The Secret of Misfortune and Love

Extra Story by Ouyang Chenshuo:

I can't remember exactly when it started, but the kid who was always sticking to me and giggling has grown up. When I realized it, I was shocked by the emotion in his eyes that was so strong that it made me terrified.

A person's heart is so big, how many people can he love in a lifetime?

……

Recently, I often dream about Xiu, when he was young, but when I wake up, I can’t remember his appearance clearly. I need to look through the photos to realize that I accompanied him throughout his childhood.

At that time, I thought I would never forgive him in this life, but fortunately, Xiao Nuo was still alive, and when I met him again, seeing his black hair and eyes no longer burning, and no longer following me, I felt the surrounding temperature It seems that it has dropped a lot, and the feeling of loss in my heart makes me feel a little ridiculous, but after all, he is just a child in my eyes. Some things, if there are no unforgivable mistakes, the past will pass. I comfort myself like this .

But I found that the relationship between me and this child can no longer go back to the past. One of his legs is crippled. Every time he looks like he can’t walk normally in front of me, I feel a little hard to breathe. I think this may be It is to teach others a lesson in life, but the price seems a bit high.

And I gradually discovered that although he came back from abroad, he refused to give me a chance to get close to him again. Maybe he was blaming me, hehe, between him and Xiao Nuo, the person who has always been wrong is actually Just me.

I just wanted to make it up to him, I convinced myself so.

However, when that humorous person appeared next to him and watched him regain his smile after losing his smile, I felt jealous in my heart and wanted to go crazy.

I know he loves me, he cried and called me in the middle of the night, that is, when I was with Xiao Nuo not long ago, he was drunk, cried and called me, let me try to give him another chance, He said that he hoped that I could love him like I love Xiao Nuo. At that time, I thought, how is it possible, he is just a friend's younger brother in my world.

I once felt that he bored me, but now, why do I... feel that the feeling is not relief?

On that snowy night, he went to his apartment with that man. I stood downstairs for a long time, and I probably understood the real reason for my awkwardness and discomfort. I probably, actually, to him...

Everything that happened these days is almost like in a dream. I am a person, speaking of it, I am really useless, hehe, fighting for the right of inheritance depends on a woman, I can’t keep my lover, hurt the one who loves me, and in the end I am the only one, hehe .

I confirmed from Ling Che that Xiu and that man are really together. I have collected a lot of their daily life. There is nothing special, but they are very affectionate. However, it is difficult for me to give blessings. I am probably so narrow-minded. Men, it's disgusting, I tried not to disturb them, but I gradually fell into this whirlpool, laughing at myself, mourning myself, losing Xiao Nuo, losing you.

When encountering a crisis and about to lose my status, I feel very calm. Maybe I should find a small town with a nice view, live a simple life, and just leave here.

However, at the general meeting of shareholders, when Xiu appeared in front of me like a handsome little prince, but only to help me, my heart was still in a state of chaos. He really grew up, and in places I didn't see, In the time I didn't see it, I grew up to be what I like, but it no longer belongs to me.

I wanted to get close to him and try to keep him, but I sent him a message with the grass growing in my heart, asking him if he really wanted to give up on me, and he gave me the word goodbye.

When I thought I was really going to lose him forever, there was a turning point. He separated from that man. I don’t know the specific reason, but I was happy and excited for a whole night because of this, and then fantasized There are countless scenes of approaching him again.

……

He occasionally comes to the company to attend some meetings that shareholders need to attend. I will deliberately talk to him about some topics. However, he never responds to my words. Even if I use the excuse of work, he will not read it. My eyes won't answer any of my words, even though so many people are looking so embarrassed, he won't respond to me.

Today is another shareholder meeting. He came to participate after receiving the notice as usual. We still have no communication. In fact, outsiders also know all kinds of gossip between us, and there are even countless versions. I used to hate this to the extreme , but now I hope those things are true, I hope he still loves me as before, hehe, am I still worthy?

I will never forget his pleading and desperate eyes as he passed me by Ling Che after he jumped from upstairs.

Was he trying to hold me back then?

After the meeting, I came out of the building, just in time to see him walking towards his car not too neatly and strenuously, but talking and laughing with his bodyguards, he has really changed a lot, before, he was arrogant and even arrogant It got to the point where it was unbearable, and he never said too much to these bodyguards, he always felt that he was superior, but now that he is sensible and gentle, he refuses to want me anymore.

Sometimes I ask myself, would I like him if he was the same as before?I think the answer is no, I don't think I will like that vicious person who treats Xiao Nuo and me Ling Xiu like that, but aside from those, I can't bear the pain in my heart for the current him, if I can If he is as healthy as ever, I would rather he is still that little devil, not to be seen, and I am willing to accept that him.

He almost fell down, I ran a few steps and rushed over, but still failed to catch him first, he was supported by the bodyguard, and then looked at me, I stretched out my hand, I don't know how to put it, he used black and white His eyes looked at me without a word.

"Xiu, are you okay?" After a long time, I found my vocal cords and asked him a little embarrassed.

