this life i love you

Ji Zizai sent Xue Wushang back to his room to rest, and Xue Wushang kept staring at him.Knowing that Ji Zizai didn't really want to separate from him, his heart has settled down a lot.

It's the first time we've been separated for such a long time, Ji Zizai is fine, he concentrates on his martial arts and doesn't know what's going on outside;Xueqing took the opportunity to order the attendants to deliver the food to his room, and with Ji Zizai to accompany him, he could finally feel at ease.

The attendants brought food, but Xue Wushang had no appetite.Ji Zizai asked him: "Master, you have lost a lot of weight, haven't you eaten properly during this time?"

Xue Wushang nodded, he grabbed Ji Zizai's sleeve and refused to let it go, Ji Zizai used his free hand to pick up vegetables with chopsticks and feed him.

Xue Wushang ate it obediently, and Ji Zizai patiently said: "Master, I will not leave you. Give me some time to think clearly..."

The First Elder and the others didn't mind the identity of Xue Wushang's man, and it was enough to show that they hadn't stopped him for so many years.But the Great Elder also has conditions, unless Xue Wushang really becomes his wife, he will have to separate from Xue Wushang after three years.The Ji family would never allow Xue Wushang to stay by his side as a master.

Xue Wushang's heart was in a mess, he couldn't think of it day and night if it would be better for Ji Zizai to be with him.In this way, both of them made mistakes, but he preferred Ji Zizai to be by his side. The company of 17 years is irreplaceable.

When Ji Zizai was feeding him, he couldn't help but grabbed Ji Zizai's hand.

Ji Zizai was surprised: "Master?"

Xue Wushang didn't open his mouth until he suddenly learned that this was Bailang's deception, he had to re-examine his heart.

Ji Zizai was waiting for him to speak, but when he saw him leaning over to hug him, he couldn't help asking in a low voice, "Master?"

Xue Wushang leaned against his face, and said softly: "Don't leave me, feel at ease."

There was a pleading in his voice, and Ji Zizai hugged him back: "Master, I didn't want to leave you..." At most, I just wanted to calm down for a while, "It was the great elder who passed the internal energy to me, and it took seven days to absorb it. I am not Are you back on time?"

He couldn't tell Elder Xue Wushang's conditions, and he didn't want to bind his beloved in this way.He refused to go back to the past, and going any further would be Xue Wushang's bottom line, and they couldn't budge...

Neither of them used much strength, they hugged like this for a while, Xue Wushang asked: "You, can you use the internal energy given to you by the Great Elder?"

He lowered his head, Ji Zizai knew that he was just looking for something to say, instead of exposing him, he told him what happened that day seriously.

Because of Ji Ying's deceit, Ji Zizai was very angry and didn't intend to take care of Ji's family affairs at that time, but he didn't expect that the first elder proposed to give him part of his internal strength.He was heartbroken by Xue Wushang, and after much hesitation, he decided to take over the internal power of the Great Elder.

Knowing that Xue Wushang was very worried about being separated from him, Ji Zizai couldn't tell him how to stay, but he was willing to tell Xue Wushang his thoughts over and over again, so that he could feel at ease.

It was night, Ji Zizai stayed in his room, but Xue Wushang was unwilling to leave, he tugged on Ji Zizai's sleeve.Ji Zizai was a little helpless: "Master, I won't leave, you don't have to worry. You go back to your room to rest first, and I'll call you tomorrow, okay?"

Xue Wushang shook his head: "Zi Zi, I am..." He was still a little speechless.

Ji Zizai sighed and said, "Master, speak slowly."

Xue Wushang tightened his hand, lowered his head and said, "I, want to be with you."

Ji Zizai was stunned for a moment: "Master, we will not separate."

Xue Wushang shook his head: "I have been thinking about this for the days when you disappeared. I think my feelings for you should not only be between master and student, of course, not father and son. I don't know. Believe it or not, feel comfortable ,I promise you."

Ji Zizai looked at him, Xue Wushang hoped that he could understand what he meant, and Ji Zizai understood as he wished.

Even though Xue Wushang didn't say he loved him, he didn't think that was very important anymore.Now Xue Wushang gave him a chance, even if he didn't get the result he wanted in the end, he still accepted it.From the moment he fell in love with Xue Wushang, he had already lost, and the loss was a complete mess.

