My rival thinks I'm being cute all day long

Some people's childhood is enough to look back on their lives, that is the happiest period of life.

There are also some people whose childhood is full of sad songs, the past is bleak, and they grow up alone amidst constant parting.

Qin Heng's past is not worth remembering. His father was alcoholic and had a violent temper, and he often quarreled with his mother.Some trivial matters can be quarreled non-stop. When he was young, Qin Heng could only hide in his room and do homework while crying.On the one hand, I am afraid of such a family, and on the other hand, I am afraid that my mother will have nowhere to go.

Maybe he was too young at that time, and although his mother wanted to divorce, she still endured it for him.Finally, when Qin Heng was able to heave a sigh of relief after being admitted to high school, the submissive woman who had been living for half her life finally heaved a sigh of relief and chose to divorce.It took nearly a month of back and forth to complete the formalities. At that time, Qin Heng was just a teenager, with blood, consciousness and his own thoughts, and he proposed to follow his mother.

So they moved and lived in a community not far from Qin Heng High School.

Qin Heng's father is a businessman, a big boss, and the material life in marriage is of course one of the best.Life without his father would of course plummet, but Qin Heng also felt happy during that time.That year may have been the time when he smiled the most in more than 20 years, but the good times didn't last long. The depression accumulated in the chest of the woman who had been aggrieved for more than ten years was too long, and over time it became a long-term disease.

His mother was seriously ill, and the helpless two could only be taken back by his father.

It was only after the divorce that the violent man restrained himself, maybe it was because the punching bag was not around, and it took a year for him to understand the feeling of regret.In the end, when his mother left, the man shed tears for the first time, and promised: "Ah Heng, I will seriously be a good father in the future."

Even though he promised so much and tried his best to do it, the pain cannot be erased.

After his mother passed away, Qin Heng learned to smoke inadvertently. It has been a habit for so many years, and he can't get rid of it in a short time.It's just that at this moment Qin Heng suddenly saw Xie Jinshu smiling, and said quietly: "I only learned to smoke after she passed away, did it scare you?"

"No, no, no..." Xie Jinshu felt distressed when he heard what he said, "I understand the difficulties of seniors, so it's okay."

It's normal for boys to talk about smoking and drinking, but for some reason, Qin Heng wanted to hide his bad habits in front of him.From its point of view, Xie Jinshu is an obedient cub with a clean appearance, so he might be afraid when encountering such a thing.

After Qin Heng finished explaining these reasons, Xie Jinshu understood why they moved away suddenly that year, it turned out that it was because of his aunt's serious illness.I still remember that the person in the memory still had some dimples when he laughed, and every time he fried some delicious food, he would always send some to himself, so gentle.

At that time, Xie Jinshu and Qin Heng lived in a community with only two houses on one floor, and the two families happened to be next door.He still remembers that day when his mother made a plate of sushi, he said for the first time, "Mom, do you want to give it to the brother next door?"

It was Saturday, Qin Heng would definitely be at home then, Xie Jinshu really wanted to talk to him.

His mother also praised him and pointed: "Go and deliver it, remember to ring the doorbell."

Xie Jinshu walked over excitedly with a plate in his hand, and rang the doorbell.However, he waited and waited, but still no one came to answer the door. Instead, other residents who happened to pass by said, "They moved out after school yesterday. Go home, kid."

There was a smile on his lips when he came out, but Xie Jinshu was sullen when he went back.

He had remembered the scene of that day for many years, and Xie Jinshu finally erupted when he happened to meet Qin Heng and spoke at the flag-raising ceremony in his freshman year of high school.From then on, he suddenly understood.

It turns out that I am——

affection.

Memories of the past gradually formed in his mind, and Xie Jinshu recalled Qin Heng's appearance when he spoke just now, and suddenly felt a little sour feeling in his heart.That emotion is inexplicable, after all, no one can go through the past and bear it for him.But what Xie Jinshu was thinking at this moment was, can he give him a hug?

Although the other party is much taller than himself, Xie Jinshu thought that he still wanted to hug him.

But it didn't take long for this idea, Qin Heng's mobile phone on the table lit up, and the caller ID -

Qin Xiong.

the name is...

Seeing the name above by accident, Xie Jinshu hastily averted his eyes, as if a little impolite.Qin Heng saw the note on the phone and hung up without thinking.This action seems to have been done countless times, with a bored expression, and even a little impatient brows and eyes.

However, the call rang again persistently, so Qin Heng hung up again.

Immediately afterwards, it seemed like you were chasing back and forth, and when someone called from the other side, he hung up in seconds, as if it was an endless war.

Xie Jinshu, who was forced to observe this side, felt that the other party was a little helpless, so he tentatively asked: "This is...?"

Qin Heng, who was in a state of irritability, finally relaxed after hearing his question, and stood up silently.When he walked out, he didn't forget to explain, very soft words: "My dad."

The other party finally answered the phone, fearing to disturb Xie Jinshu, he took his mobile phone to the balcony to answer it.Qin Heng didn't turn on the speakerphone, perhaps because he was afraid that Xie Jinshu would hear something bad.But when he said that, Xie Jinshu could feel that his mood plummeted, and he became very gloomy.

