing!

shameless!

But when she thought about it, Qiao Hanyin made Ying Zhao's face very uncomfortable.

The late stage of this station's variety show is very strong, and the word matching is very interesting.When Zhou Yashan and Qiao Hanyin were making dough, Ying Zhao went to look for clues first. Kong Yitang knew that if the first episode of this variety show was fast, one day would be the least, and if it was slow, one episode would take two or three days. Everyone's shots are also distributed fairly evenly, giving more guests, and the high-energy previews are well-chosen. The early preview is the duel between Qiao Hanyin and Ying Zhao. In the end, there was no duel, and Ying Zhao avoided it.

Kong Yitang actually liked the discussion on the bullet screen, and sometimes he went too far through the bullet screen and had to go back and watch it.

Ying Zhaoshou is really a coincidence.

Whether it is pyrographing or paper-cutting, you can get started quickly. When you get the ingenuity fragments, the close-up face makes you want to kiss.

Putting aside these feelings, Ying Zhao is also an excellent entertainer simply looking at it with the eyes of a decision-maker.

When I was on the show, I managed my facial expressions very well, showing my true temperament just right, and my attitude towards my co-workers was also very good, I couldn’t fault it, when I was recognized by someone on the way to do the task, I pretended not to be at first, and then gave a generous hug after being exposed. It is too su.

She wanted to be an actress, and she had modest ambitions, but she didn't seem to become obsessed. After being trapped for several years, she was still open when she came out.

Perhaps most of the shows are for fun.

Making money may account for forty percent.

Is it chic?

Freed from the shackles, Ying Zhao has an obvious lightness in her body, as if nothing can affect her.

Me too.

On the one hand, Kong Yitang felt that he was thinking wildly like a heroine of a bitter novel, and on the other hand, he spurned himself because he couldn't stop this idea. Looking carefully at Qiao Hanyin's expression, she found that every time Ying Zhao turned her head to talk to the master, Qiao Hanyin would make small movements.Because that direction was also facing Qiao Hanyin, once she turned her head like this, Qiao Hanyin would subconsciously look away.

When Ying Zhao lowered her head, she looked back again.

Xue Ling was sitting next to Ying Zhao. She had already lost anyway, but she looked at her carelessly. She looked pretty good, but she looked rather cold, but occasionally asked a question.

While watching, Kong Yitang opened the Weibo that he hadn't seen for a long time, followed the barrage's guidance to Qiao Hanyin's Weibo, and successfully found the one that the other party had posted before.

Manual waste.

Ha ha.

How could Ying Zhao be made so ugly!

Although she was very angry, she was still reading the comments calmly when the doorbell rang.

After opening the door, the assistant stood outside with a paper bag in his hand.

Kong Yitang looked displeased, she really has nothing to do here, so the team coming here is equivalent to a vacation, "Why?"

"That... Mr. Tang, your things."

The assistant is actually several years older than Kong Yitang, but probably because Kong Yitang has too many bad faces when working, anyway, she won't learn to be so relaxed with Kong Yitang like Chai Ying.

"Um?"

Kong Yitang's eyes fell on the things handed over by the other party, "Who sent it?"

"Miss Chai."

"Oh……"

Kong Yitang stretched out one hand and picked it over. The paper bag was not big, but inside was a long paper box.

The assistant left immediately after giving something.

The air conditioner in the room was very low. Kong Yitang was wearing a cotton T-shirt, which was too big. She tugged at the collar while unpacking things.

The paper bag was thrown aside, and a card flew out as she threw it, but she didn't pay attention.

When she got to the window, she opened the box. The box was small, and the contents inside were even smaller.

A facial person.

Much like her.

Curly hair, big eyes, big smile.

She wouldn't laugh so foolishly.

Kong Yitang snorted and stared at the masker for a long time, feeling his eyes were sore.

It's too embarrassing, idol dramas don't have such things.

She wiped her eyes with her sleeve and sniffed again.

Suddenly remembered what flew out when the box was thrown just now, and hurriedly turned around to look.

An envelope lay quietly on the carpet.

She walked over and picked it up.

[write to my baby]

Wow it's so meaty!

Won't you be embarrassed when you write it?

But he couldn't help but raise the corner of his mouth.

Can't help it, absolutely not.

Sitting cross-legged on the carpet, she originally read the above words silently in her heart, but in the end she couldn't help but read out——

"...Why does my child take so long to go on a business trip? Others' children have come back for Qixi Festival, but she completely ignores me.

Recently, she is busy and I am also busy. I contacted the dough sculptor two days ago. His materials are very good. I bought a little, but it was not enough, and I failed many times.

Her image is all in her mind, but in her hands, she can't pinch one percent of her cuteness.

Very sad [stick figure]」

……

Ying Zhao's handwriting is actually not very good-looking, it's too scribbled, it looks very chic at first glance, but it doesn't show much if you look at it carefully, but Kong Yitang's handwriting is more beautiful.

But she didn't write this letter carelessly at all, on the contrary, she wrote it in a well-behaved way, because she was well-behaved, so it was a bit like a child's writing, with seriousness in each stroke.

The paper is a little wrinkled and stained with some color. It may have been written several times, and there are also some crossed out paragraphs.

It's very real, maybe I squeezed out time to write it after work, or wrote a few paragraphs while kneading dough.

It may be a whim, or it may be premeditated.

Together, it becomes a paper full of expectations, full of sincerity.

"My Yitang, when will you be willing to answer my call?"

"I can only think about you secretly."

My Yitang.

I am hers.

The window is not closed tightly, Kong Yitang will always be like this, he likes to be cramped, but also likes a little unobstructed.

Downstairs is a small park, and someone is playing the piano.

The sound of the piano was melodious, but her heart was pounding, and she jumped out of Ying Zhao's appearance without a teacher.