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For a period of time after that, until he graduated from junior high school, I sat next to the set of plastic tables and chairs in front of the No. [-] Middle School, eating Kanto and drinking a can of Coke, and then waiting for him—that should be A person named "Liu Xiaobai".It’s just that during that time, I still arrogantly thought I was watching a traffic jam.

But I soon understood, because even though the school gate was jam-packed to form a table of mahjong, and the parents who picked up the students and other people’s precious sons and precious daughters stood in the middle of the road and quarreled, I still couldn’t fight. Get up, just looking forward to something, not expecting a car crash, nor looking forward to a fight, but looking forward to these people going back to their respective homes and looking for their mothers, when everyone is almost gone, Liu Xiaobai would wander out of the campus alone with his head down and a listless look.

—I was waiting for him.

Waiting and waiting, finally when everyone at the school gate was almost gone, there would be no more chances of a car accident. As expected, he stared at his feet with a blank expression, and walked unsteadily from the school. Walking out, the moment I saw him, I was so excited that I almost knocked over the plastic chair and shouted at him: "Liu Xiaobai~~~~~~"

At that time, this kind of overreaction was [-]% pretending to be true, and [-]% of it was true, and what was even more sad was that the [-]% was true, but it was just that I felt lucky that my long wait was not in vain, and that my future friend came to me. .During that time, what was he in my eyes, I don't want to delve into it now.

He is often frightened by me and looks up at me, then slowly walks in front of me with a very embarrassed look. The first thing he does is not to greet me but to start eating oden. He really likes it Non-spicy fish tofu, so I counted the time every day during that time. When the mahjong-like traffic was gradually evacuated, I bought a bunch and put it in a small paper bowl for him to eat.

After all, after watching so many TV dramas, when hooking up with normal people who are different from Zhang Haoran, it seems that this should be done.

——Try to pretend to be warm instead of being an asshole.

In the first half of the journey, he was complaining to me about what happened in school today. After returning home, he would definitely do something to him, just like an ordinary middle school student—compared with others, Taking pleasure in this is also one of the most incomprehensible behaviors since I was a child—why do I feel happy when my pain is laughed at by others?Won't you feel ashamed?

I was puzzled while listening to him, and when he finished speaking in the second half, the whole person suddenly became dull, half-closed eyes staring at the floor tiles under my feet dangling slowly beside me, this is the time for me to talk again , messing up a lot of things that never happened at all, but wasting time with him to cultivate a relationship with him, even though I knew that I couldn’t even pay for the truth. The more you brush, the less you brush, but you still enjoy it.

——Both sides are cheating, isn’t this kind of thing rare?In the end, it's just a waste of time.

But in fact, this kind of situation did not last long to pass the time, it was just a few days. After all, we are not so cruel, we are all ordinary people.

At first glance, that day was still the same as usual. The narrow road was full of pedestrians and vehicles again. A kind of blue-gray before the sunset, I was still eating Oden and drinking Coke while waiting for Liu Xiaobai.

When he walked out slowly from the school gate, he looked the same as usual at first glance, and I called him in the same way as usual: "Liu Xiaobai~~~~~~" He didn't make a frightened look like usual "Probably I'm used to it", I thought so at the time.

He lowered his head and walked in front of me expressionlessly with half-closed eyes as usual, and then his routine changed suddenly. Instead of eating fish tofu as usual, he lowered his head and ate a very bland rather than that kind of food. Said in a cadenced tone: "Don't call me Xiaobai from now on, don't you know there is a snack called 'Xiaobai's heart is soft'?...I'm not soft at heart."

"..." Because the routine is different, and this sentence is like the previous "Liu Liu Mei" stalk, the brain hole is too big and jumps too fast, so I can't react for a while. That's right.

But before I reacted like an idol drama, he brought up another topic while eating fish tofu. He said: "Why do you eat this every day, and occasionally you should feed me with a different kind of bait." Then Before I could say "what would you like to eat," he continued, "I want something spicy, freaking spicy."

The experience of watching so many TV dramas made me immediately classify the current situation into the situation of "requiring emotional intelligence to solve". However, I also know that I am not very good at dealing with this situation, so I can't do anything else He had no choice but to follow what he said before and went to the small shop to buy another bunch of abnormally spicy oden.

