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Under the pressure of so many jobs in the junior student union, Lin Lu actually got the first place in the monthly exam in the school!

The student union and the teacher's office exploded. Everyone knew that Lin Lu was the most stable and explosive dark horse. He could easily maintain the top five good grades and never fell out. When the pressure deepens, it can also break out as the first dark horse.

The key is that he is still good-looking, and his sports are not bad, and he even won the first place in sports in the school sports meeting.

"Tut tsk tsk," the most annoying person in the whole grade should be Fang An. He stood in front of the bulletin board and tapped his knuckles on the inch photo of Lin Lu behind the glass. Forced."

"Have some virtue with your mouth, brother," Fang Zheng glared at him, "Lin Lu was pretty awesome, and he wasn't bad when he was a child."

"But he was weak when he was young." Fang An turned around and looked at Fang Zheng. "Without you, he might be bullied."

"If not," Fang Zheng lowered his head. "Sooner or later, he will become stronger by himself. It's the same reason that gold always shines. I should have understood."

He should have understood earlier, the gap between him and Lin Lu, to catch up with such an outstanding him, he really can't slack off at all, and has to work hard every day.

Although Fang Zheng's grades have improved, but that's it. If he can get a No. 10 in Class [-] and put it in the whole grade, he will be in the third or fourth hundred, and he is still a century away from catching up with Lin Lu. What about the chasm?

Because of this exam, Lin Lu's reputation in the school is getting bigger and bigger, and his peach blossoms are getting more and more fucking. Every day when he enters the classroom, he can see all kinds of love letters in the drawer, except for Li Siyuan's love letter back then. , Lin Lu will basically read every love letter he receives. Although most of the inscribed letters are girls that Lin Lu doesn't know, he usually doesn't throw them away after reading them. Incoming love letters go in a box.

It's not for the sake of being so popular and so many people chasing after seeing it many years later, and it's not for the reason that after many years, he can touch the box and sigh and say this is my youth, but he thinks , Every thought, even if he can't respond, it shouldn't be trampled on, it shouldn't be cherished, and it shouldn't be ignored.

Every heart of courage deserves to be treated well.

Li Siyuan's share cannot be counted here because of Fang Zheng's participation.

Which one of Lin Lu's peach blossoms Fang Zheng didn't know, even Fang Zheng knew that Lin Lu took back the love letter and received it in a box. Lin Lu explained to him the reason for taking it back. Pantothenic acid is the same as smashing thousands of altars of aged vinegar at the same time, but that can't be helped, at least fortunately, hasn't Lin Lu responded yet?

Since Fang Zheng was determined to catch up with Lin Lu, Fang Zheng no longer felt awkward when there were questions he couldn’t do normally. He just took his homework and went to Lin Lu’s house to find someone to ask questions, or he could go back and talk to Lin Lu. Go to his room to do homework together.

He found that such things as endurance can be practiced, as long as you want to endure, you can't help it.

It's like he still has the urge to push Lin Lu under him when he sees Lin Lu's seductive side, but when Lin Lu touches him, he won't freeze into a telegraph pole like before up.

But the feeling of sticking together every day for two people who have their own ghosts is still really uncomfortable.

It's even more uncomfortable to have to devote your mind to deal with difficult problems with evil intentions.

In a simple and clean room, beside a large white desk, Fang Zheng was lying on the table, lazily stroked the pen in his hand, and died with the almost abnormally difficult chemistry problem.

Lin Lu was sitting next to him, and the distance between the two chairs was no more than [-] centimeters. He lowered his head very seriously, and every word he wrote with the pen held by his slender fingers was vigorous and powerful, even though his grades were already quite excellent. Yes, Lin Lu is still studying hard every day.

It seems that you can really find endless fun in learning.

"Ah..." Fang Zheng sighed for a long time, "Why do I feel that this topic is like a dish, no matter what I think it is tasteless to eat, but you are as good as you are, Lin Lu, you really Do you like studying?"

"I don't think there's much food for taste either." Lin Lu stopped writing and looked at Fang Zheng, "I don't like studying either, and I don't even have any pursuit or yearning for anything except for... To me, it's like a task, just like when the teacher said when I was young, I had to memorize the text carefully before going out to play... It is a task in my eyes. As far as the reward for going out to play, when I was in junior high school, I did my best in everything, and because I regarded him as a task that would make my grandparents happy, now I study hard and get into a good university , so that I can get a good job in the future and be responsible for my life.”

