this life i love you

Xue Wushang found Ji Zizai, who was reading a book in the room, seeing that Xue Wushang's expression was wrong, he was also a little concerned: "Master, what's wrong with you?"

Xue Wushang was very disturbed: "Zi Zi, I have something to ask you."

"Tell me." Ji Zizai was very gentle.

Xue Wushang asked: "If, if we have children after we get married, will our children also be sent out?"

He used to be very grateful to Ji's family for sending Ji Zizai to him, but if his child was also sent away, how could he be willing? He wanted to take care of his child himself.

Ji Zizai was startled, and quickly realized: "This is the tradition of the Ji family..."

Xue Wushang lowered his head and said softly: "I don't want to be separated from the child." He never thought that this kind of thing would happen to him.

Ji Zizai didn't know how to comfort him for a while.Ji Ying appeared and said respectfully, "Young Master Xue, although you can't let the young master grow up with you, you can visit him as long as you don't reveal your identity."

For Xue Wushang, having had such a childhood, it was only natural that she wanted to keep her child by her side.Ji Zizai is very clear, but the rules of the Ji family are here, and they have nothing to do.

Xue Wushang went back to look for Xue Ming again, Xue Ming knew his troubles, stroked his long hair and said: "If you can't figure it out, think about it later, don't be so anxious, you still have time."

There are still two years to go, Xue Wushang silently counted in his heart.

Ji Zizai's birthday is not a big deal in the Feng clan's territory, because Feng Liangchen doesn't like him.But Xue Wushang was still very serious, he and Bailang gathered in Ji Zizai's room, and brought Xue Ming along.

Ji Ying handed Ji Zizai a green seed, Xue Wushang asked what it was, Ji Ying only said it was useful, and asked Ji Zizai to keep it carefully, without further explanation.

The arrival of Xue Wushang gave Xue Ming a wish, and her illness seemed to be getting better.

In his free time, Xue Wushang wrapped some snacks in a handkerchief, took Xue Ming and left Feng Clan to go for a walk on the nearby mountains.Mo Jing followed behind, only them, Feng Liangchen did not object.

Because of Xue Ming's body, the two stopped and walked, unconsciously it was already noon, Xue Wushang picked a cleaner place, and the two sat and ate snacks.

The Feng family lives in the canyon. It is a huge village, and every household is self-sufficient.Although Feng Liangchen is the patriarch, he doesn't have any pretensions. Occasionally he will go to work in the fields when he gets excited, and other people don't pay special attention.

Xue Wushang liked this peaceful and quiet life very much.There is also a special place here, it will snow.

When the snowflakes were falling down like goose feathers, Xue Wushang took Mo Jing to play in the snowy courtyard, while Xue Ming sat by the window and watched him.

He picked up the snow and piled it on Mo Jing's body, the white tiger was shivering from the cold, and wanted to run away, but Xue Wushang chased after him.The weather was too cold, Xue Ming couldn't play with him in the snow, but seeing Xue Wushang so happy made him feel happy in his heart.

Someone behind him slowly approached, with warm and strong hands lightly placed on his shoulders, Xue Ming raised his head, it was Feng Liangchen.The two smiled at each other and looked out the window at the same time.

When Xue Wushang looked at Xue Ming, he saw Feng Liangchen smiling slightly at him, his feet slipped, and he almost fell to the ground.Fortunately, Ji Zizai was watching from the side, but now he rushed over and hugged Xue Wushang's waist tightly to prevent him from falling.

Xue Wushang was stunned for a moment, but laughed instead.Ji Zizai laughed helplessly, the two looked at each other, and there was an uncomfortable coughing sound in their ears.

"Cough, cough, cough!"

Xue Wushang turned his head to look, Feng Liangchen looked at them coldly, put one hand on the window, and melted the ice and snow there.Xue Wushang felt something was wrong, and quickly let go.Xue Ming tilted her head and covered her mouth with a smile.

Because he heard that he wanted to play on a swing, Xue Ming immediately asked someone to set up a big swing in the yard. When it was not so cold, the two of them would sit on the swing after dinner to watch the stars and chat.

Blood ties make two people who haven't seen each other in years feel close.When Feng Liangchen came over, Xue Ming took Xue Wushang's hand and said softly: "Your father wants to talk to you."

Xue Wushang originally wanted to refuse, but seeing Shangfeng Liangchen's irresistible eyes and Xueming's encouragement, he could only resist the urge to leave.

