Cannon Fodder Scum Gong's Whitewashing Manual

There is always very little rain in winter in M ​​City, and there is always a dry and cold smell in the air, but there has been no sun for many days, the orchids on the balcony have wilted leaves, and the color of the petals has dimmed a lot.

Li Xi could feel that he had something on his mind, sometimes when she woke up after falling asleep in the middle of the night, he was still awake.

Sensing the slight rubbing sound of the cloth beside her, Li Xi turned around and hugged him, and asked, "Can't sleep?"

Hearing his voice, Chu Yan gave an apologetic "hmm" before asking, "Did I wake you up?"

In the dim light, finish this sentence.Chu Yan felt a gust of hot air on his neck, itching.

Li Xi leaned over slowly, kissed the most vulnerable part of his neck, panting: "No..."

In the silent darkness, only the warm light reflected on the wall, all senses were magnified, Chu Yan turned over, found Li Xi's hand and held it.

Received his response, Li Xi was ecstatic, and kissed his cheeks and forehead one by one.

Chu Yan was also panting violently, groping and touching Li Xi's face in the dark.

His fingertips were a little cold, and his palms were still a little sweaty. Li Xi was stunned for a while, and obediently rubbed against his palms, but his movements gradually slowed down, exchanging a longer kiss with him tenderly and eagerly.

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The ** was relieved, and Li Xi was well fed, but now he didn't feel sleepy at all.

But the person next to him was obviously tired, and fell into a deep sleep not long after. Li Xi hugged him, and in the silent night, the frequency of breathing and heartbeat could be heard clearly.

He should have known earlier, if he really didn't have himself in his heart as he said, then why did he have to be together for so long.With his personality, he might not be able to get along with someone he doesn't like for even a day.

Thinking of this, Li Xi's heart seemed to be filled with a bit of sweetness but mixed with a bit of inexplicable bitterness.

Insomnia is probably the most painful disease in the world. After half a month of not sleeping well, Chu Yan's mood is almost terrible.

The next morning, warm sunlight poured in through the glass window. The nurse came to measure blood pressure and draw blood tests as usual, but the process was not as smooth as before. to the ground.

Li Xi frowned, and lightly reminded: "Be careful."

Although this sentence is neither salty nor weak, and doesn't even mean to be harsh, but he has been in the top position for many years, and there is always an indescribable and oppressive aura around him unconsciously. It's okay when he smiles , With such a gloomy face, people can't help but feel a little trembling in their hearts.

What's more, the other party is just a little girl, and the eyes immediately made her more nervous, and her hands started to shake a little when the blood was drawn for the second time.

Li Xi saw that her hands were shaking like a Parkinson's patient, she was unprofessional at all, and she was about to get angry instinctively: "Could it be, isn't this tormenting people?"

The nurse shrank back from Li Xi's fright, and sweat dripped from the tip of her nose: "I'm sorry, I'll be fine soon."

Chu Yan's spirit was not good either, she turned her head to Li Xi and said, "You go out first."

Li Xi was obviously reluctant, but seeing Chu Yan's face was a little irritable, and she was a little afraid of making him angry, so she could only move out of the room resentfully.

Without Li Xi, the little nurse really relaxed a lot. After drawing blood, he took his blood pressure. The whole process took less than 10 minutes.

It's just that the little nurse was still frowning, and before leaving, she asked cautiously: "Mr. Li, he won't complain to me, will he?"

Chu Yan smiled: "No way, he is not such a person." Li Xi just looks a little fierce, not the kind of person who gets angry with others because of trivial things.

The little nurse felt relieved after getting his assurance, but she was still terrified when she passed by Li Xi on the way out.

When Li Xi came in, she saw him rubbing his temples heavily with his hands, his face was embarrassingly haggard.

Since the start of treatment, Li Xi discovered that due to the side effects of chemotherapy, Chu Yan began to frequently experience symptoms such as dizziness and nausea, and the whole person lost weight rapidly at a speed visible to the naked eye.

A strong sense of anxiety and powerlessness filled his chest, making it difficult for him to even breathe.

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Few people knew about Chu Yan's illness. Originally, he had few familiar people in M ​​city. Originally, he thought that apart from Li Xi and Zhang Chengye, there would be basically no one to visit him.

Leukemia develops to the late stage, and the time interval of treatment is also much shorter, basically from once a week in the past to once every three or four days now.

Chu Yan was reclining on the bed with her eyes closed, when there was a knock on the door, and then the door was pushed open, and when she heard the sound, she opened her eyes and saw an acquaintance.

Xiao Yang is Li Xi's assistant. He has been with Li Xi for many years and has met him many times before.

"Doctor Liang." Xiao Yang put the things Li Xi ordered him to buy on the bedside, but he didn't know why, when facing Chu Yan, he always felt at a loss.

Maybe it's because the other party doesn't like to talk, and people are always cold and indifferent, never showing their emotions or anger on their faces.

He seemed to have just finished treatment, and he looked very tired, his face was pale, and his lips were white.

Chu Yan turned to look at him, breathed evenly, and said weakly: "Did Li Xi ask you to come?"

