look at you bend you

When you are in a good mood, time always sneaks away without a sound. On Sunday afternoon, when a few people walked from the ice waterfall in the back mountain to the mountain villa, a few snowflakes fell from the sky, and the south looked up to the cool snowflakes The face melted, "It's snowing..." I reached out and took a few pieces...

"This year's first snow!" Xiao Rui said. "In a more literary way, Chuxue..."

Chuxue, I don’t know when the word was endowed with a pure and sacred meaning~~Chuxue represents the first snowfall of the year. Some people say that as long as you watch it with your loved one during the first snowfall, you will be happy forever Together, or when you meet your other half in the first snow, he (she) will be your true destiny (goddess).In short, the sayings about Chuxue are very beautiful.

Nanfang couldn't help turning his head to look at the people beside him. Li Yan, who was looking up at the sky, seemed to feel that his gaze turned to meet his gaze, with a questioning look in his eyes~

"Is it cold?" Nanfang asked.

Li Yan looked down at the outfit on his body. The standard equipment for winter mountaineering is a black and gray mountaineering suit and black hiking shoes. How can you tell that he will be cold?

Li Yan smiled and shook his head.

"Hey, the snow is not enjoyable. If it snows heavily, will it be covered in silver tomorrow morning?" Nanfang rubbed his nose and said with a smile, he is really not suitable for taking the gentle route.

"Aren't you particularly tired of winter, why are you so excited right now?" Lin Dong looked back at him.

"That depends on who we're with..." After Nanfang finished speaking, he felt that the words were too explicit, so he said, "Will we not both go skiing in winter!"

"..." Xiao Rui also looked back at him and curled his lips, whose face is this slapping?

"I'll take you this year..." Nanfang hurriedly said.

Xiao Rui smiled.

Nanfang approached Li Yan, covered his mouth with his hands and whispered, "Sure enough, people in love are unreasonable, and they eat this kind of jealousy, is it interesting?"

Li Yan watched his brows slightly raised, the corners of his mouth turned up, and he laughed inaudibly.

The most unbearable thing in the south is Li Yan's expression, which is obviously indifferent but also flirtatious. This usually cold and hard face just casually raises eyebrows and draws lips to him, it looks like a smile. Poppy, addictive at a glance.

As soon as the nose became hot, Nanfang turned his face and wiped his nose, numb, how embarrassing would it be if the nosebleed was so embarrassing?

"Hey, I'm going back tomorrow, how about some drink tonight?" Nanfang said.

"Okay, drink!" Xiao Rui was in high spirits.

"Let's say it first, you can't withdraw before 12 o'clock, whoever wants to withdraw, just don't participate..." Lin Dong said.

"..." Nanfang glanced at him, smiled and said nothing.

Looking into the distance, the winding road gradually covered by bigger and bigger snowflakes, the reason he doesn’t like winter is the desolate loneliness emanating from the dead trees on the ground all the time, which makes people feel cold from the bottom of their hearts, but he also Born in this most unpleasant season...

Birthday?He hasn't passed it for a long time, but just now, he suddenly had the idea that he no longer wants to count down the second hand and say happy birthday to himself!

After returning from the mountain, Nanfang plunged into the kitchen and refused everyone to enter and exit...

"Is he okay? Do you want to call 120 in advance?" Xiao Rui looked suspiciously at the closed kitchen door.

"I have known him for more than 20 years and he is still alive..." Lin Dong said.

"That said... Li Yan and I have known each other for more than 20 years," Xiao Rui curled his lips.

"..." This is the key point, Lin Dong rubbed his temples, "I mean small...the southern craftsmanship is good!"

"Well, Li Yan's craftsmanship is also good!" Xiao Rui nodded.

"..." Lin Dong glanced at him, hooked his fingers to him, "Come, let's talk!"

"You wait for me to be resurrected with full blood..."

"Do you have that chance?"

Li Yan looked at the two of them back and forth, and couldn't bear it anymore and said: "You two are really enough."

Is it easy for him to sit here and eat dog food at such an old age?

It was more than three hours after Nanfang walked out of the kitchen. He wiped the sweat from his forehead, his cheeks were rosy, but there was no trace of fatigue, and his dark eyes were radiant. I'll leave the rest to you."

