Tibetan love

In the next few days, he didn't look for me either, maybe he gave up?I don't know, but isn't that exactly the state I want?It was Peng Qian who later asked me how I knew Xu Jiayi, but I didn't elaborate, just said that I was a friend.But Peng Qian said that she would not have agreed to pretend to be my girlfriend if she had known Xu Jiayi would go.By the way, I forgot to mention, I asked Peng Qian to pretend to be my girlfriend, and told him that I was forced by a friend, and asked her to help me prepare a scene.I asked her if you like Xu Jiayi.She said that several people in her class had a crush on him, but he always had a lukewarm attitude towards girls, saying that he was quite aloof.I thought to myself, is Xu Jiayi aloof?no!It seems that he is better than me at pretending in front of girls.

Actually, I didn't want to promise Peng Qian.Peng Xi told me that a friend of hers also liked Xu Jiayi, and she asked me when I would make an appointment again, when she would bring her friend with her.I said, don't you like Xu Jiayi?She said that it was impossible for me to be with him. If he was with my friends, it would be much better than being with someone else he didn't know.Later I agreed, and I thought, if he really found a girlfriend, it would be better.I told Wang Ziteng that he called Xu Jiayi over on his birthday, but Wang Ziteng said that I would call him if you didn't tell me.I really don't know what to say.

That day Peng Xi still came as my girlfriend, and brought the friend Zhang Yue he said. I took a look at that girl, and she was pretty at most. I felt it was a bit difficult for Xu Jiayi to fall in love with her. Know why I feel this way.But he didn't seem to notice the girl, who had been drinking.At this time, I don't know who asked Jia Yi, do you have a girlfriend?He just smiled and said no, and then I saw him glance at me, so I pretended to talk to Peng Qian.As a result, Peng Qian suddenly said, "That's just right, Zhang Yue doesn't have a boyfriend either!" Then a lot of people started booing at this time, and I had no choice but to agree.Then, I tentatively said cautiously: "Jia Yi, you two are quite compatible, just give it a try!" He just gave me an indifferent look, and then started to drink silently again.I heard Peng Qian say: "Jia Yi, don't be embarrassed. You are a boy, please take the initiative to exchange contact information with Zhang Yue!"

I heard Xu Jiayi say that there is no need to make the originally lively atmosphere a little quieter, and the air is filled with embarrassment.Wang Ziteng tried to ease the atmosphere, but Xu Jiayi said that irrelevant people should not meddle in their own business.OK, implying that I'm irrelevant?At the beginning, you came to provoke me yourself, but now you can say that I am irrelevant.I held back my anger and took a deep breath trying to calm myself down.

"Bang!" A loud noise pulled my thoughts back.

"What do you mean by boring! Do I need it! I, Xu Jiayi, don't need it!" I saw Xu Jiayi getting angry at Peng Qian, "Peng Qian, I don't have that close relationship with you, so I don't need you to meddle in my business! How could I fall in love with her if I didn't even fall in love with you!"

I was very angry, Xu Jiayi, you are too much, is it necessary for you to be so angry, I also got angry, and shouted at him: "Xu Jiayi, are you sick! If you don't want it, don't, what a nerve !" No matter what Peng Qian said, she is still my girlfriend in front of others, with his appearance, he just doesn't give me face.

"What's wrong with me being sick! Zhu Yujie, I sincerely regard you as a friend and a brother! Then let me ask you, what do you think of me, Xu Jiayi! What do you think of me, Xu Jiayi!" I thought At that time, Xu Jiayi was like a mad dog, ready to rush up and beat me up at any time.I didn't care about it at that time, "Brother, you have the nerve to say that you treat me like a brother..." Do you think I don't know what's going on in your heart?I didn't say the latter sentence, because Wang Ziteng and others quickly separated us, otherwise we would definitely fight.

We broke up on Wang Ziteng's birthday. To be exact, we had no contact for nearly a year.To be more precise, the reason we didn't contact him was because Xu Jiayi went abroad as an exchange student.I don't know if he always had this plan or what, but he never told me, or Wang Ziteng told me.Okay, Xu Jiayi, you can do it.You left this mess and walked away?Or are you planning to have nothing to do with me from now on?That's too much!At that time, I was so angry that I almost deleted all his contact information, but then I held back for some reason.

Xu Jiayi disappeared for a year during my college life.On the contrary, Wang Ziteng would tell me about Xu Jiayi's recent situation in the first few days, but before he asked me if I robbed Xu Jiayi's favorite person, I really couldn't laugh or cry.In Wang Ziteng's heart, I, Zhu Yujie, can't compare to Xu Jiayi, who only has friendship with him playing basketball?Did Wang Ziteng think that Xu Jiayi must be better than me just because of the 500 yuan?I didn't bother to tell Prince Tenduo, so I simply told him that Peng Qian and I had broken up.I just feel a little sorry for Peng Qian, who was dragged into it by me.

A year passed quickly.It was just a few days after the start of my senior year, Wang Ziteng suddenly asked me to go out to dinner with me.Based on my understanding of Wang Ziteng, I felt that he was hiding something from me, so I asked him why, but he hesitated and couldn't tell.At that time, I had a feeling that Xu Jiayi might be back.I don't know why I agreed.

When I saw Xu Jiayi, he didn't change much from before, and he didn't talk to me much. After the meal, only Wang Ziteng chatted over there, and Xu Jiayi just smiled there.

Later, Wang Ziteng wanted to sing, but Xu Jiayi refused for a reason.Xu Jiayi really couldn't lie, the reason for his refusal was that he was too full to sing.Wang Ziteng was still relentless, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I gave him a sneaky look and told him to go back first.

