To Xia Xia

The world was spinning, and the dizziness made Bai Xia feel like vomiting. Before he could do it, he was thrown hard on the bed, and his forehead hit the wooden board at the head of the bed with a bang.

Bai Xia felt like all the bones in his body were broken, and his instinct made him struggle, even though it looked like a dying lamb in the mouth of a wolf, it was futile.

"Let go! Let go!" Bai Xia would be really stupid if he didn't know what he wanted to do, but his two hands were tightly held, and the huge thing was pressing on him, there was no room for him to resist.

Ji Qing seemed to be enjoying his struggle, with a smile on his lips, looking down at his desperate appearance.

He was thinking, did Ji Nian have such a desperate expression back then?So weak, painful, and vulnerable, but it makes people feel pity.

"Go away! Don't touch me!"

"Brother! Brother, save me!"

Ji Qing listened to his useless cry for help with great interest, "He won't come to save you, and...he will..."

Bai Xia widened her eyes and waited for him to continue, but Ji Qing fell silent, and then smiled, "...Oh, by the way, your brother won't let me tell you."

"You pervert!"

"Pervert?" Ji Qing's eyes seemed a little annoyed, but soon became normal, "I like this title."

The hand burrowed into his clothes like a snake, icy cold, slid along his back bit by bit, and finally stagnated on the tailbone.

Bai Xia was pressed on the bed, this position prevented him from seeing Ji Qing's expression, but the appearance of the devil was always the same.

"Did he touch you?"

Bai Xia's sobs and cries for help were covered by his hands, Ji Qing blocked his last voice with his veined palm, leaned into his ear and said, "Don't say it, let me guess."

A trace of coolness invaded the body, followed by more, the room was not warm, it could even be said to be cold, Bai Xia was shivering all over, but more came from the fear in his heart.

For no reason, he just believed that this person could do anything.

Where is my brother?Where is Li Jiashu?

Did he never get a chance to see him again?

His lithe body was turned upside down again, and in front of him was a wall covered with wallpaper, and there were words written down by Li Jiashu on it.

"Brother..." He thought of their meeting last week, and before they left, he was still angry with him, and got angry with him for a little thing.

The devil was gnawing at his neck, it was very painful.

"Brother...save me..." He hadn't even started writing the lyrics.

Bai Xia's eyes were already blurred, his tears made him unable to see anything clearly, only the shadow. Is that blurred face Li Jiashu?

Ji Qing stopped his movements slowly, he heard Nian Nian's voice calling him Nian Nian.

"Brother... why don't you come back..."

"Brother doesn't want me?"

"Brother...help me..."

Ji Qing looked at the teary-eyed young man under him, he stared at himself with a pair of despairing and watery eyes, he was asking for help, year after year.

Tears kept falling from the corners of his eyes, Niannian must be very sad, I love him so much, why didn't I listen to his words and go home earlier that day?

"Baby, stop crying, brother is back... brother will never leave again..."

He hugged the young man under him tightly, fearing that he would lose everything if he let go. He kissed his hair devoutly, every strand of hair must be dyed with his own smell, year after year, his baby, he every year.

Bai Xia woke up a little bit, he felt that person hugging him tightly, his hand was grabbing around aimlessly, and suddenly touched a hard thing under the soft pillow.

It's scissors.

He always had nightmares for a while, and Li Jiashu said that Aunt Li told him to put the scissors under the pillow so that he would not have nightmares.

Ji Qing was still talking in his ear, he couldn't hear clearly, he only knew that the kisses made him feel sick and very uncomfortable.

In the next second, something hard pierced into his body, and he looked at the boy in his arms in disbelief. He was still so charming and pitiful, but he was more calm than before.

The wet liquid slowly flowed out of his body, staining his black clothes deeper, and when he reached out to touch it, it was bright red blood.

The boy was also terrified, as if he didn't realize that the scissors stained with blood were still in his hand, declaring what he had done just now.

Ji Qing stumbled up from the pool of blood, the blood kept flowing, the dripping was especially conspicuous on the white floor, he instinctively clutched the side of his stomach, walked out awkwardly holding the door.

Bai Xia froze on the bed, his body and hands were covered with blood, the scissors were thrown on the ground and made the sound of metal clashing, especially loud in the empty room.

The clothes hung on his body untidyly, and there were still red marks on his neck. The red color contrasted sharply with his fair skin.

Will Ji Qing die?

Did he kill someone?

After a long while, Bai Xia came back to his senses, and ran after him in the same stumbling and slightly embarrassed running posture. The blood disappeared at the stairs. He chased to the street, only to hear the sound of an ambulance leaving in the distance.

The room was filled with the smell of blood, Bai Xia hastily tore off the gray and white striped sheets, but it was not enough, the smell of blood still filled his surroundings, he wiped the blood on the ground clean, over and over again, tearing himself Broken clothes and dirty sheets were thrown into the trash can, and the house was cleaner than ever, but he could still smell the rust.

The sticky blood stained his body, and Bai Xia felt uncomfortable all over. He stood in the small bathroom and let the water wash away, shivering, but he didn't realize how cold the water was.

After doing all this, Bai Xia charged his phone and frantically called Li Jiashu as if he suddenly remembered something. He was in the middle of a call, but no one answered, and finally turned off the phone.

Where did brother go tonight?Why don't you come back...

He was so scared.

Finally, after being poked by him for a long time, the old mobile phone turned into a black screen and there was no movement.Bai Xia curled up on the small sofa, his jet-black hair was dripping with water, and he threw everything stained with blood into the trash can, as the garbage truck got farther and farther away from him.

The old and heavy curtains blocked the light, and he just fell asleep day and night in a baby-like sleeping position.

Li Jiashu just found a hotel when he received the call. The number was an unfamiliar number. After listening to it, he hurried away with his bag on his back before he could check in. He was very dissatisfied with the welcome at the front desk.

The call came from a hospital, and he briefly told him about Ji Qing's situation, because his last two calls were to himself, so the hospital contacted Li Jiashu.

They also said that the situation is not very optimistic.

Li Jiashu bought the return ticket as quickly as possible. He called Hanzi and the others in the waiting hall, briefly explained the situation, and asked them to go there first.

Isn't Ji Qing with Xia Xia?How could it hurt?What about Xia Xia?

Li Jiashu felt flustered for no reason.

The crowded crowd pushed him towards the ticket gate. His phone vibrated several times in his pocket before he had time to look at it. When he sat on the train, it was already turned off.Only then did Li Jiashu realize that he forgot to charge it.

It was already very late when we arrived at the hospital, and it happened that he came. The doctor had just stepped off the operating table, but fortunately he didn't see him and said something like "We have tried our best", which made everyone breathe a sigh of relief.It is one thing to be rescued, but another thing to wake up. Ji Qing lay in the ward and has not woken up. The doctor came to check him several times on the way.None of the people dared to relax, and they didn't close their eyes all night.