sweet heroine

Shenyue seems to have a lot of opinions on my ex-boyfriend, I understand, after all, Osamu Dazai may not have left a good impression on her.But it's really unnecessary to introduce her boss to me, but what she said is also very reasonable. People say that the first time you fall in love, you are fully committed, the second time you start three-quarters, and the third time It may be one-third, so first love is the most unforgettable person in a person's life.

Osamu Dazai is my first love.

"Thank you, Shenyue." I looked at her a little embarrassed, "I know you mean well, but I really thought about it seriously."

After thinking for a while, I continued, "Although Osamu Dazai likes to commit suicide, people always have shortcomings. There are no perfect people who especially suit my wishes. You see, I am actually stupid sometimes. I have thought about it , Dazai never disliked me, so I don't dislike him either."

Then he continued to add a little embarrassedly, "Because I like it."

Shenyue looked at me with an indescribable expression, and finally asked me, "Are you sure?"

"Well, I really thought about it carefully. In fact, Osamu Dazai likes to commit suicide, and I can also take it as a hobby."

Shenyue was taken aback suddenly, "What?"

"I also googled the situation on the Internet. They said that if the lover likes to commit suicide, it is still a very interesting experience." I thought for a while, "After thinking about it, it can actually be used as a play. If you think about it from another angle , in fact, I can play some in the future..."

I felt embarrassed all of a sudden.

Shenyue looked at me with an expression that made me want to collapse, "Xiaoyou, why do you think so, what are you thinking!?"

"No, no." I replied with a straight face.

"...No, you are definitely thinking of something strange. Osamu Dazai's suicide is different from what you think!" Shenyue felt that the whole body was about to suffocate, "Don't go astray!"

"No." I couldn't help waving my hand, and explained to Shenyue again, "Actually, I also secretly read books that Dazai likes. Find a balance between us."

Shenyue watched me quietly and didn't continue to speak. I watched her explain, "I know Osamu Dazai likes to commit suicide, but I also told him that I don't like it. I hope he can stop doing this in front of me all the time. , but I am also very conflicted..."

Sighing, I also thought about this with my heart, "But it's not him if he doesn't like suicide. If someone tells me that I can't play games if I fall in love, it must be impossible!"

I looked down at the juice in front of me, and whispered, "So I'm trying to figure out what to do. The end result is to find a balance, because he really likes him."

Tsujimura Fukatsuki looked at me quietly for a long time, then sighed, "I'm really convinced, Yuu, you really need to think about it carefully."

She rubbed her hair, with obvious tiredness and distress on her face, "I think you can actually have a better choice."

"Then people like it."

"Hey." Shenyue sighed, and she finally couldn't help asking me, "Is there really no better choice? Yuu, apart from Osamu Dazai, have you ever met a man you think is good?"

"There are." I was stunned for a moment, and then began to think, "Mr. Zhongyuan counts as one."

Shenyue twitched the corners of her mouth, "This is also..."

"No, think about it carefully." She paused, then rubbed her temple with one hand and thought about it carefully, her expression collapsed for a moment, "This..."

Why do I feel that Shenyue is more active in dating than myself?I was worried that I would be cheated by Osamu Dazai.

"Mitsuki, it's okay, if Osamu Dazai and I feel that we can't get along later, I might consider breaking up again."

Shenyue said to me in horror, "No, no, I think you may not be able to tell!"

"You really have to think carefully about Xiaoyou!" Shenyue told me again, her eyes were blank for a moment, "You know some people, once they get together, they may not be able to get rid of them for the rest of their lives."

"Is it so... scary?" I was stunned for a moment, and considering that the other party also had good intentions, I nodded and said very sincerely, "Got it."

"No, Xiaoyou, you must think carefully, that Mr. Dazai..." Shenyue smiled and said reluctantly, "It is true that there is no problem from the outside, but I always feel that it is that kind of scheming. Test man, Xiaoyou, you are so naive, you may believe everything the other party says, if he cheats you a little, wouldn't you lose money and money?"

"Think about it before, when he broke up with you, do you have the ability to resist?"

crit.

"Think about it, if he lied to you, would you be able to tell?"

Crit again.

"Xiaoyou." Shenyue looked at me seriously, and said very seriously, "You must think carefully, think about it..." She hesitated for a while, and then said ruthlessly, "Other men."

