Death Beliefs

"Hey, by the way, how are your little sisters who have played well in college? I see that those little girls who are just graduated from other families who are like you are either going to be bridesmaids for this sister today, or Give that red envelope tomorrow, why don't you make a move? Could it be that you didn't talk about it? No wonder, it all came together."

My mother pressed the remote control casually, but that gossip heart was never idle for a moment, worried about me, and did not forget the group of close friends I often mentioned to her.

"Didn't I tell you? We have all lost contact. I don't know what happened. You just care about me all the time. Don't think about something. It's annoying. Besides, they are all beautiful. Ruhua, compared to your daughter, I don't know how much a fairy is. I don't want your daughter. Even a blind date, I have to be asked about whether she has a sound personality. Yes, what a question to ask. "

I snatched a pillow and lay down sullenly. When I talked about the other five sisters in the university, I felt really uncomfortable for a while.

Speaking of it, we only made a rare phone call when we occasionally thought of each other, and what we talked on the phone was nothing more than greetings.

Lu Qin went to Tibet. This is what I learned from a long and boring phone call with Le Yan that seemed to report daily life. Lu Qin has always had the desire to be a gardener in his motherland. But her ability can fully hold this difficult task, even more than enough.

I believe that she can water the flowers over there so that the roots are red and positive.Although when she called me later, she talked and laughed and cried over there, I can understand her discomfort, after all, it was the first time she traveled far away, and she also entered into a place that we have never experienced before. The seven 80s, how strange.

She had a hard time there, and we also talked on the phone later, what a surprise, she, a fashionista who has always only sent WeChat and refused to call, took the initiative to call me.However, all she cried on the phone was her extreme complaints about the damn living environment over there.

"Xiao Xuan, do you know? Everywhere I go, I can see people squatting on the side of the road! It's more common to be in a small room. Do you think they are people in a civilized society?"

At that moment, I had a sense of the picture, and I couldn't help joining her ranks of abuse. After all, when I met a spitting person on the way to work in the morning, I had to think about the implementation of "civilization". At the same time, I was Fortunately, I didn't go to Tibet because of the money. I definitely couldn't stay in that place.

"Did you know? Earthworms can be squeezed out of our faucets!"

I thought it was going to be a horror movie, and for the first time ever the protagonists were earthworms and their whole family being crushed to pieces by a faucet.

The environment over there is really too harsh. In addition to listening to her complaining like setting off firecrackers on the phone, I also saw on her Weibo that she was wrapped very tightly. When framing the scene, she also had to dress herself up with the scorching sun above her head. I was really afraid that she would not be able to breathe, or she would be suffocated to death by herself.

She said that she had received oxygen infusion several times in the hospital. She was originally a fragile girl. Although she had a strong heart, otherwise she would not have kept her mouth shut and refused to humbly beg a teacher from a high school in the city. I have been a trainee teacher in that high school for a full month, working from dawn to dusk, turning my life into a whirlwind, and the purpose is only because of the last step of the teacher certification.

If she had been really soft-hearted at that time, if she had carried gifts and money to visit the teacher who could open the back door for her, she would never have braved the cold and snow to stand on the high-altitude edge of the motherland and slam Fang Qiu up.

I admire her from the bottom of my heart as a woman, really.She is such a clean person. Under the harsh conditions in Tibet, she can change the concept of taking a bath every day even in winter, and change it to take a handful of baths outside in a month, and she is still charged by 51 times. sky-high price.

I think she must be very distressed about the fifty yuan she spent when taking a bath, and she is worried about whether there are dead earthworms in the bath water.

My mother didn't seem to want to stop the conversation, but she cleverly avoided discussing the issue of personality integrity with me. She changed the direction of the conversation: "Oh, what about Wenling? That girl is so handsome. If a man Son, I was the first to tie her up to be our door-to-door son-in-law. What about her? Meng Xuan, you haven't even contacted her, have you? I haven't heard you talk about Wen Ling for a long time. You said You child, what are you stuffing in your head? You have a hard time communicating! Oh, forget it, I’m too lazy to meet you. When I’m free someday, I’ll find Wen Ling’s mother to get together, just to help Wen Ling Ling also settled the lifelong event."

