My low EQ

When Cheng Siyu first started working, his elder brother was still working with his parents, so Cheng Siyu didn't think too much about the place of work because he could take care of his parents.

As a result, his brother decided to stay here because of his development, and his parents were getting older after retirement. He and his brother were worried and often took turns to go home to see their parents.

It was because his parents couldn't bear to waste the time of the two sons, so they bought a house here chicly after discussing it. Originally, Cheng Siyu was worried that the two old people would not be able to adapt to life here. When they are familiar, life is more moist than them.

Shen Yi's house is not far from his parents' house, but Cheng Siyu looked at his watch several times. Shen Yi came too slowly. He called, "I'm in your community."

Cheng Siyu responded quickly, asking him to wait outside, and he went out to pick him up immediately, Shen Yi hummed, he and Cheng Siyu hadn't seen each other for too long, he wanted to hug Cheng Siyu and tell himself how much he missed him.

Standing in the elevator, Cheng Siyu watched the numbers constantly changing, feeling a little nervous for no reason, thinking of what Shen Yi had done, and not knowing how to face him, when the elevator arrived, he patted his face to let himself Relax.

When I went downstairs, I saw Shen Yi's car. Cheng Siyu walked quickly to Shen Yi's car, and looked at Shen Yi through the half-rolled car window. Neither of them spoke, but they seemed to have spoken a thousand words.

It was still Shen Yi's eyes that expressed love, which made Cheng Siyu feel embarrassed, and quickly asked Shen Yi to park the car in his brother's parking space, and said without words: "Why did it take you so long to come here?"

Shen Yi just parked the car and said nervously when he heard this sentence: "I have never seen other people's parents who are inexperienced. I asked Bai An and bought some fruit and a box of milk."

Seeing him holding the panda in one hand and fruit and milk in the other, Cheng Siyu hurried up to hug the panda, "Don't be so polite, don't be nervous, relax, my parents are easy to get along with, and getting along with the elders is not difficult, you Just get in touch more." After Cheng Siyu finished speaking, he also felt that this was strange, as if he was meeting his parents, and he was obviously just here to find a friend for the panda, which made him suddenly nervous.

Shen Yi hummed, but his expression was not relaxed at all. On the contrary, he was sweating because he was dressed so formally. Cheng Siyu didn't have the nerve to tease him when he saw that he was dressed tightly. He felt that Shen Yi was already nervous to the point of nowhere He won't leave, he didn't dare to tease casually, who would know if Shen Yi's mind would collapse because of one sentence.

He came out without a key and knocked on the door. Her mother came to open the door. Seeing the handsome Shen Yi, she suddenly said, "Hey, isn't this your high school deskmate?"

Cheng Siyu was stunned for a moment, "Mom, you have a really good memory." This happened so many years ago, it's hard for his mother to remember.

His mother laughed, "How can I not remember, I remember that when you were in high school, you had a picture album dedicated to drawing him." Cheng Siyu was a little nervous after hearing this, and quickly changed the subject: "This is my friend Shen Yi." , and said to Shen Yi: "This is my mother."

Shen Yi hurriedly said hello, "Mom... no, hello, auntie." Cheng Siyu broke out in a cold sweat when he heard the word "Mom".

Shen Yi's stupid look made Cheng's mother laugh, "Oh, don't be nervous, Auntie is going to cook, and after picking out the dog, stay here for a meal."

Shen Yi quickly complied, and Cheng's mother asked Cheng Siyu to take him to see the dog, and went to cook by himself.

Cheng Siyu felt relieved when his mother left. This was too exciting, so he hurriedly took Shen Yi and Panda to see the dog.

The panda grows fast, and it is already a half-grown dog in just a few months. Cheng Siyu puts it down and lets it play with the puppies by itself. The panda is very excited to see these puppies. Yes, Guaibao was lying next to it and didn't stop it.

Cheng Siyu and Shen Yi stood in front of the dogs in a delicate atmosphere, neither of them were thinking about the dogs, Cheng Siyu didn't dare to look at Shen Yi, he felt that Shen Yi's eyes could see through his disguise.