Along the way that day, he didn’t have time to chat with me in the first half, while muttering “so spicy... so spicy”, while eating oden without stopping, the sky was almost dark, but the street lights on the road were dim. Some of them were on and some were not, reflecting the intermittent dim light, I saw that he seemed to be crying because of spicy food, and I was suddenly proud of the fact that I could eat spicy food.But after thinking about it, I felt wrong. Didn’t you often see memes about beautiful women pretending to be drunk and wanting to have an affair when reading jokes on the Internet?Then would someone use the reason of being hot, just to cry hard?

Thinking about it this way, I suddenly feel that this boy is very pitiful, probably because he looks rather cute. I feel a little sad and distressed for a boy who is used to pass the time.This kind of feeling is brand new for me. Although I liked Zhang Haoran so much before, but because he is very strong and his attitude is often cold, I never gave me a chance to feel sorry for him. After this, not many people If you can walk into my heart, there will be no chance of "distressed".

Looking at him like this, I was actually quite entangled in my heart, not knowing what to do.In short, I can’t just leave it alone, just ask people “what’s the matter with you?” It feels very abrupt, and I feel sorry for memorizing so many ancient essays in middle school when I use jokes on the Internet. From now until now, during this decadent and unexamined time, has anything interesting happened that can make people laugh from the bottom of their hearts.

As a result, I walked for a long time, and I didn't think of what to say when I walked to the second half, but BOY had finished eating, and threw the paper bowl into the small tree ditch on the side, still looking "so spicy, so spicy" Wipe your eyes while crying.According to the general routine, it should be my turn to talk nonsense at this time, but I really can't think of what to say, but in the end I was eager to make up my mind, and a thought flashed in my mind, which originated from me a few days ago Personal experience of singing KTV——

"Hey, Xiaobai..." But before I even started to say it, I was stared at by him with tears in my eyes. It took me a long time to realize that he just said that he didn't want me to call him Xiaobai. come for nothing...

"Hey, Xchen." Sure enough, he didn't stare at me when he called me that way, "When I was singing in the KTV in the middle of the night a few days ago, a few people suddenly fought and beat me into my private room, so I was so scared~" He Ignore me, concentrate on being hot and crying, concentrate on wiping tears.So I took out my claw machine, silently opened the photo album and found the few photos I took a few days ago, and slapped him while scratching.

In the end, he stared at him tearfully with a look of disdain, and said, "When an average person is frightened, would he take a dozen photos with his mobile phone in succession?"

He actually noticed it at a glance. I was just gloating at the time, especially when I saw them scolding and fighting, but there was a stupid MV behind it, and the background music was a stupid accompaniment. That At that time, I really couldn't help but giggled "ah ha ha ha", bouncing around on the sofa and taking several consecutive photos.

This is the first time I tell him something that is really related to me, and soon he will tell me something that is really a little bit important to him, and he will ask some questions like him, and the two of them will really start mutual affection Value, the wedge of word games is finally over.

At that time, I didn't guess the next development at all. I thought that the two of them would just pass the time until those helpless minions in Zhangbu called me to torture and kill others, and then they broke up.But the developers probably wouldn't treat me that way.

For example, I didn’t expect that I went into that elite’s bookcase and searched for a long time that night, and I found a Xinhua dictionary from a long time ago. I searched here and there and finally found a new name for Xiaobai—” Epilepsy", I found that this name is really suitable for him, because after we got to know him, he often laughed "ah ha ha ha" and almost fell to the ground when I didn't say anything to him at all.

The next evening I was still sitting at the school gate waiting for him, and when the crowd was almost gone, I saw him wandering out of the campus slowly, with his head down, but he was not expressionless anymore, because he walked and walked slowly. Knowing why I secretly smiled, it seemed very warm and cozy.I stood across the road and shouted at him: "Epileptic—epilepsy—"

He didn't raise his head to look at me, but turned his face to the other side, then swayed to me with his head down, and then looked up at me in such an innocent and cute manner, and asked: "Ani K, today What do you give me to eat?"

Therefore, I don’t know which unscrupulous developer made the word game, and then I started the feeding and nurturing link that lasted for a long time.