critical value

Although when I returned to Sichuan that time, I had already made a poisonous oath in my heart-whether my brother wanted to kill, cut me up, or cut me into pieces and put me in the hot pot, I could bear it and treat myself as a Shaking M all answered with a smile, and swore to be loyal to him no matter what happened.

When I think about it now, I actually don’t quite understand myself at the time. What kind of stimulus was it that made me swear such a poisonous oath?The difficulty is too great. For me, it is like a challenge level of [-] meters in one step.

But ever since I went back to before the Chinese New Year, my brother has always been like "If you don't sing, you will be a blockbuster; if you don't fly, you will fly to the sky". I am not Zou Ji, so I have no way to ask myself My wife asked, "Which one is with Xu Gongmei?" She couldn't satirize my brother, so she could only stay with him in a daze, a daze, and a psychosis all day long, and at most ran away when he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night. Give him a bite.

This kind of life lasted from mid-to-late October to the Spring Festival of the next year. Counting with your fingers, it will take three months.During those three months, I was always by my brother’s side in such a boring, lonely, empty and cold way. I always felt that I was 80 or [-] years old all of a sudden. To the extent that a child can bleed halazi.

Especially during the Chinese New Year, my mother and my brother's dear Mama were arguing in the kitchen every day, "This should put more salt", [Oh no, too much salt is unhealthy~], "It seems a bit spicy", 【Hey, it's too light~】, "I put the firecrackers here", [No, no, no, it will explode~bloom~flower~]......

In short, it's all kinds of things. In fact, I really respect my brother and his dear Mama. When I think about it carefully, it seems that since my bully married my Mama into the house, the two of them have lived this kind of life every day.My mother is also really, she is so old that she still picks things up with others every day, it's a shame that my aunt can bear her......

But my aunt is so generous, why does my brother look crazy?Who is he like?

At this time, I glanced at my brother's dull expression. There was a weird gunfight movie on TV, and he watched it basking in the sun with a look like he was about to bleed out.Suddenly, I remembered a sentence in a biology book in junior high school: "All creatures have the characteristics of inheritance and variation." Then his current situation should be mutated.

I glanced at him, then continued to watch the shootout, and it didn't take long before I became that dull-faced, basking in the sun and about to bleed out...

In fact, I always had an unspeakable worry at that time, and this worry is especially obvious now when the Chinese New Year is approaching-if I continue to hang out with my brother day by day, will I become a hopeless person one day? Is it the snake spirit disease of the medicine?

Until one day when I was watching a TV series and the heroine was being miserably abused by a rival in love, my expression became sluggish inexplicably, and she seemed to be drooling like a dementia, because my brother stuffed it into my mouth inexplicably. a piece of paper and said, "Wipe it."

Ohno! Terrible there!I was at least half a century ahead of Alzheimer's!No, no, my brother has too many routines, I want to go back to the Northeast!

So I actually went back.

Along the way, he walked into the room while knocking on the wall, and then "whoosh" got under the bed at the speed of light, buried himself in the darkness, turned on the phone and started browsing mobile games.At that time, I didn't know whether the epilepsy was here or not. In fact, I wanted to run back to the single apartment to see him as soon as I got here, but the person who picked me up at the airport said that BOSS recently brought a few powerful people with me. The uncle of my colleague lives in an old villa in the mountains and forests, and suggested that I join in the fun.At that time, I was exhausted physically and mentally, so I agreed without thinking.

In fact, I originally thought that epileptics are still living in a small single apartment, watching the Spring Festival Gala pitifully alone.

But it doesn't matter, I don't plan to stay here for a long time, I just play with my mobile phone to kill a while, and then I will go down the mountain to see him.

But while I was playing, I suddenly felt as if there was something suspicious staring at me, so I wanted to "crack" out from under the bed and say "Hey, my grandson is here!", but it was very scary I hit my head on the ground, and when I struggled to get out, I discovered an even more horrifying fact—the epilepsy was standing next to me, staring at me expressionlessly.

I rushed to his side quickly, and the two chatted quickly about some things. I don't know why I was always very nervous during the period. It was that kind of nervousness and excitement that is indescribable.In fact, since I was a child, as long as I was a little nervous, I would make an unreasonable move - swinging my legs on the spot, and that day I was shaking so much that I was about to fly.

After chatting for a long time, he finally calmed down first, looked up at me with that cute little expression, and asked calmly, "By the way, where have you been for so long?"