Sensing Cheng Siyu's uneasiness, Shen Yi looked away, and suddenly remembered the album that Cheng's mother had just mentioned, "Is the album that Auntie mentioned just now in your house?"

"Yes." Cheng Siyu remembered after hearing his mother say that this notebook should be kept in his room together with his high school paintings.

"Then can I take a look?" Shen Yi was full of curiosity about this album, Cheng Siyu thought about it and wanted to take him to his room, let him sit casually, and searched for a long time before he found the album.

After he found it, he opened it and took a look, but he didn't want to hand it to Shen Yi. It was full of Shen Yi, sitting, standing, running, sleeping, reading, smiling, and expressionless. .

He suddenly wondered when he fell in love with Shen Yi, was it really when he was in college?

Didn’t he fall in love when he was in high school? At that time, he liked to cling to Shen Yi. He wanted to share with Shen Yi everything big and small. He didn’t want to be separated from Shen Yi. Being too close to Shen Yi was not happy, but he didn't think about it deeply. Looking at it now, in fact, there were traces of his heartbeat before he even noticed it.

From high school to the age of 28, Shen Yi was in his best moments.

Shen Yi watched Cheng Siyu staring blankly at the picture album, couldn't help but stood up and walked behind Cheng Siyu, and stretched out his hand from behind Cheng Siyu to open the picture album in an embracing posture.

Shen Yi watched very slowly and carefully, Cheng Siyu was pressed against Shen Yi's chest behind Cheng Siyu, the two of them were very close, Shen Yi's breathing was so clear, Cheng Siyu didn't feel uncomfortable, on the contrary, he liked this kind of intimacy, as if this was the only way he could get along with him. The state Shen Yi should be in is not that the two are drifting away from each other until they can no longer see each other and leave each other.

After Shen Yi turned to the last one, he closed the entire picture album, and whispered in Cheng Siyu's ear, "Can you give this to me?"

Cheng Siyu didn't know that her ears were so sensitive. Shen Yi's warm breath was next to his ears, and his body trembled sensitively. Shen Yi didn't hear his answer, so he hugged him, lowered his body, and put his head on his lap. Rubbing on his shoulders, he whispered seriously: "I miss you so much, I want to see you so much, I want to hug you so much, I really want to take care of you

Cheng Siyu's heart softened when he heard this, and he turned to look at Shen Yi. Shen Yi looked into his eyes and said suddenly: "Siyu, I really love you."

In the past, Cheng Siyu thought about the scene where Shen Yi told him I love you many times, but those fantasies were wiped out again and again, making him give up on this matter long ago, but now Shen Yi is standing in front of him, telling him I love you, what is his reaction? Can't do it.

He just felt his eyes suddenly sore, and tears just fell down. He waited for a word for too long, so long that he thought that he would never be able to wait for this promise in his life. Just when he chose to give up, Shen Yi held his Standing in front of him with a sincere heart, telling him I love you, although it was too late, but he really wanted to hear this sentence.

Seeing that he was crying, Shen Yi wiped his tears at a loss, "Don't cry, don't cry, what's the matter, don't you want to hear this sentence?" Cheng Siyu thought that Shen Yi, who has no EQ, would say it and never say it again. I was in a hurry, but Shen Yi continued, "But I really love you, if you don't want to hear it, I'll show you, don't cry, okay?"

Cheng Siyu burst into a smile, he looked at Shen Yi helplessly, he admitted, this EQ fool is stupid and stupid, but he has a heart to change for him, and it really made him feel love, he hugged Shen Yi hard, intentionally Said: "I'm not forgiving you, I'm just tired of crying and want a hug."

Shen Yi didn't answer, he felt the strength of Cheng Siyu's hug, and stroked Cheng Siyu's head. He in his arms was the unique sunshine in his life and his only salvation.

No one knew that he had longed for the affection and love of his parents, and no one knew that he had envied other children who could play happily together and make friends freely.

No one knows how terrible and lonely the dark days are. He once lived like a walking dead. Life is meaningless to him. Anyone is a stranger to him. No need to give affection, no deep friendship, until someone like She broke into his life with a smile like a little sun that would never go out, and said to him: "Here, my new deskmate, I will send you a meeting gift."