"What's none of your business?" Qin Heng said, "Is there any need to return to that house?"

Intermittent conversations came, and Qin Heng's voice echoed in his ears unhurriedly.

"I just don't want to see you because I live outside, do you need me to explain?" The voice was cold, and the atmosphere in the air became a little awkward.

When hanging up the phone, Qin Heng's last words were: "I can take care of my own life, you don't have to worry about it."

When the phone was hung up, he stayed on the balcony for a while, as if he was forcing down his bad emotions.Xie Jinshu, who was sitting by the side, felt a little embarrassed, stood up and said, "Are you okay, senior? How about I go back first..."

Xie Jinshu felt a little apprehensive about prying into many other people's secrets for no reason.

In the eyes of a normal person, they probably don't want others to see them. They are all adults. Xie Jinshu understands the reason.

Qin Heng just froze for a moment, then shook his head.

He beckoned Xie Jinshu to sit down again, and said sullenly: "Stay with me for a while."

He used the word to accompany, perhaps it was the first time he had known Qin Heng to show weakness to himself.

Perhaps this is the first time Qin Heng has shown weakness to anyone other than himself.

In an instant, Xie Jinshu's mind was filled with distress, and he nodded quickly.He wanted to say something to comfort the other party, but Qin Heng just poured a cup of tea for himself and him.The wine cabinet was not open, perhaps out of concern that someone would be there, so he simply didn't take the wine.

Seeing this, Xie Jinshu couldn't help laughing, and said, "If you feel uncomfortable, it's okay to drink some wine."

He looked up at the other party earnestly, Qin Heng just smiled meaningfully.

Qin Heng's appearance is very aggressive, his eyes are long but not narrow, the pupils are deep black, and his lips are also thin.Such a person would originally look indifferent from the face, but when he smiles, it seems that the glacier has melted since then, and the whole atrium blooms for him with the flower of Huaichun.

Bewildered by that smile, Xie Jinshu was a little dazed, subconsciously unable to speak.

Qin Heng just laughed twice, then suddenly moved a little closer to him like that, and said in a low voice: "You have been with me for so long, what is your intention?"

As soon as the words fell, Xie Jinshu, who was in a sluggish state, was woken up by a knock, and his heart was pounding.

His face was blushing, as if embarrassed by being seen through.

Wanting to explain for a moment, he stammered and said, "No, no."

It's okay to say a righteous refusal, but now there is a stumbling voice, how could Qin Heng believe him.Compared with this person's chaos, Qin Heng's voice seemed to be more at ease: "Don't lie to me, when I was in the second year of high school, I found out that my neighbor's cute younger brother was also admitted to the school, and I was surprised at you at that time. It was just time I was too busy to talk to you, so I put it on hold."

"Until I found out..." He continued unhurriedly.

At this time, Xie Jinshu not only blushed, but also his ears were dyed a layer of crimson.

Qin Heng made a fool of himself, and then explained: "When I was still in the student union, you always looked around the door, as if you had something to say, but you never went in once. That doubt accompanied me until the day I took the initiative to talk to you I said come on, I know..."

Xie Jinshu's breathing gradually became short of breath.

He coughed lowly, with a smile on his eyes: "It turns out that there is a boy who misses me so much."

"Peng——" sounded like something exploded in Xie Jinshu's mind.

The shame of being seen through made him speechless, his eyes were so anxious that he was about to cry, and his feet began to stretch back in a panic.But at this time, Qin Heng saw that he had enough teasing, so he put away his teasing heart, and his eyes darkened.

The two were not close at first, but at this moment he slowly stood up and took two steps towards Xie Jinshu, then leaned forward and kissed him with his head down.Without waiting for the other party's reaction, he wrapped his hands around the other party's waist, and gradually deepened the kiss.

It seems that the reason from the beginning has changed long ago——

No one could remember how they came to this house, and Xie Jinshu couldn't remember why he was always soft-hearted towards Qin Heng.He was obsessed with the opponent's fierce or gentle offensive at this time, and gradually softened his body.

A fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy is just beginning to fall in love, and his every move is youthful.

Now that they are adults, they also appear innocent, but every move has the most exciting extension.I don't know who started it, just like that, two fires suddenly ignited, rushing to the depths of my mind together.In the end, reason was replaced, and the teenager lost himself in this passionate lingering.

From that day on, Qin Heng finally knew that the boy next door liked him.

It took him a long time to digest this fact, and later he recognized himself in KTV's subconscious actions.

It turned out that he also liked each other, but he never said it.

That subconscious action let him know this fact, because everyone wants to show the best of themselves in front of the person they have a crush on.Perhaps the scene with the cigarette in his mouth made him feel that he was too dark and clumsy, so Qin Heng stubbed out the cigarette without thinking.

So far, this secret has been hidden for many years.

When he thought it was just a wrong secret love, the boy pushed the suitcase and walked into his world again with sunshine and vigor.

This time, he thought, he should not miss it again.

The author has something to say: The story of the deputy cp is over, tomorrow we will start an extra episode of Shi Yu and Xijing Tiantian!When the time comes, let these two couples meet, hahaha 2333.