Then Xu Jiayi and I were walking on the main road. I don’t know how long we walked. He suddenly asked me how I was doing recently. Ring and left, I was out of breath.I responded lightly that it was okay, and then walked straight forward.Instead, he followed and asked me, "Zhu Yujie, don't you have anything to say to me?"

When I heard this, I suddenly wanted to laugh. What did he want me to say? Does he still want me to apologize to him, sorry, I shouldn’t introduce you to a girlfriend, sorry, shouldn’t I not accept you?Of course, I will not say these things, I remember I asked him what he wanted to say.Then he sighed again, took out a box from his pocket and said it was for me.I didn't answer, and I told myself in my heart that I couldn't forgive him so simply.

"What happened that day... I'm sorry. It shouldn't embarrass you so much." I heard him right, he was apologizing to me.I was still a little shocked, and I was a little overwhelmed to hear the apology I had been waiting for for a long time.

"I really regard you... as a very important person. I was in a bad mood that day, and I won't be in the future. Don't be angry with me. I've been choosing this gift for a long time. Take it!"

My reactions preceded my brain, and it was natural to accept the gift.I dare not look into his eyes, sure enough, I'm still too petty, right?At that moment, I suddenly understood why Wang Ziteng liked Xu Jiayi so much.We were silent for a long time, and then I thought for a long time, and said to him: "The access control time has passed!" He didn't seem to react, and after a while, he said that we should go to KTV, and then go to the Internet cafe.I really want to laugh, didn't you say before that you can't sing when you're full?I refused, and then he fell silent again.

Forget it, let me say: "I'm really tired, let's find a hotel. I don't know why I have been insomnia during this period! Now I suddenly feel sleepy!" When I fell asleep, I would dream. At the beginning, I was always arguing with Xu Jiayi, but later I dreamed that he came to apologize to me.I glanced at Xu Jiayi who was staying where he was, and smiled.

When I was in the hotel, I found myself very calm, and I didn't know why, but Xu Jiayi was a little restless.When he went to take a shower, I took out the watch he gave me. It was black and pretty, but it must be expensive.I was thinking that I should give it back to him. After all, it is too expensive and I am too embarrassed to accept it. Besides, I really did not give him anything.

It’s just that when he came out, I saw the anticipation in his eyes, and as a result, the words came out of his mouth, “The watch looks good, and the eyes are good!”

He just said that he had been picking for a long time and asked me to invite him to dinner next time.Suddenly, I thought of the time I invited him to dinner, but they broke up badly.I don't know what to say, I said you don't need to do this, but he apologized to me again.He said that he was not good that time and shouldn't embarrass me; he said he regarded me as a friend and a brother.I saw the panic in his eyes, and I also saw his anxiety.I nodded at him, what else can I say.From the beginning to the end, he said he was my brother, so why should I reject such a good brother and friend?

I fell asleep in a daze, then I felt a voice in my ear, subconsciously opened my eyes, and then I saw Xu Jiayi, I thought I was dreaming.In the end, he said: "Yu Jie, show me a magic trick!" I woke up suddenly, and when I realized it, I yelled at him that my brain was flooded, and I wanted to continue to sleep.In the end, he grabbed me and insisted that I perform for him. Anyway, I don't know what I did at that time, but then I couldn't fall asleep.On the other hand, Xu Jiayi was sleeping soundly, talking in sleep, but I couldn't make out what he was saying.

"Xu Jiayi, sing me a song!" I walked over to Xu Jiayi's side with a pillow, and hit him directly in the face. Seeing his bewitched face, I felt extremely proud.

"I haven't had a good night's sleep for a long time. You woke me up in the middle of the night, and I couldn't sleep at all. You can sleep well by yourself, and you keep talking in your sleep. How can there be such a cheap thing. Sing to me !"

He still had a puzzled expression on his face, but he still sang to me, and sang a few lines of the lyrics that I only care about you.I felt a little hot on my face, but luckily Xu Jiayi couldn't see it without turning on the light.Then we all went to bed and started chatting, talking a lot.While chatting, I didn't know why I suddenly thought of that scorpion, so I asked him, "How is that scorpion?"

"The scorpion is dead."

"When did you die?"

"During the summer vacation when I went to France, I forgot to feed him water." I blamed myself a bit, and carried which pot was not open.Why ask something that was already rejected at the beginning.Then Xu Jiayi stopped talking, I don't know if he became angry again, if he was blaming me for not accepting the scorpion at that time.After waiting for a long time, there was no movement from him, so I asked him, "What type of girl do you like?"

He didn't answer me directly, he just said what he felt.I didn't ask much, but I felt a little unhappy for some reason, so I prodded him: "It feels like you are hiding very deeply."

He didn't say anything, and after a long time, I thought he had fallen asleep, and my own eyelids began to get heavy, and I slowly began to feel drowsy.

In my sleep, I heard someone calling my name, right next to my ear, I said "um", and woke up.I felt something soft touch my lips, and it left quickly.After that, Xu Jiayi's voice came to my ears: "Zhu Yujie, I like you!"

The voice was not loud, but I could hear it clearly. I answered him in a daze, and then I was completely awake.But my mind went blank, I didn't dare to move, for fear of being discovered by Xu Jiayi.I felt him leave and opened my eyes secretly. . . .I felt my heart was beating very fast, I should be angry, I should have stood up and questioned him, but I didn't, instead, deep in my heart, there was an unspeakable emotion just around the corner.

The author has something to say: In fact, Zhu Yujie knew that day, it should be confirmed that Xu Jiayi likes him, because Xu Jiayi secretly kissed him he knew