critical value

Soon it will be the day of the live broadcast of the Spring Festival Gala, and the weather seems to be pretty good. Dugu Yiyang took out a large stack of yellow paper and placed it in a place that is conspicuous and not easy to catch fire. Everyone is still nestled in the living room like last year , Listening to playing cards in the Spring Festival Gala, I feel very nostalgic.

But as expected, there is still something different, and it shouldn't be said that he is good or bad.The good thing is that Shi Xiaofeng's brother didn't come to visit this year, so Shi Xiaofeng can play cards with us; the bad thing is that Shi Xiaofeng sits there like a dead man, lost his mind, and gradually stops playing cards. looking at something else.

Although he was still in a daze with a depressed look, it was still different from what he was in the room before.He was the only one in the room before, and occasionally I was able to accompany him in a daze. That look may be very suitable for the occasion. He looks like a very popular boy with fluffy eyes in junior high school. He is beautiful. picture.

But not now, there are obviously not many people in the entire reception room, but everyone gathers together and makes a loud noise, as does the Spring Festival Gala, obviously everyone is already noisy enough, and the programs still flash past one by one, the host Still talking non-stop, and no one turned down the volume.

Shi Xiaofeng was silent in the noise by himself, looking really out of place. Although I already knew that this was due to my personal admiration, but I guess our group of people seemed to exist to contrast him—outside The more lively the environment, the more prominent the melancholy back of the protagonist who is alone.

This is a common question in the appreciation of sentences in junior high school, and it has also been confirmed in the opening and ending songs of Riman.The more passionate the animation, the greater the emotional ups and downs, and the more scenes of dick.si's counterattack, there will often be a scene in the opening and closing songs, and the usage of this scene seems to be second only to running.People with no color are bustling by on the street, and the only pig with color stands motionless among them, or is shamelessly retrograde, or stands under the street lamp, staring at others with resentment …

It's better for Shi Xiaofeng, at least he has something unhappy, and when he wants to counterattack, he won't look at others with such resentment, he will find a way to dispatch the negative emotions by himself.This kind of superpower seems to be included in the syllabus of politics in the high school entrance examination...

This year's luck is not as good as last year's. I lost a lot of peach pits, and then slowly lost interest, and wanted to leave. The boss was still beating me, saying: "You can't afford to lose~" Looks like a primary school student, I tried so hard not to laugh...

Sitting next to Shi Xiaofeng, watching the Spring Festival Gala with him, but slowly my thoughts drifted to a long time ago.

From then on, I started to miss it.

Because it seems very strange, the two people seem to have not been the same as before for a long time.

In the first autumn, we would watch movies together. He laughed with a low smile and cried with a low tear, and I smiled awkwardly beside him.In the second autumn, we still watched movies together, the two of us cried and laughed together.But now, Mingming is also watching it. Although it's not a movie but a Spring Festival Gala, there are two of us, neither crying nor laughing.

They all seem to be thinking about something seriously.

I am thinking about him, what is he thinking?

The surrounding area is still very noisy, but we are still very quiet.It is still developing like the opening song, but it will always change in a good direction. Soon after, a very important person will appear next to Shi Xiaofeng. From different pictures, he is also the only person with color, "Shu Shua "Running over quickly, came to Shi Xiaofeng's side, and then ran with him, running, running, running to the feature film.

nice.

Looking at the Spring Festival Gala, I may have used my eyes too much recently. The vision gradually becomes unclear with the blinking of the eyes. I want to take a break and stop staring at the screen, but I don’t want to waste my youth like this. , I thought that otherwise, I would just look at Shi Xiaofeng in a daze as usual.

Then just go and see it.

It is probably because Shi Xiaofeng is not depressed at this time, but is watching the Spring Festival Gala with concentration that ordinary people can't understand, so he is still a normal Leo now, so he is particularly sensitive to other people's gaze.

Yes, he turned his head, but it seemed to be just to see the noisy group of people behind him.

In fact, it is not like this. If his eyes were smaller, or if my eyes were not clear at that moment, I might not have noticed it.His narrowed eyes were actually looking at me the whole time.

In fact, this is quite sad, because during that time, I just missed the first autumn. If it was at that time, the two people's eyes just met, he would have been staring at me, and I had been staring at him, maybe my eyes Too dry, blink a little, and he will say: "You lost." Maybe I didn't understand it at first, but I got used to it after a while, but now when I'm used to it, he no longer has the leisure to do these things stupid thing.

It's a pity too, but it doesn't matter, everything is not perfect.

But one day I will go back to that autumn...

I guess

In fact, there was also a strange feeling that day, which was suddenly felt when recalling the past.Thinking about Shi Xiaofeng and I before, I still feel feelings other than nostalgia, which can only be understood but cannot be expressed in words. If I have to describe it, I always feel that those unimaginable things like staring at the game in the past, now I think about it I'm all wondering, wondering if I did these stupid things with Shi Xiaofeng at the time...

It seems to be with someone else, but this person is far away from me, and his appearance is gradually blurring.

After a few more glances, he turned into a melancholy look again. For some reason, I felt that he might be very fragile now, and then thought unbelievably: "Maybe I can sneak in now."

There was so much noise around, no one was paying attention to the two of us.That's right, the atmosphere is very good, just like the very common year-end meeting scene.

"Hey, Shi Xiaofeng, I have something very important to tell you." He was still staring at the screen, as if he was not listening to me at all, "Listen well, I will only say important things twice."

Maybe it didn't matter at all whether he was listening or not.

"I like you...yes, I like you."

He probably made a mistake in some of the strings. He suddenly turned around and smiled at me. It was a long-awaited hearty smile and said, "I know."

In fact, I regretted a little at that moment, because according to the old routine, I would never see him again as soon as I woke up the next morning.