For the love of the white moonlight

Bai Yan was stunned, he didn't expect Pei Zhi to comfort him like this.

This made him feel even more boring, Pei Zhi was two years younger than him.

He still didn't let go of his scruples: Although all of Pei Zhi's actions back then pushed them in the direction of disintegration, his own role may not be positive.

After all, the reality back then was too cruel, and they were not strong enough to bear it back then.

Not all what he encountered came from Pei Zhi, but in the end, the negative consequences all fell on him and Pei Zhi.For example: If he hadn't been frustrated by speaking out for Dong Xiao, then he wouldn't have doubted the whole world, and he wouldn't have collapsed so quickly later.

Faced with Pei Zhi's relief, Bai Yan felt that he should at least be completely honest once, and after a long silence, he said, "It's not all your fault. If it wasn't for the crew incident, my mental state might not have been like that at the time, but I have I don't regret taking care of this so-called nosy business, I can only blame myself for being too weak to be defeated." Breaking down, and then, let their relationship slip to an even more uncontrollable level.

If one person fights against the whole world and loses, another person may not be in better condition than Bai Yan.Pei Zhi pinched Bai Yan's cheek with his fingers, "I know, this is you, my brother is a man."

Then he sighed deeply, "People say that I am not afraid of heaven and earth, but I am afraid to see that you are not the same as you used to be." He laughed at himself, "It's so fucking hypocritical to say that."

Bai Yan couldn't help asking: "What was I like before?"

Pei Zhi replied seriously: "A man will be a teenager until he dies."

But most of such teenagers died on the road.

Young Master Pei didn't want to live in peace, but he only likes such people, Bai Yan pressed Pei Zhi's forehead and pushed him away: "Are you actually a lunatic?"

Pei Zhi hummed, "It's almost there. What about you? Before we got together, I liked to play desperate things. Did you really dislike my love for death?"

"Fart!" Bai Yan said, "What are you doing? How cool."

Yes, even in the most vulnerable days, when Pei Zhi played to the limit, he was just afraid.Fear is because he has a weak ability to bear it, but he has never thought that there is anything wrong with playing the limit.Perhaps because of this, no matter how panicked he was, he never hindered Young Master Pei's hobbies openly.The big boy who will always climb higher and never stop, how dazzling.

Pei Zhi touched the tip of his nose affectionately, "This is the end, you are also a lunatic."

Two people who challenge the difficulty of hell-level life at any time, madman vs. madman.

Is irreplaceable, is it just talk?

Bai Yan threw the cigarette out of the car forcefully, "Madman!" He suddenly raised his hand to hold Pei Zhi's face, and kissed him fiercely.

Pei Zhi hit it off at one point, and after only half a second in a daze, he pressed the back of Bai Yan's head and kissed back violently.

In the silent carriage, only the sound of sticky water was left, followed by the sound of breathing that became more and more insane.At night, in the deserted wilderness, two vigorous young men, neither of them can tell who tore off the other's underwear first, and when they tossed from the front seat to the back seat.Their breaths rubbed against each other in the cramped compartment, and then, the body vibrated recklessly.

The people in the car were crazy anyway.

It was a totally impromptu copulation.Back at the small courtyard late at night, Bai Yan's legs were still a little weak, his body was sticky, he didn't even go back to his room, and went directly to the bathroom.

Pei Zhi was refreshed, and went back to his room to get a change of clothes for his brother. When he went out, he met Bai Yan's assistant.

The assistant glanced in the direction of the bathroom, "Brother Bai Yan is back?"

Pei Zhi nodded, "Yes."

The assistant looked at the things in his hand again, and didn't ask any more questions.

How about saying that people are divided into groups?Everyone in their yard could see his relationship with Bai Yan, but none of them bluffed or talked too much. Everyone around Bai Yan seemed to be like this, except for the manager back then.

Therefore, Pei Zhi felt that his brother was really powerful, and surrounded him with a group of honest people who were determined and honest.

There is no need to be entangled in the right and wrong back then, but some things still need to be clarified.

This night, after going back to the room and lying down, Bai Yan asked Pei Zhi, "The first time you found out that my mother and Uncle Pei were wrong, was it at your grandfather's funeral?"

Pei Zhi rested his head with one arm, put his arm around his brother's shoulder with the other, and nodded, "That's right..."

Yes, the first time he found out that those two were wrong was at his grandfather's funeral.

In the small lounge behind the mourning hall, he secretly hugged Bai Yan for a while.After sending Bai Yan away, he went back to pick up his things. Through a narrow door, he saw Pei Mingyuan sitting on the sofa, and Ms. Bai standing in front of the sofa. Pei Mingyuan hugged Ms. Bai's waist tightly.

