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In the doctor's office, Lin Lu and Fang Zheng were discussing the situation with the doctor. The doctor's treatment plan was surgery, removing the tumor-bearing lung lobule, followed by chemotherapy.

"It'll be fine," Fang Zheng patted Lin Lu's shoulder, "It'll be fine, it'll be fine."

"Doctor, can you completely recover after surgery? If not, how long can you live at most?" Lin Lu looked directly at the doctor and asked with trembling voice.

"To be honest, there is no specific conclusion. All the results in the world are variable," the doctor pushed his glasses. "After the operation, the patient still needs chemotherapy as an adjuvant treatment. Some patients can pass regular , Reasonable treatment and cure. However, there are also some patients who will relapse in the first year or even the second year after the operation, and the cancer cells will metastasize. to draw conclusions."

"How long is the operation scheduled for?" Fang Zheng continued to ask.

"Schedule the operation the day after tomorrow," the doctor said. "I'll go to the inpatient surgery later. I'll stay here today. I'll have another day of inspection and observation tomorrow, and I'll have surgery the day after tomorrow."

"Okay, thank you doctor." After Fang Zheng finished speaking, he led Lin Lu out of the doctor's office.

Grandpa went to the toilet before, and when Lin Lu came out, he was sitting on a bench outside the hospital coughing, seeing Lin Lu came out, he immediately covered his mouth with his fist and stopped coughing.

"Grandpa," Lin Lu walked over and shouted, "Why didn't you say anything before? Now..."

"It's okay," said grandpa with a smile, "I've never had any illness in my life. I always have to get sick once when I'm old. It's okay."

Fang Zheng didn't know what to say, so he could only sit down on the bench opposite Lin Lu, and looked at the opposite side quietly.

"But it's cancer, the doctor said it all," Lin Lu held back tears, "I'm not sure if I can recover after surgery."

"How many years you can live counts as a few years." Grandpa still smiled kindly. "People will have this day. I'm just regretful. I'm afraid I won't be able to wait until I get into college and start a family."

"I can see it," Lin Lu sniffed, "Grandpa, you must be able to live for a long time. Didn't the doctor also say that there are people who are completely cured after surgery? Grandpa, you are in such good health, you must be part of that group of people." .”

"Maybe." Grandpa stood up, "Okay, don't look like this, you are a big man, and your eyes are red like this, what does it look like. Go and do the hospital operation first."

"I'll do it!" Lin Lu also stood up, "Grandpa, you rest here, and Fang Zheng and I will go."

"That's fine." Grandpa handed the money and certificate to Lin Lu, and sat down on the bench again.

Lin Lu took it and left, and Fang Zheng followed up consciously.

"Are you okay?" Fang Zheng asked from behind, "Have you contacted your aunt or uncle?"

"Grandpa definitely hasn't contacted me yet," Lin Lu licked money at the window, "I'll call later, if my parents don't come back before today, I will never forgive them in this life, they don't treat grandpa at all Shangxin, I am also... not much better, if I could bring grandpa to the hospital earlier, I might not have developed to the middle stage."

"I don't blame you," Fang Zheng gently squeezed the side of his neck, "How can you be blamed for this kind of thing, you are very caring."

"I'm not paying attention," Lin Lu took the list from the window and walked to the hall, "I'm just too fucking inattentive! I can't fucking wish I could slap myself to death right now!"

"It's going to be fine," Fang Zheng racked his brains to comfort him, but found that in this situation, he couldn't say any consoling words. "Think of the best in everything, Grandpa Biao may be able to recover completely after the operation." Woolen cloth."

"But this kind of thing can't help but plan for the worst." Lin Lu walked to the public phone booth at the entrance of the hospital, and handed the list to Fang Zheng, "I'll go in and call my parents, you are outside wait for me."

"Okay." Fang Zheng closed the door for him.

In fact, Fang Zheng still has a sense of unreality until now. Grandpa Biao has always been strong and strong. He didn't expect that he would fall ill in such a day. He didn't even dare to think about it. He would rather it was all an accident Meng, he couldn't imagine what impact this incident would have on Lin Lu who was brought up by his grandfather. He could only pray that his cousin's grandfather would have a successful operation and a complete recovery, and that he could accompany Lin Lu through one lonely journey after another spring and autumn.

About 5 minutes passed, and Lin Lu finally walked out of the phone booth with a livid face.

"What's wrong?" Fang Zheng walked over and asked softly.

