Cannon Fodder Scum Gong's Whitewashing Manual

Li Xi walked over and sat by the bed, tracing his eyebrows and eyes over and over again with her eyes, but her heart was always shrouded in a haze that could not be dispelled.

He has been very healthy since he was a child, and he rarely gets sick, and he has no way of knowing how uncomfortable people are when they are sick.If possible, I wish I could bear this instead of him, instead of watching him dragging his sick body through the day like this, but I am completely powerless.

Even with his eyes closed, he could still feel his gaze. Chu Yan gradually opened his eyes, and there was a double image in front of his eyes, and it took a while for the focus to return to normal.

Li Xi quickly looked away and asked, "What book are you reading?"

Chu Yan lowered her head and took the book back in her hand, flipped through it, and showed Li Xi a look at the cover—it was a very ordinary book, probably a novel or something.

"Hmm..." Li Xi nodded to indicate that he understood. Seeing that he had turned the pages of the book and read it seriously, he didn't continue to disturb him. For a while, only the rustling sound of pages turning could be heard in the room. .

His serious look is actually very attractive, the drooping eyelashes cast a light shadow under his eyes, which softens his cold outline a lot, because of his pale face, under the pouring light like water, his complexion becomes pale It has an ice-like texture.

Li Xi leaned over almost involuntarily, trying to attract his gaze, and want his gaze to fall on her.

"What's the matter?" Chu Yan noticed Li Xi approaching suddenly, and asked with some doubts.

Li Xi subconsciously found a topic and asked, "Is this book good?"

"It's okay, to pass the time..." Chu Yan didn't think too much, and answered casually without raising his head.

Li Xi's eyes fell on his face, and there was a hint of fire in his eyes, but he didn't dare to show it, so he could only ask tentatively: "Do you understand what I said this afternoon?"

Chu Yan pondered for a while, put down the book in his hand, and finally raised his eyes to look at him.

Li Xi stared at him with unprecedented seriousness.

"You, do you really think so?"

Li Xi was startled: "Yes."

Chu Yan paused, and then slowly said: "But I may not live that long, are you sure you want to wait with me with this illusory hope? Or maybe... Maybe I will never be able to wait You have reached the bone marrow that suits you... If you continue to treat like this day after day, your pain and suffering will not be less at all."

When Li Xi heard him analyzing with himself so rationally, a strong heartache rose from his chest. This must be your sincere words... But when he opened his mouth, his voice was extremely firm: "I know."

Chu Yan sighed: "Once I start chemotherapy, I will become ugly, my body will be swollen, and my hair will fall out one day. Are you sure?"

Li Xi nodded and said firmly, "I'm sure."

Chu Yan looked at him for a while, then turned her head and smiled. There was even a bit of relaxation in that smile. Li Xi looked at him nervously, her hands on her knees were clenched into fists, and even the palms were slightly exposed. sweat.

"So are you going home tonight or staying here to sleep?"

Li Xi didn't even understand his words for a while, and just said in a daze: "There is a room next door, I can sleep there."

It took him a while to react suddenly, his heart was beating like a drum, he looked at Chu Yan cautiously and asked: "I see that your bed is also very big, can I sleep here?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, just lowered his head and continued to read his book.

But his attitude was clearly acquiescing, Li Xi was so excited: "I'll go wash up first."

After speaking, he leaned over and kissed Chu Yan quickly on the cheek, then took out the pajamas he brought over and hurried to the bathroom.

System 2333 took advantage of this time and immediately popped up: [Master host, what is the male lead receiving? ]

[Probably feeling very touched. ]

The system has a puzzled look on its face, so what exactly moved it?

Chu Yan lowered his head and flipped through the book a few times, maybe he slept too much in the afternoon, and now he is still in good spirits, so he turned on the TV and tuned up Qi Mingyan’s TV series to watch. The more he watched, the more he realized that Qi Mingyan, as the protagonist of this world, is really A very fine man.

Li Xi quickly took a shower and wiped off the moisture on his body to avoid wetting the sheets. When he came out of the bathroom, he found that the TV was on again.

He walked over and climbed onto the bed, and put his hands loosely on Chu Yan's waist. Seeing that he was not going to sleep, he watched TV with him seriously for a while, but after a while, he stopped thinking about it, and he turned around. Looking over at the people around him, because he was so close, he could even feel the fresh breath on his body. Under the warmer light, his side face looked warm and soft.

Li Xi's heart moved, the more he looked at it, the more he loved him, and couldn't help but leaned over to kiss him again.

Chu Yan has long been accustomed to his small movements from time to time, so he just smiled, and then pointed to the TV: "Do you know him?"

Li Xi was full of joy, just glanced casually and nodded: "I know, I met at the party before."

While he was speaking, one hand slipped silently into Chu Yan's pajamas and touched his thin waist, but before he could do anything, he heard Chu Yan let out a suppressed grunt.

Li Xi stopped immediately, looked up at him and asked, "What's the matter?" As she said that, she was about to lift his pajamas.

Seeing that he insisted on watching, Chu Yan followed him.

Li Xi opened his pajamas, and found that near his waist, there was an obvious bruise and two small wounds similar to pinholes.

It should be another puncture before I came in the morning.

Li Xi's heart ached so badly, she hugged him as expected and obediently did not move, buried her face into his warm neck, and said in a slightly sad tone: "Does it hurt?"

Chu Yan shook her head: "It's okay."

After a while, around nine o'clock, Chu Yan couldn't resist the heavy drowsiness and fell asleep. Li Xi touched his cheek and found that it was because of the heat that his mouth was slightly opened, breathing Some heavy.

Worried that he would be like noon again, Li Xi unbuttoned two pajamas for him, and then hugged him and fell asleep.

Not long after he woke up the next morning, a nurse came to draw his blood for a test. Li Xi bought breakfast and came up, but when he went upstairs, he met someone in the elevator.

The man didn't know if he had a cold or something, and he still had a mask on his face.The reason why Li Xi noticed him was probably because Chu Yan asked him last night.

It was the morning rush hour, and there were a lot of people in the elevator. Li Xi pressed the floor number, and arrived in a short while.

He didn't take this episode to heart at first, but in the afternoon, when Chu Yan said he was going for a walk in the garden, Li Xi went to get him some water, and when he came back, he saw two people sitting on a bench in the garden chat.

Li Xi thought back on Chu Yan's attitude when he mentioned this person yesterday, and found that there was nothing special, so he walked over and handed the water to Chu Yan.

Qi Mingyan was obviously surprised when he saw Li Xi, then turned his eyes to Chu Yan who was at the side, and asked doubtfully, "Boss Li, you?"

Li Xi smiled, watched Chu Yan drink the water, then turned to Qi Mingyan and said, "This is my lover."

Chu Yan: "..."

Qi Mingyan has long heard that Li Xi has a lover with deep affection, but the other party is too low-key, so not many people in the circle know about it, but he did not expect such a coincidence.

Qi Mingyan smiled, "That's it...then I won't bother you."

Then he turned his head to Chu Yan and said, "Doctor Liang, I wish you a speedy recovery, and I will leave first."

Chu Yan nodded and watched him walk away.

Li Xi sat down beside him and shook his hand: "How did you know each other?"

"He was hospitalized in our hospital before..."

Li Xi also just asked casually, and accompanied him to bask in the sun in the garden before returning to the ward.