this life i love you

On the other side, Feng Liangchen looked at Ji Zizai rather warily, and the latter nodded politely, but he didn't know that Feng Liangchen didn't have a good impression of Ji's family.

Ji Zizai vaguely felt that Feng Liangchen looked at him unkindly, but the other party was Xue Wushang's biological father, so he really couldn't say anything.

Perhaps it was because the atmosphere here was too bad, after Xue Ming and Xue Wushang finished talking, they finally remembered their husband.Not only that, but there was a familiar person in the house.

"Brother." Xue Ming called softly.

Bailang also responded: "Long time no see, Xueming."

It's been 40 years.Xueming is still young, but Bailang has become a gray-haired old man. It is also a pleasant surprise to meet old friends.

Seeing Ji Zizai beside him, Xueming asked, "Is this Wushang's apprentice?"

Xue Nan's letter only mentioned that Xue Wushang had an apprentice, but did not say who the other party was.Xue Ming didn't admit his mistake either, Ji Zizai replied obediently: "My name is Ji Zizai, and I am Master's apprentice."

Xue Ming smiled: "Wushang already has apprentices, he really has grown up."

Xue Wushang smiled awkwardly, he wasn't sure if he could tell his relationship with Ji Zizai.

Feng Liangchen decided to care about his wife first: "Ming'er, are you okay? How do you feel?"

"It's okay, I'm much better now," Xue Ming said softly, "You know my illness, and it can't be cured, just rest and recuperate for a while."

Looking at Shangxue Wushang's restless eyes, he comforted him: "It's okay, nothing major has happened in the past so many years, not to mention having you by my side now, I feel very good."

Feng Liangchen frowned, Xue Ming's illness was too difficult.Xue Wushang was also worried: "Father, is it true that your illness cannot be cured?"

Xue Ming couldn't coax Xue Wushang, so she could only comfort him: "Wushang, don't worry too much, I'll be fine. I still want to watch you get married and have a son, and then have a grandson."

Xue Wushang's complexion suddenly changed, not only shy, but also a little scared.Xue Ming is a smart person, so she quickly guessed: "Wushang, do you have someone you like?"

Xue Wushang really didn't know how to explain his relationship with Ji Zizai.He didn't want to disappoint Xue Ming.

Just when he was in a dilemma, Ji Zizai said directly: "I like Master."

Xue Wushang was a little annoyed, wondering if Xue Ming could understand the meaning of these words.

Xue Ming was still a little stunned, unable to understand the matter right away.The child said he liked Wushang because Wushang was his master?Feng Liangchen felt something was wrong, why did the master-student relationship between the two seem abnormal?

Seeing Xue Ming's inquisitive eyes, Xue Wushang knew that there were some things that could not be hidden, so he could only tell them.

Xue Ming and Feng Liangchen are both men, so this is not a big deal; as for age, Xue Wushang has a face that doesn't age easily, and he can't tell his real age at all, and Ji Zizai doesn't care too much, so this is also not a big deal. One question; what remains is Ji Zizai's master-student relationship with Xue Wushang, as well as Ji Zizai's life experience.

Xue Ming was somewhat surprised to know that Ji Zizai was the young master of the Ji family.Ji Zizai had inquired about the Feng clan before, and he couldn't believe the news he got from his family.

The Feng family was originally called the Feng family, and they had the strength to almost rival the Ji family a long time ago.It was just because of being suppressed by the imperial court and some internal conflicts that the head of the family at that time disbanded the Feng family after solving the traitors, leaving only some extremely loyal people to come to this hermitage.This is how the current Feng Clan came into being.

Although the Feng family is hiding from the world, they also know that the Ji family is now known as the number one family by the outside world. Feng Liangchen has fought against them and knows that they can't move lightly.But it doesn't mean he can easily hand over Xue Wushang to Ji Zizai.Xue Wushang likes a man and he doesn't interfere, but he must personally check on the other party, how could his child just go to other people's house and be bullied.

Bailang is quite familiar with the way Feng Liangchen looked at Ji Zizai. He also stared at Ji Junnian like this back then. Could it be that the way of heaven favors reincarnation?Now it was his grandson's turn to be disliked.

Xue Ming didn't mind whether Ji Zizai was rich or not, but he didn't expect the seemingly elegant young man in front of him to have such a strong identity.

