Tibetan love

How long can you like someone?Maybe a month?Maybe a year?Or maybe ten years?At that time, I didn't know; how long can I hide my love for someone?At that time, I didn't know either.

In elementary school, the boys liked to discuss which girl in the class was the prettiest.Some people said she was a study committee member and said she was white; some people disagreed and thought she was the representative of the Chinese class because she sang beautifully.Every time I hear this topic, I really want to say that our monitor is the best looking.But our class monitor is a boy, a very cute boy with watery eyes and very good-looking.Every time I talk to him, I like to stare into his eyes, and sometimes I silently wonder how his eyes are so beautiful.But I didn't tell my classmates what I thought, because I was also a boy.

In junior high school, both boys and girls began to mature slowly, and secondary sexual characteristics began to appear.The boy's Adam's apple began to protrude, the voice began to deepen, the girl's chest began to swell, and the relationship between boys and girls began to become subtle.Adolescent boys are even discussing in private which girl has big breasts, buttocks, and even some even more unbearable topics.But I'm not very interested in these topics.Rather than discussing these topics, I prefer to secretly observe my deskmate.My tablemate is a representative of a physical education class. He is neither tall nor strong, but he is very good at physical education.In the sports meeting in the class, he took No.1000 in the 1 meters and the high jump, and even almost broke the school record in the high jump.I like playing basketball, and he likes it too. Every time I play basketball with him, I will take this opportunity to secretly touch his body.That feeling was wonderful. When the body touched, I felt my whole body was numb and nervous, but there was an indescribable excitement.But when I was young, I didn't realize that I was different from others.

At that time, we were not like today's children who have to go to cram schools every weekend.Our weekends are weekends, and the homework is only those assigned by the teacher.Active students finish their homework on Friday, and then go crazy on the weekend.Students with procrastination first played crazy for two days, and then started rushing to work on the last night of Sunday.I usually like to finish my homework first, and then have fun, so that I will have less worries in my heart and play more comfortably.

I was about to go home after school that day, but suddenly I was hit on the back, very hard, I turned my head, "Xu Feng, you're going to beat me to death!"

"Oh, are you kidding me, Jia Yi!" Xu Feng had a playful smile on his face, and quickly sneaked over again: "Jia Yi, come to my house to play today, I'll show you something nice!"

"Get out, don't go." I unlocked the bike, "I'll go tomorrow, let me finish my homework first!"

"Oh, brother. Why are you in a hurry for homework! Tomorrow is Saturday, and there are two days left! Really, go! Show you some good things, really good things! You won't regret it after reading it, when you Brother, I just called you! Give me some face!"

To be honest, I don't really like Xu Feng very much. This person is just a bum with terrible grades. The main reason for my good relationship with him is because we grew up together and we are neighbors.Besides, seeing Xu Feng's dog-legged face, I decided to agree to go and have a look, at worst, I will start late work today to write homework for fun.

"Then go. If you lie to me, I'll beat you to death!"

"Oh, let's go, how could I lie to you!"

Xu Feng's so-called good things are actually a CD, and I still remember some of the plots in it until now.The scene of men and women making love inside is so sensual that when I got home from Xu Feng's house, I was dizzy.I was so shocked by what was on the disc that I went home without even finishing it.But what impacted me the most was that Xu Feng and I had different concerns.He kept telling me that this woman's ass is so good, this woman's breasts are big, but what I pay attention to are those men's bodies, their Adam's apple, the rhythm of their rhythm, the voice coming out of their mouth... I am very confused , I was very irritable, and I couldn't write my homework after returning home, and those pictures kept appearing in my mind.

That day, I went to bed early.But I didn't sleep well at all. In my dream, I was entangled with a naked person, and I was kissing his ears, cheeks, and mouth dimly.I wanted to see clearly what the person beneath me looked like, but I couldn't.But when I put my hand on his cock, I was stunned because I found that the person under me was a man.I woke up suddenly, and found that my hand was holding my desire, and the bottom was already wet, and it was rubbed on the quilt.I know this is nocturnal emission, I have learned it in science class since the beginning of junior high school.But what I'm afraid of is that the object of my nocturnal emission is a man.I hastily changed all the sheets and sheets, and then did the laundry.After packing everything up, I sat at the desk, took out my homework, and tried to distract myself with the homework, but the messy images in my mind couldn't go away, making it impossible for me to calm down.

Although I was ignorant at that time, I gradually began to understand the difference between myself and others. I dare not tell anyone, and I don’t know who to tell, but I always have a small expectation in my heart, looking forward to What, I don't know myself.