To Xia Xia

September passed very uneventfully, and the summer cicadas disappeared along with two autumn rains.Bai Xia is already a sophomore in high school.

Li Jiashu became busy. Besides going to bars to sing, he started to write songs by himself.Bai Xia knew that he also wrote it before, but it was put on hold because of work. Now he is very happy to see him pick it up again.

After he finished writing, he would listen to Bai Xia. Bai Xia really didn't know anything about music. Apart from nice, super nice, and especially nice, he couldn't find any other adjectives. Every time Li Jiashu sang to him, he couldn't find any other adjectives. They all have idiot faces.

"me?"

Bai Xia was sitting on the small balcony, the autumn sunshine in the north was very good, covering his body brilliantly.This place is very small, and it can only accommodate two people when it is squeezed. It was originally used to dry clothes. There are many sundries piled up on the ground. He felt that it was a pity, so he tidied it up and put the old bamboo chair left by the landlord. Let it go, and then put a few pots of green plants, and the fresh air will come to your face.

He is now lazily sitting on a bamboo chair, basking in the sun with his belly open.Li Jiashu said that he was like the cat raised by the grandmother downstairs.

"I didn't pass high school Chinese, and the composition was even worse. I only scored more than ten points every time."

Bai Xia thought for a while about the red-crossed test paper that Li Jiashu had shown him before, "But I don't know how to write lyrics at all..."

"Xia Xia's casual writing is better than mine." Li Jiashu hugged him into his arms and kissed him again and again.

"Where is there..." I don't know if it was the sun or the kiss, but my face was extremely red.

"How do I remember the last time someone said that the composition won the first place in the whole grade, and they asked me for credit?"

In the final exam last time, Bai Xia got almost full marks in his composition. When he came back, he showed the paper to Li Jiashu, and Li Jiashu rewarded him.But Bai Xia thought about it and still found it difficult, "These are two different things..."

"Anyway, I'll leave this matter to Xia Xia! Now we're going to eat."

In this way, Bai Xia inexplicably undertook a major task, which was hard for him. He had been thinking about it all day, but there was no progress.

In order to increase the enrollment rate, the school not only has to go to evening self-study from the second year of high school, but also has to make up lessons.After all, there was only half a day off each week. Unfortunately, the teacher couldn't understand their hard work at all, and they rushed to distribute papers and keep homework.The two of them didn't have much time to see each other, and Bai Xia often had to go back to see grandma, so naturally the chances of seeing each other were even less.

One Sunday in November, it was agreed that Li Jiashu would pick him up after school, and when Bai Xia trot all the way to the school gate with his bag on his back, his face turned livid.

Ji Qing stood at the gate with his hands in his pockets.

Seeing him, Bai Xia turned around and left, Ji Qing had already seen him, and waved to greet him.

Bai Xia came out very early, the school gate was crowded with people, everyone walked out shoulder to shoulder, only Bai Xia walked back, the crowd surrounded him, his thin body almost fell to the ground several times.

"Huh? Bai Xia, where are you going?" Someone patted him on the shoulder, it was a classmate in the same dormitory.

Bai Xia looked back, Ji Qing was still standing there looking at him, that look made him tremble, "Ah, I forgot to take something."

"Is it very important? When I came down just now, the housekeeper seemed to have locked the door."

"It's okay, I'll go back and have a look."

"Bai Xia!" When the two were talking, Ji Qing walked over.

"Is your brother?" The roommate looked at the man in front of him suspiciously. His eye sockets were deep and somewhat clouded. He often heard Bai Xia mention his brother, so he didn't know if this was the man in front of him.

Bai Xia didn't know how to answer, when the roommate's parents came to pick him up, he said goodbye to Bai Xia and forgot about the topic just now.

At this time, the crowd had almost dispersed, and there were only a few parents waiting for the students. Bai Xia wanted to call Li Jiashu, but when she took out her mobile phone, she realized that it was out of battery and turned off.

"Your brother is busy, let me pick you up."

Bai Xia silently put the phone back into his pocket, holding the strap of his schoolbag tightly with both hands, "No need, I can go back by myself."