Pei Zhi's accident at the time was short-lived. After all, Pei Mingyuan's mood was very unstable at that time, and his husband and wife were having a dispute. Bai Yan's mother was also an acquaintance. At first, Pei Zhi thought that his father might be looking for too much comfort.

The quarrel between his parents started when his grandfather was seriously ill, and the cause was also related to his grandfather. Mr. Pei has always disliked his daughter-in-law. Before he fell ill, he had a few arguments with his daughter-in-law.Pei Mingyuan initially quarreled with his wife because of blame, but it quickly turned into cold violence.Up to now, Pei Zhi still remembers that his mother's eyes were red almost every day.

That night, he was extra careful and stayed in the corridor until Ms. Bai went out.When Ms. Bai saw him, she was just stunned for a moment, and her speech and behavior were still normal. Then, they went outside the mourning hall together, and saw Mrs. Pei sending Ms. Bai out, and Pei Zhi quietly followed behind and listened.

He heard Ms. Bai say: "Don't worry, I said a few words to him, he's in a much better mood." Then, he heard his mother thanking him again.

Pei Zhi breathed a sigh of relief.It turned out that his mother asked Ms. Bai to comfort his father.

But the degree of relief seems to have passed a bit?Pei Zhi kept an eye out, and on the way back, he said to his mother: "If you have anything to say, you can tell him yourself. If it doesn't help, I will still be there. Aunt Bai is busy, so how can I take care of our family's affairs when I have time?"

His mother was silent for a moment, and said: "Don't meddle in the adult's business, children, don't mess with your father recently."

Yes, his mother told him not to mess with Pei Mingyuan. The fact is that from this quarrel, Pei Mingyuan was also uncharacteristically indifferent to him.

Pei Zhi was also angry at the time, and did not communicate with Pei Mingyuan that night.

Then, they sent the old man's ashes back home.At that time, I didn't stay in my hometown for a few days.The ancestral house also had his parents' wedding room, but when he went back that time, Pei Mingyuan didn't care at all about sharing a room with his wife in front of relatives in his hometown.

On the second day after the old man was buried, Pei Zhi went upstairs and heard his mother crying.He stood attentively at the door for a while and listened.Hearing this corner makes people feel very unhappy. Pei Mingyuan is going to divorce his mother, and his mother has been crying and begging, and she almost loses her self-esteem.

Pei Zhi didn't listen, broke in, supported his mother, and scolded at Pei Mingyuan: "How big are you? Grandpa doesn't like my mother, you've spent 20 years as a husband and haven't cleared up this tangle." The old man is getting old, and getting sick is just a matter of poor health. You have to blame your wife for this pot, are you still a man? These years, my mother only has to treat the old man as an ancestor. "

Pei Mingyuan's face was livid, and he walked out without saying a word.

Pei Zhi wanted to follow, but was held back by his mother, "Pei Zhi, don't talk about it, I beg you, don't worry about it."

Pei Zhi was so angry that he said, "He really wants to leave, so just leave him, what do you ask? No one can survive."

That night, late at night, Pei Zhi was smoking a cigarette by the window, and saw Pei Mingyuan was about to go out.

In winter in a small northern city, at night, there were not many people on the road, so Pei Zhi became more careful and quietly followed behind his father.

After following Pei Mingyuan for more than ten minutes, he arrived at the entrance of a hotel.

Through the large French windows, Pei Zhi saw Pei Mingyuan hugging a woman in the lobby, and that woman was Ms. Bai.

Speaking of this, Pei Zhi paused for a while, and put his fingers on Bai Yan's shoulder: "I can't help but think about it, even if my mother asks Aunt Bai to agree, but Aunt Bai and...my father have several physical contact They happened to be seen by me. Moreover, when I went back that night, I told my mother that she didn't know that Auntie Bai would go there. "

Bai Yan answered with a hum.

The next situation is at least half clear, Pei Zhi became more and more suspicious, and after returning to the city, he was also devastated, so he didn't even have the heart to flirt with him like before.

After spending half a minute thinking about his words, he asked, "When did my mother leave Uncle Pei's apartment early in the morning?"

Pei Zhi suddenly said with emotion: "It seems that he really told you a lot of things," and then laughed helplessly, "And now, no matter what posture he puts on, he still doesn't want us to be together. "

This "he" naturally refers to Pei Mingyuan.Why do you say that Pei Mingyuan still doesn't want the two of them to be together?

