my brother became a scum

We fell on the soft bed, and had the illusion that we were about to fall into it for a moment, like two beasts who tore apart their disguise and indulged in lust, leaving marks on each other's bodies with their teeth and nails, and Zhang Chen hurriedly inserted With a loud cry, he bit my shoulder, which was very heavy and painful.

He licked my shoulder with his tongue, panting and asked me: "Will you forget me in the future?"

I gave him a hard push, and my lips brushed against his hair: "It will grow so long in the future, I don't know what will happen."

Zhang Chen punched my back with a smile, his legs were as tight as his meat-holes, tightly wrapped around me, as if he still loves me deeply at this moment and is reluctant to part with me.

I indulged my desire, trying to confuse my overly calm brain, but I still couldn't indulge in it. I couldn't control my eyes and slowly moved to Zhang Chen's face. His pale face was very obvious at this moment. She became ruddy, her red phoenix eyes were slightly raised, she was as beautiful as a dummy.

The rosy lips seemed to be asking for a kiss, and I kissed them too, and the tip of my nose brushed against the tip of my nose inadvertently, like a lover.

We did it many times that night, and in the end he lost his strength and could only hum softly, but even so, his limbs were still tightly wrapped around me, docile and cute.

After I ejaculated for the last time, I kissed his forehead, and I was reluctant to pull it out. After a while, I realized that I forgot to wear a condom today—or, I didn’t even mention this idea at all.

I pressed my fingers on Zhang Chen's hair and rubbed it. I didn't restrain my craving for cigarettes this time. I took out the cigarette beside the bed, bit my lips and lit it.

I started smoking in the second year of high school, the reason is a bit special, my girlfriend likes to smoke.I have only had one girlfriend, named Lin, named Danni.Lin Danni is a tall, fair-skinned girl. The summer uniforms of our high school girls are white shirts and old-fashioned plaid skirts. Many girls think that the plaid skirts are too rustic and the colors are old-fashioned. They would rather change into a pair of boys' long trousers.But Lin Danni is different. She wears a long plaid skirt that is recognized as ugly, and she is still the best-looking among the group.

Her hair is not very long, it has just hung on her shoulders, and she will tie it into a ponytail in class, and when the class is over, the hair rope will be removed from her hair, and the row of boys behind her will take a breath—— Her hair was black and thick. At that time, there were shampoo commercials for shiny hair in TV dramas, but Lin Danni looked prettier than the models in the commercials.

Her family situation is very good, her father is a diplomat, her mother is a university teacher, she is beautiful, and her grades are also good, she is recognized as a goddess among our high school boys.

Among the top ten unsolved mysteries in Senior No. [-] Middle School that year, the number one was how I caught up with Lin Danni.

I can't answer this question, because many people will not believe that it was Lin Danni who chased me.

The bad relationship between us originated from the first day of high school. I volunteered to help move books. On the way, my shoelaces became loose and I lowered my head to tie a shoelace. The teachers and classmates I just met disappeared. I was alone on the campus of Nuo University. I got lost in the street, and I smelled the slight smell of tobacco as I walked--I am no stranger to this, because my grandpa smoked a cigarette occasionally.

So I found a remote corner of the campus, among the golden ginkgo trees, a beautiful girl was leaning against the tree, smoking a cigarette.

She raised her head and let me bump into his eyes. She said, "Have you never seen a girl smoking?"

I glanced at her again, turned around and left without saying a word.

Not long afterward, Lin Danni became the goddess of the campus, and the male god of the campus was Zhang Chen. The girls were afraid that Zhang Chen would like Lin Danni, and the boys were afraid that Lin Danni would like Zhang Chen, and they happened to be in the same class.

I was writing the test paper and listening to the gossip at the same table. I thought all of this had nothing to do with me, until Valentine’s Day, the day when I was in junior high school, Lin Danni walked down the long corridor with a large bouquet of fiery roses in her hand. Blocked me who was trying to go home with my schoolbag on my back.

She smiled like a flower, with a blush on her face: "Chen Heping, thank you for the flowers, let's go home together today."

My face turned red all of a sudden, not because of shyness, but because of anger, where do I have so much change to buy roses for Lin Danni, she obviously bought them herself.But I didn't want to embarrass such a beautiful girl, so I stiffly twitched the corners of my mouth and admitted it.

Lin Danni stuffed the roses into my arms and put her arms around my wrists. She said to a little girl I didn't know well, "This is my new boyfriend."

The girl looked a little dazed, and it took a long time before she nodded.

Lin Danni and I were walking along the corridor under the bright or dark eyes of everyone, and Zhang Chen just turned around the corridor at this time. It was like filming an idol drama.

But there was no bloody storm like an idol drama. I said hello to Zhang Chen, and passed by very naturally.

When I finally got out of the crowd, I wanted to break free from my hand, but Lin Danni clung to my hand tightly. She raised her head and said with a smile, "Be my boyfriend, Chen Heping."