"Of course, I don't want you to treat learning as a mechanical task. If you can, I still hope you like learning. After all, liking learning and learning as a task are completely different."

"I'm fine. I don't hate studying now. It's just that I can't develop much interest in science." Fang Zheng was quite surprised. He always thought that Lin Lu liked to study so much. Unexpectedly, learning is just a task in his eyes.

"You're so smart," Lin Lu continued, "if you didn't have those depraved things in the past, and you followed the regular path step by step, you might be the one who is sitting as the chairman of the student union now."

"No," Fang Zheng said with a smile, "I'm not smart. Speaking of which, the smartest person I've ever met is Fang An. He's fifth in the class in the monthly exam this time. I made up a winter vacation class to complete the class." Tenth, he was ranked fifth in the class after playing for a winter vacation. This is because he had more fun than me before. If he really behaved, the person who is now sitting as the chairman of the student union is not supposed to be him, is it? It must be him."

Lin Lu snorted coldly, turned his head, and continued to read with his head down.

"Lin Lu—" Fang Zheng suddenly called out to him.

"What are you doing?" Lin Lu asked directly without looking up.

"In fact, I've always thought that you always think too much of me." Fang Zheng said, "Just keep saying that I'm smart and trust me, and you think too much of me."

Lin Lu's hand, which was about to turn the page, paused for a moment, but soon moved freely again, and he said casually: "Then you are sorry that I have always thought of you so well, um, just now, today I will put that Recite the page formula for me first."

Fang Zheng was caught off guard by the unexpected answer. He looked down at the page of colorful chemical formulas in his hand, sighed deeply, and silently memorized them.

This peaceful and occasionally turbulent life came to an abrupt end three days before the final exam of the first semester of high school.

Ever since Grandpa heard that he got the first place in the school like a monthly exam on the day of the mid-term exam, he coughed in a moment of excitement, as if he had touched a switch, and the cough never stopped.

In the beginning, it was only an occasional cough, but it became more and more serious as it progressed, and the frequency of coughing became more and more frequent. Sometimes when Lin Lu went to the bathroom in the middle of the night, he could hear the sound of suppressed coughing coming from his grandfather's room with his mouth covered.

I have been taking medicine, injections, and drinking water, and it relapsed after a day or two of healing. Although my grandfather kept saying that it was nothing serious, it was just pneumonia that didn’t get better.

But Lin Lu looked at his grandfather's pale and vicissitudes day by day, and he always had an ominous premonition in his heart. He called his parents and asked them to come back and take a look. That way, he didn't take it to heart, and just asked Lin Lu to take his grandfather to the People's Hospital for a checkup.

Today was the day to get the test results. Lin Lu was standing in the corridor of the hospital, holding the hospital report in his hand. The lung cancer in the middle stage made him feel that even breathing was cold.

Fear, fear, and worry enveloped him like a dark tide. He had no idea why grandpa had developed such a cough just now. The doctor just said that grandpa's cough was already very serious, and it was always accompanied by Symptoms of chest pain and shortness of breath, hemoptysis should also have occurred.

Grandpa didn't deny it when the doctor said it, that is to say, when grandpa was enduring this severe pain, he still behaved the same in front of him as usual, and even cooked for him every day and washed his clothes for him , Coughing in the middle of the night is suppressed secretly, just to prevent him from worrying.

"I'm back," Fang Zheng walked over from the toilet at the end of the corridor, shaking the water in his hand, "how is the test result? Are you all right? Where's my cousin? Huh?"

Lin Lu kept his head down and did not speak. No matter how rough Fang Zheng's nerves were, he could tell something was wrong. He took the report from Lin Lu who had his head down and couldn't see his expression clearly, and then he The pupils dilated instantly.

"Lung cancer...in the middle stage?" Fang Zheng's voice trembled, "How is it possible?"

"Grandpa is in the doctor's office," Lin Lu said flatly, almost without anger, "They are discussing treatment."

"Then you don't..." Fang Zheng said, "I'll go and have a look."

"Don't go," Lin Lu suddenly grabbed his hand, looked up at him, "accompany me."

Fang Zheng looked at the face with red eyes, and his mind went blank for a while.

"Good," he said.