my brother became a scum

I had to clench my fists as hard as I could to resist the urge to hug her back. It had been too long since no one had said the same thing to me. This sentence pierced into my heart and made me want to move.

Li Wanting is really a good girl, but unfortunately I am not good enough for her.

She hugged me for a while, then stood up straight again, picked up the big bag thrown on the ground, I noticed that there were clean clothes and a pile of nourishing supplies inside, she stuffed everything into my arms, smiling Said: "I will give you the bill later, and you will reimburse me."

"Okay, thank you."

"I drove the car and took you to the hotel."

My original house in Lushi has been confiscated, and I have a deadline of one week to move my things out. Li Wanting didn't mention sending me home, maybe it was to take care of my mood.

I accepted her kindness, and I was really exhausted, so I got into her car and sat in the back seat.She took off the rubber band on her wrist, tied her hair up, and stepped on the accelerator neatly.

"Good driving skills." I boasted.

"I practiced it while running the news. If you don't drive fast, you will be beaten easily."

She seemed to have started talking, and began to briskly tell her news stories. Her conversation was humorous, and I didn't have time to think about other things along the way.

The car finally arrived at the parking lot, but she didn't rush to open the door. She just turned her back to me and said to me, "Do you want to consider staying with me?"

My hand was already on the car door, and my instinctive reaction was to refuse.

"I know you don't like me yet, but at least you don't, do you?"

"You're a very nice girl, but I'm not good enough for you."

"You are mature, brave and smart, how can you not be worthy of me?"

"You deserve better boys, I'm too old for you."

"You obviously had a girlfriend..."

"It has nothing to do with sexual orientation, but I'm afraid I don't have the courage to love someone well."

Li Wanting raised her hand, turned her back to me, and wiped her cheeks. She said in a hoarse voice, "I have never had such a fierce argument with my father because of a man."

"Sorry……"

"I don't need your apology, Chen Heping," she said, then raised her hand and wiped her face, "I can help you whatever you want, I don't need you to like me, I just want to be with you Together, can't you?"

I turned my head away with difficulty, forcing myself to speak: "You are too young, you can't destroy yourself because of impulsiveness."

"I'm not young anymore, I can tell whether it's a momentary liking or love, I can't forget you."

"I don't like you—"

"I said I understand, I just want to be with you." She suddenly increased her voice and interrupted my words, "Promise me, okay?"

I took a breath and I said, "I'm sorry."

Li Wanting covered her face with her hands, she opened the car door and said, "Get out of the car first."

I got out of the car and closed the door. I couldn't see her expression outside the door. I waited outside the door for a while. She got out of the car, opened the trunk, and found the big bag from inside. I went to Carry it, but she refused to let it go.

"This may be the last time we see each other," she said.

When she said this, her eye makeup was flowery, and I thought I was really a sinner for making her so sad and disappointed.

But I still insist that love is the most powerful guarantee for a relationship. If there is no love, life will not be very happy.Li Wanting is a good girl, and because she is a good girl, she needs a partner who loves her and she loves each other. I believe in love over time, but I don't believe in myself.

When we arrived at the entrance of the hotel, she handed me the big bag in her hand. She no longer shy away from me, and let her beautiful eye makeup be washed away by tears in front of me. She stopped crying, and she knew that my rejection was the reason for her sadness.

After crying for a while, she took out a tissue from her bag, wiped her face, and asked me again: "Am I really ugly now?"

"You're not ugly, you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen."

"Compared to your first girlfriend?"

I was blocked for a while, thought carefully, and answered cautiously: "I don't remember her appearance very much, I really think you are beautiful."

She turned her head and showed a very shallow smile, she seemed to be in a better mood, she said: "Then goodbye, Chen Heping, remember to call me the money later."

"must."

"Do you have my contact information?"

"some."

"If you encounter difficulties, you must call me," her tone was deliberately brisk, and she did not look into my eyes. "If there is nothing wrong, please don't contact me again. I want to forget You, find a handsome young guy and have a good relationship."

"it is good."

"I'm leaving."

"it is good."

She turned around, and I watched her walk forward, but she only walked a dozen steps, then turned her head again, and she said, "Are you reluctant to part with me?"

I pursed my lips and said cruelly to her, "No."

"Then would you like to hug me again?"

I stretched out my hands, and she stared at me for a while, then said, "Forget it, I'm afraid I won't want to leave."

She turned her head back and trotted out of my sight. I put down my hand and watched her leave, then turned around and walked my way.

The front desk of the hotel knew me, but she controlled her curiosity well and checked me in. I didn’t know that Li Wanting had paid for one month’s room in advance until I paid the bill. She might be afraid that I didn’t have enough savings and would be homeless. returnable.

In fact, I’m fine. The assets under my name have not been frozen. The salary in the public service system is not high but not low. I have no hobbies.

I went into my room and saw my appearance in the mirror. My beard was unshaven and my face was numb. I really didn’t know what that girl Li Wanting was looking for in me. I took a shower, shaved off my beard, and looked barely Zhou Zheng recovered a little, went back to the room and lay down on the bed, sinking into the soft mattress.