This day is really unbearable, look at my mother's posture, she is really a live matchmaker, this kind of talent is absolutely needed in the wedding ceremony, and there is not too much to come, from now on, in our great motherland, in pairs, No more singles.

My eyes were fixed on the TV screen, and I made up ten thousand sentences in my mind, "Don't listen, don't listen, you can't listen to the scriptures", but my mother quickly lifted my ears and called me back to my soul.

"Hey, your mother, I'm talking to you, what do you mean by pretending to be deaf and dumb!" My mother looked aggressive, as if I was a vendor she met in the market when she was shopping for vegetables, and she would fight with me for even a dime. I break it down.

"Mom, what kind of friendship does our family have with Wen Ling's family? Are you worthy to ask me? You've made it clear that you're asking what you know. You're not the one who grows up at home and the one at the other's side every day, howling with Aunt Wen. Are you hurt? Hurry up, ask Aunt Wen out to talk about Wen Ling’s lifelong affairs. Hey, don’t care if she’s a girl or not, you can tie her up right now to be your door-to-door son-in-law. I’m happy It just solved the urgent need of you and Aunt Wen, and everyone is happy."

I gave me a few words, but my mother beat me up and down, and said, "Is this the way you talk to your mother? Mom is serious with you, but you know how to talk like this." I didn’t see you pulling out a boyfriend! Your mother is so old, and it’s not easy. When will I force you to bring a boyfriend home for the New Year? Doesn’t it mean that you have to have a boyfriend? A girlfriend is also fine? Look at yourself, have you brought it with you? The children of other people have picked and picked several friends, and you, it’s really a headache.”

"Are you reminding me obliquely, agreeing that I will bring you a girlfriend back someday? You are really open-minded. Didn't I just say that you should help me tie up Wen Ling to be our door-to-door son-in-law? The fat and water don’t flow into outsiders’ fields, Mom, you have to hurry up.”

I stubbornly resisted my mother's fatal attack. After hearing what I said just now, she can be said to be crazy and out of control.

However, when I was being pinched by my mother, I ecstatically turned my voice into panting mode, which undoubtedly accelerated my rapid beating by my mother.

After 1 minute, my mother was silent, and I really wanted to go underground. I was shocked, and I actually made that sound to my own mother.

But after thinking about it, my mother may have thought about the matter of Wen Ling, and she was afraid that I would do what I said, so she recruited a female escort for her, and that person was very likely It was a hearing order that had worried her for a long time.

Although my mother is Wen Ling's Yan Fan, she still finds it hard to accept that her own daughter is getting married with Yan Zhi's idol.

My mother is usually very open, but she’s just talking about it. If it’s really me looking for a girlfriend, the two of them will appear in front of my mother holding hands, and then tell my mother that I’m out of the closet. , my mother has to put me back in the stomach.Of course, it is also possible that she would simply remove the arms and legs of the man who abducted her daughter.

"To be serious with you, what happened to Wen Ling afterward? Aunt Wen has been haggard a lot because of that incident, and she is still living in the shadows now, don't expect her to face it with peace of mind in this life, your mother and I I'm not in good health, please show kindness, don't give me this shit. Mom doesn't look down on homosexuals, but she just feels uncomfortable seeing them. Besides, look at the current society, even if I can see it, I can't Endure that when you are together, you have to be judged by others. Also, if you are together, if you don’t have a son and a half in the future, who will take care of you in the old age?”

My mother suddenly said this to me in a serious manner. I was a little confused, but she nodded comfortingly, but my heart was a little sour. Sure enough, in the face of the same tradition as the rules, same-sex unions must be broken. Let's end this matter.

