My low EQ

After work in the evening, Cheng Siyu bid farewell to Qiao Shen and Lizi, but he couldn't find Shen Yi's car. He made an appointment with Shen Yi to watch a movie today. He got off work a little early today, thinking that Shen Yi was late, so he wanted to be at the door wait a while.

The phone rang suddenly, and it was Shen Yi who told him that something was wrong with the panda, and he wondered if he was sick.Cheng Siyu's family has had dogs since he was a child, and he knows a lot about these things, so he should not be nervous. He asked how the panda was doing, and then told him the address of a reliable pet hospital.

This is really a coincidence, Shen Yi left work early today, seeing that there was still plenty of time, so he went home first and wanted to play with the panda for a while, but when he came back, the panda didn't bite his trouser leg as lively as usual, with a look of vitality Unlimited samples.

The panda lay on the ground, and barked a few times weakly when he saw him come back. He glanced at the dog food and saw that there was still a lot of dog food left, and saw that the panda had loose stools. People are distressed.

He called Bai An, but forget it if he didn't get through, the panda even vomited it out.He didn't dare to delay driving to the hospital with it in his arms, and called Cheng Siyu to apologize on the way.

When Cheng Siyu arrived, the panda had already been sent in for inspection, and Shen Yi stood outside the door a little worried, Cheng Siyu patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "It's okay, the puppy is not in good health, there are some things that you spend too much time keeping the dog I haven’t noticed it yet, so don’t blame yourself too much, wait for the panda to heal, and treat it more seriously.”

Shen Yi nodded, and Cheng Siyu told him some common diseases of puppies and what medicines to prepare, and Shen Yi carefully wrote them down.

After Cheng Siyu finished speaking, Shen Yi said to him: "I may not be able to go today, you don't have to wait for me to go to the movies first."

Cheng Siyu rolled his eyes and said: "Pandas are so sick, I don't even have the heart to go to the movies. It's not feeling well today, so it must be accompanied by people. Don't think that dogs are different from people. People feel sick when they are sick. Fragile ones don’t work, they need to be coaxed, especially puppies.”

However, Shen Yi asked in confusion: "Isn't it enough to go to the hospital alone to get an injection and take medicine to be sick? Why do you need someone to accompany you?"

When Cheng Siyu heard this, he suspected that he had heard it wrong, "Huh?"

Shen Yi thought he didn't understand, and explained to him: "That's what Dean Li told me. I had a fever when I was in elementary school. I didn't know how to solve it, so I called her. It took a long time for her to answer. She told me Said she was very busy, she was just sick, don't bother others, just go buy medicine and see a doctor by yourself. And there is fever medicine prepared by her at home, I took a piece and slept well."

Cheng Siyu was speechless. He remembered that after all these years of acquaintance, he had rarely heard Shen Yi mention his illness. He had a guess in his mind, "So you went to the hospital alone when you were sick for so many years? Your parents didn't care about it. You?"

Shen Yi took it for granted: "Yes, aren't you?"

Of course not, Cheng Siyu was sick when he was a child, his parents and brother were so anxious that they sent him to the hospital and took care of him by his side every day.

Cheng Siyu told him: "Sometimes a minor illness is fine, but when it is difficult, you still need help from others. And when you are sick and uncomfortable, you will be fragile and want others to care and take care of you, or you will worry about other people's illness, I want to care about him." Cheng Siyu used himself as an example.

Shen Yi thought for a while, and said puzzledly: "I thought everyone thought so. Being sick is not something terrible, so why should we be afraid?"

Cheng Siyu frowned, "People will die from some diseases, aren't you afraid?"

Shen Yi shook his head, he couldn't understand other people's fear and fear of death, fear of what would happen to him was too rare.

Cheng Siyu frowned. He and Shen Yi had two different ways of thinking, and there was no way to judge who was right and who was wrong. These were just two different views on illness.

But these two different thoughts will always collide. If he gets some kind of illness and Shen Yi doesn't even come to see him, he will definitely be disappointed and sad, but to Shen Yi, this is a normal thing, maybe it wasn't intentional What has been done, but the damage will still exist.

Cheng Siyu remembered their decoration again. Shen Yi told him at that time that it is enough to have a place to sleep and rest, no matter where it is, whether it is luxurious and comfortable or not, so there is no difference between a home and a dormitory.But Cheng Siyu feels that home is not only a residence, but also a place where the people he loves are there. They will prepare dinner for each other at home, give him massages, and share each other's happiness and sorrow. It is a completely different place from a hotel dormitory, where there is emotion. of.

And take the small things like eating as an example. Shen Yi thinks that eating enough is enough, but he thinks that eating is extremely important. The joy when it's delicious.

Even these things are different, so the attitude towards love, the degree of giving love, how to get along, and what to do when encountering conflicts, these issues make Cheng Siyu dare not think about them.

He suddenly felt a little chilly. Now that he thinks about it calmly, many conflicts and injuries may be caused by this. He has been blinded by love. Maybe he also vaguely understood it before, but he just didn't want to admit it, or thought that falling in love would overcome everything.

But the reality is that falling in love is easy, but getting along is too difficult. If the two parties always insist on their own ideas and cannot understand and change each other, then the result will only be a loss for both sides. No matter how well Shen Yi treats him now, they will eventually come to the point of breaking up .

But Cheng Siyu looked at the expressionless Shen Yi, if there must be one person to change when we are together, is it possible for him to take the initiative to change in Shen Yi's direction?

He can really understand Shen Yi's loneliness and indifference, and he won't feel uncomfortable because of it, he can't...

He is afraid of being alone, afraid of being ignored, afraid of parting, afraid of getting sick...

