You who walk against the light

"You...you just say what you have to say." Lin Yuan put his hands in his pockets, with a reluctant expression, and quietly glanced at Zhong Kaifan, feeling that the invisible anger in the air seemed to be more intense.

Zhong Kaifan separated his legs, leaving a silhouette on the floor with his slender legs.

"Ayuan—" Zhong Kaifan emphasized his tone and looked at him quietly.

Lin Yuan felt his scalp go numb, and a fine electric current flowed through his body, and a sense of helplessness filled his heart.

He walked slowly towards Zhong Kaifan and saw his face clearly, those black and white eyes were already red, entangled with complex emotions, like hatred and intolerance.

Seeing Lin Yuan was one step away from him, Zhong Kaifan reached out to grab his wrist, and Lin Yuan staggered and threw himself beside his leg.

Lin Yuan was panting, his face was pale, and his eyes were as bright as stars.

It is obviously a face with red lips and white teeth, why is Zhong Kaifan so angry when he looks at it? !

"Are you hiding something from me?" Zhong Kaifan asked word by word.

Lin Yuan said decisively, "No."

"Lie!" A sternness flashed in Zhong Kaifan's eyes, and he unconsciously grabbed Lin Yuan's collar while speaking.

Lin Yuan pursed his lips and remained silent.

Zhong Kaifan is very patient at the moment. He has waited for this day for so long that he almost forgot that there is still such a stubble, "I ask you, what are those scars on your back?"

Lin Yuan's eyes flickered, "The one who was injured during filming."

Zhong Kaifan really hated his stubborn attitude, pinched his chin, and forced him to look at him, "Is it Nie Zu'an?"

Lin Yuan's eye circles couldn't help turning red, he knew what Zhong Kaifan cared about.

"Say!" Zhong Kaifan almost roared angrily, he wished he could strangle him to death, "Did he touch you?!"

The emotions buried in the bottom of my heart for many years gushed out in an instant. It was both grievance and shame. Lin Yuan said unwillingly to show weakness: "Even if he has anything to do with you? What do my bad things have to do with you?! Use it You stand up for me?!"

"It's nothing to do with me, right?" Zhong Kaifan's mouth flashed a sad smile, and with a twist of his wrist, he directly picked up Lin Yuan's collar, dragged him towards the corridor, and kicked open the half-hidden door, "Where are you going?" I can see clearly!"

The light was on, Lin Yuan had never been to this room before, it didn't look big, it was more like a storage room, only the sandalwood cabinet was out of place with the surroundings.

Looking up along the carved cabinet, Lin Yuan almost stopped breathing——

He saw a photo, no, to be precise, it was a black and white photo, neatly embedded in a black frame.

Zhong Can was looking at himself with a clear smile, the buttons on the collar of his shirt were neatly buttoned, his short hair was black and handsome, and the corners of his mouth were dimpled.

That was Zhong Can's registration photo when he was a freshman, and it was taken by Lin Yuan with him.

The blood in his whole body seemed to be frozen. How many nights, Lin Yuan dreamed of this face. They ran and jumped together on countless basketball courts where lights and shadows flickered.The center of gravity moved with the footsteps, the ball moved with it, and the eyes swept to the position of the basket, and the feint was quick and full of defense. Suddenly there was a "bang", Zhong Can had already made a three-step layup and completed a perfect shot .

The girl next to the basketball court screamed again and again, calling Zhong Can's name to cheer him up.

Zhong Can was fond of sports before his death, and his hot life came to an abrupt end. Now he is trapped in this narrow photo frame, a heart-wrenching tear surges from the bottom of his heart, with new and old pains, it will tear people apart .

Zhong Kaifan kicked Lin Yuan's knee hard: "You kneel for me!" He said and pressed Lin Yuan to the floor.

There was a piercing pain in the knee, like a nail driving into the kneecap, and all the strength in my body seemed to be drained.

Zhong Kaifan pointed to his nose and said word by word: "When the car rushed towards the rocks, Zhong Can was sitting in the driver's cab. Even if you were going to die, you would die first. He tried his best to protect you, threw the steering wheel and rushed towards you. You, Lin Yuan—don’t say anything else, think about it for yourself, can you be worthy of Zhong Can now?! Did he save you because he wanted you to be humiliated by Nie Zu’an?! For the sake of the so-called future, you practiced Forget it yourself, your little shit has nothing to do with me, but your life was given by Zhong Can, and you gave it to Lin Yuan

Listen carefully, as long as I still have breath, if I see you spoiling yourself like this again, I don't need others to do it, I will be the first to kill you! "

Lin Yuan's tears dripped silently on the floor, his back was bent and his head was lowered, like a prisoner who was dying.

Seeing that he finally had a bit of repentance, most of Zhong Kaifan's anger disappeared.

But the more he yelled at him like this, the more uncomfortable he felt, as if a knife had been cut on him.

He couldn't watch Lin Yuan cry, he couldn't stay in this room for another second.

In the end, Zhong Kaifan sprinkled the evil fire on the side shelf, and the porcelain fell down with a jingle, smashing it to pieces, and the floor shook the eardrums sorely.

Before leaving, Zhong Kaifan said: "You are kneeling here for me tonight, when did you admit your mistake, and when will you get up."

After finishing speaking, he slammed the door loudly, and the whole room seemed to be trembling.

The air finally returned to tranquility. The heating in this room was not turned on, and Lin Yuan felt a faint chill, which made him shiver.He raised his head and looked out the window, sporadic lights came in, and a sense of sadness arose in his heart.He knew why Zhong Kaifan was so angry, except for the reason of Zhong Can's accidental death, Zhong Kaifan treated him so well before, it almost hurt to hold him in the palm of his hand, how could he not hate seeing him suffer now?But there is endless love and distress in this hatred, and he understands it all.

He really can't say that his mother is sick, it will only add endless trouble and burden to Kaifan.

At the dinner party, seeing Zhong Kaifan's high-spirited appearance in the crowd, with a gentle and pleasant female companion beside him, although he was a little jealous, for a moment, he felt that even if Kaifan didn't have himself in his life, he could still rest assured.

Although he was secretly looking forward to seeing Kaifan from time to time, he knew in his heart that unless Zhong Can was resurrected, Kaifan and him would never get over that hurdle.

It was a fresh and fiery life.

But how could Zhong Can come back?

Sooner or later, I will be tortured to death by inferiority complex and guilt.

Even if others don't say it, he still feels that he is not worthy of having Zhong Kaifan.