The father and son were relatively silent, Xue Wushang did not expect that such a cold person as Feng Liangchen would choose to sit on the swing and talk to him.He seemed not good at talking, but Xue Wushang could speak well, but when facing his own father, thousands of words were stuck in his throat, and he sat stiffly.

After a long silence, Feng Liangchen broke the deadlock first, he asked: "Wushang, do you hate me?"

Xue Wushang's heart sank, he knew that he would be asked this question one day, and he was ready for it.

For him, reunion is the most important thing now. After years of separation, no matter how much hatred there is, it will hurt each other.But he was not reconciled.If it is impossible for him not to blame Feng Liangchen, if Feng Liangchen hadn't sent him away cruelly back then, everything after that would not have happened.He doesn't have to envy children who have parents, maybe master and mother can still live.

However, he left, so he met Ji Zizai, met Bailang, and had some very happy times.Xue Wushang couldn't tell whether he gained more or lost more.There was only one thing he was sure of.The past cannot be repeated, he can only choose the future.

He hated Feng Liangchen because Feng Liangchen sent him away.But Feng Liangchen was forced to do so. While worrying about Xue Ming's illness for so many years, he was also worried about the fate of his child.What father would not want to watch his children grow up in person.

Xue Wushang could quickly recognize Xue Ming because Xue Ming separated from him without knowing it.In addition, he was the one who gave birth to Xue Wushang, and his blood was thicker than water, so Xue Wushang couldn't hate him.But he refused to forgive Feng Liangchen easily, and he blamed part of the suffering he had suffered in these years on Feng Liangchen.

For a while, he didn't answer.

Feng Liangchen seemed to have expected such a result a long time ago. He took a deep look at Xue Wushang and said, "It's normal for you to hate me. At that time, Ming'er's health was too poor, so I could only think of that way." You must have suffered a lot in these years. I don't expect you to forgive me. I just want you to know that I am your father, and I love you the same as Ming'er. I also hope that you can be by my side, I I can watch you grow up! But that is no longer possible, I just want to see you live happily. Wushang."

There was deep emotion in his eyes, Xue Wushang was still not sure.He was afraid of Feng Liangchen, and he was afraid of this unsmiling father from the bottom of his heart.But Feng Liangchen is just an ordinary man, how could he not feel his son's indifference towards him, just because he can't express his emotions doesn't mean he has no emotions.

Xue Wushang involuntarily pulled him back, his voice was a little suppressed, but not unwilling: "Father!"

Feng Liangchen turned around and hugged him, sighed, as if relieved.Xue Ming watched from the sidelines and expressed her sincere gratitude that their family was finally reunited.

After reconciling with Feng Liangchen, Xue Wushang's life in Feng Clan became much more comfortable.

Not only that, after getting along for a long time, he discovered that Feng Liangchen is also a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.He loves his wife and children very much, to the point of connivance, even if Xue Wushang dared to refute him face to face, he would not be angry.

However, he was very dissatisfied with Ji Zizai's existence.

Because Xueming wanted Xue Wushang to stay with him, Feng Liangchen took the initiative to let Xue Wushang stay in the room for a while.He moved to live next door by himself, just to practice with Ji Zizai.

Ji Zizai also has a backbone, thinking about the identity of the other party, he didn't refuse when Feng Liangchen proposed to compete with him.

Then, the nightmare began.

What kind of person is Feng Liangchen? Although Ji Zizai is already an unattainable existence among his peers, he is only a peer. He is now facing the patriarch of the Feng clan.Needless to say, the consequences of the two fighting against each other.

When Xue Wushang went to look for Ji Zizai the next day, he locked himself in the room, no matter how Xue Wushang asked him, he said he was fine.

Xue Wushang knew that he would definitely be bullied if he practiced with Feng Liangchen at night, but he didn't expect Feng Liangchen to be so ruthless.His face was either red or black, Xue Wushang felt very distressed.Fortunately, with the medicine given by Ji Ying, the wound on his face could heal faster, but he still felt that meeting Xue Wushang was too shameful.

Looking at Bai Lang from the sidelines, he also has more energy than he wants, a grandfather like him can't rush up and beat up Ji Zizai's future father-in-law, right? Ji Zizai might be the first one to trouble him, so he still doesn't want to find it himself. Suffered.