He is a person who loves thoroughly and gives everything without reservation. He also hopes to get the same sense of security, a person who loves him equally deeply, and Shen Yi...

The results of the examination came out, and the doctor said that it was not a serious illness, but a gastrointestinal illness caused by the recent alternation of temperature.

It was humid and hot a few days ago, but now his head is a little cold in the morning and evening, the doctor prescribed medicine for him, and gave him a lot of instructions, Shen Yi agreed one by one, and left the hospital with the panda who had become more energetic .

Although Cheng Siyu was in a bad mood, considering that Shen Yi was not very good at taking care of dogs, he took Shen Yi to buy some regular medicines and a heating pad for the panda, and then went home with him. Cheng Siyu gave the panda's nest to messed with.

He casually ordered a bowl of noodles with Shen Yi, and when they finished their meal, the panda had already fallen asleep peacefully, and Cheng Siyu was not too uncomfortable seeing the panda, so he was about to leave.

Shen Yi wanted to send him off, and Cheng Siyu was a little confused. He had been a little moved in his heart for a long time, and wanted to forgive Shen Yi and reconcile with him, but now that this incident happened, his thoughts shrank a lot.

He rejected Shen Yi's offer to send him off, but Shen Yi insisted on sending him off, so he asked Shen Yi to watch the panda at home and not run around, for fear that he would not be able to see what happened to the panda right away, so Shen Yi agreed.

After leaving Shen Yi's house, it was completely dark, and the wind outside was a bit cool. Cheng Siyu sat on the side of the road for a while, but couldn't figure it out.

He felt that Shen Yi had gradually changed now, for example, he cared about him now, took him out for dinner because he liked the food, and went shopping with him, watched movies and played games.

After a while, he felt that some thoughts were deeply ingrained, and it had been so many years, how could he change easily, and many thoughts were different, when would he want to change, could he spend so long waiting for an uncertain result.

He is not a child anymore, and he has reached the age when he should start a family and start a business. Besides, he has not come out to his family. Although his parents are very open-minded and never ask him why he doesn't fall in love, but they see his brother has a girlfriend. Happiness is also true. Parents are unwilling to imprison and hurt him with their own thoughts. Can he spend his whole life with Shen Yi to hurt his parents?

How could Shen Yi's kind of parents accept him? He was almost overwhelmed by these realities. He laughed at himself for pursuing Shen Yi regardless of the pressure of reality like a stunned young man in his early twenties. He thought that the two of them would love each other forever, but the reality gave him a big mouth now, which made him feel so painful that he didn't know what to do.

Thinking about it this way, maybe their breakup is a good thing, so stop the loss in time.

Just as he was thinking wildly, Cheng Siyu's phone rang. It was Shen Yi. As soon as he got through to Shen Yi, he asked him where he was, did he get home?

Cheng Siyu was still on the road, the noise of the car was loud, and he couldn't lie, so he said he was taking a walk to go home.

Shen Yi was a little worried, "It's so dark outside now, it's not safe, we'd better take a taxi and go back." Cheng Siyu didn't want to take a taxi, he wanted to walk, and by the way, be alone outside quietly.He refused, saying that he just wanted to lose weight and exercise more.

Shen Yi thought for a while, "Then I'll call you to accompany you."

Cheng Siyu was puzzled, "Why are you calling me?"

"It's not safe for you alone, I'm afraid you will be afraid." Shen Yi insisted.

Cheng Siyu was dumbfounded by his words, "It's okay, I'm not afraid, you should have a good rest, the panda is sick, and you've been worried all night, I'll walk back in a while."

Shen Yi said, "Then I'm afraid."

Cheng Siyu doubted his ears for the second time today. He remembered what Shen Yi said today that he was not afraid of death. What are you afraid of now? He smiled and said, "I thought you were not afraid of anything."

Shen Yi replied sternly, "It used to be."

"What now?" Cheng Siyu continued to ask. '

"There are many now. I am afraid that you will be unsafe, afraid that you will get sick, afraid that you will be unhappy, and afraid that you will leave me." When Shen Yi said the last few words, his voice was a little low, but Cheng Siyu still heard them clearly.

He found that the balance in his heart was tilting to one side, he tried to control his voice, trying to sound as calm as possible, "Well, I also have a lot of fears, I'm a little tired from walking now, I'm going to take a taxi back, Don't worry, go to sleep now, I won't tell you if I want to take a taxi." After speaking, he quickly hung up the phone.

He waved for a taxi, called his mother in the car, and made an appointment to visit them after get off work on Friday.

But his mother asked very sensitively: "Xiao Yu, what happened to you? Are you in a bad mood?"

Cheng Siyu was a little surprised, but hurriedly said: "Mom, don't think about it, I feel disgusted just eating takeaway outside every day, I miss your craftsmanship, of course this is just an excuse, I just miss you and my dad .”

His mother was coaxed to be happy by him, and even scolded him for being mean-spirited. The two chatted for a while, and Cheng Siyu arrived home. He hung up the phone and turned on the light. When he saw the text message sent to him by Shen Yi, he hesitated for a moment and didn't click on it. Open, go to wash and go to bed.

The author has something to say: It is time to start resolving conflicts. If these are not resolved, even if they reconcile, there will be no harmony.

Well, recently I have seen a lot of new readers, leave me a message to discuss the plot with me, and also give me a long comment, I am so happy! !

Regarding Shen Yi's unnatural transformation, I have also thought about it, but I haven't fixed it in the previous revision. I will revise it after I finish writing, and I will reveal some things about Shen Yi later. Let's continue to read, everyone.

Also, the start of school is approaching recently, if you are a girl, please pay attention to safety, especially the Didi incident, learn more about protective measures, don't feel troublesome, I hope everyone is safe and sound.