Six Records of Floating Life

I can take it with me wherever I go.” I’m not a fool, I take it with me every day, not because I hate me, but because I like me.

My mind was occupied by a kind of ecstasy. I was afraid that my incoherent words would not convey my meaning, so I ran downstairs for a few laps, calmed down and went upstairs again.

He is gone again.

That night, I had a nightmare.

At the beginning, in the dormitory, Song Qing hugged me, but there was a knife around my neck, and then my head rolled to the ground, watching my body being dismembered by Song Qing little by little, and put it into a bag that I usually bought. black garbage bag.Then soak my head in a bucket of formalin.

The style of painting changed, and I stood in front of my parents again.My dad's hypertensive attack.The eldest sister quickly gave him medicine, the elder brother called the emergency call, and my mother pointed at me with tears in her eyes: "You are an unfilial son!"

I stood there quietly and saw a doctor examine my dad, shake his head and say he was dead.

The painting style changed again, Song Qing led a strange girl in front of me, and said to me: "I have cured this disease, you see, I am going to get married. How about I recommend the hospital I went to?" Go." I wanted to explain to him, but couldn't say a word.

Finally, I went back to the door of the dormitory. This time when the door opened, not only Song Qing was in, but everyone was there.They saw me put on a disgusted face, and then they picked up all kinds of things and threw them at me.

Then I woke up and wiped my forehead, which was covered in cold sweat.

(24)

The next few months oscillated between the options "he likes me" and "he doesn't like me".

Although I think his words should mean that he likes me, but every time I meet him, he is very cold.

At that time, I felt very insecure, and I wanted to prove that he really liked me, but I was turned away by his indifference.

That was definitely my most girlish time, not one of them.

(25)

One day, when I came back from evening class, Zhao Jingtang and the others hurried out, and I asked what happened.It turned out that Song Qing had a stomachache. He called Zhao Jingtang, but suddenly there was no response, as if he had passed out.

Our group hurried to his rental room.Lin Shiyuan called Liang Heng and Jiang Lan, Yu Zhou and Zhang Aobing went to find the landlord, Zhao Jingtang listened to the voice on the phone and called Song Qing.I also knocked on the door and called Song Qing's name loudly.

The landlord was finally persuaded to open the door, we went in and found Song Qing passed out in pain.At that time, my heart stopped beating in shock, I carried him on my back and hurried out, muttering: "Go to the hospital, go to the hospital." I vaguely heard Yu Zhou give some orders from behind, and followed me with Lin Shiyuan.We took a taxi to the hospital.I kept calling Song Qing's name.It wasn't until later, when he frowned and said something hurt, that I felt relieved.

When I arrived at the hospital, I was sent to the emergency department immediately.After a while, others also came.Zhang Aobing went to pay, and Zhao Jingtang carefully brought Song Qing's medicine.

The doctor frowned: "You young people don't care about your body so much. You can't go to the hospital if you have a stomachache. Go to a small pharmacy to buy some painkillers." medicine.All expenses were paid by Zhang Aobing.Everyone is very embarrassed, I want to ask how much it is, and we share it.Zhang Aobing waved his hand and said that there is not much money, so let us not care about it.

They had classes the next morning, so I drove them back to bed and stayed with Song Qing alone.

After looking at him carefully, I realized that after not seeing him for a few months, he was so thin.

The dark circles under my eyes are very heavy, and I must have not slept well.Does not take care of itself at all.Zhao Jingtang didn't expect to find me when something happened.

Distressed and angry, I tapped his forehead. He said something suddenly, and I listened sideways.What he was saying was my name.

Tears flowed down my face at that time, and my heart, which had been wandering for a long time, finally returned to its place.

(26)

I watched him until he woke up.

Seeing that he woke up, the bad tone began to overwhelm the river again: "Are you looking for death?"

He could still laugh: "You're living well, why do you want to die?"

Seeing his indifference, I became even angrier: "You are fucking looking for death, you don't go to the hospital when you are sick, you take medicine indiscriminately, and no one will know when you will die in the house. Pervert."

Song Qing also got angry, and threw two pillows at me, and then threw the fruit from the fruit basket over.He is still ill and can't exert himself at all. "I'm perverted, you don't stay away, get out!" Then he covered himself with a quilt.I saw that he dropped all the needles and went out to find a nurse.

When he came back, he fell asleep again, and the nurse reinserted him.After I packed up the things he threw, Zhao Jingtang came and changed shifts with me.

(27)

It wasn't until I got back that I found out that they had already set the order of taking care of Song Qing in shifts.I asked them to tune me to the middle of the night.Zhao Jingtang often arrived early the next morning, and after a few days, I didn't meet Song soberly.