Pei Mingyuan clearly knew that Bai Yan knew what happened back then, but he hadn't told Pei Zhi until now, it was a laissez-faire attitude and let the two of them continue to quarrel.

Thinking of this, Pei Zhi couldn't help holding Bai Yan's hand, "Brother, you're so kind." No matter how many years have passed, Bai Yan at least wants to make it clear to him.

Bai Yan patted the back of Pei Zhi's hand with his backhand: "Don't flatter, answer the question."

When did I find Ms. Bai at the door of Pei Mingyuan's apartment.

Pei Zhi regained his composure and said, "That was the third day after I returned to the city. My dad simply moved out to live alone. As time went on, I felt something was wrong. I found out which apartment he was temporarily staying in. I went there early in the morning and happened to meet him. He sent Aunt Bai out."

With Pei Zhi's temper, if he didn't give Ms. Bai any color, it was because of Bai Yan's face.Bai Yan's throat seemed to be blocked by something suddenly. From another angle, if he was the one who found out about it, he didn't know how to talk to Pei Zhi.

Pei Zhi said: "That day, I almost got into a fight with my dad. At that time, he failed my mother in every way. He wanted a divorce, but my mother refused. Who would have thought that? My mother made such a mistake , I can still hold on to hope...Pei Mingyuan won't divorce her."

Pei Zhi's voice became more and more erratic as he went back, and his voice became lower and lower. After a while, he smiled at Bai Yan with difficulty: "Brother, have you guessed what my mother has done?"

Having come to this point, even if Bai Yan couldn't bear it, he couldn't help asking what he had been holding back for a long time, "Mr. Song... is it your brother?"

The muscles of the body against his arm tensed for a moment, and then Bai Yan heard Pei Zhi smile indifferently, "In terms of blood relationship, forget it."

Even though he had guessed the truth earlier, Bai Yan still took a deep breath.

Pei Zhi is really not Pei Mingyuan's son.

Pei Zhi is Hunter's younger brother.

Actually, Pei Zhi is not a person who likes to lie.Just like in the past, when the Pei family couple quarreled, Bai Yan asked him why, Pei Zhi's answer was true for the first time, "Pei Mingyuan has a dog outside." He felt unbelievable, so Pei Zhi chose to play haha ​​with half truth and half lie.

Bai Yan thought carefully, this kind of thing happened between them more than once.

The night before he left Hengdian, he realized that Pei Zhi might not be Pei Mingyuan's son, so he asked Pei Zhi: "Who is going to clean up Mr. Liu, and what does that person have to do with you?"

Pei Zhi called him brother, and then said, brother.

The hunter wants to take care of Mr. Liu, and the hunter is Pei Zhi's own brother.

Therefore, one of their parents counts as one, and no one is ambiguous.If Bai Yan remembered correctly, Mrs. Pei was pregnant before marriage, and the child was already four months old when the wedding was held, and this child was not Pei Mingyuan's.If he's not mistaken, Ms. Bai knew about this matter before Pei Mingyuan found out, but she chose to hide it from Pei Mingyuan together with Mrs. Pei.

Did his mother tell him at the beginning: "Pei Zhi's background is much better than you think?"

A mess.

So, in the end, it was hard to tell what happened between his mother and Pei Mingyuan.Who is revenge?How many people are there for revenge?Who is venting their anger?Who can guess now?

Bai Yan only knew that Pei Zhi who was caught in this mess was innocent.

He held Pei Zhi's hand, "So who sent you out?"

Before the accident, the plan of the Pei family was to send Pei Zhi to study in England, but in the end, Pei Zhi stayed in the United States for six years.

Pei Zhi clasped his fingers tightly, and laughed, "Of course it's that immortal thing."

Bai Yan: "..."

The old man should be referring to the biological father of Pei Zhi and Mr. Song?This old man should be in his early seventies this year, right?

Bai Yan didn't know how the young and bright Mrs. Pei got involved with an old man back then, but Pei Zhi's answer was gritted, which shows how much Young Master Pei hated this biological father.

He didn't know what to say, so Pei Zhi comforted him in turn, "It's okay, the old man won't live long, and his eldest son and I can't wait for him to see the King of Hades soon. Otherwise, I can fucking talk to him The eldest son forms an alliance?"

……

He is really a little wolf who is not afraid of the first day.

In mid-October, the temperature at the location dropped by ten degrees.

The filming of "National Beauty" is still going on, but She Jing's play will be completed soon, the supporting actress is the supporting actress, no matter how strong the relationship with the leading actor is, there are only so many scenes in the whole movie.