"improper."

"Why not?" She shook my arm coquettishly.

"I don't know you at all, is there something wrong with you?"

This should be the worst thing I have ever said to a woman in my life.

"But when you saw me smoking, you never told anyone about it."

"That's because I don't talk badly. When you see a boy who doesn't talk badly, do you want to call him your boyfriend?"

I was so angry that I felt that this girl was not normal.

"It's different," Lin Danni smiled cunningly, she touched her lips with her fingers, "I want to call you my boyfriend, because I like you."

My heart stopped beating secretly, and my face turned red, but I still felt that this was simply too ridiculous, so I said "don't think about it" indiscriminately, and turned my head away as if I was running away.

On the second day, Lin Danni was carrying a plastic bag and grabbed my bicycle handle at the door. I almost fell, but I managed to stabilize myself with my feet, took a deep breath, and was about to yell at her. , but was blocked by her.

She lifted up the breakfast bag pitifully: "here, the breakfast I bought for you."

"I don't need it, just keep it for yourself."

I was about to leave by bicycle, but Lin Danni rushed over in one stride, got on the back seat of my bicycle very precisely, and put her arms around my waist.

I turned my head and pushed her: "Lin Danni, get down."

"I won't go down, you are my boyfriend, so I won't go down."

"Lin Danni," I was so angry that I exploded, "I didn't agree to be your boyfriend."

"Then you promise me."

"you……"

"Hey? I seem to have seen the dean's car. Are you sure you don't want to ride?"

I had no choice but to drive her by car, and received the attention of many students along the way. The next day, I knew that Lin Danni was my girlfriend for half a school year.

Lin Danni is an overly enthusiastic girl. She is beautiful and lively. After chasing me a few times, I couldn't bear to refuse her anymore. We quickly fell in love and stuck together almost every day, until Zhang Chen one day Ask me: "Are you sure you want to be with Lin Danni?"

"I'm sure."

"She's not a nice girl."

"She is a good girl, Zhang Chen, if you say that again in the future, I will beat you."

Zhang Chen sneered and stopped talking.

Lin Danni is very good at taking care of people. She fits all my fantasies about my future partner when I was a teenager. When I hold her hand, I feel safe and down-to-earth.The first odd job I ever had, half bought pens for Zhang Chen, and half bought hairpins for Lin Danni. She also liked the hairpin very much, and it was always pinned on her hair.

In the second year of high school, we had physical education class together. I didn’t see her after playing, so I went to find her. I almost searched the entire campus, but I still couldn’t find her shadow. In the end, it was under the ginkgo tree we met for the first time. , ran into her.

She held a cigarette in her hand, and when she looked up and saw me, she was flustered and flustered, she secretly threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and stomped on it several times.

I walked into her little by little, and held her in my arms: "Don't be afraid, if you want to smoke, then do it."

"Aren't you scolding me?"

"Why should I scold you?"

"It's not good for girls to smoke."

"Smoking is indeed bad and will damage your health, but you can't say that it's normal for boys to smoke and it's unforgivable for girls to smoke, right?"

"Then I will still smoke in the future."

I lowered my head, a little helpless, but I still had to coax her: "Smash less, find something less harmful?"

"Chen Heping," she bit her lip with a panicked expression, "Do you like me?"

"You are my girlfriend, I liked you back then."

"If you like me, can you learn to smoke too? I really like the smell of tobacco. If you hold me, I may not need to smoke."

I pinned the broken hair on her brow with my fingers, and felt distressed and funny, but I still said: "Okay, I'll learn, and I will vape in the future, but you are not allowed to vape."

The first love in my teens is always unforgettable. My body is stained with the smell of tobacco, but I can't keep Lin Danni. On the day she broke up with me, I smoked on the roof for a long time until Zhang Chen pushed the roof away. He opened the door and sat beside me, and his hand naturally took my cigarette away.

He said, "I'll smoke with you."

He was choking to the point of tears, and still stuffed the cigarette into his lips. I couldn't stand it, so I snatched the cigarette between his fingers and threw it out.

"Stop smoking."

"Chen Heping, I can't share your sorrow, I can only help you finish this pack of cigarettes."

"You don't smoke."

"I can learn. Chen Heping, Lin Danni is gone, and I, Zhang Chen, are still here. We have been good brothers all our lives, so I won't leave."

I want to say that there are too many roads in this world, and everyone has their own road. Except for family members and husband and wife, no one can accompany someone for a lifetime, but when I met Zhang Chen's eyes, I couldn't say this.

Zhang Chen's eyes told me that he was telling the truth, not just saying it casually.

I reached out and patted his shoulder, miraculously felt better, and said to him, "Smoking is not like that."

"Then how to smoke, you teach me."

I taught him to finish smoking a cigarette, and the cigarette case happened to be empty, so the two of them walked off the rooftop with arms crossed.