"Wash after sweating." Li Yan patted the side, "Take a break!"

Nanfang lowered his head and smelled the smell of oily smoke on his body. In the end, he was concerned about Li Yan's obsession with cleanliness, so he went back to his room, washed his face, changed into clean clothes and came out.

This meal is not very rich, but it is the most comfortable meal Li Yan has ever eaten. He has always stayed in the memory of the simple breakfast and noodles in the south. He was surprised tonight. It looked good, and the taste was surprisingly delicious. He didn't even see the ingredients like ginger, garlic, and coriander, which he didn't like. He lived a sloppy life but was unexpectedly careful in some aspects of the south.

Wine is a wonderful thing. When you are frustrated, you use it to relieve your sorrows, and when you are in a good mood, it can add to the fun. Balabala in the south talks endlessly, with a smile on his face all the time, but Li Yan clearly feels that those peach blossom eyes are full of joy. The sadness hurts the eyes of people!

Nanfang smiled and got up and pointed to the bathroom. Lin Dongfu whispered something in Xiao Rui's ear and followed.

"Huh?" When Nanfang came out, Lin Dong was waiting for him with his hands in his pockets leaning against the wall, grinning, "Go~"

Lin Dong grabbed his arm, "Go back tomorrow?"

Nanfang stopped his movements and lowered his head. After a while, he looked at him and smiled, "Back..."

Lin Dong sighed and let go, and finally patted him on the shoulder and walked back without saying anything.

Nanfang closed his eyes and leaned against the wall to light a cigarette. He looked at himself in the opposite mirror through the faint smoke between hesitation and hesitation. He smiled slightly, and then the chuckle turned into a big laugh. He couldn't control it. Clutching his stomach and squatting on the ground, he smiled as if his acupoint had been tapped, his stomach hurt from laughing, his brain hurt from laughing, and tears came out of his eyes, but he couldn't stop for no reason...

"Hahaha..." Nanfang covered his stomach and wiped his eyes with a hand holding a cigarette, "Hahaha, fuck me~ hahaha..."

A pair of black casual shoes appeared in front of the eyes, and Nanfang's laughter continued to look along the straight legs of the visitor. Li Yan was frowning and looking down at him.

"Hahaha... Brother!" Nanfang stood up with one hand pinching his waist and the other grabbing Li Yan's wrist, "Haha, fuck me, what the hell...ha I can't stop, haha..."

Li Yan took the cigarette in his hand, extinguished it and threw it away, then lightly parted his thin lips, "Don't laugh when you feel bad!"

A simple sentence was low and slow, Nanfang's laughter stopped abruptly, and he looked at Li Yan steadily, his eyes were slightly hot and his vision was blurred.

Li Yan looked at Nanfang's reddish eyes and suddenly pale face, the next second Nanfang covered his mouth and rushed into the bathroom, holding the toilet and throwing up in the dark...

Li Yan followed in, squatted down without any hesitation, and followed Shun Nan's back.

He didn't understand where the sudden sadness in the south came from, no...it wasn't sudden, the sadness in the south was always haunting him, even though he was always smiling, even if he always said: It's okay, It will be fine in a while!

Nannan sat on the toilet seat, pressed the flush button, then bent over to the washstand and turned on the faucet, rinsed his mouth with water in his hand, washed his face, then propped his hands on the table, slowly raised his head from the Looking at Li Yan behind him in the mirror, the hair on his forehead was dripping with water, and the water flowed down his cheeks into his neck and wet his clothes. "It's my birthday after 12 o'clock..." Li Yan frowned at Nanfang's hoarse voice. When I opened my mouth, I heard Nanfang say in a low voice, "It's also my mother's death day..."

After Nanfang said this, as if he had unloaded the jack that was always on his body, he turned around and hugged Li Yan behind him with his chin resting on his shoulder, "Hold for a while..."

Li Yan raised his hand and patted him on the back, this kind of south always makes people feel so distressed that they can't breathe.

Nanfang left Li Yan's embrace for a moment, raised his hand and wiped his face casually, showing two canine teeth, and jumped around his shoulders, "Go, continue to drink..."

When the two returned to the table, they unexpectedly saw Ji Rubai and Shen Yibai sitting beside them after they had returned from their trip.

