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Afterwards, I stayed silently in Sichuan for a whole summer. It wasn't very hot, but it was still cool in my country's large refrigerator in the Northeast.

I guess my three little friends didn’t spread any rumors to me during that time. After all, besides accompanying my brother, I was running all over the street to eat, or I was trying to win over my brother and some uncles around us who had a cooperative relationship with us, no I know why they don't give me a good look, probably because my brother offended them.

As for why I obediently returned to Sichuan this time?Because I was thinking about it, relying on me to make some achievements in the Northeast, it seems that it is not enough to support the legacy of my brother and ancestors; and I am in the Northeast, I always feel that if I am not careful, I will get angry Boss is an old man, if I'm not careful, I can drive the crane back to the west......

Then at least I feel that the main reason why my brother doesn’t manage the family is that he is nervous, he picks up the people around him too tightly, and if the Lun family is a little bit unsatisfactory, he will "kill all the family" or something...Suddenly Thinking back to when I was torturing those younger brothers in the Northeast, I would still smoke if something didn’t go my way—he and I are really a father.

Finally, in my unremitting struggle, the attitude of those uncles finally improved because of their long-standing family friendship with our family, my sincere attitude, gentle and elegant at first glance, and my elder brother. A group of people get together to drink, eat and chat every day - I suddenly suspect that their attitude change may have something to do with my ability to drink. After all, if I can win a good drinking buddy, those who hate and hate are all with shame and integrity Throw it out of the sky.

While drinking their wine and eating their hot pot, I chatted with them, seemingly inquiring about their attitude towards our Shi family, and decided whether this person should stay, get rid of, or stay away from each other forever. Of course, Jia Wang I give special preferential treatment to the tyrants of the Fangsan family. After all, they are the tyrants of my good buddies. It doesn’t matter if I say a few words to hurt my brother occasionally. They are the same.

But if it's someone else, I'll kill him.

Probably because I drank too much during that time. My elder brother who is not as good as snake essence and is a little allergic to alcohol can’t sleep in the middle of the night and stopped calling me over. Although he was worried that no one would give him two bites in the middle of the night. Will he be able to fall asleep? But this is good, at least I can spend this summer wearing short sleeves on my arms without being bitten.Otherwise, I was bitten by my own brother with bruises and bruises all over my body, and I still couldn’t sleep because of it. I would definitely be hyped by those three hurt friends and made headlines in the news, and it would be published in the British "Daily Mail".

Just drinking and discussing business with people in such a leisurely way, gradually the whole summer passed, and the heat gradually receded. I also drank with a bunch of uncles and felt quite fulfilled. I really want to go back to see Epilepsy again, stay a few more days and talk to him a few more words.Although I have always thought so, the desire in summer is obviously not as strong as in autumn. At that time, I can describe it as returning home like an arrow. I can't wait, and I can't wait to fly back to the northeast countless times.

But even if I "can't wait" countless times, I still choose to stay in Sichuan and stay a few more days to help my brother deal with all the little things that he caused. After all, I suddenly discovered recently that his situation is worse than I imagined. is much more dangerous.This may also have found a reason for his incurable snake spirit disease.It seems that he was right to doubt everyone around him. On the contrary, I was too naive to figure out the situation before and pretended to be obedient to the enemies he identified...

During that time, I really wanted to communicate with my brother and listen to his opinions. After all, there are not only women and sharks in this world who have a sixth sense, but maybe my brother is also included.Also, isn't there a rumor that many psychos have the ability to see the future?Ah, it seems that I accidentally put my brother and snake spirit disease in the same category.

So that day, when a gloomy little brother came to me and said, "My lord, the emperor told you to come over." I ran over without even thinking about it.

In fact, after knowing me for a long time, many people will doubt whether I have a hobby of SM, although I always answer them: "How is it possible! My sexual orientation is still very normal!" Pretending to be confused about SM What is the difference between being gay and a straight diamond boy with cancer? In fact, this SM habit has been deeply ingrained in my heart. It has been like this since I was a child.

——At the very beginning, when I was a good-looking young lady who was loved by everyone, I wanted to hear a cute puppy scream when I saw it; Every day I force my younger brothers to kneel down at my feet and shout: "My Lady Queen", I never get tired of it; then I have an indescribable desire for everyone I really like, for example, I want to see him cry, the more he cries, the more he cries. The more miserable the better; and when there is nothing to do, I also like to torture those younger brothers who were kidnapped from other people’s homes, or my own younger brothers who have a tendency to betray. I am often intoxicated by it, and gradually forget what I want to force him to confess.. ....

Of course, I thought I hid it very well and didn't let anyone find out, except that I often discussed SM-related topics with him before my epilepsy was hit by a stick and I lost my memory.

Although my brother is not a brother of the same mother as me, we are also half brothers after all, and we are exactly the same in terms of bad temper, maybe we also have SM obsessions?

......

As soon as I entered the door, I saw my elder brother curled up on an armchair with a cold face. After seeing me coming in, he just said coldly: "Close the door."