I don't know why, after hearing his words, my heart twitched inexplicably, and then I instinctively became terrified.Although I didn't know the reason at the time, my subconscious mind told me that I must never tell him the truth, let's talk about a random reason first.At that time, my reaction was a bit scary, as if I hadn't thought about it at all, so I pretended to have a cute expression, and said with a dazed face: "Huh? I'm going to participate in a basketball double game."

"What basketball league?"

"WinterCup~" In fact, I regretted it the moment I said it. Although I suddenly thought of such a word and blurted it out, there are some things that I regret only after I have done it—"WinterCup", that is not "Heizi's" A game in Basketball?And it ended with Xiao Heizi's team's much-spiked victory, and was it a game that left a deep impression on any audience?How can I say this!

Yay, baa, baa, it's going to be revealed!

But to my surprise, Epilepsy raised his eyebrows suspiciously, but didn't say anything in the end.

Although he didn't say anything, I still felt ashamed, so I justified myself: "Yes, of course I also want to work part-time~ What if this place suddenly closes down? You can't hang yourself on a tree~" Even if he I really believe that it doesn't matter if I run to tell the boss that I'm taking private jobs, it's better than him suspecting me.

But he said he doubted, why did he doubt me?I worked my life for my brother in an open and honest manner, so what could he doubt about me?

But I just didn't want to tell him, even after I finished typing this novel, I still didn't say anything.The posture of taking the little secret to the grave.But it's not a secret at all, as if anyone who has anything to do with me, except epilepsy, knows that I have been working hard for my brother in those years.

Why am I the only one keeping it from him?This incident baffled me.

Speaking of which, since I returned to Northeast China that time, I have developed a new hobby - buying an expensive pen and drawing on paper.

At the beginning, I was just enjoying the pleasure of destroying RMB, but I don’t know why the more I use this method to decompress, the more I increase the pressure. I gradually become anxious and anxious. It’s like being infected with snake spirit disease by my brother. , became very suspicious, and inexplicably felt a dilemma.What used to be very simple in my eyes has suddenly become a routine debt, as if there are crises and ups and downs everywhere, and there are people who want to persecute our brothers everywhere.

At the beginning, I was able to comfort myself, and I could calm down by saying "People are scary and scary" a few times in my heart, but it gradually failed, and I couldn't sleep at night, but I couldn't think of a suitable person for me. Take a bite, although I have considered epilepsy, but thinking about it, he should be sleeping soundly next door, and after struggling for a long time, I still can't bear to disturb him.

In the end, my way of distraction became "writing", not writing a diary or novel, but like planning a word game, scribbling an outline-I wrote down my current situation, and then imagined the next What to do in one step, and what kinds of plots may be triggered after doing so, I listed each branch separately, and then carried out the branch plot on this branch line, and unknowingly launched the branch line of the branch line, The branch line of the branch line...the branch line of the branch line... If one fails to go through, another one will be replaced.

I don’t just write like this when I can’t sleep at night, but also during the day whether I have something to do or not, as if I’m addicted to it.

I still remember when I was in Northeast China, for several months, I wrote when I had nothing to do, and when I couldn’t sleep, I wrote a large stack of papers.If it wasn't for the fact that my handwriting was too ugly, some game maker might pick it up and write a masterpiece, and then I would become famous!Wahahahahahaha!

But because the characters were too ugly, no one could understand them, so none of this happened.I just don’t know why, after I wrote those things, I suddenly seemed to see everything around me more clearly, and I knew very well what I should do next.

——First of all, I have been working for my brother for so long and left the BOSS in the cold, but he still likes me very much, and will video chat with me every now and then, even though it is all to find out information about my brother.Then the hearts of those uncles who work hard every day without complaint, SM, and flogging must be shattered into slag.

So the first step, I planned to move into the headquarters office, pretending to be working hard every day to deceive them.

——Then, the three of Jia Wangfang and I decided to rearrange our troops. It happened that there were still a few vacant rooms next to my office, so it’s better for the four of us to live together~

In fact, I have always had an idea in my heart. If I do this, the four of us will be at odds, but it will indeed benefit my brother and the Shi family.I plan to leave Fang Datou in Sichuan, let him monitor the Ba Ba of Jia Wang Fang's three families, and if there is any change, immediately notify me to evacuate my brother.What to do after that?Save my brother and make a comeback.

I still remember that day, I struggled for a long time before I finally got the courage to pick up the phone and call them.