Ji Zizai hugged his beloved master frankly, and whispered in his ear: "Master, I really love you!"

Xue Wushang also hugged him back.

Everyone knew about them, and they were not surprised to see them together.Both men and women of the mermaid tribe can have children, and Xue Wushang even passed the test of Ji's family.

It's just that the two had just confirmed their relationship, so Xue Wushang didn't adapt so quickly.He used to be very clingy to Ji Zizai, but now he feels uncomfortable seeing Ji Zizai smiling at him, and holding hands is no longer so common.

In the past, he didn't want to interfere with Ji Zizai's affairs with Ji's family, because Ji Zizai wanted to go back to Ji's family.Now that the two have a deeper relationship, it is inevitable for him to know more about Ji's family.

Ji Zizai never rejected Xue Wushang, so these things that originally belonged to the Ji family's secrets were revealed to Xue Wushang in this way.

Ji Ying, who was hiding in the dark, sighed silently. That was a secret kept by the Ji family for hundreds of years. He just might become the wife of the future head of the Ji family. Young master, do you really stop thinking about it?

Xue Wushang had a general understanding of the affairs of Ji's family, and became more interested.He wanted to know how strong the members of the Ji family were, and the best research object was of course Ji Ying who was by his side.

Ji Ying was very calm: "Young Master, Mr. Xue, what do you want to tell your subordinates?"

He has already consciously listed Xue Wushang in the scope of the superiors.

Xue Wushang said: "There are only three of you, if someone is sick, how will you protect yourself?"

He has been struggling with this problem for a long time.

Ji Ying said: "We allocated [-]% of the shadow guards to protect the young master, but they are scattered all over the place. Unless it is a special place like the South China Sea, there are shadow guards in other places. Where do we go? They are responsible for protecting the young master. We will also pay attention to rest and take care of ourselves."

Xue Wushang looked at Ji Zizai, he knew about these things, but he didn't take it as important to tell Xue Wushang.

Xue Wushang asked: "Can I meet those other two people?"

Ji Ying shook his head: "The shadow guard should exist in the dark. This is not only to protect the master, but also to prevent the other party from seeing their own strength. The reason why the subordinates show up is because the shadow guard needs a bright leader. You have to deal with various things at home and have contact with other people. But the other shadow guards only need to obey orders, and only the head of the family can know their true appearance."

Xue Wushang and Ji Zizai looked at each other, and the latter shook his head. Those people covered their faces when they met him, and he had never seen their real appearance.

The existence of shadow guards is extremely special. It can even be said that these people are "dead people" in the world, without names and surnames.

Xue Wushang asked: "Then, Xiaoying, do you have any special abilities? Is this also the secret of the Shadow Guard?"

"That's right," Ji Ying said, "But if it's Young Master Xue, it's not impossible for you to want to know."

There are many specialties of shadow guards, inquiring about information and sorting out information are already two types, and protecting the master is another.

Ji Ying said: "I can show Mr. Xue 'disguise' and 'shrinking'. Because sometimes it is difficult to hide the identity of the shadow guard, we will pretend to be different people and follow the master."

Ji Zizai asked Ji Ying to prepare, and then demonstrated it to Xue Wushang.Xue Wushang was also a little curious about who Ji Ying would pretend to be, and where he was going to expose him.

He was sitting on the swing, and Ji Zizai helped him push it.The two of them waited for half an hour but they didn't find anyone. Instead, Xue Dai came to call them to eat: "Brother Wushang, father asked me to come and call you to eat. Father and the elder are coming soon."

Xuedai's voice has always been soft, and she is well-behaved, Xue Wushang did not doubt that he was there, and responded: "Understood, I will go right away."

He got off the swing, but was held by Ji Zizai, who shook his head at him.

Xue Wushang was puzzled, but Ji Zizai smiled slightly and said, "Look again!"

Xue Wushang turned his head, and saw Xue Dai suddenly showing a calm smile that didn't match her age and said, "Master Xue."

Xue Wushang's eyes widened: "You, are you Xiaoying?"

Xuedai smiled, not a girlish and shy smile, but Ji Ying's usual gentle smile: "Master Xue looks ugly."

Xue Wushang really didn't recognize it, Xuedai was still a girl, Ji Ying was much taller than her, and was a teenager, so she couldn't tell that he had imitated the posture of this girl at all.