better hold on to that past

"What did you say to him?!" Xiao Huaijin was angry.

"Get in the car." Luo Ran stood beside his car parked beside him, and opened the passenger's door.

"Why should I listen to you? President Luo took a break from his busy schedule, and he wanted to come here to relax. Naturally, he didn't want to send me home." The awkward and mocking tone was obvious.On weekdays, Xiao Huaijin would not say such things, who would let alcohol be at work today...

"You drank a lot. Why did you drink..." Sensing that she was in a bad state, he hurriedly closed the car door and walked in front of her.There is pity in the tone, is it because of myself... At the same time, it also made Xiao Huaijin a little dazed...

"It's none of your business. Just take care of yourself. I'm going home now. I don't dare to sit in your car." Then he turned and prepared to take a taxi.

But he was suddenly pulled back and pressed against the side of the car, while Luo Ran supported Xiao Huaijin's sides with his hands.Such a posture is very ambiguous.

"Go somewhere with me, and you will know the answer to everything." Looking deeply at Xiao Huaijin, it was the first time that Luo Ran couldn't wait to tell others his secret.

It is undeniable that these words touched Xiao Huaijin's heart, looking at Luo Ran's unfathomable eyes, she couldn't refuse.

He opened the co-pilot's door, let Xiao Huaijin sit inside, and got into the car himself. Under the cover of night, the car disappeared into the street.

The whole journey was relatively silent, but Xiao Huaijin felt that Luo Ran was driving very fast, and it seemed that something was waiting for her.

Watching the car drive into the gate of the Municipal Public Security Bureau, Xiao Huaijin was completely confused.Isn't she a criminal who laundered money for the bank president?How could you take the initiative to come here when you obviously avoided it?

After getting out of the car, with a puzzled look on his face, he led himself into the gate of the office building of the Municipal Public Security Bureau.Unlike other office locations, this place is brightly lit even at night, and people come and go, as if it is operating normally during the day.

"Officer Luo!" The well-dressed police officer gave Luo Ran a standard smile and a standard salute.

"Yeah." Luo Ran responded.

This is already the fourth.

"Boss! Why are you back? This is..." A man with sharp eyes, who is still very sharp despite his casual clothes, said to Luo Ran, and looked at Xiao Huaijin.In fact, he was the subordinate who insisted on going to the No.1 civilian hospital when Luo Ran was injured last time, instead of suggesting that Luo Ran go there.But he and Xiao Huaijin had never met before, so naturally they didn't know each other.

"Come back and check the information, she is my friend." The subordinate casually dragged Xiao Huaijin into a spacious office at the end of the corridor.Turning on a soft warm yellow light, Luo Ran looked at Xiao Huaijin nervously.

The Public Security Bureau is very humane in building lights.Although the Public Security Bureau is an office, it is also the half home of the busy police officers every day.Sometimes people sleep in the office when they are too busy, so there are not only bright incandescent lamps for office use, but also soft warm lights for daily rest. Naturally, the office also has simple-designed bedrooms and washrooms.

Seeing Xiao Huaijin come in, he didn't speak for a long time, but stood there with his head down, silent.Luo Ran broke the dullness. "Why don't you speak?" Some cautiously.

But she remained silent and did not speak.

"Huaijin? Did it scare you? Hey, I don't know where to start. If you have anything to say or ask, just say it." Luo Ran was suddenly a little afraid of such silence. A bomb hit Xiao Huaijin's heart, and he probably didn't know what to say for a while.

"What do you want me to say...Officer Luo?" His voice was trembling, and his heart was a little cold.

The most feared thing still happened. Luo Ran knew that he shouldn't have kept Xiao Huaijin in the dark for so long.Hearing her trembling voice, seeing her slowly turning red eyes, that weak and aggrieved look made Luo Ran feel extremely distressed.

"I'm sorry..." Luo Ran also lowered her head, she didn't know what else to say besides this sentence.

"Luo Ran, the time I've known you has been the most out of control period for me. Over the years, I have dealt with everything rationally and never panicked or doubted. My life is simple and fulfilling, except for studying. I don't feel lonely at work, and I refuse anyone my mother introduces to me without exception. But I don't know why I agreed to the blind date with Li Yang. When you don't want to tell me anything, you still choose I believe that you are not a bitch. After learning that you laundered money for Zhao Hanlin, I fell into a painful dilemma. On the one hand, I hated you for being a criminal! On the other hand, I was sad about why you were a criminal... and rebelliously went to get drunk Numb yourself! Now, you change your body again and tell me that you are a policeman!! Luo Ran!! Playing with me is fun, isn't it? You are a policeman who can't reveal your identity at will, why do you still provoke me? Tell me! Luo Ran! Why!!" It was a long paragraph, Xiao Huaijin never thought that she would say such a long sentence in one breath, and she never thought that her emotions would be so out of control. At the end, she called her name and burst into tears.Thinking of all her grievances, doubts, and sorrows during this period of time, she has seen all of them, making Xiao Huaijin feel like being played with...

Still looking deeply at Xiao Huaijin, Luo Ran walked up to her, hugged Xiao Huaijin fiercely, and kissed her lips firmly.

The incident was so sudden that Xiao Huaijin's tear-wet face was filled with surprise!In just a few seconds, he pushed her away violently, leaned against the wall, and gasped for breath.

