Anecdotes with Dr. Cheng

As soon as the door was opened, a gust of cold air rushed in, and the indoor temperature was even lower than the outside.He felt a little embarrassed. It didn't matter when he lived alone, but it seemed embarrassing when someone came over.

He ran almost all the way to turn on the air conditioner that hadn't been used since it was installed. Thinking that there was no hot water at home, he hurried to boil water, and then rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find tea.When he was in a hurry, Cheng Xiuyuan said: "There is no need to make tea, I don't like those vain rituals."

Ning Yi had no choice but to put down the bottles and cans, and sat on the sofa awkwardly, only sitting on the edge away from Cheng Xiuyuan.

Cheng Xiuyuan looked at him silently, there was no need to say good or bad polite words, just the naked eye could tell that he was doing very badly.He looked away slightly and said, "The air conditioner is on in the room, aren't you hot? Take off your coat."

Ning Yi took off his coat immediately, and he didn't notice the heat until now.

As soon as the coat was taken off, Ning Yi, who was only wearing a thin sweater, looked even thinner. His thin bone frame could barely support the clothes, and the belt around the waist still looked loose even when it was tied to the end.

Under his gaze, Ning Yi felt uncomfortable. He didn't need to look in the mirror to know what he looked like now. He didn't want Cheng Xiuyuan to think that he was pretending to be pitiful, so he hurriedly diverted the other's attention.

"By the way, you should be here to collect the debt, right? I'll go to the bank to get it for you right away. I have a lot of money recently..."

"I didn't come to ask you for money. I just wanted to come and see you. Sorry, I'm late."

Just saying 'sorry' and 'I'm late' easily caused his eyes to burn. He said: "You really don't have to apologize. On the contrary, I should be the one who should apologize. I eat and sleep on time, and work hard, but nothing seems to be wrong. Use, I'm probably stupid, I haven't found the answer so far... But it doesn't matter, I will continue to work hard..."

"Ningning."

Ning Yi's voice stopped abruptly, and the sudden look in his eyes, if you really want to describe it, is like a frightened little animal.

Cheng Xiuyuan's voice was much lower and hoarse, "Stop arguing with me. I was the one who did the wrong thing. I shouldn't have chosen to leave you at that time and let you struggle alone in the abyss of pain. I swear that I will not leave you voluntarily. The person who loved you all his life broke his promise."

Ning Yi fell silent, from his limbs to his heart.Emotionally, he wanted to fall into Cheng Xiuyuan's arms, and even cried bitterly, but his body didn't want to move, feeling like his whole body was split into two halves.

His voice was as soft as a dandelion seed floating uninhibited, "Cheng Xiuyuan, are you pitying me? Do you feel sorry for me like this and feel guilty, so you want to pick me up and raise me? Then, when I'm done raising it? Throw me away again?"

Cheng Xiuyuan was full of astonishment. The Ning Yi in front of him was a complete stranger he had never seen before. He couldn't even pronounce the word 'Ning Ning' out of his mouth.However, when he thought of what Liu Churong told him, he seemed to understand this sudden change.

"He has been suppressing things in his heart for a long time, and he doesn't seem to have any aggressiveness on the surface. It is hard to guarantee that after a long period of suppressing himself, he will not evolve into another extreme personality. It can be said that the balance in his heart is in a just and precarious state. Once there is a little stimulation on either side, he will evolve into two states."

"One is to kill oneself in silence, and the other is mania, which has the possibility of hurting others. Although, [-]% of him will regret it when he wakes up. You just need to remember one thing, try not to stimulate him if you are unprepared .”

Undoubtedly, he didn't want to see these two situations. He tried to slow down his tone as much as possible, and he had to calm himself first before he could appease Ning Yi.

"Why should I pity you? Your guess is also very unreasonable. You see, there are not too many poor people in the world. Just a lot of them are caught in the hospital. You have never seen me go to others because of pity." At home, I don't have the habit of raising weak creatures and throwing them away after raising them."

Ning Yi's expression remained indifferent, as if he was indifferent to his words.But only he himself knows that he really wants to show a smile, or say to Cheng Xiuyuan, "He doesn't mind at all, even if he is abandoned again, as long as Cheng Xiuyuan opens his arms, he will rush back, even if there will be a deeper abyss in the future."

However, after splitting into two halves, he seemed to have lost control of his body, and what he thought and what he said were completely different things.

"That's because we have been in a relationship before, so it is naturally different from other people and things. Your words are not enough to win my trust. After all, you also admit that you have stepped on your promise. No matter how good you are now , When I no longer satisfy your vision, that's when you abandon me again."

Cheng Xiuyuan's smile was full of bitterness, "So, that's how you miss me."

No, it's not!At most, I complained once or twice occasionally, and those sharp words were not from the bottom of my heart!Ning Yi began to panic, as if he could foresee that he would destroy the only chance of reunion with his own hands, and maybe Cheng Xiuyuan would turn around and leave in the next second.

"What if I ask you to give me a chance to get back together now? Unlike in the past, this time the initiative is in your hands, and only if you say break up can it be considered a breakup. Would you like to try this kind of reunion?"

