this life i love you

Xue Wushang raised him, so he knew his stubbornness, but he didn't want to see Ji Zizai choose this path.

"Zi Zi, you have to understand that we are all men, and we are still masters and apprentices. I have always regarded you as my own child. Even if I believe that you are sincere, this is impossible!" He said decisively.

He loves Ji Zizai, but he won't let Ji Zizai continue to be wrong. Only by doing so can he give up.

Ji Zizai took a deep look at Xue Wushang, his eyes contained pain and sadness.Xue Wushang felt his heart tense, but Ji Zizai only said, "I understand".then left.

Xue Wushang wanted to call him to stop, but couldn't speak.He had to reflect on whether he had said something wrong.However, he had thought many times before he opened his mouth. He wanted to make Ji Zizai give up, but he didn't want to hurt him.

There are still many things that Xue Wushang can't figure out, he shut himself in the room, intending to avoid Ji Zizai.However, Ji Zizai moved faster than him.

Xueqing was the first to discover it, and after he reminded, Xuenan also discovered it—the aura of Ji Ying and others disappeared!

If it's just a shadow guard replacement, another shadow guard should show up soon.But Ji Zizai was gone too!Xue Wushang realized that this was Ji Zizai's room, and he never came back.

For a whole day, Ji Zizai didn't eat in the house, and he was nowhere to be seen.The guard at the gate said that Ji Zizai left the house last night and never came back.Now Ji Ying and the others have also disappeared. The others don't know what happened, but seeing Xue Wushang's pale face, Xueqing stopped them first, and then sent someone to look for Ji Zizai outside.

Based on what he knew about Ji Zizai, it was impossible for him to leave Xue Wushang and leave alone. As long as Xue Wushang was still here, he would definitely come back.

He and Xue Nan quickly guessed that Ji Zizai's liking for Xue Wushang was known by the person concerned, and he probably left because he couldn't figure it out.

But after waiting for two days, even Xue Nan didn't find anyone in the house.Xue Wushang finally couldn't bear it and ran outside to find his apprentice, Xueqing was worried about his safety and asked the guards to go with him.

Xue Wushang searched all the nearby places, but he couldn't find anyone. The people Xue Nan arranged at the beach also said that no one had left the island, so he could only look further afield.

During the five days when Ji Zizai disappeared, Xue Wushang had been restless, and he searched half of the island but couldn't find Ji Zizai.The longer the time dragged on, even Xue Nan had to pay attention to Ji Zizai's movements. If he really left Xue Wushang and left Nanhai, the latter might not be able to relax.

Xue Wushang was struggling in his heart, and he warned himself not to have an unclear relationship with Ji Zizai.However, he is also regretting it. If he had known that there would be such a consequence, he would rather agree to Ji Zizai than separate from him like this!

Originally, having Ji Ying to protect Ji Zizai was the most reassuring thing for him.But now, after what happened on the mountain, Xue Wushang knew that if even Ji Ying and the others had left, there was only one possibility - Ji Zizai was no longer here.

Xue Wushang knew very well that if Ji Zizai didn't want to see him, Ji Ying would definitely stop him!

According to what Bailang said, Ji Junnian eloped with Bai Jingxian back then, which is about the same age as Ji Zizai is now...Ji Zizai has grown up and has connections with Ji's family, so he doesn't need Xue Wushang to accompany him...as long as Ji Ying is there Now, it is not difficult for him to achieve a great cause.There are still three years, and Ji Zizai can't always accompany him to find his father...

Xue Wushang fell down on Ji Zizai's bed. If Ji Zizai left the island without coming to see him, then maybe they would never see each other again!He cannot accept such a separation!

Recalling the kiss with Ji Zizai, he didn't feel disgusted, nor did he feel disgusted.He still has love for Ji Zizai, but it's not love between men and women.He was still blaming himself, he thought he could stay with Ji Zizai until he returned to Ji's house, because they were so close, but the past few days proved that it was just his wrong understanding.

Ji Zizai seemed to have evaporated from the world, and more and more people were sent out, but there was still no news.Xue Nan has to deal with family affairs and is very busy. Xue Qing helps him and at the same time arranges the actions of the people in the house.

For a while, no one noticed anything unusual.

Bai Lang was very calm, and when Xue Wushang went outside, he followed him out, looking like he cared about his grandson, but he didn't say a word about what he would do if Ji Zizai really ran away from home.