At that moment, the darkness dissipates and the sun comes. If there is no light in your life, don’t be afraid, then I will be your light.

The two hugged each other for a long time, when his mother suddenly yelled from below: "Son, bring Shen Yi down for dinner!" Cheng Siyu was startled and subconsciously pushed Shen Yi's arms away. The two of them were on the edge of the bed. Lying down on his bed, Cheng Siyu felt like a bully who wanted to do something bad to Shen Yi.

Cheng Siyu quickly pulled Shen Yi up, and said in a low voice: "I'm going to wash my face, you wait for me first." Shen Yi hummed, but didn't wait here, and stood beside Cheng Siyu every step of the way, Cheng Siyu didn't push him away , After washing his face, he said to him: "How about it, can you see that I just cried?"

Cheng Siyu's eyes were red, and he looked particularly painful. Shen Yi couldn't help but leaned over and kissed his forehead. Cheng Siyu couldn't laugh or cry: "You stinky rascal." Shen Yi was also embarrassed to explain: "It's so cute, no hold back."

Cheng Siyu was in a good mood, and couldn't help but whisper: "Although I'm cute, that's not the reason for you to commit a crime." Shen Yi saw that he had returned to the heartless look before, so he was naturally in a good mood.

Before the two of them went down, they even took a look at today's hero, the panda. The panda has successfully mixed into a group of cute little golden retrievers, and they are playing well with them. Cheng Siyu felt relieved and went to the kitchen to help his mother serve Cai, "Mom, where's my dad?"

Shen Yi was not idle either. He helped Cheng Siyu arrange the dishes. His mother took off her apron and came over with a bowl of rice: "Your dad went fishing with friends today, and your brother and your sister-in-law went back to her mother's house. Today we are the only ones at home." Three, don't wait."

During the meal, Cheng's mother brought food to Shen Yi and chatted with him. Shen Yi and Cheng's mother had a pretty good chat.

A few days ago, someone gave prawns, and Mother Cheng steamed them and they were delicious. Shen Yi peeled the prawns for Cheng Siyu while chatting, and Cheng Siyu ate them naturally. Mother Cheng frowned when she saw this scene, but she also didn't say anything.

Cheng Siyu also told his mother some interesting stories about pandas. His mother loves dogs very much, and she has a good relationship with pandas. When pandas are eating, they always huddle at his mother's feet and act like a baby. His mother even asked Shen Yi to send the pandas to She let it go for a few days, and Shen Yi agreed.

After dinner in the evening, Shen Yi and Cheng Siyu went to clear the table. When his mother was playing with the panda, the youngest of the golden retriever cubs slowly came to play with the panda. The panda was also very excited. Played very well.

Her mother also asked the two of them to come out and watch. Cheng Siyu asked Shen Yi to go over and touch the youngest, and the youngest also obediently rubbed Shen Yi's hand. It is most suitable for the youngest to take away.

When they were leaving, Cheng Siyu took the youngest's things and gave them to Shen Yi, and Shen Yi begged for a hug.

Cheng Siyu told him to be careful on the road, and told him when he got home, Shen Yi was reluctant to leave, so he stood on the side of the road and looked at Cheng Siyu, the panda poked out a dog's head and looked at them, wondering what these two humans were going to do, Cheng Siyu walked helplessly He went over and kissed Shen Yi's face, "Let's go, it's getting late, and you have to go home to settle down with the youngest son, and you have to get up early for work tomorrow."

Shen Yi nodded and asked: "Then I will contact you, will you call back?"

Cheng Siyu promised to return, so Shen Yi left with peace of mind.

Watching Shen Yi walk away, Cheng Siyu looked up at the house with the lights on, took a deep breath, returned home, and said to his mother: "Mom, I have something to tell you."

The author has something to say: ahhhhh, when I wrote that sentence, I felt like it was about to end hahahaha, I didn’t want to write it at all~! ! ! !

Next Chapter: Coming Out

Now the two of them are not completely reconciled, and I will explain clearly about coming out, Shen Yi's illness, and some things after the two of them are together are almost over, there should be about seven or eight chapters.