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I got up and turned on the light, and the light was white and bright.It's dark outside.

Jiejie looked at Di Qiu and said, "Let's go."

The casts on her hands and feet have not been removed, and the color is a little gray.Di Qiu asked her, "Where are you going?"

Jiejie stood up, hopped to the front of the wheelchair, turned half of her body, sat down on her buttocks, threw away the crutches, and said, "Have you been here for a long time?"

Di Qiu stood up and went to push the wheelchair.Jiejie asked him: "Do you want to live here? There is a sofa in the living room."

Di Qiu said, "I'm just a little sleepy. I stayed up all night mahjong last night."

"Which day didn't you stay mahjong all night?" Jiejie looked back at Di Qiu, her eyelids were swollen, but her eyelids were still deep, and her eyes were still big.Her big eyes blinked, the corners of her mouth curled up, and she smiled.

Di Qiu also laughed, but remained silent.

He pushed Jiejie out of the bedroom, then out of the living room, and into the corridor, Jiejie said, "Ah senior?"

Di Qiu nodded.Jiejie said again: "I'm just joking, there is no one who has a family and doesn't go back to the hospital, it's still a mental hospital."

Di Qiu corrected, "It's mental illness."

Jiejie shrugged her shoulders, and the few strands of hair on her head that were curled up in sleep moved accordingly, and she said, "Is there any difference? It's a problem that you can't usually see."

Di Qiuxu said: "No way... Mania is obvious..."

Jiejie smiled and said, "Forget it, if you accidentally touch someone's arm on the road, he will lose his temper with you. If you say sorry, sorry, he might shed tears at you." , you can’t tell whether this person has something wrong or not.”

Di Qiu looked around and said, "It's pretty quiet in the hospital."

Jiejie said: "Why is it not quiet? 701 is a mathematics professor who doesn't go out. 703 owns a chain supermarket and likes to make kites. He went to the United States to finish his master's degree, went to Thailand to change his sex, cut his vocal cords, and can't speak. , either listening to music or watching movies, wearing earphones, it’s not noisy. 704 is an autistic child who can memorize hundreds of digits behind the decimal point of pi. When he first came in, he was very noisy, throwing things and hitting the wall. Sedatives, sleeping pills, of course there is no sound. We are on the seventh floor, not counting me, and belong to the special area for senior intellectuals with mental affluence."

Di Qiu said, "You're not bad either. You won a prize in a high school essay competition, and you're still well-informed. You're suitable for an intelligence officer."

Jiejie laughed out loud: "Crazy!"

They entered the elevator, Jiejie pressed the button for the first floor, and the elevator slowly descended.Di Qiu said, "It's so quiet in the hospital."

Jiejie said: "Everyone takes a sleeping pill for dinner, how can they be so restless?"

Di Qiu looked at her: "Nurses and doctors also eat?"

Jiejie looked back at him, and said with a smile: "Where did you see that there were doctors and nurses in a mental hospital, they were all security guards and drug delivery workers."

Di Qiu said: "What kind of medicine did they give you to feed you into Tongtong?"

Jiejie laughed, even her laughter sounded like Tongtong's.Di Qiu turned her body slightly to look at her, Jiejie was biting her fingernails, her nails were very uneven by her biting.Di Qiu didn't make a sound, raised his hand to touch his nose, his fingers touched Jiejie's shoulder, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Jiejie didn't make a sound, and put her hand down.

On the first floor, Jiejie pointed to the outside and said, "Go out the gate and turn right, go around to the back."

When passing by the front desk in the lobby, two nurses sitting inside saw them, but no one responded. Those who were watching the computer continued to study the computer, and those who were watching the mobile phone continued to study the mobile phone.

"Turn right." Jiejie said.Di Qiu hurriedly turned into a small road on the right.

In the evening, a warm wind blew, and there was the smell of gardenia in the wind, which was so strong that it was a bit choking.Di Qiu sneezed, Jiejie patted him: "Okay, okay, right here."

As she spoke, she jumped up from the wheelchair and limped forward. In front of them was a hill of cardboard boxes and garbage bags. Jiejie bent down and rummaged through those cardboard boxes.Di Qiu walked over, pinched his nose and asked her, "What are you looking for?"

Jiejie said, "Infectious disease."

Di Qiu laughed, and Jie Jie also laughed, stepping on many old magazines, and hooking her fingers with her back to Di Qiu.Di Qiu lit a cigarette, exhaled sparks, and then handed the cigarette to Jiejie.Jiejie took it away, and Di Qiu lit another one.

"You play game consoles?" Jiejie bent over to plan a cardboard box and asked Di Qiu.

Di Qiu looked over, Jiejie pushed aside a pile of dirty plush toys, and took out a red PSP.Di Qiu said, "I've played it before."

"How long ago?"

Di Qiu fell silent, eating a cigarette silently.Jiejie looked at him: "What did you play before?"

Di Qiu still didn't make a sound, and the sound of exhaling cigarettes was very soft.Jiejie flipped the switch, and the psp screen lit up.Di Qiu took a sneak peek, and there are three games in total: God of War, Monster Hunter, and Dynasty Warriors.

