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It really seems to have become the same as before, and returned to those happy days.The two of them would beat, smash, loot and burn together, torturing the mobs who were half dead and living in small broken houses.

Shi Xiaofeng was still very simple and violent, with a rampant, invulnerable feeling, and I was watching from the side.In fact, from the very beginning until now, I still can't understand why Shi Xiaofeng is playing like playing alone, why he still takes me around every time; and he looks so powerful, why he still seems to take pleasure in torturing mobs Woolen cloth?

In fact, I never understood him.

But in fact, there is no need for this. I guess there are many things about him that he doesn't know very well... Just like me, a lot of things are obviously his own feelings, but he has never been able to make any interpretation , I also feel that I am not afraid of anything, but simply unable to understand.

Life seems to have really become the same as before, but something has changed.

Sometimes I notice that Shi Xiaofeng is different from usual, because sometimes he will show a very gloomy and depressed expression, as if he has something on his mind.I don't know if he has become melancholy or I have become sensitive. I hope that I really have changed. After all, if a person like Shi Xiaofeng has any troubles, it must be something serious.

Maybe it is enough to destroy the world, or change the current laws and patterns.

I always feel that my thinking mode is getting more and more secondary, so I must have changed...

Shi Xiaofeng should be really upset recently, because he told me before that he usually only drinks when he is upset, but probably no one knows why he is upset.

One day it must have been very late, Shi Xiaofeng had gone somewhere and hadn’t come back yet, I was going to sleep, and I locked the door and wanted him to lock him out for the night if he came back in the middle of the night, but Suddenly the eldest lady called and said that Shi Xiaofeng was complaining to her now, and asked me to take this source of mental pollution home as soon as possible.Then I deliberately put the phone next to him, and I heard a very magical laugh.

Then I put on my coat and ran over, not far anyway.

It was only after I got there that I learned the whole picture of the incident. The process was very simple, but the result was very rough.To put it simply, Shi Xiaofeng didn't know why he was upset, so he ran to drink there, and originally wanted to chat with Zhang Weiran, but the Lun family had no interest in casually saying a few words and left.After that Shi Xiaofeng drank alone and became more and more unhappy. When he saw a person, he ran up to Da Lun's house for no reason. At first, there were staff members or idle guests who stopped him, but I knew that no one could stop him... ...and then there is the old routine, with heavy casualties.

In the end, it was the eldest lady who took the lead, knowing that Shi Xiaofeng would show some kindness to acquaintances, so she went downstairs and dragged Shi Xiaofeng upstairs. Now he is rolling around on the floor and laughing, it feels too noisy, so I asked take him home.

......

One or two both leave troublesome things to me.

I silently woke up Shi Xiaofeng from his drunken dream, but he still didn't wake up, he was just barely pulled up by me.I put his arm on my shoulder, and then took him away. The eldest lady said shamelessly to the back of us leaving: "Be careful on the road, don't fall~"

Although I was very upset in my heart, I felt that she was too stingy to send us a car to take us back, but I could only say: "Okay~"

The autumn night is already a little bit cold. Shi Xiaofeng put it on my body, and it feels like carrying a baby bear on the back. It is warm. I don’t know why this person’s skin temperature is really slightly higher than mine, so it’s true. The feeling is very warm.Maybe it was because of the cold night wind, he suddenly regained his energy, raised his head with a "swish", pulled his arms away, hummed a song, and walked bouncingly beside me.

Maybe the leaves were blown down by the wind, and there was a slightly dry smell of dust in the air. He didn't know why he smiled more happily, probably because he was gloating at the miserable life of the cleaner tomorrow morning, Shi Xiaofeng is such a person .The street lamp seems to have changed its color. Probably when the bulb was changed. It was a little yellowish at first, but now it has turned into a white light, reflecting the bare trees next to it, which is particularly weird.

I don't know why, looking at this miserable look, I somehow thought of the false lushness I saw along the way when Shi Xiaofeng came back from somewhere in early autumn and summoned me back to the apartment.Now it’s finally withered~ I’m also happy, but it’s not because of the tragic fate of the cleaners, but because winter is coming, I don’t know why I feel so relieved, as if winter means that I can sleep with Shi Xiaofeng .

Seeing Shi Xiaofeng's bouncing figure flickering and flickering under the light of the street lamps, the direction of the shadow is constantly changing, and the side face is sometimes dim and sometimes bright, I don't know why I suddenly feel so happy, I smile unconsciously, and There is an urge to jump around with him.

I really did it myself, I don’t care if it’s embarrassing or not, because as early as spring, because of Shi Xiaofeng’s personalized signature, I jumped all over the street to the point where I didn’t know the way, and I lost my face long ago... ..It’s really a loseface... So now it’s okay for me to jump around in the middle of the night.

There was a gust of wind blowing in front of me, and I felt that the jacket I was wearing casually had been blown through by the wind, and I wanted to shake from the cold.Shi Xiaofeng was next to him, and he put on his hat wittily. He had a little sense of the younger brother's vision, but somehow he was different from the younger brother, because he was also a little bit cute, which basically overshadowed the younger brother's sense of mystery. .

I don't know why, but I really want to be like Shi Xiaofeng for no reason today, so I put on my hat silently, and after getting warm for a while, I laughed happily, and said in a tone that should be very excited: "This is really warm. Oh~”

Shi Xiaofeng smiled at me and said, "Ah? Really?"

I always feel that the current Shi Xiaofeng is different from the Shi Xiaofeng that the eldest lady said. He is not the kind of big devil who just hits anyone he sees and can't stop dozens of people. He is a little drunk today, he is obviously like a child just as cute.

But it was still too cold outside, the wind made me want to cry, my old eyes were crying against the wind, I really wanted to go home quickly, so I took Shi Xiaofeng to take a shortcut - a small alley.

For some reason, the atmosphere felt strangely familiar, with orange lights, cramped landings, piles of old bicycles and other plant pots or unidentifiable debris, and a clothesline or It's the wires, the walls on both sides aren't even painted, the brick and its original color are just showing...

Shi Xiaofeng ran up to me suddenly, and then he still smiled like that, but after a while, he seemed to become serious, as if he wanted to say something important: "I should have said it before, epilepsy, you are sometimes very cute." , but most of the time I'm very lazy, I like you very much...

That is true

It's been like this since as long as you can't remember

I've been tossing and turning for so long, but you are really the best. "

I suddenly remembered that this small alley is very similar to that, like the road I took a shortcut to take Shi Xiaofeng home when he was drunk and dying before the Spring Festival...

The author has something to say:

I'm really good at it, obviously it's "the spring is cold", but I just wrote it in autumn, so what should I call the next article?