"What are you doing!" One second she was still tearfully accusing her of her crimes, and the next second, she came to violate herself, what did she think she was?

"That's the reason, do you think it's enough?" Luo Ran's voice was hoarse and deep.

"What do you mean..." Her heart was beating fast.I am a little at a loss.

"Because... I fell in love with you. Xiao Huaijin." His eyes were unprecedentedly firm, including his voice, which was hoarse and deep as before.

She lowered her head and took a deep breath.After a long time, he raised his head, walked to the window, and began to tell everything.

"My identity is the first-level police supervisor of the Public Security Bureau. More than a year ago, the police found out that there were many illegal profit-making activities in Zhao's Bank. Criminals. In order to collect favorable evidence, the government needs to find a government policeman who doesn't show much to enter Zhao's Bank as an undercover agent. Therefore, I was selected because I have quite professional knowledge in financial accounts. I worked hard to learn how to launder money. The purpose of all kinds of knowledge is to let Zhao Hanlin relax his vigilance so that I can get more favorable evidence. You should be able to guess everything later, even if you help him launder money, let the dirty money be cleaned, and deposit it in His account, but I have left a lot of favorable evidence of the money laundering process, which can bring him to justice. The money in his account is still the government’s, the country’s. And the government officials on the same boat as him also They will all be punished by law." Standing by the window, Luo Ran explained everything without haste.

"But I didn't expect to meet you at the last critical period! Xiao Huaijin!! I am a policeman, and I have never been greedy for life or fear of death in my bones!! But, because of you, I began to be afraid...I dare not get too close to you, I am afraid that such a dangerous mission will implicate you. My injuries prove everything. I am even more afraid to tell you my true identity, for fear that the news will leak and all previous efforts will be wasted. I am also afraid that I will scare you...but...compared to Under the circumstances, I am even more afraid of losing you... From the moment you know that I am laundering money, I can guess that if I am always a money laundering criminal in your heart, you will leave me... So, I choose to tell you everything You said, these days are the days when you were most out of control, why not me? I am a policeman! How could I say this to you..." In the end, Luo Ran's eyes were also red, and tears rolled down the corners of his eyes .

Xiao Huaijin felt relieved after listening to Luo Ran expressing her difficulties emotionally.It turned out that she had worked harder than herself.

Seeing her still standing by the window, looking out of the window, Xiao Huaijin walked over slowly, stood beside her with her back to the window.She didn't speak for a long time, and she was a little overwhelmed by the change of the situation.

"Why didn't you talk?" Seeing her walking beside him without speaking, Luo Ran was a little unsure what she was thinking. Did the confession just now scare her?

"I don't know what to say." Xiao Huaijin said truthfully.Regarding Luo Ran's confession, she really didn't know what to do.

"I... kissed you just now." As a policeman, her bluntness made her say something that would make people embarrassing, and Luo Ran didn't want to cover it up anymore. She said everything, and it was more straightforward.

"...I know..." Her cheeks began to heat up again.I was a little confused.People are really strange animals. Before they were exposed, they didn't pay much attention to those ambiguities, and they didn't think there was anything wrong.Now that Luo Ran has openly said that he likes him, it makes him feel at a loss.

"So?" Luo Ran knew that tonight's confession was a little rushed, but things have come to this point, and it can't be as if nothing happened.

"I'm a woman, Luo Ran." After hesitating again and again, he still said it.Her mind is in a mess now, the situation is beyond her expectation and turns again and again, her brain is a little overloaded.Gunshot wounds, vice president, money laundering, undercover agents...all of these are beyond what I can accept, besides, Luo Ran is also a woman...I...haven't prepared for that yet.

"I understand. I won't contact you recently, and the undercover operation has entered a critical period of conclusion. This case should be over. Let's go, I'll take you back." Although he made his voice not so disappointed, he was still accepted. Xiao Huaijin heard it clearly.There was a sudden pain in my heart, but in the end I didn't say anything.

Still relatively silent on the way back, Luo Ran was a little disappointed, but also helpless, after all, it was not so easy to accept.Xiao Huaijin's heart was still in a mess, and she didn't know what to say.

Guided Luo Ran to the downstairs of the house, got out of the car, but still didn't say anything.Seeing Luo Ran's even more disappointed look and the footsteps that were about to leave, he couldn't help but say, "You can't have an accident!"

"What?" Luo Ran obviously didn't understand the sudden jump in the other party's words.

"You said, the mission has reached the final stage, maybe it's getting more and more dangerous, I...you have to protect yourself..." Because of a little nervousness, this sentence is a bit incoherent, but she knows that Luo Ran can clear.

"Hehe, I'm a policeman, a professional." To avoid embarrassment, he seldom laughed.

"Well, then I'm going upstairs." After speaking, he turned around and entered the building.

Luo Ran didn't leave, but watched a window on the seventh floor light up, grinned, got in the car and left.

Lying on the bed after washing, Xiao Huaijin still hadn't figured out what happened tonight.Now, she really can't convince herself to accept Luo Ran and be with her.But she doesn't reject her approach and confession, why... Is she a bad woman who hangs others?She hated herself for being like this, and fell asleep amidst contradictions and entanglements.