Can't stop

The two hours of waiting was undoubtedly a torment. Xiao Bixing stayed in the carriage and didn't go anywhere.Thinking of Li Jian's desperate face just now, Xiao Bixing's heart trembled.How will Li Jian react?Maybe this time, Li Jian suffered more damage than he imagined.

The phone lit up, it was a message from Qi Fei.As soon as Xiao Bixing saw the text message, he started the car and drove to their old house.

Xiao Bixing knocked lightly on the door, and it took a long time for someone to answer the door.The person who opened the door was Qi Fei, who gave Xiao Bixing a wink, and Xiao Bixing entered the door lightly.

"Is he okay?" Xiao Bixing asked Qi Fei in a low voice. When he just entered the door, he saw Li Jian lying on the bed, facing the wall, motionless.

"Don't talk all the time." Qi Fei looked up at Xiao Bixing, sighed softly, "Look at him carefully, I have something to do later, I have to go first."

"Okay." After Qi Fei went out of the door, Xiao Bixing walked to the bed and lay down beside him slowly. Looking at Li Jian's motionless back, he gently wrapped his arms around his waist.Li Jian didn't resist either, just lay there without any reaction.

"Li Jian, don't think about it, we will leave Shanghai in the future and start over from the beginning." Xiao Bixing's voice was soft, he wanted to turn Li Jian's body around, but he couldn't.At this moment, Li Jian was like a stone, leaving Xiao Bixing with a cold back.

"Say something..." Looking at the gradually darkening sky, Xiao Bixing suddenly felt uneasy.He gently stroked Li Jian's wound with his hand, where the bandage that Qi Fei had put on him was still wrapped around.

"Don't keep talking," Xiao Bixing propped up his body, wanting to see Li Jian's face buried in the shadows.He put his lips against Li Jian's ear, and whispered to him softly, "Li Jian...do you still love me?"

Hearing these words, Li Jian's body had a slight reaction.His thick body trembled slightly, and then he answered hoarsely in a low voice, "I'm so tired... I want to sleep..."

After saying this, Li Jian didn't move anymore.Xiao Bixing looked at Li Jian's face for a long time, hoping that he could say something to him again, but Li Jian kept his eyes closed and said nothing.

Facing the silent Li Jian, Xiao Bixing suddenly felt a little tired.The changes in the past few days hurt not only Li Jian, but also himself.He lay on the back of Li Jian, took off his clothes and pants, then turned over, and lay back to back with Li Jian.

"Li Jian..." Xiao Bixing gently called Li Jian's name, the voice was very soft, but it was enough to reach Li Jian's ears, "Can we... still be together..."

Li Jian never answered, just lay quietly, as if he didn't hear it.In normal times, Xiao Bixing would have quarreled with Li Jian long ago, but today he also has no energy.At this moment, he felt that his emotions were also soaked by Li Jian's sadness, so he could only quietly turn his back to Li Jian, and slowly close his eyes.

I don't know how long it took, but there was a clear bird song outside the window.Listening to the repetitive and monotonous bird call, Xiao Bixing's thoughts drifted further and further away.The red glow in the sky outside the window passed through Xiao Bixing's eyelids, casting a strange light on his eyes.Although Li Jian's body was still lying on his back, Xiao Bixing felt that there seemed to be a wall between them at this moment, which was the barrier they had erected for many days.

I am a white-collar worker, and Li Jian is a drug dealer, they shouldn't be in the same world.But now they fell in love, which made them hurt each other, torture each other, and finally lost everything, and ended up in this fate.

More than half a year ago, he was like Li Jian, lying on this bed doing nothing, but now that the two of them are back at the same place, their moods are very different.Xiao Bixing felt that his heart was being pressed by a big rock, and he couldn't cry if he wanted to, and he didn't have the strength to scream anymore.

Everything... Let's talk about it tomorrow, maybe by tomorrow, everything will be fine.

Thinking of this, Xiao Bixing closed his eyes involuntarily, and soon fell into a deep sleep.