I nodded embarrassingly, "It is true that if Osamu Dazai lied to me, I might not be able to tell the difference."

"But..." I thought for a while and said to her very sincerely, "but I will choose to believe everything he said because I like him. When we were in love, even if he told me that the sky was purple , I believe it."

I couldn't help holding the cup, feeling ashamed and said to Shenyue, "If one day I don't believe what he said, it must be because I don't like him anymore."

Shenyue stared at me with wide eyes, and after a long silence, she sighed, "There is really no other way."

She shrugged her shoulders, "However, Xiaoyou, you should think about it, I think Dazai's words..."

Shenyue showed an expression of lingering fear, "He is still a very scary man, he is definitely not as simple as you think."

okay.

Then we started to eat, drink, and have fun. I felt refreshed after talking with Shenyue. Many things that I couldn't figure out before, I figured it out all at once, which was really comfortable.

Especially about Osamu Dazai's hobbies, how right you are, I, Duanmuyu, have many problems myself, I can't just let others tolerate me, I have to tolerate Osamu Dazai too.

Balance can be found, of course it is necessary... He let me have more!

But what the other party said is right, the reunion is still a relatively important matter that needs to be carefully considered, at least hypocritically reserved for a few days, doesn't it seem urgent to agree all at once?

Be hypocritical for a few days, then be hypocritical.

It would be better for Osamu Dazai to beg me a few more times these days, hum, so that I can have enough vanity.

After eating happily, we planned to go out and go shopping, watch a movie to eliminate food, and walked to the bottom of the commercial building hand in hand.Shenyue seemed to have received a call from his superior all of a sudden, so she simply told me to answer the phone, and when she got back, she said sorry to me that her superior suddenly brought her back.

"Hey, but Shenyue, didn't you say that today is your rest day?"

"Well, but there are still very important things." Shenyue looked at me with a very regretful expression, and there was a hint of helplessness in her expression.

"Then work is more important." I pretended to be polite, and silently blackmailed Shenyue's boss, who actually wanted to introduce such a guy to me.

Did Shenyue misunderstand her boss?

So I, who originally planned to go to the movies together, looked at the two movie tickets in my hand and sighed helplessly, well, it seems that I can only go to the movies alone.

Just when I was about to enter the shopping mall, I suddenly heard a familiar male voice, "Hey, the people over there..."

Ok?

Turning my head in doubt, I saw the black-haired boy in the Sherlock Holmes era clothes I had seen several times before in the detective agency, just walking towards me carelessly.

His emerald eyes fell on me, and he said with a cute smile, "Long time no see, Miss Duanmuyou."

"you are?"

"A member of the detective agency." He paused, then smiled at me after glancing at me, "Actually, I'm facing a big problem right now."

I looked at him suspiciously, "What?"

"Our members came out today, but..." He paused, and then continued to think, "It seems that we are going out to arrest people and now we are lost. What should we do? I have no one and I can't solve these things."

I looked at him suspiciously and asked, "What is it?"

"Ah...for example, take the tram back."

After a moment of silence, I said softly, "That's really difficult."

Be calm, after all, he is Dazai Osamu's colleague...

"So, seeing you now, I was wondering if I could let you take me back." The other party said such words as a matter of course.

Seeing the boy's cute appearance, I was silent for a while, "Well...but..."

"In return, detectives can watch a movie together!"

Why?That's not bad, it's kind of silly to watch a movie by yourself anyway.

No, wait a minute, isn't he eating and drinking me, and he doesn't plan to give me money, right?

The young-looking man showed a natural expression, "Besides, I'm much cuter than Dazai."

"How, do you want to try it?"

I don't know why, but such words always give me a feeling of being delivered to my door.

Some childish teenagers smiled and acted like a baby to me, "Is it okay?"

"No, it's okay." I did a good deed that day, and said politely to this young man, "No, I'll call you a taxi and take you home."

"Huh?" He looked at me and suddenly added another chip, "What if I tell you about Dazai?"

He huffed, "Because a detective also needs to rest."

"I want to watch a movie with Dazai's ex-girlfriend too!"

The other party said a famous quote that shocked me in front of me, and the young man who looked like Sherlock Holmes added with a smile, "Because, it's really interesting."