Because he was worried that Xue Ming would blame himself, Xue Wushang omitted a lot of his injuries, and only briefly described how he got here these years.

During the period, Xueming's heartache made him a little choked up.

By the time he finished speaking the sun had already set.Xue Ming needs to rest, Feng Liangchen has no time to worry about Ji Zizai's liking for Xue Wushang, so he can only let it go temporarily.

Xue Wushang and Ji Zizai live separately, because of Feng Liangchen's arrangement, they are separated by half a house.Not only that, Xue Ming also did not recognize Ji Zizai.

The next morning Xue Wushang came to accompany Xueming, because he came too early and didn't have breakfast, so Xueming asked someone to prepare some pastries for him.

Xue Ming said softly: "Wu Shang."

"Huh?" Xue Wushang still had some snacks in his mouth, and his voice was a bit vague.

Xue Ming couldn't help laughing when she saw it, and she managed to gather her emotions and asked, "Wushang, let me ask you, do you really like that freedom?"

Xue Wushang lowered his head, he likes Ji Zizai, but he doesn't know if that kind of liking counts as love.

He also knew that Ji Zizai liked him very much, but he couldn't see his heart clearly. "Father, can you help me find a way?" He was a little confused.

Xue Ming said very gently: "Then are you willing to explain clearly to me?"

Xue Wushang nodded.He talked about what he experienced with Ji Zi, "I don't know if I like him or not, but I don't want to be separated from him. I dare not like others casually. Father, what should I do?"

There was struggle on his face, Xue Ming stroked his hand and said, "Wushang, are you afraid that the person is him or are you just afraid of being emotional to others?"

Xue Wushang remained silent, he couldn't tell the difference.He was afraid of both, Ji Zizai liking him made him afraid, losing Ji Zizai made him even more afraid.

Seeing his hesitation, Xue Ming understood that he had a heart for Ji Zizai, not just because he was afraid of him leaving.He could see that Ji Zizai was sincere, but he couldn't see Xue Wushang's determination.If he ruined this marriage because of his hesitation, I'm afraid he will regret it.Only when he understands his own intentions can everything have a good result.

He took Xue Wushang's hand and said, "Wushang, let me ask you, if the person who married you is not Ji Zizai, would you be willing?"

"Of course I don't want to." Xue Wushang said anxiously, he knew Feng Liangchen didn't like Ji Zizai, and he was afraid that Xueming would also disagree with him and Ji Zizai.

Xueming asked again: "Then what if I choose someone for you?"

Xue Wushang shook his head again, he was afraid that Xue Ming would really find another person for him, he finally found his father, and he didn't want to fall out with them because of this kind of thing.

Xue Ming was also considerate of her child, and instead of embarrassing him, she asked seriously: "Do you know how to make a couple of ordinary people a husband and wife?"

Xue Wushang knew that most people were ordered by their parents and told by matchmakers, but he was asked that question by Xue Ming just now, so he really didn't dare to answer.

Xue Ming said slowly: "Wushang, many people listen to their parents." Xue Wushang's heart tightened, and then he heard him continue, "But you are different, neither your father nor I will force you."

Xue Wushang raised his head, Xue Ming touched his face and said: "Because you are a descendant of the mermaids, you can have your own children, no matter whether the person you like is male or female, this is already a kind of love." Luckily. Every couple is just strangers before they know each other, but they can be together in the end. What holds them back is not just love, but also their own concerns.”

Xue Wushang half understood, Xue Ming said: "You and Ji Zizai have gone through many hardships to be together. It doesn't matter if you don't understand, it doesn't matter if you don't know whether you like Ji Zizai, but he can't lose you, You don't want to lose him, you already have an inevitable connection, this is your concern."

Xue Ming has experienced more than him, and can tell him more.Xue Wushang's guilt and guilt towards Ji Zizai was lessening, but she heard Xue Ming say: "When you are thinking about whether you like each other, have you ever thought that if you marry Ji Zizai and give birth to him? According to their family's regulations, your child will be sent out, are you willing to separate from your child?"

Xue Wushang was startled, he really didn't remember that Ji Zizai's status as Patriarch meant that they couldn't watch their children grow up, so what should he do?