better hold on to that past

Sitting in the office, staring at the green radishes on the shelf in a trance.People say that although a plant is just a plant, it is also a life and has a spirituality.Looking at the pot of green radishes that had been watered, fertilized and bathed in the sun, but there were still a few leaves that had turned yellow, Xiao Huaijin was still in a daze, thinking about what the hospital leader said just now.

"Dr. Xiao, although you have not been in the hospital for a long time, the leaders of the hospital know that you are excellent. You are a doctoral student who has returned from your studies. You have excellent professional knowledge and have never had a medical accident. I don't know what happened to you recently. What's the matter, your state and complexion are very bad. Now that the relationship between doctors and patients is so tense, I am worried that you will accidentally cause trouble. In this way, I will give you a week off. After a week, I hope you can adjust your state and get on the right track You are the youngest attending physician in our hospital, you are young and promising, and your future is limitless..."

It's been almost a week since what happened that day. During this period, Luo Ran didn't look for him, didn't contact him, and didn't give any unnecessary explanations or explanations.This is also good, giving myself a reason to give up completely.It's just sad, and I don't know why, she is not my own, and I haven't had a deep relationship with her, so I should forget her. After all, it's better not to have anything to do with such a dangerous person.

"Mu Qing, do you have time tonight?" I called Mu Qing, wanting to ask her out for a drink.

"Yes~~ It's rare for Dr. Xiao to make an appointment with someone, why doesn't he have time~~" It started again...

"You decide the location, go have a drink, and I'll go there after work." After finishing, he hung up the phone.Friends are like this, no need for extra nonsense, just tell each other what you need.

"What place did you choose?" The smell of smoke was a bit pungent, not much different from an ordinary bar, but the atmosphere was hotter.Xiao Huaijin frowned slightly looking at the drunken men and women swaying on the dance floor.It's not that she hasn't been to this kind of place before, every time before, Mu Qing, a fun-loving guy, took her in and out of this kind of place, but this is the first bar with such a hot atmosphere. Call it clear.

"Xiao Jin, we know...uh... I can't figure it out. I have known you for many years. The places I took you to before were to open the door to this world and not scare you. But today is different, you ...Need to vent." Mu Qing's face, colorful and charming, seemed to be out of line, but it surprised Xiao Huaijin, she...knows that she has something on her mind.

"Why do you say that?" Xiao Huaijin asked with great interest.

"With such a reserved and reserved personality, if you have no reason, how could you take the initiative to ask me for a drink..." Mu Qing knew it in her heart.

"It's not a good thing to know someone too well." I don't know if I'm talking about Mu Qing or myself.Xiao Huaijin took a pure light blue glass of liquid that looked like a drink on the table, touched the wine glass in Mu Qing's hand, and drank it down in one gulp.

"Drink it slowly. It's not a low-concentration cocktail, and the price is not cheap. It's for you to taste carefully, not for you to fill your stomach!" Mu Qing teased Xiao Huaijin.

Xiao Huaijin understood that Mu Qing was afraid that the wine would be too strong and she would feel uncomfortable after a while.But his mouth is not as warm as he thought in his heart.

"Why, Miss Mu can't afford to invite friends to drink a glass of wine? If that's the case, I'll make it here today, let's drink enough." After speaking, he picked up another glass of dark red liquid and drank it down in one gulp.

"Xiao Jin, what's the matter with you?" Finally, he stopped teasing and took the third glass of wine from Xiao Huaijin's hand.In my memory, Xiao Huaijin would never do such a rebellious and naive thing as getting drunk.

"You also think there is something wrong with me? It turns out that the leaders of the hospital didn't just talk about it casually. It seems that I didn't cover it up well..." The tone was obviously lost.

The friend's sudden discomfort made Mu Qing start to worry. "Xiaojin, we've been together for so many years, why can't you tell me? Although I sometimes gossip, it's different for you. I hope you can feel more comfortable when you say it. If you don't want to, I won't force you. , I will drink with you until dawn." Mu Qing was very distressed.

"I... Ever since I met her, I always think of her from time to time, think of her kindness, miss her teasing... I can also feel that she cares about me, hehe... Everything looks so beautiful... But Recently, I discovered some not-so-good things, and I feel very uncomfortable... I don't know what to do..." Finally, I couldn't help it, and told Mu Qing the truth, but with some reservations, the matter of money laundering, Did not tell Mu Qing.

"Oh~~~What's the big deal for me~~ Our conservative Dr. Xiao...is in love..." It's rare to see her friend like this, so Mu Qing naturally won't miss the opportunity to tease her.

"Don't talk nonsense, we don't have that kind of relationship." Even though he cared about Luo Ran in his heart, Xiao Huaijin knew that it was not love, but more like a good friend.