Ji Qing took a step forward and grabbed his wrist, Bai Xia was so frightened that he hid back again and again, but this little movement didn't alarm the people around him.

"Are you afraid of me?"

Although this question was a question, Bai Xia felt threatening when it came out of his mouth, so he could only shake off him desperately, "Let go!"

Ji Qing took a helmet that was one size smaller from the motorcycle and handed it to him, put it on himself, started the bike, and let him get in.

Naturally, Bai Xia refused and wanted to go back by herself.

The weather has turned cold in recent days, and people on the street have already put on coats.The wind was blowing violently, and Bai Xia was extremely cold, but she refused to compromise.Ji Qing didn't feel impatient, but gently said with a smile, "Stop making trouble, come up quickly."

Bai Xia wasn't joking with him, nor was he making trouble, but Ji Qing was right in one thing, Bai Xia was really afraid of him.

Ji Qing took out his mobile phone and dialed a number, then handed him the mobile phone, "If you don't believe me, call your brother yourself."

Before Bai Xia reached out to pick it up, the phone was already connected, and Li Jiashu's voice came from the other end, "Brother Ji Qing, have you received Xia Xia?"

Hearing his voice, Bai Xia brought the phone over, turned off the speakerphone, turned her back to Ji Qing and whispered, "Brother, where are you?"

"I have something to do now, and I won't be able to go back in a while. You go to Brother Ji Qing and wait for me."

"I want to go home."

Li Jiashu seemed to be busy on the other side, and his voice was messy, "Brother has something to hang up now, be good, be obedient."

"But..." Bai Xia wanted to say something, but the other end had already hung up the phone.

The mobile phone was quickly taken away by Ji Qing, before Bai Xia recovered, he heard him say, "It's time to believe it."

Bai Xia was still beating a small drum in her heart, not knowing when Li Jiashu would come back, she didn't dare to believe what he said.

"I'll take you home and get in the car."

Hearing that he was going home, Bai Xia felt relieved, thinking that he didn't dare to do anything during the day.After arriving at the gate of the community, Bai Xia came down and walked home by herself.

Taking out the key from his pocket, he jingled when he hit the iron door, covering up the sound of footsteps going upstairs and downstairs.

Bai Xia casually put the schoolbag on the small cabinet at the door, and accidentally dropped the key on the ground. He bent down to pick it up annoyed, and when he looked up again, a pair of unfamiliar leather boots appeared in his vision.

"Aren't you going to invite me to sit down?" The familiar and terrifying voice made Bai Xia tremble, "It's impolite to do so."

Bai Xia didn't dare to move the hand holding the key, he didn't know what Ji Qing wanted, obviously it was a very stupid decision for Ji Qing to send him home.

"It's not convenient today, let's try another day."

Ji Qing didn't seem to hear what he said, and started looking around in the small room.The wind slammed the door shut, as if blocking Bai Xia's hope.

He reached out to open the door, but was caught by a stronger hand, which was close at hand but he couldn't touch it, Bai Xia felt a sense of powerlessness in despair.

Not only were Bai Xia's hands shaking, but almost his whole body was shaking. Ji Qing's wrist was tightly held, and he couldn't pull it back.

"What are you doing, let me go!" He stared at Ji Qing fiercely, his eyes were red from pain, but unfortunately the latter didn't care at all. "

Ji Qing raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, but the strength in his hands increased a bit, "Don't you want to know what your dear brother is doing now?"

Bai Xia struggled and paused, guessing that this was Ji Qing's trap, she said angrily, "I don't want to!"

Ji Qing was not angry, his eyes seemed to be provocative, and he was talking about some kind of possessiveness that was inevitable.

The phone rang in Ji Qing's jacket pocket, the man pinched it out with his slender fingers, Bai Xia caught a glimpse that it was Li Jiashu calling.

As if on purpose, Ji Qing stayed very close to him on purpose, close enough to face to face, holding his wrist tightly, Bai Xia even stopped breathing, so that he could clearly hear Li Jiashu's voice. say what.

"Brother Ji Qing, are you home yet?"

Ji Qing glanced at Bai Xia, and replied softly, "En."

