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Not long after, my younger sister was born, and after that, I never cared about anyone who was related to me by blood except her.

In fact, when I think about it carefully, it’s quite ironic. If they really killed me at that time, and I was still a girl in my life, wouldn’t I be frightened into an old lunatic?Anyway, I regret it for sure. Although I lived to such an age and they didn't do much, but at least I can throw it out to cheat the diamond ring after a few more years.

Even if you didn't kill me, you should regret it, after all, both of them died in order to murder me.

Although I was also made tattered by them, my lifespan has become like a candle in the wind.

From the age of nine until my health improved at the age of 13, I was actually locked up in the hospital or in the old villa in the mountains. In the room specially built for me, my body was connected with needles all the time. Didn't feel particularly uncomfortable, but was never allowed to leave the room.

In fact, during that time, I lived quite leisurely, with the feeling of "happy and relaxed". Don't look at me before in the slums, I would only run outside all day long, never stay at home, and I was with a man who pretended to be himself. The autistic snake spirit sits boredly by the creek for a summer vacation, but in fact, I am very nerdy, and when I am nerdy, I am very focused and patient.The environment of the old villa in the mountains and forests is much better than the environment of the slums. I live very comfortably. Now that I am comfortable, there is no need to go out, so they do not allow me to go out.

It will not be boring, because there is a TV on the wall opposite the bed. Although it is in the deep mountains and old forests, the signal is surprisingly good, not to mention that it will be upgraded to an Internet TV soon; There is a child worker at my disposal, seeing that child busy in and out, and then "duang" fell down on the stairs, I feel inexplicably happy, and I can also send him down the mountain at any time to buy me gossip Magazines, or some delicious snacks, deliberately put aside to torture myself.

So, during that time, I stayed in my room all day long, watching TV dramas. Basically, even if there were N big dramas in the same period, I never abandoned a pit. When there were no TV dramas, I just Look at gossip magazines. At first it was a monthly magazine, and then it was changed to a bimonthly magazine because of the rising popularity. Although the Internet gossip news became too popular, it didn’t make any progress. It was still a bimonthly magazine until the time of my death.

Of course, the above is just a general situation, and there is a little bit of a general situation. Although it is a general situation, it often happens, and it is not uncommon.

I have stayed here for a long time, and occasionally some old uncles who are bored will come to give me some popular science. The old and young masters are now in high positions here, and they are very popular around the emperor (taken from "The Legend of Zhen Huan").Permanently stationed in the headquarters, keen to play games invented and created by himself, has a tendency to self-abuse, and is the chief of the "Pursuit and Anti-Pursuit Department".In short, he is very busy, and he still wants to get drunk with the BOSS, probably just to persuade me - if you still want to see him, give up.

At that time, I really wanted to refute him like this: "What does that have to do with your hoof! (taken from "Dream of Red Mansions")" Although I never understood the meaning of "hoof" when watching the 86 version of "Dream of Red Mansions", But I really like this sentence.

Although those old uncles are high and powerful, they have been around for a long time, and many of them are hereditary positions from the Qing Dynasty, but they can't guess for sure. The old and young masters often go to the old villas in the mountains and forests, and every time If you come here, you will come to me and talk nonsense.

Of course, who else could he turn to?At that time, except for me staying in the old villa in the mountains, it was the child who was at my disposal.Besides, he would never come looking for the kid who didn't have the desire to survive in his eyes.

Sometimes he came alone, sometimes he came with my sister in his arms.

Whenever he came with my sister in his arms, I couldn't help showing a kind of impatience, especially when he handed the child into my arms and said, "You hug her." Disgusted, he took my sister and pushed his hand away, and then he would say that I was cruel, and I didn't even want my own sister.

Anyway, he wanted to say it, so I listened. It seems that because he showed too much interest in the two of us in front of the BOSS, and then the BOSS was particularly used to attacking us, so he adopted the two of us out of nowhere. My sister has a name. BOSS’s mother’s surname is Yang Yimeng, abbreviated as Dameng. I asked him what the abbreviation was. Show me one of the corners—Yi means big, and Yang Yimeng means Yang Dameng.

ah?