What! ?He suddenly couldn't believe his ears.

"You, why are you doing this?"

Cheng Xiuyuan said softly: "Isn't there a saying that the person who falls in love first loses? Now I am the loser."

"Love? You love me!?"

"Yes."

"Really?"

"It's true."

Cheng Xiuyuan opened his arms, "You can inspect the goods at any time. If you are not satisfied, you will be refunded, but you will not be guaranteed a replacement."

Ning Yi burst into tears, no matter what, even if it is a gentle trap smeared with poison, he will jump into it!

At this moment, the hot water bottle, which had been neglected for a long time, suddenly "screamed" unwillingly. Ning Yi still had tears on his face, as if he hadn't reacted.Cheng Xiuyuan sighed, took the initiative to help him fill up the hot water, poured another cup of hot water and brought it over.

"Based on your expression just now, can I have the audacity to understand that you are ready to accept me?"

Ning Yi felt embarrassed after realizing it now, but still nodded firmly, for fear that Cheng Xiuyuan would slip away if he was a step too late.

"Well, do you want to move to my side, or I move to your side? Let me tell you first, I don't want to be separated anymore. It will take half a year after we break up. There is no accelerated process of getting in. There is no guarantee that I will be okay. The feelings that were easy to win were lost again.”

Such Cheng Xiuyuan also felt a little strange to him, but it did not prevent him from being delighted by the content of the other party's words.

"It's okay, I have no objection."

Cheng Xiuyuan nodded, "Okay, it's too cold here, it's uncomfortable to live in, should I live there? Also, I heard that you are working now, can you tell me what kind of job it is?"

When it comes to work, Ning Yi is a little embarrassed, "It's a factory worker. The working hours are a little longer every day, but the salary is not bad."

After hearing this, Cheng Xiuyuan frowned, "This job is too hard, why don't you find an easy job? Anyway, you have a house and don't have to pay rent. You don't pay much attention to the quality of life when you live alone. Finding an easy job is also easy." Totally able to handle life."

Just like he didn't remember ever having a flower shop at all, he didn't even think about suggesting that a young man choose to dawdle, don't work too hard, there's something wrong with it.

Ning Yi was a little hesitant, "If you work long enough, you will be fulfilled. Otherwise, I will always have nothing to do and look useless."

Cheng Xiuyuan still disagreed, "This kind of work is exhausting your life. You... are not in good health. If you continue to do this, you will be exhausted."

"Then, I quit my job and find another one?"

Cheng Xiuyuan: "Let's resign, take your time looking for a job, and I can help you find it too."

This time Ning Yi agreed without much hesitation. Since Cheng Xiuyuan said it was bad for his health, he didn't need to do the job. Find an ordinary job. As long as he has the heart, he can live a more fulfilling life.

After the two made an agreement, Cheng Xiuyuan began to help him pack his luggage together. Seeing that there were a lot of things at home, there was not much luggage that was actually packed.I only took two heavy cotton clothes, but I took a lot of clothes inside.

"A few of your outer clothes are as wrinkled as pickles. You, you really live a very careless life. Don't bring those. The Chinese New Year is coming soon. When I turn around, I just go shopping for new clothes with me."

Ning Yi has no opinion on trivial matters, and listens to Cheng Xiuyuan in everything.At first glance, except that his appearance has changed a lot, the way of getting along is still the same as before.

The result of the turning point also made Ning Yi almost excited with joy, he obediently returned to the place where he had been away for a long time with Cheng Xiuyuan, and a sense of familiarity came over his face.Because it was a bit late and it would be too troublesome to fire again, Cheng Xiuyuan called the takeaway, ordered dinner for two, and then rushed him to take a shower.

"Why do you have to take a bath in winter?" Ning Yi's eyes were clearly looking at a patient with severe cleanliness.

Cheng Xiuyuan also admitted frankly, "I have a little cleanliness, but the main problem is not my cleanliness, but that you were sweating just now, and if you didn't take a shower all the way, you would catch a cold easily. By the way, don't forget to turn on the Yuba, Turn on all four lights, be careful of freezing!"

Ning Yi was persuaded by him again, took out his thick pajamas and went to take a shower.After washing and walking out of the bathroom, the whole person was glowing red and hot from head to toe, the kind that was steaming.

I have to say that although taking a bath in winter is a bit more troublesome than usual, the comfort after taking a bath is not in vain.

At this moment, dinner has been delivered. The main food is porridge, accompanied by a few stir-fried side dishes. It looks very light, but it is Ning Yi's favorite taste now.

His appetite is still slightly different than before, and the porridge for one person is full, and the dishes on the table have not been touched a few mouthfuls.In the past, he drank two bowls of porridge by himself and cleaned up half of the table dishes. After finishing the work, he had to say plausibly, "After drinking the porridge, it will be water, so you don't feel full at all!"

Fortunately, Cheng Xiuyuan didn't try to persuade him to eat more, but only occasionally told him to eat some vegetables, but his attitude was not much different from before.