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Maybe I didn’t notice it before. In fact, epilepsy has been used to saying things with big brains, black belly, and inexplicably a bit of truth since a long time ago. People have to believe and have to be speechless. .

It's just that during the period when he stayed at my temporary residence, this situation aggravated.

So, in fact, from the moment he said: "But I don't have a good heart." I began to be wary of him almost instinctively. How to guard against him?To put it simply, it is determined not to share the same bed with him.

Originally, I was very embarrassed to live in a certain elite’s house. I really had no face to say to the old couple in a serious and solemn order: “From now on, I’m not allowed to watch TV when I’m sleeping, and I’m not allowed to enter the living room.” So I couldn’t sleep. The sofa, I still remember that I was really helpless in those days, so I had to lie on the floor in the corner of the bedroom, but because the floor was very cool, I somehow slept well...

The next day I got epileptic and asked me why I was on the ground. I said he kicked me down.

"Oh, I didn't expect that I'm pretty good~" he replied like this.

We two dead houses, except for going out for a stroll once in a while, usually stay in the room, brush the screen with the wifi of the fashionable old lady upstairs, play games, or secretly look through the family’s collection of photo albums, While "ah ha ha ha" complaining about some small details in some photos that maybe they didn't notice.I don't know if he has seen through the truth I'm hiding, or if he just complained and didn't respond, he never asked the sharpest question: "Why are you not included in so many photos?"

If asked, I really don't know how to answer it.

Staying at home, I don’t even know what year, month and day of the week it is. In fact, I should be regarded as the type who lived a relatively fulfilling life since I was a child. The days of studying this school were very regular, so during that time I was looking forward to a certain story. Give me a call, and the two of them naturally made an appointment.

——This day came as I wished. It was the elder brother of BOSS who had just returned to the motherland with the young lady who had been fostered by his grandparents in Russia for many years. He was traveling around and came to visit me in Anhui.

When I think of that young lady who inexplicably likes to slap my face since I was a child, my old face hurts...

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Guys, I'm back, ten years bro...and what next? (The amount of help)

Can not remember.

I have epilepsy. All in all, recently my dear Ma Ma went to the hospital for a routine checkup. I was too lazy to cook at home by myself, so I turned off the water, electricity and natural gas and came to Shi Xiaofeng’s house to spend a few days eating, and tease him by the way~ (laughs) ) But in fact I made a mistake. Based on my understanding of my Ani K Shi Xiaofeng, I never thought that he is the type of Liu Xiahui who is steadfast and unyielding to beauty...

No way, I want to laugh.

All in all, he didn't pay much attention to me these two days, and he was absent-minded when he spoke. An opportunity to pretend to have a good relationship and share the same bed, but he ran to the ground every night and said that I kicked him off...

Now that he has said that, what can I do? (spread hands)

But one day he suddenly came back to life, the reason was that he answered the midnight ring, and he didn’t know which country’s ghost language was used, and he talked on the phone for a long time like singing some Russian rap songs—he From the moment I answered the phone, I started to giggle, until I hung up the phone after chatting for about 10 minutes, I was still giggling, but suddenly changed to a lifeless expression, rolling around on the bed and scratching. mad.

—Ghost knows what he was thinking.

Sure enough, as I guessed, it was almost noon when he changed into clothes that didn't smell like sweat and looked pleasing to the eye, wiped his big boat-like shoes, and went out in a happy mood , based on my experience of reading a hundred and eighty novels, he is either going for sex or meeting a new relationship, or he may be ordinary to meet classmates, but was caught by aliens on the way home Go, or be summoned by a beautiful girl from another world, and from then on, the protagonist's halo possesses him, bidding farewell to the endless life of gnawing on the old...

And so on.

In the middle of the night, when I was alone, half asleep and half awake, I suddenly heard the sound of the pattering rain. It seemed that a drunk man was singing hoarsely. The out-of-tune was serious, but it was not very serious. At least I could hear it from his hoarseness. It turns out that he sang "The Ugly".

Ah, no, what do I care about these things?So I turned over and continued to sleep. In a trance, I seemed to hear some noises echoing in the corridor. It seemed to be coughing, footsteps, and low voices. It might be the reason for my sleepiness. I couldn’t understand them. What the hell are you talking about? It’s like some Russian rap song... In a trance, I seem to hear someone knocking on the door. I didn’t want to care about it anyway, because his dear parents are there, but I remembered this afternoon They went to visit the house of the old uncle who was farming in the countryside, but in desperation they had to get up and open the door by themselves.

But as soon as the door opened, a black figure flew towards me, but luckily the person next to me grabbed him.He clapped his hands, stomped his feet and howled twice before turning on the voice-activated lights in the corridor.Only then did I see those two people clearly, one was Shi Xiaofeng who was as drunk as mud, and the other was a stranger I had never seen before, with brown hair, gray-blue eyes, and his face looked like a crooked nut, he said "Hey!" Then he threw Shi Xiaofeng on me, and went downstairs by himself, clapping his hands and stomping his feet, howling and lighting up the voice-activated lights downstairs that were still malfunctioning. .....

What the hell?

That day I threw Shi Xiaofeng into the bathroom and told him that when he felt like throwing up, he could hold the toilet and vomit, and then I went to bed.

As a result, I heard his wailing early in the morning the next day, and saw him running to the bed in a frenzied and collapsed state, and said to me: "My driver's license has been revoked!!!!"

What the hell is this?

......