Although it felt strange, as an illiterate, I had no choice but to accept it.

Of course, he comes by himself more often, because my sister was thrown to Russia when she was a baby, and grew up healthy and smoothly under the care of the BOSS, so this little thing has a crooked melon. When you are old, you will say crooked words...

When the old and young master came to the old villa in the mountains and forests by himself, he would usually lie on the messy sofa with me, unkempt and disheveled, and the two of us would watch some boring TV series together.But often, the focus is not on the TV series, he will talk nonsense to me, what he said makes me completely confused, there is no logic at all, but I just listen, after all, the TV series I watched with him are all Very ugly.

In fact, when I think about it carefully, from the age of 9 to 13, during the two hours of charging, I almost spent chatting with him, saying that it was chatting, but he was just talking nonsense.To this day, I can't even recall what he said, which is a great pity...

After that, there is a 5-minute call period.

In fact, when I was 3 or 24 years old, I was in the best physical condition, and I went through [-] years of recuperation with needles.I finally don't have to be connected to the needle for [-] hours, so I often run around the streets with the old and young masters, and then chase and kill others.I said that when I chased and killed others, I felt very at ease, and I felt a lot better in those two years, and felt that I would die without regret.

As for why I feel so at ease, it’s actually not just because of my youth, but more importantly—I don’t know what kind of boredom I have been in the four years of charging for two hours, and I have thought about it in that boredom. What, in short, I became a cult, and was misled by the sinful and not sinful things in TV dramas, and gradually formed my own cult.

I always feel that the suffering that people suffer in this life is to repay the debts of the previous life, and then to accumulate virtue for the next life, and TV dramas also think so.Then I tortured them, even to death, to atone for their sins and help them obtain a better life in the next life.I am now standing on the shoulders of TV series to look at the problem.

I don't know how the other seniors of the "Nie Department" tortured and killed others with peace of mind, anyway, that's how I am.

Moreover, I vaguely felt that the old and young master didn't feel at ease, and he didn't know his reason.

Of course, at that time, whether it was his uneasiness or reasons, I didn't pay attention to it, and I didn't delve into it. At that time, I just thought that it shouldn't matter. After all, this is something that a parent can kill a child ruthlessly. world.

Then, after two years, talking for 5 minutes almost emptied my vitality in my life. When I was 15 years old, it became the setting that I had to be connected to the needle tube 24 hours a day. It was that year, maybe Aware of my weakness, the old and young master said that when I was 16 years old, the two of us ran away together, and then became a mandarin duck robber. When we got old, we bought a small house in a small remote place and became an old man and an old woman.

Although I didn't trust him, I still pretended to be very happy and looking forward to it, because I almost had a premonition. When I was 16, he would say that I would run away when I was 17, and that I would wait until I was 17. After that, I can only die alone in this old villa in the mountains and forests, waiting for the next birthday in the foreseeable future.

When I was 15 years old, I felt like I had returned to the four years of "charging for two hours". The old and young masters were at the same pace as before. I remember a little bit of nonsense now, at least remember which type of nonsense it is-the kind about the future, the key word is "after the two of us".

In fact, I am still looking forward to it. I look forward to being able to charge the battery smoothly this time like the last time I charged it, and then the two of them will fulfill all his nonsense together.

But in fact, there is no such leisurely mood.

It's not the setting in the TV series where two people become more and more famous and busier, and finally walk out of their own lives, and live apart from each other, but the setting of life and death.

If this is the case, maybe the words used by Xianqingyizhi are not accurate, but it doesn't matter, in short, those nonsense can't be fulfilled.

In fact, it's really a pity, because when he died, I didn't know what I was doing at that moment, or even exactly when he died.

Of course, these are not important, no matter where, when, and how he died, whether he went to hell or went to heaven after death, or turned into a ghost, it doesn't matter, anyway, I will never see you again Seeing him, I can no longer hear him talking nonsense.

I realized this at the very beginning, when I first heard of his death.