His eyes wandered to the side again, and he hummed lightly, "It's okay."

I wanted to say something, but his cell phone rang. He looked at the number, then glanced at me, turned sideways slowly, and connected the phone, "It's you, Han Xiao, huh? Want to see me ?Okay, tell me where to meet you."

It was the man who called him. Aren't they already separated?Hehe, maybe it was just a quarrel. It can be seen that Xiu and that person are very happy together.

He turned his head, nodded slightly/to me, and pointed to his car, with a clear and distant voice: "Uh...that...Brother Ouyang, I'm leaving first."

Watching him get into the car and leave with the help of the bodyguards, I feel a terrible hollow in my heart. Brother Ouyang, hehe, he never called me that before.

In the end, I chose to go with him, probably looking for abuse, even if I was abused, I wanted to see if they would reconcile, I wanted to hug him like crazy.

But they made an appointment to meet at the small home where they used to live together. I couldn’t go up. Without hesitation, when I met Xiao Nuo and Miao Yu, I said hello and then pushed Xiu away. If I held his hand, would it be a different situation now?

How much time can not be repeated?

I think I really lost him completely.

I waited until it was getting dark and my heart was forming an ice age, but Han Xiao came out. He was not surprised to see me at all, he sneered and walked towards me.

"Are you still jealous?" He mocked.

Unwilling?Hehe, these four words describe it, well, I am indeed a wicked person.

I didn't talk to him, my body was stiff, maybe it was because of the freezing weather, I didn't want to talk to him, and I hoped that he would disappear from my eyes soon.

"From the beginning to the end, all he loves is you. I let go. I don't want to see him trying to maintain a false happiness by my side. You watch and chase him. If you make him suffer again, I will snatch him back. I won't give it back to you even if I die." The surname Han said something inexplicable viciously and drove away.

I froze in place for a long time.

Chewing on the meaning of his words over and over again.

After waiting for a long time, Xiu still didn't come out. I was a little worried, but I worked up my courage and went upstairs. I knew where their family lived.

Standing at the door, I hesitated for a few more minutes before I rang the doorbell. I vaguely heard the sound of running inside, and then the door suddenly turned and opened. His tears were still wet, and he said: "Han Xiao...uh, what? It's you……"

I think my smile must be uglier than crying, and my heart is a little numb, probably because the painful nerves are numb.

"Argued?" I asked.

He turned his head away, didn't mean to open the door to let me in, and didn't respond to my words.

"Do you want to go home? I'll see you off." I turned sideways, hoping he could follow me.

But he shook his head, "I don't want to go back now, brother Ouyang, don't worry about me, I will go back later if I want to go back, the car is downstairs."

I get what he means, he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore.

Maybe I... should respect his decision to leave and stop disturbing him, but I...

"Xiu, if I fall in love with you, are you willing to give me a chance?" I confessed my heart, and saw the panic in his eyes, but he took a step back to guard against the plague.

"Go away, please," he begged.

"Why?" I asked knowingly, I was forcing him.

"If I don't want anything, you can go." He covered his ears, looking very painful.

I didn't care about it anymore, pushed the door open, imprisoned him and then slammed the door, "No if, I just fell in love with you, Han Xiao said that if I make you suffer again, I will snatch you away, and I won't die Will give it back to me again, how could I be willing to make him happy, huh?"

He was taken aback for a moment, then raised his eyes to look at me: "Han Xiao?"

"Yeah, although I don't know what happened between the two of you, but it can be seen that he really loves you, how about you?" I asked.

But his expression was blank, for a long time he smiled in relief, with tears still streaming down his face, "Yeah, I should believe him, how could he play with me, the feeling is not fake, he is just Just complete me."

"Then do you want this fulfillment?" I pressed the back of his head with my big hand, forcing him into my arms, and couldn't help smelling his smell, my cultivation smell.

"I have no idea……"

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." I don't think no amount of sorry can make up for the damage he suffered, right?Loving someone alone is too hard, I have been making him work hard.

But it won't happen in the future, maybe now he is still confused or afraid of me, but I don't think I will let go anymore. 【over】

[Author]: Thank you everyone for staying with me for so long, and I am sorry that the ending has been delayed for a long time, and it is still a perfunctory ending, but I thought about it all night. In fact, Ouyang and Xiuzhen have nothing to write. It is beautiful, but more of us are still the same, no one stands with me at dusk, no one asks me how to warm the porridge, no one shares the wine with me, no one...

Haha, forget it, it’s just the end of a story, maybe there are no readers to accompany me anymore, the new book has been drafting, it is also pure love sadomasochism type, but the early stage will be hilarious type, students who like Aunt Ziwen can continue to pay attention Support me, and communicate with [Junyang]: 3263247, share some pictures and moods with everyone every day, there are eggs and meat, lol!

There are still quite a lot of feelings, but there is too much nonsense and people will respond, and the end of the year is coming soon. I wish everyone a healthy body and become more and more beautiful, but the most important thing is that the wallet must be bulging. After all, the only way to relieve worries is to get rich, hahahaha! ! !Thank you for your subscription and support, okay!