That day BOSS, his eldest brother and eldest lady came to visit me in Anhui, because it was too long since I saw these familiar colleagues, and I accidentally got excited and drove the two of them on the expressway to go to the mountains to enjoy the coolness. I accidentally started to get used to road rage on the highway, and I accidentally chased the car that pissed me off for hundreds of kilometers...the two of them are too hateful, and I feel comfortable when I'm racing I was playing with my mobile phone all the time and no one came to stop me, and then my driver's license was revoked?

I lost my driver's license, and I had planned to run around with epilepsy for the next few days, so I had no choice but to give up this idea and stay at home.Staying at home is probably because people are lazy. The ten days or so he stayed in the hospital for examination also passed unexpectedly fast, as if he flew away in a week. In the blink of an eye, he Staying overnight at our temporary residence, the time that the two of us can sleep together in the same bed became very few.

Although before sharing the same bed with him every night, he sneaked to the ground to lie on his stomach after he fell asleep, pretending to keep him at a respectful distance, but in fact, when he came back, he would lose this opportunity , but my heart is full of reluctance.At that time, I didn't know what I was thinking about leaving "the gap between ordinary people and me" behind me. The desire to knock him unconscious with a stick and tie him back to the Northeast became stronger and stronger.

In the last few days, he was watching "Crossing the Guandong" wholeheartedly with an elite tablet. His expression was similar to that when he watched "Hateful Mystery" at his house nearly a month ago. I looked at him like this , Thinking of the past, and I don’t know how to think of the way we first met—he seems to be very important to me...So I feel more and more reluctant, and the actors are performing hard, vividly and superbly , I didn't really look into it, there was only one thought in my mind, and it was about to come out.

I really wanted to ask him: "Do you want to go to the Guandong?" I did ask that.

He replied simply and neatly: "I don't want to."

"why?"

"I'm actually quite envious of you guys," he paused "Crossing the Guandong", "They're all exactly like my uncle, one and two are romantic. But I can't do it anyway, because my dear Ma Ma doesn't want to I'm going to 'Cross the Guandong', so I can't go...it's like a heavenly rule that cannot be broken."

He pressed Chuangguandong to play, but was poked to pause after a few scenes: "I suddenly thought of a sentence in Gintama-'There are many cages in this world, family, career, school, society, All sorts of ways you can’t escape, but actually, in many cases, people locked themselves in cages voluntarily.’”

Although this sentence is not as clear-eyed and black-bellied as the ones he usually said, I am still speechless—one is that he feels lost because he does not agree to be kidnapped by me to the Northeast, and the other is that Because his two sentences are so incisive, I didn't realize it after listening to them for a long time. I was still analyzing them in detail, and I even had an urge to analyze his argumentation.

This ending actually leaves me room for imagination to draw my own conclusions, and with my language skills, this conclusion can only stay at the point where it can only be understood and cannot be expressed in words, but it makes people feel an urge to pity .how to say?He is very responsible?Make me admire?

Maybe it can be summed up like this...

Suddenly I remembered that his family is a family that should be cared and loved by everyone in "A Journey to the Great Dao". I also thought of his mother's routine inspection, which is not normal for this kind of family. What a good thing—so inexplicably curious again.

"Hey, epilepsy, what are you checking for in Ma Ma's routine inspection? It took ten days to check."

"Oh, it's really nothing, just some spiritual and psychological aspects, the cost is not high and there are reimbursements." He did not suspend "Crossing the Guandong", as if he took it for granted and said it easily.

I remember that there was a classmate in my class in the third grade of junior high school. His family situation was similar to his. His father passed away when he was very young. Not long after that, his mother also had mental problems. She became clear for a while and confused for a while He basically lost the ability to work, and committed suicide not long after he graduated from junior high school due to mental pressure.I heard that my group of junior high school classmates seemed to have seen him somewhere last winter. It was very cold and they were wearing ragged thin cotton clothes. When they saw them, they turned around and ran away...

Even needless to say, I know that his living situation must be very bad, and he is suspected of having a mild mental problem. It is the kind of hardship that cannot be judged after half a year or so—maybe in half a year, poverty can be enough Kill him to death.

Inexplicably, I brought the image of that classmate into Epilepsy, and naturally began to nervously imagine Epilepsy in the ice and snow, dangling in a ragged thin cotton coat, and ran into the alley for a few steps as soon as he saw me turning his head It's gone.At that time, I suddenly felt the urge to cry.

Though thinking about it now makes me laugh...

In short, I had a sore nose at the time, and I didn't know if my eyes were red. Anyway, the tears seemed to be about to fall. I held the epileptic shoulder with both hands and turned him to face me, trying my best to control the trembling. The rising voice pretended to be serious and calm, and said: "If you feel bad one day, I will take you to the east of the Guandong."

He was probably startled by my appearance of "moving with emotion and understanding with reason", nodded with a dumbfounded expression, and said, "Yeah."

When he went back to find his dear Mama that day, I didn't know whether I would have preferred him to play with me back in the Northeast, or if I would have preferred him to stay here and be an ordinary person, neither salty nor salty. Be a big dutiful son.

Oh, by the way, I also forgot to tell him one thing: "Today I am 22 years old."

The author has something to say:

It seems to be called this name, but it doesn’t seem to be. The male lead is also obviously rich but pretends to be a waste of low-income households to approach the female lead

PS: I was so sleepy in the middle of writing, I didn’t even know what I was writing, so try my best to wake up Xiaofeng this week

This chapter has been changed again, the content is slightly enriched but it still feels messy...