To Xia Xia

The house is back.They had very few things, most of them belonged to the landlord. Li Jiashu took away everything he could bring, and Bai Xia had nothing but toiletries and a few clothes.What he was most reluctant to part with was the small balcony that had just been tidied up.

Even though it was winter, the pot of green radishes was still growing crazily. He and Li Jiashu picked them together.It's a pity that today is cloudy and there is no sun, otherwise he would definitely lie down on that old bamboo chair for a while.

Before leaving, he took pictures with his new mobile phone, taking pictures of every corner, and he thought that he would decorate it like this when he had his own home.

Bai Xia didn't expect Hanzi to come to him, it was at the gate of his school, Bai Xia heard someone calling his name, when he looked up Hanzi was waving to him with his pocket in one hand and the other.She was wearing a popular octagonal hat and an apricot wool coat, her image subverted Bai Xia's perception of her.

"Sister Hanzi." Bai Xia walked over and called her.

Hanzi smiled, eyes bent like the moon, "I'll come and see you."

Bai Xia's impression of Hanzi is not bad, it can even be said to be very good, as is Chengzi and Akang, but it is because of Ji Qing that he gradually alienates them.

"Jia Shu asked us to take care of you." She didn't mean to hide Bai Xia, but Bai Xia had already thought of this point, and her brother was still worried about him, "How can they care about people? It's me bring it on."

That is to say, but Bai Xia knows that they are usually very busy, especially during holidays, when others leave work and they go to work, it is not easy at all.Bai Xia was also ashamed to ask her to take time to see her.Many people in the class are not locals like him, and he can take care of himself if others can.

Bai Xia lowered his head and didn't speak, and didn't know what to say. Li Jiashu's departure broke all his plans and made everything derailed, except the college entrance examination.

"Will you blame Jia Shu?"

Bai Xia was taken aback, how could he?

Seeing his expression, Hanzi secretly heaved a sigh of relief, but said nothing.

"Haven't you eaten at noon?" Hanzi seemed to ask him again, and seemed to be making excuses for being hungry, and casually pointed to the one next to him, "This one looks good."

Although Bai Xia has been studying here for more than a year, he has never paid attention to this store. He is not hungry, but it is true that it is cold.

In fact, Hanzi came not because of Li Jiashu, but because of Ji Qing.

Hanzi pursed her lips, as if she was a little embarrassed to say, "Xiao Xia, I don't know what happened that day, but it must be Ji Qing's problem, I have already warned him, if he still wants to do something excessive to you, You must tell me immediately!"

Bai Xia didn't expect that she would suddenly bring up that matter, and suddenly looked up at her, did Ji Qing tell her?Did Li Jiashu also know?

Seeing his frowning, Hanzi felt uncomfortable.

The day Hanzi met Li Jiashu and Bai Xia for the first time happened to be with Ji Qing on a very crowded street full of people coming and going, but both of them were stunned.

Is it every year?Ji Qing looked at the two talking and laughing, there were tears in his eyes, but he immediately wiped them away with his hands, afraid that this was a hallucination, and it would disappear in the blink of an eye.

Hanzi was also stunned, she knew it couldn't be Ji Nian, but she couldn't convince herself to look away, it was too similar.

She and Ji Qing stared at Bai Xia like two stalkers, she even felt that Ji Qing wanted to stop them several times, Hanzi had no choice but to stop him, and followed him silently at a distance of more than ten meters until they disappeared in a neighborhood.

"He has a serious mental problem." Hanzi pointed to his head, "It has something to do with his brother Ji Nian."

Bai Xia remembered that he couldn't forget, that was the name Ji Qing called out that day when he pressed him under him.

The year Ji Nian died was one year younger than Bai Xia now, fifteen.

He is a very good person. He has been playing the piano since he was a child. At the age of ten, he already won the championship of the children's group in the international competition.He is the darling of the whole family, everyone holds him in the palm of their hands, including Ji Qing.But the little Ji Nian is not proud at all, on the contrary, he is much more sensible than other peers.Hanzi and Ji Qing are considered to be young, and Ji Nian followed her with a big sister when she was very young, making people so happy that everyone wanted to kiss him on the cheek.

Ji Qing's father ran an entertainment company in his early years, and his mother was an opera singer, from a standard musical family. The two sons naturally inherited their excellent genes and showed extraordinary talents in music.

"He's really a good boy." As she said that, Hanzi's eyes were already filled with tears, and she was talking about Ji Nian.Bai Xia handed her the tissue in silence.