"Happy birthday..." Ji Rubai said to Nanfang with a smile.

Nanfang froze for a moment, then glanced at Lin Dong, Lin Dong glanced at Xiao Rui again, Xiao Rui took a sip of wine uncomfortably.

"Thank you..." Nan Nan nodded with a smile.

"Drink together?" Li Yan handed Ji Rubai a bottle of wine.

"He doesn't drink..." Shen Yibai, who was always silent, reached out and snatched the bottle, and took a sip by himself.

Li Yan raised his eyebrows.

"..." Ji Rubai rubbed his forehead, "I don't feel well in my stomach recently..."

"..." Li Yan nodded.

"Idol," Nanxing Xingxing looked at Ji Rubai with eyes, "It's my birthday today, can I have a favor?"

"I can't..." Shen Yibai said.

"Hey?" Nanfang looked at him, "Little friend, why are you like this?"

"Who are you talking about as a child?" Shen Yibai frowned, "You are young, your whole family is young..."

"..." Nanfang turned to look at Li Yan aggrieved, "Brother, he said you are young!"

"..." Li Yan: Can you explain something more clearly?

"Haha..." Xiao Rui covered his stomach and laughed, "Yes, your little brother...haha!"

"How do you know?" Lin Dong said quietly.

"Damn, it's a joke... do you understand the joke?" Xiao Rui rolled his eyes.

Shen Yibai at the side stood up and went back to the room to take out a guitar, "He can't sing, but I can, what do you want to hear?"

Nanfang stared and thought for a long time, "Don't want to grow up?"

Shen Yibai glared at him, and the people behind him laughed at the same time.

"Okay~ Then you are good at it. Anyway, you have the final say..." Nanfang sat back on the chair, resting his chin on the back of the chair.

Shen Yibai plucked the strings lightly with his slender and fair fingers, only by opening his head could he recognize that it was a 'love letter'.

"You are so drunk and fragile that you can't hide the tears. I know that despair is colder than winter. You hate yourself for being a person who is afraid of being alone, but you fall in love with a free and selfish soul..."

Shen Yibai's clear and clean voice plucked at the heartstrings, but his eyes kept staring at Ji Rubai...

Damn, this is not sung to him, it is obviously borrowing flowers to offer Buddha, Nanfang bowed his forehead against the back of the chair, the whole world is in love, and he is the only one who abuses him... Oh, and there is Li Yan.

After Shen Yibai sang, he sat down beside Ji Rubai expressionlessly, and Nanfang stood up and clapped his hands before leaning in front of Shen Yibai, "I know it's a bit abrupt, but can you lend me this guitar? "

"You will?" Shen Yibai was a little surprised, but finally handed him the guitar.

"Thank you!" Nanfang took the guitar and raised his chin at Li Yan.

Li Yan was a little surprised and looked at him with a smile on the corner of his mouth. Nanfang crossed his legs and cleared his throat. Then he looked at Li Yan intently with his moist eyes, and the corner of his mouth curved into a beautiful arc.

The hair on the forehead was still wet, and Nanfang pushed it back casually, and the originally pale face was now slightly rosy.

Nannan plucked the strings, and a hoarse voice flowed from his lips...

"Why did the most prosperous city bring, how did the loneliest polar bear, and the purest child walk through

The filthiest garbage dump, the most chaotic memories will always remind me, the most focused moment, the ugliest world accidentally let me see, the most beautiful poem, it turns out that the darkest sky always has the most shining stars, For the things that cannot be brought back, for the things that cannot be done, for me and you who are still alive, it turns out that the biggest doubt is always the smallest self, to know the butterfly, to the body and soul, to all living beings, should I say thank you, or I am sorry... ..."

Li Yan looked at the wanton expression in Nanfang's eyebrows, and every melody uttered by his lips opened and closed went straight into his burning heart. No matter what kind of liking he had for Nanfang at this time, he couldn't deny that he loved Nanfang. I really care about this person in front of me...

small?No, obviously I can't be more serious in my heart...

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Writing is a hobby, amateur writers with immature ideas and immature ideas don’t have any exposure, but as long as they see even a comment and a collection, they can enjoy it for a long time, it’s so easy to be satisfied, haha...

Ji Rubai and Shen Yibai, these two want to have a romantic relationship...