When he got a little closer, Xiao Yang realized that his forehead and the bridge of his nose were all covered with fine and dense cold sweat, and his bangs were sticking to his cheeks wet and messy, looking very bad.

"Yes, Boss Li has something to do today... But, are you okay... Do you want me to call the doctor." Seeing him like this, Xiao Yang was really afraid that he would faint in the next second.

"The doctor came just now..." Chu Yan looked at him: "Okay, you can go if you have nothing to do."

After he finished speaking, he turned his head and closed his eyes again, as if he didn't have the strength to speak anymore.

Xiao Yang looked at him but was a little afraid to leave. In the quiet ward, only the beeping sound of medical equipment could be heard. He found a chair beside him and sat down, but he was still a little worried. Yesterday afternoon Li Xi Hastily asked him to book a plane ticket to country M, as if he heard that there was a Chinese who had a successful initial match, but for some reason, he regretted it temporarily and didn't want to accept the high match.

Anyway, regardless of whether they are rich or poor, as long as they are sick, they have to suffer. Even if they are as rich as Mr. Li, they have to search all over the world for bone marrow matching.

He took out his mobile phone and played for a while, then looked at the time, it was already 04:30 in the afternoon, and when he was considering whether to go out to buy some food for Chu Yan, a nurse came in at the door.

"Measuring blood pressure, the patient fell asleep, how long did he sleep for?"

Xiao Yang nodded: "About four or ten minutes."

The nurse walked to the bedside, called Chu Yan in a low voice, but there was no response. When she saw his face clearly, she was startled. His face was flushed, and his breathing was very difficult. His lips moved slightly, but his breath was very weak.

She immediately turned on the oxygen generator next to her, placed the oxygen mask between Chu Yan's mouth and nose, turned her head and ordered to Xiao Yang, who was still in a daze, "Call the doctor!"

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After getting off the plane, Li Xi felt a burst of urgency and anxiety for some reason, and a strong panic lingered in her heart. It was four or five o'clock in the afternoon, the rush hour for work, and the traffic jam was severe. While waiting for the traffic lights to pass through, he took out his mobile phone to make a call to his assistant, but before he could make a call, the other party's call came.

The voice was urgent: "Mr. Li, Dr. Liang's situation is a little bit wrong, and he is trying to rescue him now... Have you got off the plane?"

In almost a second, cold sweat broke out on Li Xi's back.

Only Xiao Yang was waiting outside the emergency room of the hospital. There was silence in the corridor. Li Xi walked over and found that his hands and feet were getting cold, and his heart was seized by a deep panic. The door of the room was finally pushed open.

Both the doctor and the nurse were wearing blue sterile clothes. When Li Xi saw Dr. Li, before his dull brain could react, his body had already walked towards him: "How is he..."

"It was a short-term hypoxic shock caused by a lung infection. Fortunately, it was discovered in time, but it needs to be observed for another two days."

As soon as the words fell, a nurse came out behind him pushing the bed. Li Xi followed him and found that although he was still in a coma, there was no expression of pain on his face, and he let go of the heart he had been carrying all along. , quickly followed into the elevator.

The light in the intensive care unit was very dim. Li Xi was sitting on the edge of the bed wearing a sterile suit, and his eyes fell on most of his face covered by the oxygen mask. Silently across the ups and downs of the curve.

Li Xi touched his fingers and found that the fingertips were icy cold. She sat there for a while, looking at Chu Yan's pale and thin cheeks, choked up for a while, then grabbed his hand and placed it on the side of her cheek gently. Rubbed a bit.

Chu Yan woke up on the third day after this minor operation, but the high fever was still difficult to subside, and he was transferred to the general ward after his condition stabilized.

Because he just woke up, he can only eat a little liquid food, but Li Xi found that he would occasionally look at him intently, and there was a rare dependence in that gaze, which he would never see in his eyes. .

It was a feeling of being needed, Li Xi felt so soft in his heart, as if there was a sweet and astringent warm current rushing through his heart, he couldn't help teasing him, kissing his face: "Is this fun?"

Chu Yan ignored him, completed the last piece of the puzzle by himself, and then pushed it all in front of him: "You will know after playing, I will time it for you."

After he finished speaking, he actually took out his mobile phone and turned on the timer. Seeing Li Xi's reluctance, he thought it was quite interesting, so he lowered his head and smiled.

Encouraged by his smile, Li Xi seemed to have found endless fun from this boring game for an instant. After finishing the puzzle with all his concentration, he checked the time, and it was exactly half an hour.

When he looked up, he found that Chu Yan had fallen asleep at some point. Li Xi couldn't help smiling, feeling unprecedented peace and warmth in his heart.

Ding--

At this time, the phone suddenly sounded a message notification tone, Li Xi clicked on the screen to open the email and read it.

It was a long test sheet, Li Xi was stunned for a few seconds, then stood up from the chair awkwardly.

He made too much movement, his knees knocked down the chair and smashed it on the floor with a muffled sound. Chu Yan was awakened by him, but when he was wondering, Li Xi suddenly bent down and hugged him.