The two finished their cigarettes while standing, and took the psp back into the inpatient building.

Jiejie was a little hungry, so she asked Di Qiu to push her to the cafeteria.The cafeteria can still buy food, but there is nothing left. Di Qiu asked for a box of milk, and Jiejie asked for a bowl of noodles.The two found a seat and sat down side by side.Di Qiu drank milk, Jie Jie ate two mouthfuls of noodles, and played Dynasty Warriors with a psp.She chose the easy difficulty and used the save character, Xiao Qiao at level 99. As soon as she came out, the fan flew to both sides, cutting off a bunch of minions.Jiejie played happily, Di Qiu yawned and lay down on the table to watch TV.The TV set on a high place is playing movies, foreign movies, the sound is a little soft, and the subtitles below will only indicate what kind of background music is playing at this time.

Subtitles write: happy music.

There was no one in the cafeteria. Nearby, there was a table of four men playing flying chess. Far away, there were two men in white coats sitting opposite each other to eat. Look over at them.The man is young, with sharp eyes and handsome features.He turned back quickly.

Jiejie said: "When someone asks, they say you are my cousin."

Di Qiu said: "Why do girls want to recognize me as an older brother and a cousin?"

Jiejie said: "A woman's sixth sense is very tricky." She took a moment to look at Di Qiu, and rolled her eyes with a smile.

Di Qiu said, "Tie a stick."

The two laughed together, Jiejie buried her head and frantically pressed the square button, Di Qiu looked up and watched TV, a line of subtitles stayed for a long time.

Gentle, dramatic music.

Di Qiu asked Jiejie: ​​"Is there anyone here who can't hear?"

Jiejie responded: "Here is the Holy Father and the Son, Guanyin Tathagata, Muhammad."

Di Qiu laughed, put the milk carton flat on the table, and sucked on the straw.After a while, the two men in white coats finished eating, one walked out of the cafeteria, and the other—the younger, sharper, and handsome one walked straight towards them.Di Qiu bowed and sat up straight, holding the milk carton with both hands, with a smile on his face.

Without raising her head, Jiejie said, "Don't worry, I met Lu Bu."

The man stopped in front of their table, he looked at Di Qiu, Di Qiu made a gesture to shake his hand, and said, "Hello, I'm her cousin."

The man knocked on the table and looked at Jiejie: ​​"There are visitors who want to register, and my cousin also needs to register."

Di Qiu withdrew his hand, still smiling, he saw the badge on the man's chest.

Yan Ning.

Di Qiu said: "Doctor Yan, hello, it's like this. I heard that my cousin is in the hospital, so I came back from Shanghai to see her. I'm going to the United States on the plane tomorrow night. I don't know when I can see my cousin again." One side." His voice became lower and lower, and finally he lowered his head, wiped his eyes secretly, Jiejie stopped playing games, and kicked Di Qiu with his knee.Di Qiu was still talking in a low voice: "When I was young, my cousin took good care of me, and my elder sister was like a mother..."

Yan Ning interrupted him, and asked in a cold voice, "Where did you get the psp?"

Jiejie refers to Di Qiu, and Di Qiu refers to herself.

"He sent it."

"I gave it."

Yan Ning was stunned for a moment, and then said after a while: "If anyone wants to see you next time, please let me know in advance."

Di Qiu got up quickly, making a gesture to push Jiejie's wheelchair, and asked, "Can I take my cousin back to her room?"

Yan Ning nodded and waved her hands, Di Qiu pushed Jiejie and slipped away.

The two of them left the cafeteria, entered the elevator, and went all the way back to 702. They closed the door, looked at each other, and burst out laughing at the same time. Enough laughing. Di Qiu lit a cigarette, and Jiejie pushed the wheelchair to the bedroom. Di Qiu Followed behind her, wiped away the tears from laughing, and said, "He is your attending doctor?"

Jiejie was noncommittal, went into the bedroom, and opened all the drawers under the TV cabinet. Inside were some wires, black, white, and yellow, tangled up in a mess, inseparable.Jiejie was still muttering: "He gave it...haha, he gave it..."

She grabbed a few bundles of cables, sighed, and asked Di Qiu, "Can you bring me a psp charging cable tomorrow?"

Di Qiu nodded.Jiejie breathed a sigh of relief, threw the psp on the bed, turned on the TV, and asked Di Qiu again: "Are you going to play mahjong again later?"

Di Qiu didn't make a sound, and stood at the door of the bedroom watching her.Jiejie stopped talking and kept switching channels, one moment was commercials, another moment was news, another moment it was men not loving women, and another moment it was women not loving men.In the gap between right and wrong, Jiejie said with a sigh: "Win more."

Her voice was rough, and Di Qiu asked, "I sleep on the sofa, they won't charge you more, will they?"

Jiejie said: "I told them, you are my hallucination, and the people who can see you are not normal, so they won't take your money."

She stopped at the second set in the center, where Zhifujing was teaching everyone how to grow yams. She turned up the volume and watched it for a while, her hands and feet trembled, as if she was laughing. She threw away the remote control and pushed the wheelchair into the bathroom.She closed the door.