"Oh, that's it... What is this? Maybe there is a misunderstanding between you, just talk about it. Although men, no matter whose fault it is, they should take the initiative to admit it. But, don't be too serious, try to Take the initiative to talk to him, just talk about it." Mu Qing said, seeing how plain her friend said that they were not in that kind of relationship, it should be the stage of ordinary friends.Good thing, this guy finally got his head around it.All the boyfriends I have dated can be bundled up.

"But...she's a woman." She continued to tell Mu Qing the truth without hiding anything.

"Female...!!" Mu Qing opened her mouth wide, Xiao Huaijin's words made her explode on the spot! ! !

"Damn it! Xiao Huaijin! You can do it!!" The news of the explosion made Mu Qing speechless in surprise, and even drank three glasses of wine to suppress her shock.

After being surprised, he fell into thought.Picking up another glass of wine, he leaned back on the sofa.I didn't drink it, I held it in my hand and played with it.

"Hehe, so Fang Rou has become a thing of the past?" Mu Qing tried to ask.For so many years, Fang Rou has always been Xiao Huaijin's heart knot. Every time she mentions it, she will take a detour and keep silent.After all, the ambiguous period ended without a problem because of another person's intervention. There is really nothing to say. If you hate it, you hate it. Fang Rou is also Mu Qing's friend.Therefore, the whole process was obvious to Mu Qing.

"It's been so long since you mentioned her... Even if there was no Luo Ran, I wouldn't always remember..." Surprised that I had exposed Luo Ran's name, I immediately stopped talking.But there is still time.

"Well, that's right, it's been so long. Oh~~ Her name is Luo Ran... What a nice name, isn't she pretty?" Her gossip instinct started again.

He rolled his eyes and continued to drink, but he didn't drink so desperately, but took small sips.Obviously, after talking about it, it got better.

"Dinglingling~~" Mu Qing's phone rang suddenly.

Seeing that it was her father, Mu Qing panicked and looked at Xiao Huaijin. Xiao Huaijin expressed her understanding and asked her to pick her up in a quiet place. If Mu Yuanzheng knew that she was coming to this kind of place again, she would probably be banned from going out again.

"Xiao Jin, I'm really sorry. My dad called and said that grandpa is seriously ill and wants me to go to the hospital right away. I have to go." Mu Qing had a serious expression when she came back.

"Ah? Is it serious? Do you need me to accompany you?" Xiao Huaijin's mind became much clearer.

"It's okay, I'll go by myself. It's a pity that our wine..." Mu Qing was regretful and helpless.

"It's okay, we'll meet again next time. Then I won't accompany you, don't worry, I'll be home later, don't worry about me, thank you today." Xiao Huaijin said comfortingly.

"How can I do that? How can I rest assured that you are alone in this kind of place. Uncle Yan, you take a few more people and stay not far from Xiaojin, and take her home safely in a while. I will let my dad's driver Just take me there alone." "Yes, Miss." Mu Qing said to an uncle named Uncle Yan, Xiao Huaijin smiled warmly.Then Mu Qing left.

Seeing that the wine on the table was drunk all over the place, the high concentration of wine that Xiao Huaijin just drank began to react in his body.The whole person is a little drunk.Although Mu Qing's bodyguard is not far away, it's not suitable to stay in such a place for a long time, so she slowly stood up and prepared to go back.

He walked outside with Uncle Yan and a few bodyguards, and unexpectedly saw Luo Ran.It made Xiao Huaijin's heart ache.The conversation between her and Zhao Hanlin that day seemed to be still ringing in her ears.

He stopped looking at her, skipped Luo Ran, and walked to Mu Qing's car.At this moment, Luo Ran suddenly stopped Uncle Yan who was following Xiao Huaijin, "Take a step to speak." Uncle Yan was puzzled, looked at this stranger, and then at Xiao Huaijin who was walking in front. When it comes to Miss Xiao's obvious halting steps and unnatural expression when she saw this stranger, and her indifferent attitude when she passed this stranger, in such a chaotic place, there are all kinds of people, Uncle Yan Fearing that his negligence would bring any danger to the young lady's friends, he signaled the bodyguard behind him to protect Xiao Huaijin with his eyes, and then followed Luo Ran to the side.

Wondering why Uncle Yan didn't come over, he turned around and saw him and Luo Ran not far away, as if they were talking about something, but there was so much noise outside that they couldn't hear anything.Confused, he saw Luo Ran take out something from his pocket and show it in front of Uncle Yan, the dark night did not let Xiao Huaijin see what it was.

In an instant, Uncle Yan and Luo Ran returned to him, and Uncle Yan looked at himself and then at Luo Ran, saw Luo Ran nodded, turned back and said to the bodyguards: "We can go. "Then regardless of Xiao Huaijin, got into the car with a few bodyguards and left.

what happened! !He looked at the car that had already disappeared in surprise, and then looked at Luo Ran, obviously it was because of her.