At that time, I knew that he liked me, but I didn't know why he rejected me so much.I wondered if he would be able to come back if I moved out of the dormitory.At least when he comes back, there are others who can take care of him.

The student management in my dormitory was originally arranged wrongly, so the student management naturally agreed to change the dormitory.He made excuses to say that the arrangement was wrong, but now he wants to change it back, cheating other people in the dormitory, and explaining that they must pull Song Qing back to live in the dormitory.

Song Qing came back to live in the dormitory, but he began to pretend not to know me.

When they saw me saying hello on the road, they ignored me and treated me as if I didn't exist.

My heart that finally returned to its place fell straight to the bottom of the valley.

Fourth note

(28)

A few days ago, the little fool asked me why I suddenly wanted to be with him.

I thought about it, and said, "You are cruel enough, you can break it as soon as you say it, and you won't blink if you see me on the road."

The little fool smiled: "Then you realize you can't do without me? You are really a X, when people chase after you, you run away without a trace. When people stop and walk back, you start chasing again."

I don't know why, but I suddenly thought of what the prodigal son Jiang Lan said when he married Zhang Aoxue.

That day, I jokingly asked him why he suddenly cleansed himself up.

He said: "It's only a lifetime, so it's better to find someone who can see the past." Then he looked at Zhang Aoxue, "The most important thing is, this can make you feel that marriage is not a tomb, but a home."

Then, I told Song Qing what Jiang Lan had said, and saved myself face by the way: "I didn't chase you, the two of us hit it off at best."

(29)

Suddenly remembered how we were together.

It was his birthday that day.We wanted to celebrate his birthday together, so we booked a place in a campground and rented a barbecue grill.

I kept showing my kindness to him, helping him get the seasoning and blocking the wine for him.He is also in a good mood, and even picks up my topics when chatting.

In the end, everyone had almost eaten, and dragged out a box of fireworks.

He was originally a few steps away from us to breathe, but suddenly he heard the sound of fireworks and looked back.

I walked up to him quietly and put my hand on his shoulder.He turned to look at me.I pretended to be calm and said, "Let's be together."

He froze for a while, and during that time, my heart was beating desperately.Then, I saw him smile.

"Okay."

Thus, our story has a new beginning.

(thirty)

Song Qing's hairstyle is a bit long and soft and fluffy. He often goes to play on the computer after washing his hair without drying it, and his hair is still dripping with water.

What can I do, I have to help him blow dry.

Once I was blowing and blowing, and found a white hair. "Xiao Qingqing, you actually have white hair."

He looked at the computer calmly: "Unplugged."

I pulled it out and showed him: "Hey, your white hair."

He rubbed his head and joked with me: "You're talking like a husband saying to his new wife, 'Hey, our baby.'"

I was amused by the little fool: "You are so old that you have gray hair, can you still give birth?"

He pouted like a child: "What an old man! I'm using my brain too much!"

(31)

In fact, Song Qing has a baby face and doesn't look old at all.Sometimes he is particularly envious of those people with scars on their faces in TV dramas.

"Look, look! This one is very heroic!" He pointed to the bandit with a scar on his eye on the TV.

"Ugly. And you don't even want eyes for the sake of heroism?"

He lay helplessly in my arms: "You don't understand, a scar is a badge of honor for a man. I really want to have plastic surgery, just scratch my face twice."

Then he started gesturing where to draw more handsome.

I took his hand: "You can think about it this way. When we were in our seventies and eighties, you were still in your twenties, and then others would say that I am an old cow eating young grass. How fun it is."

He looked up at me: "I want to grow old like you. That way, people will know we're a couple when they see us."

(32)

There are really not many people who know that I am with the little fool, and Zhang Aobing is one of them.

I didn't know it.When he graduated from senior year, he was going to Shenyang to study as a graduate student. Some in the dormitory went home, and some went to work. In the end, Song Qing and I went to see him off.

The train came into the station, and he patted me on the shoulder: "Take care of Song Qing." I looked confused, and Song Qing handed him a book. "Take a look on the road to pass the time."

He took the book and glanced at Song Qing: "OK."

After he left, I asked Song Qing what was going on, Song Qing smiled and said nothing.Walking on the road, he said that Zhang Aobing saw it himself.

Zhang Aobing is actually quite strange.He has a good heart but doesn't like to get close to others, is careful but doesn't like to speak out, and has a wealthy family but lives like an ascetic. I have never seen him go to the movies to buy snacks.

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