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Sometimes I still see Shi Xiaofeng, and I should be able to say a few words, and no matter what, I can walk behind him for a while.

Probably because I was too control freak at that time, the situation at that time seems so enviable now, but I am still not satisfied, I always think about the first autumn, or the winter of seppuku, the hypocrisy It seems that in the early autumn of midsummer, it can be just two people getting together.

"If that's the case..."

At that time, I was always thinking about these useless things. In fact, it would be great if I could enjoy the time earlier. If it was purer and just for the momentary happiness, I don’t need to keep thinking about it now. Envy Looking at the past self, I always regret it.

Once I ran up from the basement and wanted to nest in the hall for a while, looking out the window as if it was going to be spring, but found that Shi Xiaofeng was staying next to him, fighting with a brother who looked like a zombie, and sneaked away When he got to the side, there was no need to continue to hide himself, so he said, "Hey, Arnie K."

He said, "Hey, epilepsy." The smile was as happy as ever.

In fact, I don’t remember exactly what happened that day, but it seems that because the three of us were having so much fun fighting, Shi Xiaofeng’s nature was exposed, and he started to run on me for no reason, and would say to me no matter what happened: “Did you see it! It's your fault!" Although he said it with a smile, it was obvious that he looked like a middle school student playing bad friends, but I was probably young, and after listening to it, I knew it was a joke, but I was still very unconvinced.

What should I do if I am not convinced?If you say: "No!" If you push back like this, the level of run-off will immediately drop below the third grade of elementary school, and they can see in a second that I am just joking and I am very unhappy, although it doesn't matter if Shi Xiaofeng sees it through Yes, but that brother who looks like a zombie is really interesting...

Although all I was thinking at the time was, how can I justify myself like the scheming whore in the TV series, but before I realized it, I had already reacted to Shi Xiaofeng's run, and I said to that brother: " Do you hear me! It's all your fault!"

In fact, that should be the case, and that's the end of it, but Shi Xiaofeng has run on me many times, and I have run on that brother many times... It should be just like this, it shouldn't be my fault, but It was that brother who was too narrow-minded. I don't know why, but he suddenly exploded, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" and then he seemed to start crying like no one else...

That's right, that's it, I couldn't figure out what happened, and then I looked at him like "people who don't know the truth", looking at him like this, obviously I am one of the participants in this case, I guess Shi Xiaofeng is also the same The facial expression... And what was even more incredible was that the brother jumped into a rage a few times, and then walked out the door in a few steps, as if he was going home.

I remember really wanting to throw him out because he relegated our run to Kindergarten in an instant...  

But at this time, Shi Xiaofeng and I suddenly had no tacit understanding. He followed up with that brother with a few steps, grabbed him, coaxed him back, and kept smiling "ah ha ha ha" , that brother still refused to comply, he said harshly that he would teach me, then he pressed him on the sofa like coaxing a child, handed him a glass of half-drinked juice, and that brother Without looking at it, he whimpered and took a sip, and was choked, Shi Xiaofeng immediately patted him on the back to comfort the Lun family.

But Xiongtai was still unhappy and was about to leave again. Shi Xiaofeng immediately ran to my side and shouted at his leaving back: "Don't go! I'll teach him!" That Xiongtai really stopped in his tracks Turn around and see my miserable state...

I still remember how I felt at the time. I felt like a daughter-in-law who hadn’t been pregnant for two years after marriage was about to be slapped in the face by her parents-in-law. The twins are parasitic.For this reason, the whole world dotes on him, Shi Xiaofeng treats his unreasonable troubles and does not favor me, and eventually I will slowly fall out of favor and become like a servant...

Of course, this is not the point. The point is what Shi Xiaofeng said to me when he "tuned and taught" me. He said, "Don't bully others anymore, okay? That's not right, huh?"

"Oh."

"Promise me, don't run on others in the future, okay?"

"it is good......"

"Say, 'I'm not going to bully people anymore'."

"..."

"..."

"I will not run on others in the future..."

"Absolutely not?"

"Um......"

......

It was probably a brainless conversation like this. At that time, Shi Xiaofeng just let me go and said "OK". I thought his training and training was such a terrible experience that it might make me unable to have any self-awareness for the rest of my life. After all, he is the head of the torture department. Whether it is in comics, anime, historical dramas or fanfiction, high-ranking people are always ruthless. type......

It seems that Shi Xiaofeng is not normal...

At that time, this conversation was both brainless and drooling in my eyes. There was no need to recall it at all, and Shi Xiaofeng was considered by me to be on the verge of breaking out, but because I watched "Beating and scolding cannot educate children" Ma Ma, who had to hold back her anger because of the series, sneered fiercely.

A long time later, that is, now, when I think of this past, I still want to laugh as always, but this kind of smile is full of something different from the past, and somehow I feel that my whole body is surrounded by a warm feeling. Things are full, although the heart is slightly insufficient blood supply, but it is still full like a large piece of colorful cotton candy, it feels light and light, maybe take out a bamboo stick and pack it, and it will fly into the sky with a "swish" Same......

I don’t know which dynasty or which great master (example: a military strategist), named this indescribable feeling happiness...

Happiness, I really envy my former self.

In retrospect, Shi Xiaofeng often treats me like this. It seems that it is not good for me to do something casually, but in fact, it is commonplace in this world. Shi Xiaofeng himself doesn't even bother to do things. Good." For example, just talking loudly on the street, running around noisy...

You will be reprimanded so gently...

At the time, I didn't feel anything, at most it was "I'm so wronged! You're making me unhappy!", and then I said "Oh" with an aggrieved and twisted look, just be honest for a while... ..

But when I think about it now, I really feel very happy. If I can go back to that time... No, I also know that this is too extravagant. Sure enough, the previous self is very enviable...

So, I don't expect such a good thing, I only expect the slightly worse one——

If, of course, it's only if, if you can still be reprimanded so gently...

I'm willing to do anything immoral...

But if I really did something heinous, how could Shi Xiaofeng scold me gently?It will definitely kill me.

Where are you now?Who are you gently scolding with words that I have never cherished before?

He will definitely make me envious to death, just like my previous self...