My mobile phone and mobile phone card will be kept as evidence for a period of time, and I cannot communicate with the outside world for the time being. The investigator said that they will mail them to me in three days. As for where I went, they can know without asking them.

In name, I resigned to bid farewell to the officialdom, but in fact I was still under observation and surveillance, and this invisible surveillance would be withdrawn after about a few months—also to prevent me from selling confidential documents, or making any impulsive actions things come.

I can't contact Zheng Dongyang in a short time, and I don't want to know the information on the Internet for the time being-I don't have the courage to give myself more negative news and pressure.

I fell into a deep sleep, and after waking up, I ordered takeaway. While waiting for the takeaway, I was thinking about what to do in the future. Lushi couldn’t go on, but it’s not a good idea to go back to the city where my grandfather is. Maybe it should be like many years. As I planned before, I went to the south to find a small city, and after I couldn’t get into politics, opening a store was also an option.

I forced myself not to think about the things about Zheng Qiang and the people behind the scenes, but it was very difficult. I even had the urge to download all the materials, prepare them again, and try again—but I also knew that I was under investigation In these days, the events corresponding to these evidences should have been wiped out.

I have to admit that in this era, I can't be the so-called lone hero. I don't have the ability to expose the darkness, even if I have the courage.

I took a long vacation for myself, even though the mobile phone was sent back to the hotel, I didn’t turn it on again, lying on the bed in the hotel every day, watching DVDs and listening to music, and occasionally turning on the computer to play games that young people like very much. I don't know anything about fighting games, but I like Xiaoxiaole. In the mechanical BIU~BIU, I can occasionally forget everything for a short time, and just let my brain empty.

After staying in the hotel for more than half a month, someone finally turned on the phone through the hotel's internal line and asked me what to do with the personal belongings that I put in the house before. In a warehouse, it's best to take it out as soon as possible.

I hung up the phone, put on my wireless headset, and continued playing my game.

I have been decadent for nearly a month, even with a layer of fat on my stomach, I finally decided to turn on my phone—it’s not that I can’t continue playing, but the service staff of the hotel vaguely reminded me that I’m about to spend the reserved money Funds, and I also remembered that I haven't transferred the money to Li Wanting yet.

Li Wanting is a very down-to-earth girl. The big bag she gave me totaled [-] to [-] yuan, plus a month's rent, it was at least [-] yuan.

I turned on the phone, let the text messages and missed calls fill the screen, ignored it with one click, opened Alipay, entered Li Wanting's number, and transferred the money at one time. When I was about to turn off the phone, there was another call broke in.

I didn't save that number, but the location of the number indicated that it was overseas. I almost didn't need to guess to be sure that the number belonged to Zhang Chen.

Zhang Chen is always like this, it makes me sad to the bone, and then I say some warm words, in the words of the old man, it is to give you a slap, and then grab you a handful of candies.

It's a pity that I am no longer a child, and I am not the one who trusts him. I don't like candy, because a long time ago, the man who would give me candy unconditionally betrayed the family and ruined my mother's life in a blink of an eye, so I don't love Eating sugar is a physiological aversion.

I got through the phone, and I was also curious what Zhang Chen would say.I turned the phone to play and pressed the button to record the call.

"Chen Heping?" His voice was amplified many times, and it rang in my ears, still calm and calm.

I didn't speak, but I couldn't block Zhang Chen's words.

He asked me, "Are you okay?"

I put the phone aside, thought for a while, and opened the game on the computer desktop. The sound of BIUBIU sounded. I moved the mouse and wiped out a row of stars.

"Are you playing a game?"

I ignored him, and then moved the mouse to move the colored icons.

"I'm in the United States, Chen Heping. Believe it or not, I want to say that I never thought of reporting you."

"BIU~~~~~~"

The five stars form a line, and the flashing special effect is accompanied by a long BIU sound.

"Are you listening to me?"

I moved the mouse and clicked on the scattered gold coins, the screen turned around and more stars appeared.

"Chen Heping—"

"BIU~BIU~BIU~"

"I came to the United States because my brother had an accident. His wife had a second child. My mother asked me to send her here. By the way, we will clear up the divorce procedures."

There were countless dark red sticky spirits falling on the screen, and they had to be cleaned up as soon as possible. I moved the mouse and clicked quickly, and there was a sense of being in a hurry.

"Are you okay now? Are you listening to me?"

His voice was really annoying. I moved the mouse with one hand, stared at the screen, and reached out to press the hang up button.

But he just said: "Chen Heping, come to America—"

I lightly poked the screen with my finger to stop his words, the noise in my ears finally disappeared completely, the ringtone rang again quickly, I hung up the phone and turned off the phone.

I used to think that I would never be able to forget Zhang Chen in my whole life, and I would never be able to truly reject him in my whole life, but I found that the past was nothing but a prison, and it was so easy to step away from his influence.

It's just a plate of fun.