my brother became a scum

"It's okay, not too busy, have you had dinner?"

"I haven't eaten," Zhang Chen pinched his cigarette butt, coughed, and the tip of his nose was a little red, "I've been here for half an hour, and I'm just waiting for you to come down."

It's autumn now, Zhang Chen is only wearing a long windbreaker, a pair of cropped trousers, his ankles are still exposed, and a pair of dirty sneakers on his feet.

"Isn't it cold?"

"I don't feel cold."

"Nonsense, how can you catch a cold if it's not cold, let's go in."

Zhang Chen smiled, and directly got into the co-pilot—his sports car only has two seats, and the shape is so exaggerated, he could only bear the discomfort and sat in the co-pilot.

After I got into the car, I glanced at Zhang Chen. He shrank into a ball, his face was still a little pale, and he looked pitiful.

"How about I go down, you drive over, and I'll call a car to find you?"

"That's too troublesome," Zhang Chen wiped his face, "Go ahead, I'm fine."

He had already fastened his seat belt, and I pulled his seat belt: "Don't worry, it's strong, even if you encounter a car accident, the airbag will protect you."

"Then when something happens, where is your steering wheel going?"

"When something happens, I don't know where I will fight. At that time, I really rely on instinct," I thought for a while, and I didn't want to lie to him, even though he would not be very happy to be honest.

Zhang Chen took a deep breath: "Your answer is very good. My ex-boyfriend usually speaks very touchingly. He will definitely save me. He will never leave me. When something really happens, I haven't responded yet. Come here, he directly wants me to die for him."

I didn't know how to comfort him, and felt that he didn't need my comfort, so I just fastened my seat belt, stepped on the accelerator and moved forward at a slower speed.

"You're too slow, like a turtle?"

"That's fine."

"Hurry up, this is a sports car, and there are not many cars on the road."

"I'm afraid you're afraid. If you're not slow enough to violate the traffic regulations, just drive like this."

Zhang Chen stopped talking, and I didn't talk either. I turned on the stereo in the car, and it was okay. The random playback was light music, not hip-pop.

After driving for 10 minutes, the car stopped. I first helped him unbuckle his seat belt, and then lowered my head to unbuckle mine.

"Chen Heping."

"Ok?"

"You are a good man."

After Zhang Chen said this indistinctly, a parking officer approached and opened the car door for him.I exchanged the key for the parking card and handed it to Zhang Chen. Zhang Chen told me to keep it, so I opened my handbag and put it in the innermost compartment.

"You're an official now, why don't you have any pie at all?"

"Not quite used to it yet."

We entered this hotel together and went straight to the top floor, only to find that there was no one there except the waiter.

"I reserved the venue." Zhang Chen said so.

"It shouldn't be difficult to find a box in this place that can talk."

"I'm happy. If you have a lot of money, you can spend it however you want."

"Oh."

I figured it out, he was not in a good mood today, every word was filled with anger, and he really wanted to quarrel with me.

But I don't want to fight with him, or rather, I haven't had a fight with anyone in a long time.The work of the Commission for Discipline Inspection allows you to get in touch with the darkest side behind the glamor. If you see it a lot, you will lose your temper. You can chat with all kinds of scum in a very calm manner. Zhang Chen loses his temper. I have a high tolerance here.

Speaking of which, after I came back from Handong and joined the Commission for Discipline Inspection, Zhang Chen and I really didn't have serious conversations. Most of them just had a quick meal, got out of bed, chatted briefly, and then went our separate ways. , which is very in line with the requirements of modern fast-paced friends with benefits. Too much work pressure has overwhelmed, resulting in less prominent relationship problems.

The work at this stage is very attractive to me. I will have a strong sense of self-identity. I will catch corrupt officials big and small, watch pious people get off their horses, indulge in it, and sometimes forget that for a short time. U disk and everything it represents.

Han Jin once said that I am suitable to be a criminal policeman, punishing the evil and promoting the good. He said that if Zheng Qiang is alive, I will become friends with him, and I can only laugh about it.

Zhang Chen wants to eat French food with me. I don't like French food very much, but I can eat it.He said some critical words again, but I pretended I didn’t hear them, so I just ate the food in my hands. When the last dish was removed, Zhang Chen took a sip of red wine and said to me: “I want to have a fight with you .”

I raised my eyelids to look at him: "What are you arguing about?"

"After the quarrel is over, we can break up." Zhang Chen said this very naturally, as naturally as saying that he wants to smoke a cigarette.

"Today doesn't seem to be April Fool's Day. I haven't heard of any tricky holidays in the West recently."

I wiped the corners of my mouth with a wet towel, and wiped my hands again, but there was no disturbance in my heart—it was probably because Zhang Chen had been a demon too many times over the years, which made me almost numb.