"My parents are not in a hurry at all! From the time they answered the phone to when I said that my grandfather had lung cancer, I didn't hear that they were worried or anxious at all! They even said that there was still an unfinished business, I won’t be back until tomorrow afternoon at the earliest, so I need to take good care of grandpa.” Lin Lu gritted his teeth and said, “How can there be such parents in the world! They have left me and grandpa at home for more than ten years, so they come to pick someone up for a holiday. As a show of favor, are these the so-called parents? Is this their conscience?"

"Fuck!" Even Fang Zheng couldn't help scolding, Lin Lu's parents really did too much in caring for them, and they never had a sense of responsibility as parents.

"I know they want to make money to support their family." Lin Lu rested his head on Fang Zheng's shoulder, "Is there a day in the past ten years that I haven't told myself that I need to understand them and understand them, but what about them, they have cared about them sincerely. me and grandpa?"

"It's okay," Fang Zheng patted Lin Lu's back, realizing for the first time how impoverished his language was. In this situation, he couldn't think of anything else except that it was okay, so he could only repeat sentence by sentence. , "It's okay, it's okay, it will be fine."

Lin Lu tightened his grip on his clothes, and then let go.

"Let's go," Lin Lu wiped his eyes and said, "Don't make grandpa wait too long."

Although very angry, in front of grandpa, Lin Lu still kept calm and told grandpa the news that his parents said they would not be back until tomorrow afternoon. Grandpa didn't have much reaction, probably because he thought it was expected.

After putting grandpa on the hospital bed to rest, Lin Lu and Fang Zheng went home again to get a change of clothes and washing tools needed for hospitalization.

"To trouble you today, I have been running with me." Lin Lu and Fang Zheng were sitting on the bus. Lin Lu had already recovered. He knew that the only way now was to actively cooperate with the treatment. It's impossible to predict.

"What are you talking about," Fang Zheng said, "it's not troublesome to say something between us, and I didn't do anything. You did all the things like paying the money. I just stayed by your side and even said something nice. There are no words of comfort.”

It's all right, it's going to be all right, it's going to be fine.In fact, it was just such a simple sentence, which was already the best comfort to Lin Lu.

In Lin Lu's opinion, it was the best thing for Fang Zheng to be by his side.

"Lin Lu," Fang Zheng suddenly grabbed Lin Lu's wrist, "promise me something."

"Huh?" Lin Lu turned his head to look at him.

In the extremely dazzling summer sun, Fang Zheng's nose was covered with fine sweat. He said seriously, almost pleadingly: "Don't let this matter delay your study. If you feel uncomfortable, you can cry in front of me." , to vent, but don't hold back, and don't be decadent because of this."

Lin Lu was startled for a moment, then shrugged and smiled, "I won't."

After returning home, packing up and changing clothes and washing tools, Fang Zheng stayed by Lin Lu's side all the time, helping to pass things and take a bag or something.

"It should be almost there." Lin Lu looked at the travel bag in his hand, "It's fine to buy pots, barrels, etc. outside the hospital."

"Well," Fang Zheng took the travel bag in his hand, "I'll carry this."

"No need," Lin Lu looked at him, "I can do it myself."

"Then let me come too," Fang Zheng said, "Let me do something for you, even if it's such a trivial thing."

"Okay." Lin Lu's eyes fell on his frowning brows, and he nodded in agreement.

Parents are not here, although grandpa keeps saying that he can take care of himself without surgery, but Lin Lu still insists on staying with him at night.

"Grandpa," Lin Lu took out his textbooks from his bag, "Look, I brought all my books here, so I won't miss my homework."

Fang Zheng stood behind Lin Lu, stroking his hair distressedly: "Otherwise, I'll stay and help too?"

"Xiaozheng, what are you doing here?" Grandpa became impatient when he heard this, "Today is already troublesome for you, and the exam is three days away, so hurry home and study hard, what's the point of asking you to stay, I haven't had an operation yet. You two are like this. If I really have an operation, will you stay by my side and serve me? You don't need to go to school... You go back, my cousin is fine. "

Lin Lu also looked up at Fang Zheng behind him: "Go back."

"But..." Fang Zheng lowered his head and hesitated for a while, "I don't trust you."

"What are you worried about?" Lin Lu said with a smile, "You are still worried about me, go back quickly!"

"But..." Fang Zheng grabbed the railing of the hospital bed, "but..."

"Okay," Lin Lu got up and grabbed his hand and walked out, "Come on, let's go."

Fang Zheng looked back at his grandfather, his eyes met a kind smile, he turned his face away, and walked out under the pull of Lin Lu.

It was afternoon, and there was no one in the corridor on the first floor of the lung cancer hospital. Lin Lu pulled Fang Zheng out of the ward, pulled his shoulders and threw him against the wall, and then pressed his whole body on top.

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