To Xia Xia

Until sitting in the car home, Bai Xia was still thinking about Hanzi's words, probably no one in the world could hate Ji Qing more than him, but he felt sorry for him.There was also that man named Ji Nian whom he had never met before.

The phone ringing interrupted his contemplation, it was Li Jiashu calling.

On the other end was Li Jiashu's panting breath, who probably came to make a phone call while he was free, "Are you home?"

"Not yet, Sister Hanzi came to see me just now."

"I don't worry about you going to school there, let them take care of you." Although it was winter, Li Jiashu was wiping the sweat from his head with a towel.

"I'm not a kid anymore..."

Bai Xia himself didn't realize it, every time he talked with Li Jiashu on the phone, his tone was subconsciously coquettish.

Li Jiashu laughed at the other end, Bai Xia always said that, it was almost a catchphrase, but in his opinion, he was just a child.

"What about you? Are you tired?"

"Not tired." He lowered his voice and whispered into the microphone, "I won't be tired when I think of you."

Although he couldn't see it, Li Jiashu knew that he was blushing, and he didn't know what to say when he was shy.

While the two were quiet, Bai Xia heard someone calling Li Jiashu's name on the other end, and immediately heard him say, "Brother will call you at night."

"kindness."

The two hung up the phone, the scenery in front of Bai Xia gradually became familiar, and they were almost at Lijiaping.

They don't call every day, but text messages are common.Especially in school, talking on the phone every day is simply not practical.

Li Jiashu did not come back during the Spring Festival this year. He sat alone in the coffee shop watching the wifi and Baixia videos, watching the bustling traffic outside the window, feeling empty in his heart.

In the video, Bai Xia was wrapped up thickly, showing him the snow at home, the snowflakes clearly fell on his eyelashes, but Li Jiashu felt as light and cold as falling on his own heart.

He ran in the snow like he was having fun, and deliberately sprinkled snow on the camera of his mobile phone, smiling from the bottom of his heart.

"Go back to the house, don't catch a cold!"

Bai Xia propped her phone on the window sill, and there was the sound of firecrackers in the distance, "Ah, what?"

"Go back to the room!" Li Jiashu yelled in the deserted cafe, only the waiter looked at him strangely, "Don't catch a cold!"

Only then did Bai Xia hear it clearly, but it was rare for such a heavy snow to fall, and he was a little bit reluctant, so he decided to enter the house after a while.

Li Jiashu praised him for his obedience.

Bai Xia didn't want to make him worry, but she was ashamed to say, and casually made up a reason, "I'm afraid the phone will freeze."

Li Jiashu almost died laughing when he heard that, and asked him to put on more clothes, "Why don't you be afraid that you will freeze, so you will remember your phone."

As soon as Bai Xia entered the room, she took off her heavy down jacket and got under the covers, "If the phone is broken, I can't call you, video, or play games."

Li Jiashu felt very relieved to hear that he ranked the game ahead of him.

Bai Xia is not addicted to playing games, it's just to pass the time, he can't keep learning and learning, his brain will burn out.In the past, Li Jiashu chatted with him, and he didn't feel that the time was hard. Now that Li Jiashu is gone, he can only play small games.

As he talked, Bai Xia asked him when he would come back, his tone was filled with grievance and anticipation, Li Jiashu knew that he really missed him, so why didn't he miss Bai Xia.It's just that he can't tell for sure, instead of giving Bai Xia an unreal phantom, it's better to say it straight.

After hanging up the phone, the coffee in the cup just bottomed out, Li Jiashu paid the bill and walked out of the coffee shop.I vaguely felt that something had fallen on me, and when I looked up, it was snowflakes.

It is also snowing in City B.

He was wondering if he could go back next year.The place I once desperately escaped from is now desperate to see through.

No way, growth always comes at the cost of continuous loss.

After school started, Bai Xia's life flew by in a section of politics and history. The literature he studied was not because he liked liberal arts, but because his biology was too bad, and he was serious about subjects.Then the third year of high school was ushered in among the overwhelming test papers.

He thinks that time is really a magical thing. When he was a child, he always felt that time passed too slowly, counting until it was dark, and when he really needed it, it ran so fast that he had to be chased desperately.

In the third year of high school, Bai Xia didn't have time to think about anything, and he didn't text Li Jiashu very much. Sometimes he sent it by himself and Li Jiashu didn't reply immediately. When he came back, he fell asleep again, and only saw it the next day. .Li Jiashu didn't have time, and neither did he.

Ji Qing would still come to look for him, and Bai Xia would sometimes pretend not to see and hide away, but he didn't come often, after Li Jiashu left, he came a total of three or four times.But it's not always possible to escape.

"Niannian." He stepped forward to block Bai Xia's way, forcing him to look at him.

Yes, he called himself Niannian.

Bai Xia looked at him with hateful and sympathetic eyes, he wanted to get rid of Ji Qing, but was afraid that he would anger him, so he said in a gentle tone: "I'm not Ji Nian."

"Don't lie to me! You are!" His eyes became fierce, Bai Xia backed away in fright, Ji Qing realized something, immediately softened, and pulled his sleeve, "Brother's fault...Brother didn't kill you , go home with your brother, okay?"

Bai Xia was terrified, he was pushing him into a small alley, Bai Xia still had lingering fears about what happened last time.Ji Qing went to hug him but he avoided him, Ji Qing was neither angry nor angry, he just held his head in pain and murmured: "Isn't Niannian the one you like to be hugged by your brother..."

At that moment, Bai Xia really felt that this person was very pitiful.

Bai Xia breathed a sigh of relief when Hanzi came, and there was a man in his 30s, wearing a white coat, who came with her, Ji Qing's psychiatrist.

He was taken aback when he saw Bai Xia, then nodded politely at him.

Hanzi thanked and apologized to Bai Xia helplessly.

"He is very resistant to psychological treatment." It was an unfamiliar voice, Bai Xia looked up at the psychiatrist, who was also looking at him, "But his condition is too serious."

Hanzi understood what he meant, and said to Bai Xia: "Xiao Xia, you go first, we will take care of it."

The doctor didn't know what kind of injection he gave Ji Qing, he was much calmer than before, and just looked at Bai Xia blankly.Bai Xia remembered the first time he met him, he was sunny, handsome, and rebellious, but now he is decadent and embarrassed.

He could probably understand what the doctor said was serious.

Later, when Li Jiashu called Bai Xia and asked about Ji Qing, Hanzi should have told him, but he just said that Ji Qing's mental condition is not very good now.Li Jiashu asked him what was going on, but Bai Xia didn't understand the situation, so he faltered and couldn't explain clearly, Li Jiashu didn't listen after listening to a few sentences.

Bai Xia talked about his affairs at school, Li Jiashu talked about his life, they talked like chickens and ducks for half an hour, and finally said good night to each other, and hung up the phone at almost two o'clock in the morning. Longest phone call ever.

The two gradually lost contact with each other in the second semester of the third year of high school. Bai Xia couldn't cope with the mountain of papers piled up every day. He couldn't remember how long it had been since he hadn't heard from the phone. The calls they made to each other seemed to be in the wrong time and space, and they would never be answered.

It was that year that Li Jiashu became popular.

In the spring of that year, a Lunar New Year movie had neither a popular hero nor a popular heroine, but it had a popular theme song.

Bai Xia only knew it when he heard the familiar melody while walking on the street.It was playing in the streets and alleys, and it was the song he told Bai Xia that he hadn't figured out the name yet.