I am fortunate to have you for the rest of my life

When the two returned, Zhang Yiwen and Kang Xue were chatting happily.

Liang Xiaoyou felt a little sore in his eyes looking at this perfectly matched couple.

After sitting in the cafeteria for more than half an hour, the four of them returned to the class separately.

Back in the classroom, Yang Yaohui, who came to look for Yang Liying, hadn’t left yet. When he saw Zhang Yiwen coming back, he hurried over, with a smirk on his face, "Oh, Ah Wen, I heard that the girls in Class 4, Senior One, are chasing you very much now. Huge."

Zhang Yiwen smiled, "Really? Is this considered grand?"

"Fuck, what else do you want to do? She is a girl. It is said that the chaser can go around the school several times. You are not satisfied!" After finishing speaking, he asked in a low voice, "Tell me, what do you think? How is the girl?"

"It's okay." Zhang Yiwen smiled cryptically.

"What do you mean it's okay, are you going to accept it?"

"Well, let's see her performance." Zhang Yiwen said.

Yang Yaohui was taken away by Zhang Yiwen, "You have to be taken away. Sooner or later, you will fall."

Zhang Yiwen has to admit that he still enjoys being admired and liked.Before he has a sweetheart, no man can refuse a beautiful woman who comes to his door. Well, even if he has a sweetheart, there are probably many people who can't refuse.

Listening to Zhang Yiwen's words, Liang Xiaoyou clearly realized that this time Zhang Yiwen must start a relationship.

As soon as he thought of this possibility, his heart couldn't restrain the pain, Zhang Yiwen and his past were staged one by one before his eyes, and all the feelings of being with Zhang Yiwen - the fear of just getting to know each other, the dependence after getting to know him well, The joy of being loved by him, the discomfort when arguing with him, the reluctance to part with him, the lingering longing after not seeing him for a few days, the joy when sticking to him, the anticipation when kissing him... ..All kinds of things were revisited by him one by one, and all the emotions he cherished became a sharp weapon to torture him at this moment.How beautiful it was before, how unwilling it is now.

From then on, Zhang Yiwen will be with another girl and give her all the sweetness and love.

Don't want to, don't want to, can't.

Liang Xiaoyou unconsciously drew circles in his notebook, unable to understand a word of what the teacher said on the blackboard.

But what's the use if you don't want to?What position does he have to stop it?He is just a friend of Zhang Yiwen, one of many friends.That girl will be his only girlfriend.Many and one, anyone can measure the emotional weight of it.

It's not fair, Zhang Yiwen is obviously the most important person to him, as important as his mother, but where is he?No, no, Liang Xiaoyou is very sad, knowing that such extravagant and unreasonable demands should not be made.

Glancing in Zhang Yiwen's direction, he saw that Zhang Yiwen was sending a text message, it was for Kang Xue, he knew it.

Liang Xiaoyou sighed deeply, shook his head, trying to shake off the messy thoughts in his head, but failed.

This afternoon, he didn't listen to the class.When the school bell rang, he ignored Zhang Yiwen's question "Going to play basketball?", grabbed his schoolbag and ran away.

Zhang Yiwen was left alone in the classroom scratching his head, what's the matter?

That night, Liang Xiaoyou fell asleep very early.But going to bed early does not lead to a good sleep experience.As soon as he fell asleep, he had a nightmare.

In the dream, he and Zhang Yiwen were sitting on the sofa at Zhang Yiwen's house, and there was a white naked body on the TV. Zhang Yiwen pressed him down on the sofa with a gentle look. He did not resist, but hugged Zhang Yiwen, eagerly respond.Zhang Yiwen's enthusiasm almost melted Liang Xiaoyou, but when Liang Xiaoyou enjoyed Zhang Yiwen's intimacy, the scene suddenly changed.He suddenly stood on the edge of a cliff.

Zhang Yiwen hugged Kang Xue and stood not far away, looking at him coldly.Zhang Yiwen gently stroked Kang Xue's cheek, then bent down to kiss her.

"Don't kiss her." Liang Xiaoyou yelled, "Awen, don't kiss her."

Kang Xue turned her head to look at Liang Xiaoyou, walked over, and pushed Liang Xiaoyou off the cliff.

"Awen, save me." Liang Xiaoyou shouted in despair.

Zhang Yiwen just hugged Kang Xue and smiled.

The moment Zhang Yiwen and Kang Xue's lips met, Liang Xiaoyou woke up from his dream.

Liang Xiaoyou was frightened into a cold sweat, but his heart was still beating violently.

The picture of Zhang Yiwen kissing Kang Xue and the picture of him kissing him are constantly changing in front of Liang Xiaoyou's eyes. His heart seems to be flying in the air, going up and down for a while, taking a few deep breaths back and forth. things.

A sticky patch on his underwear, of course he knew what it was.

He was too frightened to move.

He recalled the feeling of falling into a cliff in his dream just now—fear, despair, despair and fear that were tens of thousands of times stronger than the reality just now, swept his body.

But the person who caused him to fall into the cliff stood on the edge of the cliff and watched him fall indifferently, and even kissed others.