Di Qiu looked sideways at the direction of the bathroom, and he heard the sound of water running continuously.He walked over and tried to turn the doorknob.

The door was locked from the inside.

Di Qiu kicked open the door, Jiejie was leaning her face on the washstand, in front of her was a bag of white powder, seeing Di Qiu, she froze, Di Qiu grabbed the bag of powder and threw it into the toilet , press the flush switch.Jiejie let out a low howl, threw herself on the toilet, fell to the ground, stretched her hand straight into the whirlpool in the toilet, her plaster got stuck in the drain pipe, the whirlpool disappeared, Di Qiu turned off the faucet of the sink , all the sound of water stopped.

Jiejie turned her face to stare at Di Qiu, stood up and slapped him across the face, Di Qiu pushed the wheelchair out, went up and grabbed Jiejie's good hand to pull her up, Jiejie became more aggressive, opened her mouth and bit Di Qiu didn't care about his hands, he reached out to her sides and hugged her up.Jiejie yelled and yelled, biting Di Qiu's hair and ears, and kicking him, Di Qiu walked around behind her and picked her up from the ground.At this moment, Jiejie suddenly became calm. She cried, shed tears, sobbing and begging: "Please, please, please."

She broke away from Di Qiu and fell back to the ground to kowtow to Di Qiu.Di Qiu slapped her, but Jiejie didn't care, and continued to slap her head against the toilet and tiles, making a loud thud, hugging Di Qiu's thigh and kowtowed.Di Qiu pulled out her legs, gritted her teeth, and used all her strength to push Jiejie onto her shoulders. Jiejie went crazy again, waving her hands wildly, refusing to come out of the bathroom without saying anything, struggling wildly on Di Qiu's shoulders, Di Qiu couldn't stand still, and the two fell to the ground. Jiejie grabbed the door frame of the bathroom and screamed. Di Qiu got up and grabbed her collar and dragged her out. Shouting for help, Di Qiu didn't care, dragged her out of the bedroom, out of the living room, and into the corridor, he shouted loudly: "Doctor! Nurse!! 702!!"

First two nurses arrived, and then a doctor came. The two nurses and Di Qiu pressed down on Jiejie. The doctor administered a sedative. Jiejie calmed down and was carried back to the ward.

Di Qiu stood at the door of 702, his nose, ears, neck, shoulders, and arms all ached.A nurse came to him and asked, "How did you get in? Have you checked in?"

Di Qiu asked her, "How is she?"

The nurse asked him, "What's your relationship with Tian Jie?"

Di Qiu looked at the nurse, at this moment, someone patted him, Di Qiu looked back, Yan Ning came over at some time, standing behind him, holding a handkerchief in his hand, pointing to his nose.The nurse walked away, Di Qiu took Yan Ning's handkerchief and wiped his nose, it wiped off a sticky ball of blood, he said, "I'm sorry..."

Yan Ning asked him: "Why are you embarrassed?"

Di Qiu said: "Just be polite... don't the doctors here like to ask questions?"

Yan Ning said, "The responsibility lies."

He took Di Qiu to the third floor by elevator and entered his office.He motioned for Di Qiu to sit down, and brought over some alcohol and cotton.He moistened the cotton with alcohol, found a pair of tweezers, and gently wiped Di Qiu's nose with the ball of cotton.He asked Di Qiu: "Aren't you her cousin?"

The two got very close, their eyes even closer, Di Qiu blinked and said, "It's not her boyfriend either, ex-husband..." He looked away and said, "Something like that..."

"Don't move."

Di Qiu raised his eyes again and said, "I know her daughter."

Yan Ning looked at him for a while, put down the tweezers, and said, "It's okay, I won't lose my appearance." He asked Di Qiu, "Are you her daughter's teacher? Her daughter passed away a long time ago, kindergarten teacher?"

Di Qiu tried to sniff his nose, but it hurt a little. He frowned and said, "She told you about her daughter? Are you her attending doctor?"

"No, she needs to get methadone at noon every day, and I will take her there. Sometimes she will talk about herself."

Di Qiu responded, looked down at the handkerchief Yan Ning gave him, and said, "How much is this handkerchief, I'll pay you back."

Yan Ning said: "Shouldn't it be said that I will wash it at home and bring it back to you?"

Di Qiu wanted to laugh, but his nose hurt, and he held his nose, too painful to speak.Yan Ning smiled, there was moonlight outside the window, there were lights in the office, it was bright inside and out.

Di Qiu looked at him and fell silent.Yan Ning cleared the table and asked, "Do you drink milk for dinner?"

Di Qiu still didn't make a sound, but still looked at him.Yan Ning said again: "I'm going to change shifts soon."

Di Qiu said softly: "I have an appointment to play mahjong."

Yan Ning raised his chin: "Aren't you going back to Shanghai?"

Di Qiu couldn't hold it back, and laughed, gasping for air while laughing, his eyes and nose wrinkled together.Yan Ning also teased him and made a face.

Di Qiu couldn't take it anymore, got up and waved to him, said goodbye, covered his nose, smiled in pain, and left.