Seeing that I finally listened to her earnest words, my mother was immediately happy, and took my hand, like a good sister in a costume drama who is reminiscing about the past but has hidden murderous intentions.

I:"……"

I really can't imagine, if my mother knew that the little padded jacket she had raised for so many years had even sprouted rebellious thoughts, what would the consequences be like.

Because my mother is committed to my blind date career, in addition to going out with a few close old sisters, she pays attention to various blind date advertisements and wedding venues on Fengping Online. She will go in decisively, with an expression on her face like To death, if she hadn't dressed decently, the staff would have thought she was messing things up.

Of course, this is not the scariest thing she has ever done. She even sent all my information to a local dating show with a few mahjong friends. Call me, I immediately refused, and my mother almost scolded me when I went back.My mom is a typical "since I sold you, you have to count the money for me" type of person.

But she also didn't think about the women who are really on the blind date show, how douchebags like me, either keep turning off the lights by themselves, or being ruthlessly turned off by the male guests.She must think that I didn't lose anyone when I was a child, and I have to pay back double when I grow up.

There is a more deadly point, I just graduated from college, dear!

On the day Wen Ling came out to her family, her father responded to the sudden blow with a blank face, but her mother, as if something terrible had happened, cried so hard that I thought she was Who was lost at home.

Her father said to her: "Freedom of love, what kind of friends you want, father can't control, but please remember, if you don't have the ability, your love is your burden, you have to think about it carefully."

Her father obviously did not object to this "marriage", but he actually threatened Wen Ling. Wen Ling was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child. She left her parents, just like a fish leaving water. Giving up all the love and giving up the carefree life.

But the smell made her pull, she would never turn back for love, if it was me in college, when I still had countless fantasies about love, I would adore her very much, she is simply an idol in my heart , I also want to go to perdition resolutely like her, and for the sake of love, I will smash my boring life to the end.

I am a typical type of person who has never been in a relationship but somehow believes that the world is full of love, and I can also color the feelings of the parties with my eyes or what I see. Xi Xiang said that it is really true that I don’t write novels What a pity.

The implication is that I am a brainless person and extremely lack of love, but I never give up chasing love.

However, I have graduated from college now. After four years of single life in college, not only do I feel far away from creatures like boys, but I also have no longing for them. Sigh, I even have a little contempt, can love be eaten?

However, when Wen Ling and I passed by each other, walked towards Xi Xiang, and decided to stand together with Xi Xiang, I was so excited as if I had found true love.

"I always forget to ask you, who is that girl Wen Ling likes?"

My mother suddenly asked a question emphatically. I was frightened, but I quickly adjusted my shock. I rubbed my neck, lay comfortably on the sofa next to her, and said lazily: "You can't do it if you say so." If you don’t know each other, it’s better not to talk about it. You should worry less about it when you’re old. I can’t be sure, she’s looking for your daughter!”

As soon as the words were finished, my mother slapped the picture, and I almost didn't even recognize my mother. I reckoned that my mother must have been frightened by my rude words.

My mother said: "Your mother is really stupid. Wen Ling has a crush on which girl, you can't tell with your mother's eyes."

I suddenly realized that I had never been in a relationship but somehow believed that the world is full of love. This belief was inherited from my mother. It really hurt me.

But I thought about it again, no, my mother doesn't recognize Wen Ling's circle of friends one by one, where are her eyes looking?

I looked at my mother suspiciously: "Mom, have you seen Wen Ling and that girl?"

That must have been a very intimate gesture, otherwise, how could my mother believe that it was the girl Wen Ling liked.

My mother gave me a blank look, and said unnaturally: "It's a chance encounter."

I felt the chill behind me, and I quickly racked my brains to sort out my thoughts, and I was relieved until I was sure that Wen Ling and I were getting along with each other at a safe distance.

"Meet by chance? It's not easy, you still know such a word."