Liang Xiaoyou didn't know what to do, he just opened his eyes wide and stared straight at the ceiling.

He hated such an abnormal self, and he was even more afraid that Zhang Yiwen would hate him like this.

Liang Xiaoyou opened his eyes like this, looking at the endless darkness outside the window.He suddenly remembered what Zhang Wen said when he helped him move the table with a black face on the day when the seats were allocated, "Are you a man? You can't even move a table." He remembered Zhang Yiwen telling himself for the first time The serious and good-looking side face when he asked the question, I remembered the back of Zhang Yiwen's shirt that was blown by the wind when he sat on the back seat of Zhang Yiwen's bicycle for the first time, the warm touch when he kissed himself for the first time, and the first time he helped The fierce look in his eyes when he was fighting... He has been abnormal since a long time ago, and he has fallen in love with Zhang Yiwen.The one who had been his best friend since childhood.

When did it start, he didn't know, he didn't want to admit it at first, so he had to lie to himself, saying that it was only because he had never made friends that he cared about Zhang Yiwen so much.But now?Friends, don't you want to see him make a girlfriend?Friends, are you jealous because he talks to girls?Friends, would you want to stick to him forever and occupy him forever?

no.Friends will not look forward to his kisses, friends will not blush because of his closeness, and friends will not want to engrave his smiles in their hearts.

He had fallen a long time ago, but he didn't want to admit it.But now, he couldn't lie to himself.Jealousy germinated and swelled in my heart, almost becoming a demon.He was afraid that if he was by Zhang Yiwen's side again, the devil would swallow him up.He was even more afraid that the demon would come out and be discovered by Zhang Yiwen.

If he finds out that his best friend is a pervert who likes him...then he will...

Liang Xiaoyou didn't dare to think about it any longer, he couldn't let any opportunity that might lose Zhang Yiwen develop.

When the fear and bewilderment reached the extreme, the darkness gave Liang Xiaoyou strength.

Just hide in the dark, not be found, never be found.Then he is still a normal person, and Zhang Yiwen won't hate him.

Holding his hand, Liang Xiaoyou made up his mind to keep it a secret and never let Zhang Yiwen discover this secret.

Because of insomnia, Liang Xiaoyou got up late and hurried into the classroom stepping on the bell.

Zhang Yiwen looked at Liang Xiaoyou's big dark circles and asked, "What's the matter? Why are you here so late today?"

Liang Xiaoyou moved aside unnaturally, slightly avoiding Zhang Yiwen's hot air spraying on his ears.

Zhang Yiwen didn't notice it, stretched out his hand and turned Liang Xiaoyou's head, looked carefully at Liang Xiaoyou's face, and asked, "What were you thinking about last night? Insomnia?"

Liang Xiaoyou remembered his obsession with Zhang Yiwen last night, his face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye under Zhang Yiwen's gaze.

Seeing Liang Xiaoyou's appearance, Zhang Yiwen smiled evilly, and leaned into Liang Xiaoyou's ear and said, "I see, think about something indescribable, do you want to come to my house tonight, I have a new movie here, we can still do the same as last time ..."

This time Liang Xiaoyou's ears were red, and he pushed Zhang Yiwen away, "Don't talk nonsense."

Zhang Yiwen looked at Liang Xiaoyou's blushing cheeks and smiled happily.

This morning, Zhang Yiwen kept mumbling beside Liang Xiaoyou that he wanted to go to his house to help each other, which made Liang Xiaoyou very anxious.Just run out after the next class, and wait until the class is about to start before running back.Zhang Yiwen who finally ran away couldn't help but asked, "Did you eat your stomach?"

At noon, the two went to the cafeteria to eat with their lunch boxes in mind, and Kang Xue also squeezed over to sit with them as usual.Kang Xue and Zhang Yiwen chatted very happily. Liang Xiaoyou felt very uncomfortable when he heard the laughter of the two. He used the excuse of going to buy water and ran away. He wandered outside the cafeteria for a long time before going back. See the appearance of Kang Xue and Zhang Yiwen getting together.

This is what couples should look like, golden boy and jade girl, I have never heard of a golden boy and a golden boy.

The self-awareness at noon made Liang Xiaoyou's mood even more depressed, and also made him more determined to stay away from Zhang Yiwen.

After eating, on the way back, Zhang Yiwen said, "Tonight, Kang Xue said that we should go to a movie together, let's go together."

Liang Xiaoyou forced himself to smile, "No, you guys go, I'm a big light bulb with [-] degrees, what did I do in the past?"

"Who says you are a light bulb, that friend Kang Xue will also go."

"Oh, then you go, I won't go."

Seeing that Liang Xiaoyou was really not in the mood, he compromised and said, "Well, without my company, you can go home early."

Liang Xiaoyou nodded in agreement.

Sure enough, as soon as the school bell rang, Kang Xue and that girl named Xiao Hui came over holding hands.

Zhang Yiwen slapped Liang Xiaoyou on the head, and left with the two girls.

Rejecting, such a refusal, pushing him away like this, turned out not to be very difficult.Liang Xiaoyou thought as he looked at the backs of the three leaving.

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