There was no emotion in Li Jiashu's voice, and Bai Xia couldn't guess where he was or what he was doing.

"I may not go back today, Xia Xia has to ask you to take care of me..."

There were 1 rejections in Bai Xia's heart, but she couldn't say anything.He felt like an outsider between Li Jiashu and Ji Qing.

"Well, are you going well there?"

"It went well, and the contract can be signed tomorrow. By the way...don't tell Xia Xia about this in advance, I don't want him to know..."

Bai Xia's hopeful eyes dimmed suddenly.

He thought they were close enough, enough that there were no secrets.

The two talked a few more words, but Bai Xia didn't listen. Li Jiashu didn't even ask him to answer the phone, nor did he ask if he was okay, so he entrusted him to others.

A man who frightened him to the core.

"Not curious?" Ji Qing asked, looking at him with deep eyes, as if trying to see through Bai Xia, "Children should be curious."

"I'm not a child." Bai Xia didn't want to refute, but was just stating a fact, and he said the same to Li Jiashu.

"Oh?" Ji Qing was not interested in his naive rebuttal, "but you should know."

"Brother Jiashu will tell me."

"Really, I don't think so." Ji Qing sneered.

There is an emotion in Bai Xia's chest, is it sad?Lost?sad?He couldn't describe it.A fact that drove him crazy was right in front of his eyes, but he couldn't touch it.

Ji Qing took a few steps back, and the oppressive feeling disappeared immediately, but Bai Xia was still stuck to the wall, stiff and afraid to move.

"Bai Xia." He said suddenly, "Did I tell you that you really look like a person?"

Bai Xia shook his head in a daze, his loosened wrist was red, his bones seemed to be broken, and he couldn't use his strength.

"It's really similar." As he said, Ji Qing turned on the phone and swipe around, and finally stopped at a certain picture in the photo album, and handed it to Bai Xia for him to see.

Bai Xia rubbed his almost useless wrist, Ji Qing's physique was not considered strong, but he possessed immeasurable strength, when he raised his eyes, he was taken aback, the smiling person in the photo... really looked like him.

If he hadn't been sure that he hadn't taken this photo, Bai Xia would have thought that the person in the phone was him.

"My younger brother." Ji Qing pulled back his phone, the corners of his mouth twitched into a smile, "Honey, I was brought up.

The person in the photo looks younger than Bai Xia, like Bai Xia from two or three years ago, with a glittering golden crown on his head and an unknown trophy in his hand, just like a little prince .

Bai Xia lowered his head unconsciously, feeling inferior. Although the two looked alike, it would never be possible for him to exude such a dazzling light.

He felt great sadness surrounding him, but that sadness did not come from himself, but from another person in the room——Ji Qing.

"I love him very much, more than anyone else in the world."

It has to be said that Bai Xia is really suitable to be a listener, he has already forgotten everything that happened just now, and quietly listened to Ji Qing's narration.

"But I didn't protect him well, and he got hurt." Ji Qing muttered to himself, as if he didn't remember that there was another person in the room.

Bai Xia's breathing was a little lighter, his eyes showed sympathy, and he moved quietly towards the door.

"I think he'll forgive you."

"No, there is no more chance, he has already passed away." Ji Qing kissed devoutly on the phone screen that was about to go dark, and continued without focusing his eyes, "Suicide."

Just as Bai Xia was about to open the door, his hand stopped.

"So I often wonder why he died so painfully, but you all lived so happily?!"

His voice suddenly raised, almost roaring, Bai Xia trembled with fright.

He didn't know who Ji Qing was referring to, but he was definitely included in it.He could smell danger in the air, and quickly opened the door to escape.In the next second, Ji Qing's powerful arms wrapped around his waist, and before he had time to resist, his arms had already tightly imprisoned him.

He could hardly breathe.

He resisted with all his strength, but in Ji Qing's eyes, it was like hitting a stone with a pebble. Bai Xia was too thin, just like his younger brother who was also powerless to resist.

Ji Qing's slightly hoarse voice came from the gushing heat, "Don't try to resist, I'm afraid I will kill you."