Zhang Chen tapped the wall of the red wine glass with his fingers, and the ring on his ring finger was the same as the one on the plane the year before last.The corners of his eyes twitched, and he said, "I'm not joking with you, Chen Heping, you and me, we have to separate."

Oh, Zhang Chen said, he is going to separate from me.

"Have we been together?" I really said this, as calm and natural as him.

"No matter what you think, I always feel that you and I have been together."

Zhang Chen withdrew his hand, took off the ring from his ring finger little by little, and twirled it a little at the tip of his finger: "I never asked you, did you throw away the ring I gave you when you got off the plane?" .”

"I didn't throw it away, I put it away." I wanted to throw it away, but after thinking about it, it might be quite expensive, so I didn't want to throw it away.

"There is my name in the circle, and your name is also in my circle."

"so?"

"I've thought about being with you for a lifetime, but you don't want to."

I folded the wet towel and put it back on the dinner plate. It took me a few seconds to remember the situation, and I couldn't help laughing.

"You obviously want to raise someone at home and continue playing outside, so how could I agree to you?"

"Someone has promised me now," Zhang Chen threw the ring in his hand into the wine glass, splashing a little red water, "Chen Heping, I'm tired of playing."

I was a little surprised. After all, Zhang Chen had shown too much persistence. I thought he would not have the idea of ​​giving up for at least a few years.

But I turned around and thought about the few gatherings and separations this year, and then turned back to the conversation in the hospital at that time, only to realize that I accidentally poked his heart, and then I almost treated this relationship coldly, lacking in ideological communication. , long-term meeting and natural care, it is natural for Zhang Chen to change his partner when his relationship fades.

What he is greedy for is my "selflessness" and "sincerity". Once I ask for something, he can make up countless scripts by himself, and then put me into the category that can be given up.

And this is the love that Zhang Chen wants to give me.

"Good get-together?" My eyes swept across the ring sunken at the bottom of the wine glass, and then to the scarlet tablecloth.

"You said that there is no way for us to get together and leave well."

Zhang Chen's voice was a little erratic, but clean and decisive.

"So you originally wanted me to have a big fight with you before breaking up?"

"Ah."

"Are you? Still so childish."

"Chen Heping, I actually don't want to be like this now. You are very sober, and I am so sober, and then I say goodbye soberly."

"Be sober, so that you don't lose your connection and regret it later."

After I finished saying this, Zhang Chen laughed, his face was glowing white, his lips were bright red, probably because of drinking red wine, like a western vampire.

"I'm starting to regret it now, but this is what I have to do. Chen Heping, I can't be with you anymore."

From the moment he proposed to break up, I was thinking, what should I say to him.

It is impossible to retain and dissuade, Zhang Chen has never been a necessity for me.

It seems impossible to give generous blessings. He has been pestering me for so many years, and he gave up suddenly. After the initial stupefaction, he is more or less sad.

After thinking and thinking, I had to say: "From now on, take good care of yourself, do less illegal things, and you will never run out of money, so it's almost time to stop."

As soon as I finished saying this, Zhang Chen burst out laughing. He kept laughing happily, with tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, very cute.

I couldn't control my eyes, and kept staring at him, as if back to my boyhood, when we were on the basketball court together, he raised high and threw the ball in his hand into the basket.

He was watching the ball with a smile. I looked at him laughing and couldn't move my eyes for a long time.

I paid the bill for this meal, which cost me two months' salary at this stage. Zhang Chen lazily leaned on the seat: "Chen Heping, you go first."

"You go first."

"You don't want to dump me, and I don't want to dump you either."

I didn't bother to argue with him, so I simply stood up and said, "I'll send you the ring by courier."

"Throw it away, you see, mine is all thrown away."

"it is good."

The door was behind him, and I walked straight forward, but when I passed by him, my sleeve was caught.

I stood where I was, lowered my head just to meet his line of sight, and he quickly turned his eyes away.

"Let's meet again for another night?"

I should have rejected him flatly and walked away, but I looked at his pale face and replied without thinking: "Okay."

He coughed lightly: "I have a room reserved all year round in this hotel."

"Then go there." I have no idea about where to sleep, and it's the last night.

Zhang Chen and I were well-dressed and walked towards the elevator at a leisurely pace. After getting off the elevator, we calmly found his room. Zhang Chen swiped his fingerprints and opened the door.

The lights in the room turned on automatically, and I walked in and slammed the door, and Zhang Chen eagerly kissed me.

I haven't had sex with him for a long time, and I didn't expect Zhang Chen's enthusiasm, so I leaned against the door passively, the corners of my mouth hurt from being kissed by him, and my mind was a little confused.

After a little bit of rationality, lips and tongues began to fight for the control of desire, Zhang Chen also opened his lips obediently, allowing me to absorb and occupy.

We kissed inseparably, our fingers greedily tightened around each other's waist, our lower bodies pressed tightly against each other, and soon the gun went off.