I obediently closed it.

"Come here." He waved to me with a cold face.

I passed obediently.

"Kneel down."

I don’t know why, but I obediently obeyed this instruction. Maybe I thought he just wanted me to call him “My Lady Queen”, since he is happy anyway, and calling “My Lady Queen” will not lose a piece of meat. .....

But a teacup was smashed in the face.

Although I now understand what was going on at the time, I was still in a state of confusion at the time.

My brother may have taken a prop cup, or how could he have the strength to smash it into my face?My brother may have cooled the tea on purpose, otherwise why didn't I feel hot?But at that time, I didn't have time to think about some things. I just felt a tight soreness on the face that was in contact with the teacup just now, with a little pain; Harazi—I am full of tea fragrance, which makes the whole room seem to be full of tea fragrance. This is a phenomenon of diffusion in physics.

My face was hurting, I didn't have time to cover it with my hands, but I clenched my fists tightly and tensed all the muscles in my arms; I wanted to beat him, beat him, and press his head against the wall, so I Like smashing the head of the enemy minion against the wall every time you chase and kill it like a rotten tomato...

But I don’t know why, as long as I think about the head that was broken on the wall if it was my brother’s head, I feel a chill in my heart. The chill reaches the tip of my toes, making me tremble as if I’ve been shocked by an electric shock. .The clenched fist loosened just as he was busy trembling.

My brother still nestled in the armchair and yelled at me coldly, I raised my head and gave him a vicious look, stood up, took off the tea-soaked clothes, opened the door and left.

When I was leaving, the jade pendant that my mother put on me yesterday was dangling in front of my chest, annoying people—it was given to me by someone I found a long time ago, and said it was with me. My brother's piece of jade is a pair, which is divided from the same rough stone and then processed into related patterns, but my dad who has a big brain hole carved a cat's head for my brother and a little mouse for me. Lying on two peaches...

It seemed that his old man had foreseen today's situation.

I was in a bad mood at the time, and actually wanted to pull the little mouse off its neck and throw it in the corner of the wall, but I still didn't do that, but I took it off when I returned to the northeast, and then it was wrapped in a bag and I threw it at home.

Speaking of going back to the Northeast, I booked a ticket that day, slept at the airport for half the night, and left Sichuan in the early hours of the morning.

After returning to the Northeast, for the first time, my first reaction was not to visit the BOSS or the eldest sister, but to lie in the small broken single apartment and peel oranges with epilepsy, so I pulled a luggage alone that day I went straight to the bachelor apartment building full of bachelors, and I could see epilepsy immediately when I thought about it. I even forgot all about my brother, and my whole face was full of light.

But after entering the door, I saw that there was dirt and dust everywhere, without any trace of recent people's living, and it seemed to have been splashed with cold water from head to toe.

That day, I laid myself on the palm mat and stained it with dust, and stared at the ceiling for a long time before I remembered to call my eldest sister and said, "Hello." After that, I didn't wait for her to answer "um", and cut directly to Subject: "Call me over with epilepsy." Then he hung up the phone directly.

I admit that my behavior at the time was really self-defeating and tricking, but what can I do if I am just unhappy?I feel that I really want to see epilepsy and talk to him, so what can I do?

But it’s amazing, how I waited for him that day and he didn’t come, lying by the window and looking at the gate of the community, my heart was always looping: “Why hasn’t the epilepsy come? Why hasn’t it come?  … Wait for him for another 5 minutes, and if he doesn't come after 5 minutes, he will never forgive him..." But 5 minutes soon came, and I said to myself: "Wait another 5 minutes, don't come this time. I really don’t forgive him now.” The cycle continued like this, until I was disheartened and turned over all the exhausted journeys starting from the half-dream and half-awake at the airport, and pulled out a quilt from the closet I fell asleep on the dusty ground.

But when I was asleep, someone knocked on the door suddenly. Although I knew it must be epilepsy, I couldn't help but started yelling at him, and chased him away, telling him to bring me a little monster.

Afterwards, I sat on the bed and couldn’t fall asleep. Thinking about it, he might have walked over in a foolish way, and now he’s going to walk back in a foolish way, and then walk back in a foolish way carrying a water tank. I feel a little distressed for no reason, he looks so stupid, maybe he doesn't know how to put the bag of luggage on his back at the door before leaving...

After he came back, I actually felt like apologizing to him, or at least said a few words to make up for the lack of gatherings and separation between the two of us for more than half a year.But in fact, I have expected it a long time ago. For a person like me who loves face more than life, the two have not seen each other for a long time, and I lost control of my emotions and scolded him just now. Now I feel very embarrassed. I absolutely have no way to say a word to him. Yes, at least until he offered to speak to me...

But when he said without any complaints as usual: "Hey, Arnie K, we haven't seen each other for a long time." There are many distances, traveling and traveling for N thousands of miles, and the many words I have accumulated since toasting and drinking N tons of wine with my friends and friends, turned into a single word when it came to my mouth——

"Oh."

Then he was quiet too.I fell asleep in no time.