In addition to the big battle scenes, Bai Yan's next scene has a relationship with the heroine Ling Xiaohua. The heroine is the female officer abducted by the general from the palace, so the timeline of filming the plot is delayed to after the general returns from the capital to the border.

Ling Xiaohua had a big head in the hands of Bai Yan, the solution for the bastard director was to find Ling Xiao an acting teacher who was in the same group as her.This teacher was very particular about finding him. It just so happened that he taught Bai Yan's class at the Film Academy before.

With this move, the director probably wants to put someone who can talk to Bai Yan in the crew.The hard stubble is the hard stubble, if you put yourself in the flow, Xiaohua will face the hard stubble of Bai Yan head-on, and if there is any negative news, Ling Xiaohua's team will not be able to deal with it.

Bai Yan didn't care at all, if Ling Xiaohua deliberately dragged her back as before, regardless of who was with her, he would dare to choke.

But things seem to be different from what they thought. In the first rivalry scene in the west, the general dragged his female captive to the border every day.Ling Xiaohua lay on the back of the carriage, expressing her dying breath and grief well.

Ling Xiaohua's acting teacher was surnamed Zhu. After watching the shooting results, Teacher Zhu asked Bai Yan: "How is it? Have you made any progress?"

Bai Yan said truthfully, "It's much better than before."

Teacher Zhu was in high spirits: "Of course, for this scene, I starved her for three days."

Pei Zhi who stood aside to join in the fun: "...??"

Is there anyone more ghostly than his brother?

When taking a rest, Bai Yan praised Teacher Zhu, "A professional is a professional, and she is still as strict as before."

Pei Zhi's heart twitched, and his brother was also trained by such ghostly methods?

Just thinking about it, he asked the question.

Bai Yan said: "As long as you need to find the status, it's nothing to be hungry for a few days. However, Teacher Zhu didn't treat me like this. He taught me according to my aptitude. You see, I didn't treat She Jing like this either."

This is the point, don't say that the teacher used violence against Ling Xiao.Everyone in Ling Xiao has joined the group, so they should have the consciousness to perform well.If the talent is too poor, then study hard and make up for it.What is it to be hungry for a few days?Even if the vast number of working people suffer from hunger, they will not have such remuneration.

Is it appropriate to just look at the reward, regardless of the payment?

Maybe it's because of Bai Yan, the Zhenshan Taisui, Ling Xiaohua, who goes back and forth for several hours a day, didn't dare to be late and leave early, and with Teacher Zhu's relentless training, Ling Xiaohua's pale face hardly needs makeup, and resentment is completely ok Acting in true colors.How miserable is this situation.

More than once, Pei Zhi saw the teacher mobilize the heroine by roaring and shouting. When his brother and Ling Xiaohua were called by the director to talk about the play, he finally couldn't hold back and asked Teacher Zhu: "Brother Bai Yan was also yelled at like this?"

Teacher Zhu said with a smile: "Bai Yan? He doesn't need it. In his junior year, Yan Da directed a play, and his brilliance couldn't be concealed. Some people are really patriarchs."

Bai Yan was in his junior year, and he starred in Director Yan's movie, that was after they broke up.

Director Yan is a master-level director, but Bai Yan was just a little-known student at that time. At that time, even the contacts left by Ms. Bai were completely ruined.Pei Zhi asked again: "Then he has to work hard to make the director like him."

Yes, everyone said that director Yan pursued Bai Yan to act in that play, so, before that, Bai Yan must have put a lot of effort into shaping himself.

Teacher Zhu shook his head and said, "There are some things that cannot be pursued even if they are deliberately pursued. Back then, when Director Yan saw Bai Yan at the gate of our school, he was the only one. Do you know why?"

Pei Zhi said, "Why?"

Teacher Zhu smiled shallowly, "Bai Yan at that time had a unique and gripping sense of fragility. He was only 21 years old at the time, and young students at this age were easy to find, who had a sense of fragility that penetrated into the bone marrow like him. , It’s really rare, he’s the only one.”

I don't know how serious it is, but it's not a good word no matter how you listen.

Pei Zhi then repeated, "Vulnerability?"

Teacher Zhu said seriously: "How to describe it? That feeling, he obviously stands in front of you and talks like ordinary people, but you look at his eyes, expression and temperament, and you feel that even if he is not sick or disaster, this person is still alive. You won't live long. Even if you have such an idea, you won't be surprised if you suddenly hear that he has gone by himself one day. Half of his energy is no longer in this world."

That was Bai Yan after they broke up.

Pei Zhi didn't speak.

The teacher may feel that the words just now are ominous, and laughed again: "Of course, this is Bai Yan at that time, and he himself is not like this now."