critical value

It didn't take long before I returned to the headquarters of the large refrigerator in my country. In my room, I opened the suitcase brimming with happiness for some reason, packed up the messy little things, and put them back one by one.

Every time I finish it a little bit, I am very happy, grinning silly and laughing a few times, even I feel that I am a snake...

Snake spirit disease is snake spirit disease, and I don't know where my happiness comes from.Thinking about it carefully, it seems that it is because I have been recalling Shi Xiaofeng's foolishness in the car just now, that I can laugh like a snake maniac like this.

I caught you smoking Crazy again?It's time to quit!

Thinking of this, I started to giggle again...

Then I don't know why, stupidly and suddenly thought of a very serious matter, I still have a very stupid excuse not to tell Shi Xiaofeng!It was the lie about the morning run that came to mind when I was scolded by the senior, and I hoped that he would pretend to be stupid and believe what I said...

As a result, he hasn't told him until now, so how can he pretend to be stupid and believe it...

Suddenly thought of a slogan - "the heart is not as good as action".Then he ran to the sixth floor and sprinted to the door of his office. He wanted to smash the door and enter, but unfortunately, he didn't smash it open, and there was no response when he turned the doorknob. Strange?I jumped up and saw that there was no one in the office.

But his three good buddies are all there, Fang Datou is still trying to get back his sundries from Wang Dandan, but what can the Lun family do if they don't give them back?It seems that in order to protect the debris, Wang Dandan moved into the small room where the cleaning tools were stored before, and willingly became Jia Doudou's opposite door.

Although I really want to ask them, but I just forget it, and I am not familiar with them...

Then it suddenly occurred to me that I am still familiar with a powerful character?So I ran to ask the eldest sister, if I want to find her, of course I have to go to the swimming pool, she must be reading a gossip magazine by the side.Sure enough, but the strange thing is that this time, he didn't take the gossip magazine, but was concentrating on a piece of paper with squinted eyes.

She didn't dare to disturb her, so she suddenly stood aside and waited energetically, but after waiting for a long time, she still couldn't stop watching, and her eyes didn't move a bit, she just stared at a place to see the old man. Long......

In the end, I was still impatient, so I leaned over and asked casually, "What are you looking at?"

"Shi Xiaofeng wrote me a letter." What's the point of writing a letter? "But the writing is so ugly that I can't read it at all. Come and recognize it." She said and handed the letter to me, stretched herself on the recliner, yawned, and went back to sleep in a peaceful way.

Actually I don't understand either...

For the whole letter, he wrote half a piece of draft paper, and it was the kind that was directly torn from a one-dollar exercise book, and the second half was torn off.I really can’t understand it. To be honest, I can only understand one sentence of the half of the draft paper he wrote, and it’s the middle part. Generally speaking, the things in the middle don’t matter...

It is such a sentence, which is obviously copied from various classics and then modified, something that does not match the preface at all——

"Toil my muscles and bones, starve my body, scold me for working hard and mess up my actions, Yu Fang knows the meaning of bearing humiliation."

The sentence in the middle is such a ghostly thing, it seems that the whole text is in classical Chinese... Tell the elder sister that I finally deciphered this sentence, she said honestly: "No I understand, don't explain it to me."

I can't even explain it...

"By the way, why did Shi Xiaofeng write this letter?"

"What else can I do? Run away again~"

"Eh?"

"Why are you looking at me with a puzzled face! He didn't tell you anything?" Nodding, "Tch——" She seemed to give a disdainful "Tch" and made a contemptuous expression, "Okay Well, he actually went to Siberia to do his brother's business."

"No, then why doesn't he even bring his three buddies with him?"

"He is not only from Shibu this time, but even his brother's is useless. His brother doesn't need to explain too much, he is just as suspicious as Zhou Yu. The problem is that here, why do we still come to say 'has been causing trouble' Such words..."

The eldest sister talked for a long time by herself the other day, and even told me the current formation.Probably because the Shi Department is disbanded first, the younger brothers are scattered in various branches, responsible for protecting other departments, and directly obeying orders from the BOSS and the eldest sister, but without Shi Xiaofeng, the eldest sister feels that in recent years, until Shi Xiaofeng came back So far, we can only give up expanding our forces and take defense as the main measure, but it is basically the only measure.

In the end, the eldest sister added another sentence: "He still said such polite words, doesn't he know what he means to us? He has long been an important member."

......

I don't know how he is in Siberia alone...

This time, Shi Xiaofeng left without saying goodbye again, but my feelings were not as strong as before. Although I was a little lost, I was still able to live as before, eating, sleeping, and my emotions would not fluctuate frequently. Just like an old man.

But sometimes I still suddenly feel sad, sad for no reason.

For example, one day I looked in the mirror and looked at my face. For some reason, I felt that I was still 16 years old in my heart, but in fact it was already close... Indeed, my development seemed to have stopped. There is no change between now and my 16-year-old self, but time is passing by. Even if there is no change, you should know how old you are.

That is nostalgia, because I miss 16 years old, so naturally I always think about 16 years old, so I feel that I am 16 years old.However, what good thing happened at the age of 16 that I miss so much?

When I was 16 years old, especially in the winter just after my 16th birthday, Shi Xiaofeng was always by my side...the last winter without worries..... .But after the Spring Festival that year, after his brother came, I can now feel the slight changes in Shi Xiaofeng from the memories...

Thinking about that winter, we still can't go back.

And then inexplicably sad.

As for why you are so convinced that we can't change back?I also know that this is all because of me, because I collapsed the cuboid and did many bad things that wolves are unwilling to do. I thought I could get away with it, but I was bumped into by Shi Xiaofeng again that time, and I haven't had time to explain him. Just left again.

I don't know what that person will think of me?

Even if I feel like it’s a fantasy, if it’s really possible, I really hope that I can be forgiven even after doing all the bad things... For your forgiveness, I will never do this again in the future, I In the future, you must honestly be a kind person in your mind.

Although I hate someone who restricts freedom the most, but if it is you, I am willing to change myself into what you want.

So forgive me.

When you come back to me again, the two of you tacitly pretend nothing happened, okay?