Both Ji's father and Ji's mother were away on the day of the accident. Ji Qing had a party in the afternoon and left early. When he left, Ji Nian was still lying on the bed and taking a nap.In the afternoon, Ji Nian called him and asked him when he would be home. Ji Qing heard the sound of a piano on his end and said he would be back later.

But when he came home at night, the door was open, the lights were dimmed, and the room was messy. His little prince was lying in a pool of blood, his white body was not covered with a thread, and there were only big patches of purple on his body. Traces of blue.

Ji Qing stood there without daring to move, he was afraid that what he touched would be cold.

People are saved, but what is saved is the body, and what is gone is the soul.Ji Nian is no longer the laughing Ji Nian.Sometimes he has such a bad temper that the whole house will suffer and smash everything; sometimes he will lock himself in the house for several days without going out, without eating or speaking, and he has not spoken to anyone since that day, including Ji Qing.He would hurt himself as soon as someone got close to him, and no one dared to get close to him again.

Ji Qing knelt at his door for many afternoons, begging him to open the door, begging him to talk to him, how he wanted to hear him call him brother again, but Ji Nian didn't, and the door never opened until he died.

Ji Nian committed suicide. His body was already cold when he was found, and he died by swallowing medicine in the middle of the night.The whole family walked with Ji Nian. Ji's mother couldn't bear the continuous stimulation and followed her youngest son. Ji's father collapsed overnight, Ji Qing dropped out of school, Ji's house was sold, and the company was handed over to others .

The two who raped Ji Nian only got three years in prison.Three years, one family, two lives, four lives.Ji Qing was furious with blue veins in court, he shouted, wishing he could strangle those two people to death, but it was of no avail.

He hates, hates every decent person.He is jealous, jealous of every young person who is not Ji Nian.The moment he saw Li Jiashu and Bai Xia, he never had such a longing. They could have lived a normal and happy life.

"Niannian is really a good child..." Hanzi repeated again, and she couldn't hold back her tears.

Bai Xia wanted to say that he was very happy and had a family who loved him so much, but he stopped opening his mouth, which is too cruel.

"Since then, Ji Qing...it's just like this." Hanzi wiped away her tears, she wore very light makeup, Bai Xia could hardly tell.

Ji Qing began to become cruel and bloodthirsty, and often got into fights with others. Once he almost killed himself, and spent a lot of money to save him.After that, Ji Qing restrained himself a lot, Hanzi thought he was thinking about it, but later found out that he didn't get better, but hid himself.This is far scarier than it appears.

"I tried to stop him from coming to you, but..."

Bai Xia could understand her powerlessness.

"Jiashu and him are very speculative, and there are many things between the two of them that I don't know." Hanzi held Bai Xia's sweaty hand like a big sister, "That day Jiashu said to ask Ji Qing to pick it up." You, I was very worried, I called Ji Qing and he hung up, and then I guessed a little later that he was injured and hospitalized."

"I..." Bai Xia wanted to explain that he didn't stab Ji Qing intentionally, but when he thought about it, he really did.

Hanzi saw his guilt, "It's not your fault."

She reported another number to Bai Xia, asking him to call her if he had something to do, and Bai Xia saved it.

"You don't have to think about Jiashu all the time. Although he signed with Ji Qing's company, he is not in power now, and he doesn't have many shares, so he can't be the master."

Bai Xia didn't react for a moment, "What?"

Hanzi looked at him, "You don't know?"

Bai Xia shook his head blankly, Li Jiashu never told him.

Hanzi realized that he was talking too much, so he had no choice but to explain, "He signed with Ji Qing's father's previous company. Ji Qing has some shares and some influence in City B."

Only then did Bai Xia understand.Ji Qing didn't go for Li Jiashu in the first place, but for himself. He looked for a job for Li Jiashu because he wanted to have more opportunities to get close to him.He signed Li Jiashu to his company just to restrain himself.If he dared to resist him in the slightest, then Li Jiashu would lose his job, be "broken" by the contract, go bankrupt, and even never be able to step into his dream land.

The moment Li Jiashu signed the contract, their fate was already in Ji Qing's hands.

He finally knew why Hanzi asked him if he would blame Li Jiashu.

Hanzi still couldn't hold back and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one, and was about to light it when he saw a no-smoking sign.Smiling at Bai Xia apologetically, "I wanted to be a lady once, but I couldn't hold back."

Bai Xia also laughed, the laugh was uglier than crying.

The food between the two barely moved, she got up, Bai Xia followed her, the two walked one after the other, when it was time to say goodbye, Bai Xia heard her say, "I won't let him hurt you."

Bai Xia opened her mouth and said slowly, "Thank you."