Ji Zizai was sitting cross-legged on the bed in a cabin in the forest, where the Great Elder, Ji Ying, and Ji's two shadow guards who never showed up were guarding here.

Ji Ying said: "Master Xue is looking for the young master, and the mermaids are also looking for this way, do you want to stop it?"

Mo Jing belongs to their own family, so of course they are sure that they will not be found by it, but there are too many sharks, Ji Zizai is inconvenient to move now.

"Stop it." The Great Elder said calmly.

Ji Ying said again: "The news came from my family that the second son was caught up by people from the court. There is no conflict between the two sides at present, but with that person around, I'm afraid it will not be safe. We are about to go back."

The Great Elder said: "How about the Feng Clan?"

"The news is on the way." Ji Ying said.

"Get ready," the Great Elder ordered, "tell him clearly."

The shadow guard was silent.

Ji Zizai used his skills to absorb the internal strength given by the Great Elder. When he left Xuezhai that night, he really thought about leaving, but he just wanted to calm down, and he didn't want to leave Nanhai.

After walking to the forest, I saw the Great Elder.The head of the Ji family has only been in charge of the Ji family for more than 20 years, and the head of the abdicated family will become an elder.Therefore, the current Great Elder is Ji Zizai's grandfather.

Ji Zizai was also very surprised when he heard about it, he didn't expect his biological family to be by his side, what Ji's family said about letting the young master hone outside is not enough.

Ji Zizai came back on the morning of the eighth day after his disappearance. Xue Ai happened to be playing in the garden. She stayed there for a while when she saw him, and then she shouted: "It's the little brother! Father, brother Wushang, the little brother from the Ji family Brother is back!"

Xue Ai ran inside, Ji Zizai had no time to stop him, and saw a white figure rushing towards the garden.

Xue Wushang ran out in a hurry, Ji Zizai quickly supported him, but seeing that he was angry, afraid and happy, he seemed to have lost weight a lot.

Xue Wushang asked anxiously: "Where did you go? I'm so worried about you!"

Ji Zizai still didn't know what happened, so he just helped him and said, "I'm going to find the Great Elder, Master, why are you running in such a hurry?"

Xue Wushang almost cried: "Then why didn't you tell me? I thought..."

He couldn't say it, but Ji Zizai already understood. Thinking of the conversation that day, he felt bitter: "Master, I have already said that I will be with you for the rest of my life, and I will not break my promise."

Xue Wushang was even more resentful when she heard his words.The two embraced each other, and everyone heard Xue Ai's shouting.Seeing that these two people were about to speak clearly, no one else made a sound.

After a while, Ji Zizai realized something was wrong, and he asked Xue Wushang softly, "Master, didn't Grandpa tell you that I went to find the Great Elder?"

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The garden was so quiet that even the sound of falling needles could be heard, and everyone's eyes fell on Bailang who was about to leave alone.

Only now did Xue Wushang remember that during the days when Ji Zizai "disappeared", Bailang had always been very calm. If it was normal, he would probably be crazy.

So, this person didn't report what he knew, made him sad for so long, and even acted in such a bitter scene!

Bailang heard Xue Wushang's icy voice behind him: "Master, can you explain this matter clearly?"

Xue Nan and the others have been busy for so many days, especially seeing Xue Wushang in such torment, even if they can guess Bailang's purpose, they still cannot agree.

Ji Zizai was also very innocent. When he decided to practice there, he asked Ji Ying to tell Bailang that he would not come back until seven days later.Who would have imagined that Bailang would keep the matter a secret, and make Xue Wushang worry for so long.

Thinking that Xue Wushang became like this because he left, Ji Zizai couldn't help feeling guilty in his heart, and looking at his haggard face, knowing that he didn't have a good rest, his heart ached even more.

Bailang explained what happened.Ji Zizai did let Ji Ying tell him that he was going to leave for seven days, but he knew that the relationship between Xue Wushang and Ji Zizai was very awkward during this period, so he moved his mind and deliberately kept it a secret.

Xue Wushang was furious, if Bailang hadn't been his elder and only cared for Ji Zizai, he would have cursed him out loud.But now I can only endure it and cannot vent my anger.

Xue Wushang didn't speak, and Xue Nan and the others couldn't make a sound, so they could only expose the matter.